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Wishful Thinking

I was sat in a bathroom with Bobby on the phone as he explained something to me.

"Yeah, it says here that werewolves if they don't chance have to funnel their animalistic qualities in other ways." Bobby said tapping the book.

"Great, future Cass was right." I sighed. But what else is he right about? St Mary's, Sam ripping me apart? I can't shake those dreams, I can't shake the feeling of pure fear I get around him when we are alone.

"Well least it explains why you haven't changed and have been feeling more angry." Bobby said softly snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Yeah I guess. Thanks Bobby." I said to him softly almost as if I wasn't really listening.

"I herd from Gethin... I wasn't sure how to tell you." Bobby said down the phone. I paused and waited for him to say more. "He said his trail had gone cold and was looking for help finding this Alistair guy." Bobby said softly.

"What... what did you say to him?" I asked nervously. "Is he ok, I mean is he and Karl ok? They are both alive right, not hurt?" I asked getting slightly panicked.

"Gethin didn't say much bout Karl, but they are heading back to the house to search for new leads. Don't worry I've already got a few guys working on a few of fake leads..." Bobby said huffing. "Don't know how long it will hold him off for. The boy is so determined to find Alistair. One way or another honey he'll find that son of a bitch." Bobby said. I sighed. I knew Bobby was right, I knew if I didn't do something, find Alistair first, stop him before Gethin could reach him, I'd loose Gethin like I lost the rest of my family. I took in a deep breath.

"Your right Bobby. I'll talk to you later." I hung up and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked good, hell some might even of said damn right sexy, but I felt drained, confused and so tired. I knew I had to protect Dean, I knew I had a job to do. I knew not changing wasn't normal. I knew my brother would find Alistair. I ran the cold water and washed my face in it then walked out to the bar where Dean was no where to be seen and Sam was waiting for me. I gave Sam a questioning look.

"Hot women, possible ghost and Dean...." Sam said with a small chuckle. I nodded looking for the exit. Sam scared me, that much I knew more than anything. I couldn't hide it and honestly I was trying to any more. "Megan, what have I done to you?" Sam asked softer as we walked to the exit.

"Nothing...I," I paused as we walked out to the car. Dean was sat revving the Impala waiting for us to show.

"Come on! We got babes to save!" Dean said winking at us. I never finished my sentence.


We drove to Concrete, Washington and investigated further. Dean dropped Sam off at a restaurant where he was meeting the woman who claimed a ghost pushed her down some stairs. I went with Dean to park the car and then was going to wonder around town. We dropped Sam off and I climbed up front.

"So..." Dean said as he pulled away from the restaurant. I turned to him with a plain face.

"Yeah?" I said resting my head on one arm.

"You and Sam still.... being.... weird." Dean said as we drove. I sighed.

"I can't help it. He scared me, scares me." I huffed out. "Dean he's your brother, and so I expect you to be loyal to him but..." I ran a hand through my hair. Dean found a spot to park in and drove over to it. Once he parked he looked at me.

"I get it! Believe me I get it Megan. Just it's hard when I look at him not to see the kid I always protected at school, the little nerd who wouldn't fight back because he didn't want to be weird. He's my brother and I need you to be ok with him." He said plainly. I nodded slowly. He was being so... emotional. I mean he was opening up and actually talking to someone and it was me. I understood how much Sam meant to Dean and I understood where he was coming from.

"Dean, I'll try." I said softly.


I took a quick look around the town and didn't see anything unusual and then made my way over to the place where the woman was attack as I walked up I bumped into Sam. I grabbed his jacket sleeve and stopped him walking. I looked up to his face but couldn't look into his eyes.

"Sam," I said softly. "I... I'm sorry about how I've been acting. The whole Sam Hane thing freaked me out more than I'd like to admit. And I wanna apologise for being a douche with you about it all." I said letting go of his sleeve. Sam smiled at me and nodded.

"It's cool. The whole power thing, scares me too." He said softly as we walked up to meet Dean. He was sat on the steps reading a paper. "Well pick up anything?" Sam asked as we reached Dean.

"No EMF in the shower or anywhere else. This house is clean." Dean said folding the paper and getting to his feet.

"Yeah I'm not surprised. Back there I kinda got the feeling crazy pushed Mrs Armstrong down the stairs." Sam said as we walked back to the Impala.

"I gotta tell you, I'm pretty disappointed." Dean said.
"Why?" I asked as we walked.

"You wanted to save naked women." Sam answered.

"Damn right I wanted to save some naked women!" Dean said and I laughed. We were walking down the pier as a bunch of kids chased a smaller kid. "Run Forest Run!" Dean shouted as the kids went past. I slapped him on the chest and he pouted.

"Dude don't be mean to the kid." I said as Sam sniggered and shook his head.

"Sorry Dean, but I don't think any things going on around here." Sam said. Dean raised his hand and looked over my head. I turned to see a guy arguing with a sheriff.

"Sound like something going on." Dean said and we walked up to the guy. We herd the guy shouting about how big foot had attacked him. I raised my eyebrow as we all pulled out fake I. D's.

"Excuse us," Sam said flashing his badge as we copied him. "FBI."

"What?" The sheriff asked.

"Yes sir, we're here about the... um... that." Sam said.

"About Big-foot?" The sheriff asked looking confused. I had to admit I was confused how we were going to explain the FBI investigating Big-foot.

"Sir can you tell me exactly where this happened?" Sam asked confidently.

"Yes I can." The guy answered.


We went to the woods where the guy said he saw Big-foot and looked around. We found nothing.

"What the hell is going on in this town?" Dean asked as we walked around. "First there's a ghost that's not real and now a Big-foot sighting."

"Well every hunter worth his salt knows Big-foot's a hoax." Sam said.

"But speaking as an archaeologist, Big-foot might be man's missing link." I said softly to myself as we walked.

"No way." Dean said turning to me. I was startled for a second that he had even listened to me.

"I mean, maybe not the guy in the photos with the watch, but yeah, something like Big-foot could be our missing link in the evolutionary tree." I said with a small smile.

"Hey, come to think of it. I do see a lot of Big-foot in Dean!" Sam joked and Dean punched his arm as I laughed.

"Maybe somebodies pumping LSD into the town's water supply." Dean said as we walked on and stumbled across a rather unusual foot print. It was a big foot print. "Ok, what do you suppose made that?" Dean asked as both Sam and I looked at it confused.

"That...um...is a big foot." Sam said clueless.


We fallowed the foot prints all the way back to a shop just out of town. The foot prints lead into the shop and it looked like whatever it was had ripped the place apart.

"So what Big-foot breaks into a liquor store joint jonesing for some hooch?" Dean said bobbing down and looking at the bottles that were smashed. "Amereto and Irish Cream," Dean said looking up at us. "He's a girl drink drunk." Sam sniggered and I slapped Dean on the back the head. "Oh come on! What's that for?" He asked getting to his feet and rubbing his head.

"I don't drink those." I said walking away from him.

"Yeah but your not a girl." Dean said and I span around and looked at him. "I mean, yeah your a girl. But your not like girls." Dean said and I raised an eyebrow.

"Really?" I said putting my hands on my hips.

"No, yeah... look you know what I mean." Dean said struggling to dig himself out of the hole he dug. I huffed and turned away from him. I noticed Sam was smiling and flash Sam a quick smile too. It was always fun to make Dean squirm.

"Hey, look at this." I said standing by the magazines. Sam and Dean walked over to me, Dean hiding slightly behind Sam.

"He took the whole porno rack?" Dean asked. Sam noticed some fur and picked it up. "Well I'll say it again, what the hell is going on in this town?" We all walked out of the shop and sat on the bench, trying to think of possible explanation's for what the fur meant and just what the hell was happening. "I got nothing." Dean said looking into nothing.

"Nope." I said clapping my hands.

"It's got to be a joke right?" Sam said "Some big ass mother in a gorilla suit?"

"Or it's a Big-foot." Dean said plainly "Some kind of alcho-holo-porno addict." I herd a bell ring and looked. "Kinda like a deep wood Duchovny." Dean said with a smile. A little girl road past us on her bike with a big yellow box on the back and something blew out of it and onto the floor in front of us. We walked over and saw a copy of Busty Asian Beauties on the floor, Dean picked it up. "A little young for Busty Asian Beauties." Dean said and we decided to fallow her and see what was happening. She returned some booze and the porno mag's so we found out where she lived.


We pulled up outside her house not really knowing what to say. "What is this like a Hairy and the Henderson's due?" Dean asked as we walked to the front door. He knocked and the little girl came to the door.

"Hello?" She asked, she was small with black hair in pig tails.

"Hello, could we... um you know what are your parents home?" Sam asked as me and Dean tried to look inside.

"Nope." She said plainly.

"No." Sam sighed.

"Um... have you seen a really really um a furry" Dean said waving his hand about.

"Is he in trouble?!" The girl asked getting worried. We all looked at each other.

"No, no sweet heart," I said softly and turned to the guys for help.

"We... um we just … we wanted to make sure that he was ok." Sam said helping me out.

"Exactly." Dean added smiling at the little girl.

"He's my teddy bear." She said. "I think he's sick." She whispered.

"Wow Mm..." Dean said not knowing what to really say. "Amazing, because we," Dean said fishing in his pocket. "Are teddy bear doctors and she is our nurse." Dean said as we flashed a badge at the little girl. I glared at Dean as he smirked at me putting his badge away. I knew what kind of nurse he was thinking of and it wasn't to do with teddy bears.

"Really? Can you please take a look at him?" She asked.

"Sure!" Dean and Sam said at the same time. She lead us up the stairs to her room. We scouted things out as we walked up, but nothing looked weird or well our kind of weird.

"He's in my bedroom, he's pretty grumpy." She said leading us to her room. She knocked on the door. "Teddy, there's some nice doctors here to see you." She opened the door and I was shocked at what I saw. In front of me was a teddy bear, bigger than me sat in a rocking chair watching the news and drinking.

"Close the frigging door!" The bear shouted at us. The little girl shut the door and looked up at us.

"See what I mean?" She said as if it was nothing weird at all. I turned to the guys and looked confused and surprised. Their faces matched mine. We got her to explain herself.

"All I ever wanted was a teddy bear which was big, real and talked. But now he's sad all the time, not ouch sad but ouch in the head sad, says weird stuff and smells like the bus." She said explaining it to us. I was just stood there taking it all in.

"um... little girl." Dean said.

"Audrey." Audrey, the little girl said.

" Audrey, how exactly did your teddy become real?" Dean asked.

"I wished for it." Audrey said matter of fact.

"You wished for it?" Sam asked confused.

"At the wishing well." She went on to explain. Sam was still as confused as I was, Dean opened the door again and walked into the room.

"Look at this." The bear slurred pointing to the TV with the news on. "Can you believe this crap?" Dean looked at the bear.

"Not really." He answered and I smiled a little.

"It is a terrible world," He turned his head to the door and I jumped slightly. "Why am I here?!" The bear cried.

"For tea parties!" Audrey shouted back. I had to bite my lip not to laugh at the weird shit we had gotten ourselves into.

"Tea parties?" The bear said. "Is that all there is?!" He said as he started to break down and cry. Dean turned round and walked out shutting the door behind him. Sam was looking at Audrey.

"Audrey, give us a second ok?" Sam said still looking lost.

"Ok." Audrey said and was turned our backs on her and walked out of ear shot.

We were all speechless and really, really confused. I wanted to laugh but I knew it wasn't really the time for it.

"Are we gonna....should we....are we going to kill this teddy bear?" Sam whispered.

"How?" Dean asked sighing. "Shoot it? Burn it?"

"I don't know." Sam said looking stumped. "Both?"

"What happens if it doesn't work?" I asked looking towards Audrey.

"I don't want some giant flaming pissed off teddy on our hands." Dean said.

"Yeah," Sam sighed. "Be side's I'm getting the feeling the bear isn't really the core issue here." Sam turned back to Audrey. "Audrey, where are your parent?"

"My mom wished they were in Bali, so I think they are in Bali." She said as if that kind of thing happened everyday.

"Ok well I'm really sorry I have to break this to you but you bear is sick yeah... he's he's got..." Sam rambled trying to find the right words.

"Lollies pop diseases." Dean added in and I was impressed with his quick thinking.

"Lollies pop diseases." Sam muttered nodding.

"It's not uncommon for a bear his size," Dean went on to ramble himself. "See it's really contagious..."

"Yeah." Sam added.

"Is there some grown up you could stay with Audrey, just while we treat him?" I asked smiling sweetly.

"Mrs Hurley lives down the street." Audrey said.

"Perfect." Dean said.

"Good, yeah good. We'd like you to stay there a few days ok?" Sam added.

"Ok." Audrey said sounding sad.

"Oh and Audrey, where is this wishing well?" Dean asked.


