When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
I will try, to fix you.
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He grabbed his dark black shoes and put them on his feet. He started to tie them up without a hurry. School didn't start until 9:00 and it was only 8 anyways. He fixed his tie and adjusted his top, he ran his fingers thru his hair and then walked out his bedroom door, seeing breakfast ready for him, but he wasn't hungry. "Dad, im just going to skip breakfast for today" "how come?" "Just not that hungry today" then, he felt a vibration in his pocket, he didn't even see the caller ID, thinking it was Serena.
"Hey, Serena you're in school already?" "Its not Serena" a familiar voice came from the phone, he knew that voice, he heard it yesterday, and whenever she had an argument with Serena, it was Blair. "Blair ? Not to sound rude or anything but what do you want ?" there was silence for a while and then she spoke "do you need a ride to school ?" "Well I could walk, why ?" "I want to give you a ride, let me give you a ride, please ?" he hesitated before answering. Here comes Blair Waldorf, once again, giving him a headache. Why did she want to give him a ride ? After yesterday, he'd thought she wouldn't want to even look at him. But maybe Serena made her call him or something, and maybe she wanted to apologize in person.
Well, not that she wanted, maybe Serena made her. "Okay then, I'll be waiting outside" "okay" he hung up. "Blair's picking me up dad" "Blair ? Blair Waldorf ? You guys never talk ? Why would she pick you up?" " I don't know dad, these two day's have been pretty odd for me" he then opened the door which led to the outside; he sat down on his porch waiting for Blair. Well, waiting for Blair's Limousin. He looked at his watch, and it read 8:20 which was still plenty of time to get to school.
He'd bet that Serena probably either just woke up, or is still sleeping. He snickered at the thought, because she always came late. He was starting to think he was getting a little too obsessed with her, he always thought about her, and talked about her. Maybe he's just too in love, not obsessed. But he should have other thoughts other then her he admits. Because he doubts Serena is this in love with him. He heard a honk, looked forward, and saw Blair's Limousine waiting for him.
He stood up, and walked his way over there. Trying to see if he could get a glimpse of Blair inside the Limousine, he was about to open the door, but then the driver got out and opened it for him. He thanked him with a warm smile and then went inside. "Hi" he looked to his side and there was Blair, smiling at him. He smiled back " what made you want to give me a ride to school? That's not something you offer everyday" he saw her inhale and exhale, and then he said "let me guess? Serena talked to you and told you to do this ?" he then saw her give him a hard look; his statement obviously angered her.
"No, she didn't. She did call though, asking me why I screamed at you. Is she your messenger now? Or your protector?" "No, my girlfriend. I didn't ask her to call you and talk to you, she offered." "Oh." she was looking down, but then she looked at him " im sorry I got angry at you and screamed at you. I was acting sorta, um crazy I guess, and I apologize. Especially about that changing part, I was real stupid there. I don't even remember what I tell you."
he was surprised by her honesty, and with her apology, it was weird seeing Blair so sincere, but he kinda liked it. "Its alright Blair, I accept your apology, and im glad you're being honest with me" she smiled at him. "Can I ask for a favor?" "Sure" "remember when I told you I wanted to change?" "Yes" "well, maybe you could help me?" he smiled. Blair Waldorf asking him for help? It was odd, but it felt good. "I will be glad to help you" she gave him a flashy smile and hugged him.
He made a face; its not every day you get a hug from Blair, in fact, it's the first hug he ever got from her. He hugged her back. It felt good.
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He was warm and his hug felt good. She felt secure and she didn't want to let him go, he felt just like he felt in her dream. Only this time, it wasn't a dream it was real; but he didn't say he loved her and they didn't kiss either. "Miss Blair and Friend, we're here" she let go from their hug and she giggled.
"So today, when we start baking, do you mind if we go to my house instead ? I'll take you there if you want" he smiled at her.
"Sure, but um, I'll go there by myself so I could change and all, plus people will think its sort of weird that we're driving to and from school together, don't you think ?" she frowned. She really wanted to take him, but it was true what he was saying , "yeah, that's true" she smiled and then they got out of the limo, and there was Nate and Serena, staring at both of them. She looked at him and he looked back.
She then started walking towards Nate. "Hey" she tolled him, she kissed him on the lips. "Why were you in the same limo as Dan ?" he asked her, she knew that was coming up
"I was real well mean to him yesterday so I offered him a ride so I could apologize in person" which was basically the reason why she did do that; but she kind of wanted to just see him to. "Since when do you care if you're mean to someone or not?" "Nate, im not just trying to be a better girlfriend, im trying to be a better person, and im trying to be nicer to Dan.
Im trying to change, and Dan is helping me" at first she wasn't actually trying to change, but since yesterday, she actually want's to. Nate smiled,
"that's sweet, real sweet" he kissed her. "I love you" she just looked at him. She has always wanted to hear those words from him, and now that he finally said it; it wasn't the feeling she imagined she was going to have. "Blair?", looking down, she inhaled and then said under her breath"I love you too Nate" he smiled, raised her head with his finger and kissed her.
She opened one eye to peek over at Dan, who was looking straight at her.
She closed it again, trying to enjoy the moment.
But she couldn't all that was in her mind was Dan.
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"So she actually apologized ? Well, she told me she was going to but she treated me so mean as if to get over me that I thought she was lying? Well, that was nice anyway"
'wait she was mean to you? How so?"
"Oh that doesn't matter now, what matter's is that we're going to be together today.
How about if we go to the park like at 6, what do you think ?"
he smiled "anything to be with you"
she snickered and kissed him.
Today, was going to be his day.
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-okayy; so im such a nerd that I decided to make chapter 4 today. That's why its so short. But, I did make Dan's POV longer haha; sooo youu see ? I keep my word :D hope youu guys liked.
& BTW; do youu think Dan is starting to gain some feelings for Blair ? He did say their hug felt good ? & and that he liked her all sincere ? Hmm..maybe some feelings are catching on ? Tell me what youu think (:
