Author's Note.
Oh lord, I haven't been on this in FOREVER.
I had to reread my story to trace back my memories.
To see where I left off & so forth.
Anyways, I haven't seen GossipGirl, cuz I've ben caught up in another show,
I don't know what's been going on ; but all I know is that,
Dan & Blair are not even close to getting together.
So, I have no hurry into watching it, lol.
Well, enjoy (:
Blair dropped Dan off in front of his house. He smiled at her thru the window & Blair gave him a warm smile back. As he started walking toward his house she saw that his pants were filled with pudding because of they're earlier food fight. She couldn't help but laugh. She also couldn't help but notice his super cute ass.
As her limo driver drove to her house, she couldn't help but think about Dan. How much fun they had baking & the food fight, how great & comfortable she felt with him around, & how he seemed to flirt with her every chance he got. Maybe, he felt the same way about her ? Maybe, they actually have a chance together ? Even though he's with Serena & she's with Nate, that could be solved. But what was she thinking? She couldn't like Dan, not because of a simple dream that just happened to feel so real. These crazy feelings would have to wear off eventually, & she couldn't wait.
She got to her house & before she stepped out, she saw thru the window that Nate was there, waiting for her. She forgot all about him, but it was just perfect for him to be there, that way, Dan will be out of her mind. She saw that the driver was about to open her car door when Nate did it instead. She got out & smiled at him, then gave him a pop kiss. His lips were red hot, like if he was in front of a fire for about an hour.
"Damn Nate, your lips are super hot ? Are you feeling ok ?", He touched his lips & put a confused look on his face like if he had no idea what she was talking about, then his eyes got wider, then , he smiled. He chuckled & then said "no, yeah I'm alright Blair. I think I'm getting a little cold though, but that's all." "Awe, you poor thing. Don't worry, your wifey is here to make you feel ALL better" She teased, she knew he loved it when she got all flirty like that, it turned him on.
He laughed, "oh yeah? Come on baby, make me feel better" she chuckled, she knew something like that was coming. Nate was super cute, & sexy, & sweet, she can't believe that for a second she thought that she was actually falling out of love with him for Dan Humphrey. HE was her true love, not Dan. "Awe, sweetie; what I have on my mind is waaay to intense for your cold, & I might catch it if I do what I'm planning on doing" he smiled, "take a risk" she smirked, "let's go inside first."
"You & BLAIR having a food fight ?" Dan's dad Rufus asked him. Him & his sister Jenny had been barbaring him with a thousand questions since he came. & the same questions too, he didn't know what to answer anymore, the same thing or something different, anything to make them leave him alone. "Yes dad, I had a food fight with Blair." "& why?" Jenny asked, like if she was his mother, "it just happened. We were cooking up some cupcakes for our school & then we just started throwing food around."
"But, with Blair?" they BOTH said. Dan rolled his eyes, "yes, with Blair. Now, can I please go take a shower, I'm really tired after all the cleaning we had to do" "Okay Dan, but Serena called" "what did she say?" "She just said she had to talk to you" he didn't say anything for a moment, "I'll call her later". Rufus gave him a strange look but finally agreed.
He most likely gave him that look because whenever he hears that Serena called , he would forget all about taking a shower & just end up calling her. But, he's trying to change that. He wants to be a good boyfriend, but he doesn't want to be obsessed either, he wants a life other then Serena too.
He took a long hot shower to get his thoughts together. He knew what Serena wanted to talk about, it was obvious. She wanted to talk about the fight they had at school that afternoon, about him getting so mad over her flirting with Nate, & of course, she expects him to say he's sorry & that he shouldn't have gotten crazy jealous.
And if not then she would say "Listen, it's not like I kissed him or had sex with him or anything ? It was just a little tease ? But, you know what, I really am sorry, I shouldn't had "flirted" with him as you say, I know how much it bothers you & I won't do it again. I promise" and then of course, without noticing, she'll break her promise and flirt again. Some people say Dan should break up with Serena because of that. That she's taking advantage of him because he's too nice, & that she's just use to being such a flirt. However, Dan couldn't, he was way too into her.