We went to the Chinese restaurant where we'd dropped off Sam earlier and walked in. The little kid who was being chased from before was making a wish. He pushed past us and out the door. It was a normal looking fish pond.

"Do you think it works?" Dean asked as we looked at it.

"You got a better explanation for teddy back there?" Sam asked.

"There's one way to find out." Dean said fishing in his pocket for change. I grabbed a coin out of his hand. "Hey!"

"You owe me it anyway." I said holding the coin, making a wish and chucking it in. I poked my tongue out at Dean and watched him pick a coin.

"What you going to wish for?" Sam asked and Dean shhed him throwing the coin in.

"Not supposed to tell." Dean said and Sam nodded looking at the pond. Suddenly the door opened and a guy shouted.

"Somebody order a foot long Italian?" The guy had a sandwich in his hand. I looked at Dean shaking my head.

"That be me!" Dean said raising his hand. I stood there in shock. That... Dean wished for a sandwich, why am I not surprised! Ha ha ha ha... holy crap! If his wish came true so did mine..My face went blank.


We decided to sit down so Dean could eat.

"I think it works dude, I mean I was pretty specific." Dean said holding his sandwich.

"The teddy bear the sandwich...." Sam trailed off and looked at me. "Did you wish come true?" I was still kind of zoned out. "Megan?" Sam said. Dean nudged me and I blinked looking clueless.

"Sorry?" I said as Dean pulled out the paper.

"I said did you wish come true?" Sam asked again looking worried. I shook my head.

"Nope, no random hot guy didn't sweep me off my feet." I joked. Sam gave me one of his 'I know your lying but I can't prove it' looks. I smiled and looked at the paper Dean pulled out.

"I'm guessing this is linked to it." Dean said pointing to the headline that said someone had won the lotto. Sam turned and looked at a couple.

"I'm guessing that." He said and we turned to see a rather um... nerdy guy with a really good looking woman. And they were all over each other, big time.

"Oh that definitely goes on the list!" Dean said putting the paper away. "What are we suppose to do huh? Stop people's wishes coming true? Sounds like a kinda douchy thing to do." Dean said going back to his sandwich.

"Yeah maybe, but come on man, when has something like this ever come without a price tag? And usually a deadly one." Sam said softly.

"I dunno, its a damn good sandwich." Dean said biting into the sandwich again. "Fine we put a halt on the wishing until we know, what's what." The manager rushed over to us and started to talk.

"Please, we don't allow people to eat outside food here." He said pointing to the sandwich.

"Well I'm certainly not going to eat the inside food here." Dean said and then pulled out a badge again. "Health department, you my friend have a rat infestation. We have to shut this place down under emergency hazard code 56C." Dean said confidently and convincingly.

"Rats?!" The manager shouted. We got him to make everyone leave then drained the pool looking for anything to explain why the wishing had come true.

"Typical fountain, plastic Buddha, nothing that I can see." Dean said plainly.

"Yes nothing, we keep a clean place here." The Manager said getting in the way.

"Sir, I'm going to have to ask you to leave during the investigation. Thank you." Sam said patting on the shoulder. We looked at the fountain again. I sat on the edge and watched Dean talk.

"Oh come on," Dean said fishing in his pocket again. "Aren't you a little bit tempted?" He said flipping Sam a coin.

"No," He laughed passing the coin back. "It wouldn't be real. I wouldn't trust it."

"I dunno that bear seemed pretty real." Dean said shaking his head. "You know, come on. If you could wish yourself back, before it all started, you'd be some big yuppie lawyer with some big car white picket fence."

"Not what I'd wish for." Sam said seriously.

"Seriously?" Dean asked surprised.

"It's too late to go back to our old lives Dean," Sam said "I'm not that guy any more."

"All right then, what would Sammy wish for?" Dean asked. I looked at Sam and something in his face changed. His eyes went cold.

"Lilith's head on a plate." Sam said in a cold voice. "Bloody." He turned to Dean who shrugged.

"Ok." He said looking away. "What is that?" He asked reaching into the pond and moving some coins away.

"Some kind of old coin." Sam said bobbing down too. "I don't recognise the markings." Dean tried to pick it up.

"Damn." Dean said trying.

"Lift with your legs." Sam said jokingly. Dean tried again and it still didn't move.

