The final update this moring, it's 12:44 and I really should get some sleep soon... maybe hehe.
We made our way out of Bobby's panic room. My heart was racing just at the thought of seeing Joseph again, of the others hearing what I did to him.
"Cover each other, and aim careful, don't run out of ammo until I'm done or they'll shred you." Bobby said as we walked out. Dean and Sam was in front and I was covering the rear. We got to the stairs that lead up and suddenly a fat man was sat on them. He had curly hair and looked like crap.
"Hey Dean, you remember me?" He asked looking dead at Dean with a small smile
"Ron, with the laser eyes, wish I could say its good to see you." Dean replied smiling a little.
"I am dead because of you," Ron said getting up. "You were suppose to help me!" Bobby shot off a round and make him disappear. Everyone looked at Bobby shocked.
"If your gonna shoot, shoot. Don't talk." Bobby said plainly. We made our way to the library and set up. Sam and I put a salt ring around the floor, Dean started a fire and Bobby got his stuff ready for the spell. Once we had finished putting the salt down Bobby sent Sam upstairs.
"Upstairs, in the linnet cupboard, there's a big red hex box, got get, but be careful it's heavy." Bobby said to Sam and he ran off. I stood guard. A pair of twins appeared from no where and started to talk to Bobby. I shot off a round and they went.
"Dean, in the kitchen, the cutlery draw has a false bottom, I need hemlock, opium wormwood." Bobby ordered.
"Opium?" Dean asked confused and slightly impressed at the same time.
"Go!" Bobby shouted and Dean went to fetch it. Bobby started to draw out the symbols when the girls appeared again. I shot them away and re-loaded my gun. Dean was busy looking for the stuff when the door to the kitchen swung shut.
"Dean?" I shouted aiming the gun at the doors.
"I'm all right, keep working!" Dean shouted and Bobby continued to draw out the ritual. I stood guard half watching what Bobby was doing when Joseph appeared again.
"Megan, Megan..." He sang out and I aimed at him. "You killed me Megan. You ripped me apart with your claws then you drank me all up." Joseph said moving closer. My heart pounded in my chest as he talked.
"Shut up!" I shouted and shot off a round but he reappeared the other side of Bobby.
"You killed me! Left my family with nothing! You Monster!" He shouted and I shot again this time hitting him and making him go. I grabbed two more shells and loaded the gun.
"Just what in the Sam bell's was he talking about?" Bobby asked looking at me like he'd never seen me before.
"Do you really think now is the time for this type of convocation?" I asked as I scanned for other ghosts.
"Yes!" Bobby shouted. "If I'm about to die, I'd like to know what or who you are!" Bobby said still setting things up.
"Fine!" I shouted back. "I'm a monster, just like Joseph said! I'm evil that's why I didn't want to walk into your panic room! I've killed an innocent man!" I shouted back, Bobby grabbed his gun and held it aimed at me.
"What are you? How'd you get past the devil traps?" Bobby asked not even blinking. I lowered the gun and cracked my neck. My eyes started to change and Bobby's eyes widened. I felt the werewolf side of my burn through my veins as a new strength rushed through me.
"I'm a werewolf. I... drank a humans blood. I'm evil and if you want to shoot me, shoot me. But we both know it wont kill me. If you want my help to stay alive let me shoot the ghosts." I said looking into Bobby's eyes. Bobby kept the gun aimed on me for a while. Suddenly the twins returned and without thinking I shot them. I turned back to Bobby and he slowly lowered his gun, his eyes still locked on me for any sign of double cross.
"You and me are gonna have a nice cosy chat after all this, you got me?" Bobby said sternly. I nodded and raised my gun looking for ghosts.
Sam and Dean opened the doors from the kitchen and walked back in with the herbs and box. Both of them stared at my eyes and then Bobby.
"Oh so you ejiet's knew?" Bobby snapped taking the things off them. Neither answered because a Ron appeared again.
"Hey come on man, I thought we were pals?" Dean said to him.
"That's when I was breathing," Ron said looking up at Dean. "Now I'm going to eat you alive." Dean laughed as he loaded up his shot gun.
"Well I'm not a cheeseburger." Dean said cocking his gun and aiming but Ron had gone. Bobby started the spell and all the windows flung open and a wind blew the salt line away.
"Oh crap!" I sighed as I watched the lines disappear. Bobby continued to chant the spell as ghosts kept appearing again and again.
