Hey, hows it going?
So, it's only me writing this now (Crushed Hale.x) Cause Lace has a lot of personal shit going on.
Hope you're okay babe. Wishing you all the best.
Hopefully you'll keep reading this story, I know Lace is the better writer and she fixed so much of my mistakes up perfectly.
Anyway, I'm going to shut the fuck up and get on with the story.
Have I put a date in my story? I don't think so.
We'll say that they were changed in 1960. It's just easier lol, sorry guys.
I feel like I could run away, looking at a darker day
Oh I'm pulling the shades away from my eyes
It's true the moody manners come and go
And it's better that you never know.
Some Things Are Better Left Unsaid - Hall & & Oats.
Alice POV
Jasper and I had joined the Cullen's. They were so peaceful, and such a loving family. Not a coven, but a family. I had hoped I would meet my sister by now, but her plans kept changing, along with the people with her.
It's been fifty years now. fifty years since I was changed. fifty years since I met my new brother, Jasper. fifty years since we joined the Cullen's and became a family. fifty years and my own twin sister is still a mystery to me.
We went back to the Asylum to check it out a year after I had been changed. We researched for days, broken computers, ripped papers, torn doors. Everything was broken. Ripped apart.
I found out that Isabella Marie Brandon was my twin sister. We were beaten in the Asylum. Raped in the asylum. Nearly killed and brought back to life in the asylum. And bitten by a vampire. In. The. Asylum.
Edward came to the conclusion that I couldn't remember my past, due to the drugs. So the chances were heavy that Bella wouldn't remember either.
But I wanted to meet her. My family wasn't complete. Not yet.
Bella.
Some things are better left unsaid, some strings are better left undone
Some hearts are better left unbroken
Some lives are better left untouched, some lies are better off believed
Some words are better left unspoken.
I wanted to see her. And I would. Today. I was travelling to Forks right now. We were almost there, at the Cullen mansion. Kris held my hand gently, calming me down. I must have been projecting again.
The house came into view, and the mind reader would sense us some how. I knew he couldn't get into our heads, not with Kris around. We did some extensive research, apparently little mind reading boy can feel an echo in his head if his power doesn't work. Or when someone is blocking him.
I guess we'd soon find out.
My ideas seem to frighten you, are you really that afraid to move?
Oh I guess that it's your right to reason
I'm still dealing with a force that's so strong
The force is stringing us along.
"Are you ready for this, Bella?" James asked, clearly concerned. "You've put it off for fifty years. You were so driven, then just stopped. Are you sure you want to do this?"
"Yes, I want to fucking do this." I said icily. He just nodded. My temper had been getting the better of my lately.
They lined up to meet us. The small pixie in front of them with a wide smile on her face. Their golden eyes twinkling with happiness. We had learnt that the Cullen's hunted on the animal diet. Something I didn't.. really find myself attracted to.
"Bella! I missed you so much!" Alice yelled running at me full force. I had surprised her, obviously. We were meant to meet them in a deserted town. I guess I had to force myself here one way or another.
She was running at me slow for a vampire, processing my cold expression. She stopped a few feet in front of me. I guess this wasn't exactly the warm welcome she had hoped for.
I didn't want to be a bitch, really. But wearing your heart on your sleeve could really bite you in the ass.
"Bella?" She asked in a sad voice. I locked eyes with hers. Her golden ones filled with pain. Her emotions showing sorrow, pain, hurt and love.
"Alice." I stated. Her eyes widened, and this time she flung herself at me, wrapping her arms around my frame. She shook with dry sobs and tears that would never shed.
"I missed you so much! Why did it take you fifty years? Why so long?" She wailed. I stood back out of her embrace, my family walking forward to flank me. Laurent and Kris on my left, Victoria and James on my right. The Cullen's seemed to get defensive.
"Why didn't you look for me?" I asked in a voice with no emotion. She had plenty of chances to look for me. Why was it up to me, specifically? Wasn't family supposed to love each other? She may not remember me, but the visions, I know she had them.
Wasn't I god enough to look for?
Alice looked confused.
"Because in my visions, you found me." She explained.
"And after fifty years, you didn't think to look for me?" She looked guilty now.
"I'm sorry." But I wasn't interested in apologies.
Some things are better left unsaid, some strings are better left undone
Some hearts are better left unbroken
Some lives are better left untouched, some lies are better off believed
Some words are better left unspoken
You're livin' a lie...But only on the outside...
I guess the years had changed me. I wasn't always this cold. I wanted to love Alice, I wanted to care for her. I just didn't trust her. I wanted to . I wanted to be re united with my fun loving sister that was in my journal. But I realized something after fifty years.
It was history. It didn't exist anymore. That Alice was gone. That Bella was gone. It was just gone.
"I don't care." I replied. Her gold eyes were once again glossy with venomous tears.
"How can you be so cold?" She screamed at me. "We're sisters!"
"Really?" I asked in a bored tone.
"Really!" She screamed, shaking violently. "I THOUGHT YOU MISSED ME!" Her voice grew impossibly louder.
"Alice. Dear, calm down." The one I knew as Esme pleaded.
"Maybe we should introduce ourselves-" Carlisle started.
"Oh, we know who you are." James smirked. They looked threatened.
"Bella.." Alice said in a quiet voice. I turned to Kris. He was watching Alice's reaction with pain in his eyes. I knew Kris and Alice would be together. Kris knew it too.
"Go to her." I told him. He looked at me in question. "I'm sure." He nodded and slowly walked to Alice. She threw herself into his arms sobbing furiously. I felt embarrassment coming from her.
"I want to know you." I started in a kinder voice. I felt shock from the Cullen's. I fidgeted with my long grey sleeves. I wasn't good with my emotions. Sure, I manipulate them, but being an empath, you have to keep your own, personal emotions in.
Alice looked up, her sobbing turning to small hiccups. She looked and felt vulnerable. Also a small bead of hope.
"What?" She asked.
"You heard me. I just.. I just need some time to adjust." I stammered looking for the right word. I felt understanding from Jasper, and smiled in his direction. Then I felt shock from him.
"How did you..? He trailed off.
"Bells is an empath. Amoung other things." Victoria said proudly, playing with the tips of my hair much like a mother would her child. I pushed her hand away with a small smile, she laughed in response.
"Okay, enough sappy shit for now, can we go kill something?" Laurent asked in a hopeful voice. The Cullen's looked disgusted. He pulled a face. "Just trying to lighten the mood.."
"I like him. And her. And him and her too." Emmett said in his loud voice. "Even him!" He pointed to Kris who was still holding a now not sobbing Alice in his arms.
"I like them too." Alice smiled at me. I felt the tips of my mouth turn up very slightly in a small smile. But they saw it. "Come inside, please?" She asked, her voice happier and smile brighter. Sadness was gone. Alice was happy.
So, what did you think? Shortish I know, I'm sorry.
But I only just brought FFX-2 and I really wanna go play it.
And I'm drawing a heart on my wrist. I really wanna get a tattoo of a grey heart in a grey bandages on my wrist. Weird I know.
Please review, keep in mind that Lace isn't writing with this now, but it stays on this page because of the chapter she wrote in it. Hopefully she can help out with Beta-ing it. If she sees this.
Anyway, for those of you who are still reading this.. You are seriously awesome. I don't know how to thank you.
As you can tell, Kris won the poll. By A LOT.
Crushed Hale.x