He got out of the shower & put on his cloths. He then threw himself to his bed, got the house phone, & dialed Serena's number. Two rings, & she answered ; "Hello?" she said in the sweetest tone of voice, "Serena, my dad says you called me ?" "Yeah, um, I wanted & still want to talk to you" "why didn't you just call at my cell phone ?" "Well I did but you wouldn't answer me ?" , he got his cell phone & checked to see if there were any missed calls, TWO & both from Serena. "Oh, I'm sorry, I guess I didn't hear it" "it's okay, listen Dan, about this afternoon- " "yeah, yeah, your sorry for flirting & you will never do it again, oh yeah ! & I'm sorry for getting so crazy jealous, it will never happen again" there was silence on the other end of the phone.
Like if she'd hung up, but she didn't because Dan could hear her breathing.
"Serena?" He could hear her take a deep breath, until she said ; "I see you already know my apologies, or what I expect you to say" "you use the same ones all the time"
"listen Dan, I really am sorry. I love you, & I don't want to do anything that will put our relationship at risk, because to me, this relationship is the best thing that's happened to me in a long time, & I hope you know that." He found that corny, like if it was just something she would say so he wouldn't be mad at her anymore ,
" yeah Serena, I really don't think so"
"why ? You know it's true, Dan, I love you. & I know I may get out of control at times or be a flirt maybe but I really do love you, please accept my apology, I know I say this often but, I PROMISE I'll try my best to never do it again" how Dan saw that coming. He knew she was bound to say that, & now obviously he was going to accept the apology, bring her back with open warms & then get let down again. He should brake up with her right there, but he's not going to do it, because even thought I part of him wants to curse her out, another part, still loves her deeply.
"I accept your apology. Please don't let me down. I love you."
Blair let Nate come in, she saw him looking at her up & down. He was either really turned on, or he was wondering why she was covered with food, & she obviously knew the answer to her own question.
"Food fight" she told him, he looked at her , "huh?" , "I'm covered with food, because I had a food fight" "with who ?" "Dan" "Dan !" "It's a long story. But Nate,"
She got closer,
" I don't think under my cloths I have any stains or food ?" Nate smirked, " you sure ?" "I don't know, find out"
he grabbed her face & kissed her . She liked him aggressive.
They got to her room, locked the door, & pushed her to her bed. He got on top of her, & started to give her a hickey, she softly moaned, & he started to slowly unbotton her shirt. When it was off he started to feel her breast, Blair then looked at him, & she was enjoying this moment.
However, she still felt awfully strange, like at the same time, she wasn't enjoying it. She wondered what it'll be like if Dan was feeling on her breast, if Dan was the one giving her the hickey, if Dan was the one about to have sex with her. Nate was about to unbotton her jeans when,
"wait !" she called out. Nate looked at her. Blair felt like such a loser, this was her moment, it was time to forget about Dan, what was she doing about to stop this moment ? She then said, " do you have a condom ?" he smiled, "for a second I thought you didn't want to do this" Blair just smiled.
Nate then responded, "yeah I have one, I always do just incase my girlfriend gets in the mood" he smiled, & she just kept smiling.
So they kept on, he slowly took off her jeans, & all the rest, & they had sex. Blair didn't have an orgasm, she found it fun , but nothing like love, only plain, dry, sex that she wasn't expecting.
For Nate it was the opposite, he was red, sweaty, & heavily breathing. Like if he had the time of his life. He told her that it was like he visited heaven.
But she knew he was just overreacting, just to make her feel even better than she was suppose to feel, but instead, it made her feel guilty she didn't feel the same way. Nate got up & started getting dressed, "that was really great babe, I'm so happy to have such a ; beautiful, smart, good - in - bed girlfriend." Blair enjoyed the compliments, but they made her feel even more guilty than before. She wished that she would have had an orgasm, had an awesome time, had gotten red, had sweated, had "visited heaven" like Nate said, & had finally gotten over those annoying feelings for Dan. But no, none of that had happened.
& those feelings are still there,
mocking her.
Woah, rated R chapter for yu guys (;
I enjoyed this one, BEST chapter I've ever written in my opinion.
My GREATEST master piece for sure :D* , hope yu guys feel the same way x3.