A black man who kept appearing waved Dean's gun out of his hands as he was reloading. Dean picked up Bobby's gun but it was out, he threw it to the ground rushing to the fire to pick up an iron poker. He swung it at the man and he vanished. A woman appeared as Sam was reloading and pushed a desk into Sam pushing him against a wall.
"Sam?" Dean asked glancing between the woman and Sam.
"I'm ok, cover Bobby!" Sam shouted pushing against the desk. I walked over to shoot the woman when Joseph appeared and flung me to the back wall out of the salt circle. I cracked my head as I landed and groaned getting to my feet. Two girls appeared pushing the desk as Bobby continued to chant. Then suddenly he let out a cry as the woman from before had hold of his heart. Bobby dropped the bowl with the spell in.
"Dean!" He shouted as it fell, Dean dived and grabbed it just in time. "Fire place!" Bobby ordered as Dan chucked it in. A massive blue flame rose and then a wave of blue light rushed through the house clearing away all the ghosts. Bobby fell to the floor and we all rushed to help him up.
Later we were just sat in the library reading books about angels when Bobby walked in. I looked up from my book and felt guilty. He was looking dead at me.
"I think it's about time we talk, don't you?" Bobby said and I nodded slowly. I got up and noticed both Sam and Dean give me sad looks. I took a deep breathe and followed Bobby to the kitchen where he had shut the doors. I walked in and he shut the final door behind me. I noticed all the doors had silver chains on the, stopping me from leaving the room. I watched as he went into a cupboard and pull a few things out.
"Now, you said you were evil? A monster?" Bobby asked turning to face me. His voice and face gave nothing away.
"You herd Joseph, herd what I did." I said plainly. Bobby made a noise to agree and then passed me a cup.
"Drink it." Bobby said and I looked into the cup. It looked and smelt just like water. I took a sip and looked at Bobby.
"Uh-huh" Bobby said and took the cup away, then he passed me a crucifix. "Hold that for me." Bobby said and I did. After a few minutes he took the cross off me and passed me another symbol.
"Bobby?" I asked holding it. Bobby just shushed me. He took the symbol off me and looked at me. Studying my face for a few seconds.
"Cristo!" Bobby said throwing some water on me for good measure. I wiped my face and sighed.
"I get it Bobby." I said wiping my face.
"Do you? You said you were evil kid, now every damn evil test I know has shown me your not." Bobby said sighing too.
"What about this one?" I said walking over and picking up a silver knife and holding it in my hand. It instantly began to burn and Bobby snatched it out of my hand.
"That don't mean anything." Bobby said looking at my hand. I looked him in the face and shook my head.
"I killed a man. I killed an innocent man. And you know what makes me evil, really evil?" I said barely above a whisper as tear's burnt my eyes. Bobby just looked at me blank. "The fact I liked it." I said and looked away from Bobby disgusted with myself. Bobby pulled me into a hug while I cried.
"You know what makes you good?" Bobby said hugging me, I looked at him and shook my head. "The guilt you have, true evil never feels the guilt." He said and hugged me again.
After a little cry it was late so I decided to call it a night. I said night to Bobby and walked into the library to say night to the guys. Dean was sat by himself reading.
"Hey," I said softly as I walked in, I lent against the door frame.
"Hey, you ok? Did Bobby rip you a new one?" Dean asked putting the book down. He genuinely looked worried for me.
"In a way. How's the reading going?" I asked resting my head against the frame too.
"Angels... they all seem like jerks to me." Dean said scoffing at an image of Arch-Angel Michael, leader of the solecistic army.
"Maybe, but looks like someone has plans for us." I said sighing.
"Yeah, we get to be angel finger puppets, I love having fingers up my ass!" Dean said sarcastically. I laughed and shook my head.
"Thanks for the bad mental image Dean just before bed!" I said screwing up my face.
"Your welcome!" Dean replied with his innocent baby face smile.
"Jerk!" I said walking out of the room. I made my way up the stairs and was heading to my room when I saw Sam walking towards me.
"Hey, you ok? What did Bobby do to you?" Sam asked as he reached me.
"Yeah, he was just trying to make a point, are you ok?" I asked as he sighed and folded his arms over his chest.
"Yeah, yeah why wouldn't I be?" Sam asked looking confused.
"Oh you know, lying to your brother about seeing Ruby." I said plainly and Sam looked panicked.
"I haven't-" Sam started and I put my hand up.
"Please? Look I smelt you lie back then, and I was in your motel room. Your sleeping with her now, which is freaky but whatever, you still smell of demon blood and that is what I'm really worried about." I said softly trying not to make Sam mad so he wouldn't talk to me about it. Sam sighed and looked at me a few seconds.
"Look Dean and Bobby can't find out. They wouldn't understand." Sam said softly. "Ruby is making me strong enough to go after Lilith."
"Who's Lilith?" I asked confused.
"A mega demon who killed Dean and wants me dead too." Sam said looking mad at even the mention of her name. I folded my arms over my chest and looked at Sam with a raised eyebrow.
"Your telling me, a creature that feeds off demon blood, that you need blood to become strong enough to kill a mega demon?" I said with a small laugh.
"Yes." Sam said plainly, I stopped laughing at him and looked. Really looked at him.
"And you believe Ruby is leading you down the right path with this?" I asked unfolding my arms.
"Yeah, I am stronger now. I can..." Sam stopped and looked at me. "I can pull demons out of humans and keep them alive. I'm saving people." Sam said in a whisper. My eyes widened and I shook my head. A flash back of him doing this to a man entered my head along with a smug smile on Ruby's face. I shook my head and took a step back from Sam.
"You..." I struggled for words and Sam looked hurt. "You can't drink demon blood Sam. Your just not meant to. It's wrong. I'm sorry but, its wrong." I said shaking my head. Sam took a deep breath and just walked past me muttering to himself about my double standards. I sighed and walked into the bed room.
After the adventurous day of ghost fighting I drifted off to sleep quickly.
I was sat in a white room waiting for someone else to appear and was getting bored. I got up and walked around the room trying to find something interesting to see, but it was all plain white.
"Dude needs to redecorate." I said to myself and then herd a flutter of wings. I turned to see Castiel and another man stood there. The other guy was black with a smart suit on, bold head and was slightly fatter than Castiel. I waved a hand at Castiel and smiled.
"Hello Megan." Castiel said in his unemotional voice.
"Hey, so... what's going on?" I asked in a childish tone, the other guy gave me a disproving look.
"We are hear to address you, human." The black guy said, sounding like a was something he found under his boot.
"Or really?" I said folding my arms over my chest. "And what makes you think I wanna listen to you, Angel" I said holding my ground and repeating his tone. The black man screwed up his face and looked at Castiel.
"Megan we are here to inform you why God wishes you to be with the Winchesters." Castiel said and I simply raised an eyebrow in response.
"You have been placed here to watch over Dean Winchester and to make sure he makes it to Judgement Day alive." The black guy barked at me.
"Excuse me, I don't believe I was addressing you, so sod off." I growled at the guy.
"Impudent little half breed!" The black guy shouted at me. "I am the angel of the lord and you are nothing but-"
"Uriel! Enough!" Castiel said raising his unemotional voice. I looked at Castiel and waited for him to speak. "Megan, Uriel is the angel put in charge of protecting you."
"Super!" I said sarcastically at Castiel and Uriel glared at me. "Looks like he wants to kill me himself!"
"Look half breed, I do not like your kind, but revelations has been given and I am commanded to protect you until which time you are no longer required. So please continue your sarcastic remarks, but know this, one day I will kill you!" Uriel growled at me walking right into my face. I didn't blink once but held the eye lock he made with me.
"Uriel!" Castiel said raising his voice and Uriel disappeared in a flutter of wings. Castiel walked up to me and almost looked sad. "I apologise for Uriel, he is not keen on humans or demons."
"Well I guess I'm screwed then." I said with a little laugh to myself.
"He will not harm you for as long as you are needed to protect Dean." Castiel said.
"What am I meant to protect him from, he's a hunter?" I asked leaning against a wall.
"It is not just demons which will hurt Dean." Castiel said and I looked at him confused.
"Sam? Do you mean Sam?" I asked standing away from the wall.
"If he continues on this path, yes one day he will." Castiel said.
I jumped up in bed totally confused as to where I was. I looked around and realised I was back in Bobby's house. I walked downstairs and grabbed a glass of water. Sam was asleep on the sofa and Dean was on the floor. The pair looked so close, so strong, so much like brothers. I didn't want to believe Sam would tear it apart, but in my gut I knew it would be about the blood. I shook my head as Sam rolled over on the sofa and muttered out loud.
"But I don't want to go to school Dean." He said softly. To my surprise Dean replied.
"Tough, Dad says you have to go. Plus Sammy you love school all those books and stuff" Dean muttered in reply. I covered my mouth a giggled a little at the innocent pair.