"God what is that welled on there?" Dean asked

"Oh come on." I joked and pushed Dean out of the way. I tried to pick it up, but the coin was really stuck.

"Not so funny now!" Dean said so I pushed harder and nearly put a hole in the pond. I stopped and looked at the pair.

Sam walked back in with a sledge hammer and Dean walked in with a crow bar. I laughed as the Manger looked horrified. Dean started to crow bar at the coin.

"Hey hey hey, what is this?!" The manger shouted at us. "Your going to break my fountain."

"Sir I don't want to slap with a 44-16 but I will." Sam said to the guy and both me and Dean turned to Sam who looked at us and then back to the manger. He turned around and walked away. "All right thanks." Sam said. Dean looked at the hammer.

"Let me see that, I've got an idea." He said as Sam passed him the hammer. He lined the crow bar under the coin and then smashed the hammer down on it with a cocky smile. The hammer head went flying off nearly hitting the manager. Dean looked at the stick which was once the hammer.
"Damn!" He said and I nodded in shock.

"Great thinking batman." I said sarcastically. Dean looked at me still holding the stick.

"Coins magical." Sam said.

"Well I'd say." Dean added. "I think its Hoodoo that's protecting the well." Dean said as Sam dropped to his knees and took a rubbing of the coin. "I don't even know how to destroy this." Dean said putting the crow bar and stick down.

"All right here, you gotta look into this." Sam said passing Dean the paper.

"Where are you going?" Dean asked.

"Something just occurred to me." Sam said rushing off.


We made our way back to the Impala when we saw the kid from before chasing the bigger kids. The little kid stopped on the curb and looked at Dean.

"Got a problem mister?!" He asked looking real mean.

"What? No." Dean said looking at this kid. The kid stared a few moments and then ran off after the big kids.

"Told you not to pick on him." I said as we watched.

"Yeah yeah. So what did you wish for?" Dean asked looking down at me.

"It didn't work, so it doesn't matter." I said smiling. Dean just stared down at me. He didn't even blink. "No way Winchester, I'm not spilling."

"Come on! What did you wish for?" Dean said as we walked out to cross the road.

"Nope." I said, I didn't notice Dean stop and hold his stomach. I turned to see where he was when I saw a car heading towards him. "DEAN!" I shouted running and pushing him out of the way just in time to get hit by the car myself. I bounced off the bonnet and landed on the road with a hard thud.


I bust my head open, cracked a few ribs and got a concussion but other than that was ok. So the doctor said anyway. My head killed and all my limbs ached. I really understood the expression 'being hit by a truck' and man did it hurt. Dean drove me back to the motel just in time to have him throw up his guts every ten seconds. I laid on the bed trying not to hear Dean up chuck and trying to ignore this pounding in my head. Sam walked through the door as Dean was in the bathroom.

"What happened to you?!" Sam asked rushing over to me.

"I got human." I whined clutching my head. "And I got hit by a car, trying to save him." I said pointing to the bathroom door.

"You ok?" Sam asked. I grunted out a laugh that hurt.

"Yeah... I'll live." I said holding my head again. Sam walked over to the bathroom.

"Dean? You all right?" He shouted as we herd Dean puke.

"The wish has turned bad Sam, the wish has turned very bad." Dean managed to say before throwing up again.

"Sandwich huh?" Sam said walking over to the table. Dean appeared at the door wiping his face.

"The coin is Babylonian." He said, he looked pail. "It's cursed. I found some fragments of a legend." Dean said before almost throwing up again. "I'm good." He said looking away. "The um the serpent, is Tiament, the Babylonian God for primordial chaos." He said grabbing two bottles of water and throwing one to me. I grabbed it and held it to my head because it was ice cold. "I guess those priests where working some serious black magic." Dean said sitting next to me on the bed. I rested my head on his shoulder.

"They made the coin?" Sam asked.

"To sow the seeds of chaos." I said and held my head. "Does everything hurt this much when your human?" I whined.

"Except sex... pretty much." Dean said looking at me with a sympathetic smile. I sighed. "The coin thrown into the well turns it on. It starts granting wishes to all comers." Dean said softly.

"But the wishes get twisted, you ask for a talking teddy..." Sam said.

"You get a bi-polar nut job." Dean said finishing his sentence.

"You get e-coli and she gets hit by a car." Sam said with a smirk at Dean.

"This coin has turned more than one town upside down over the centuries." Dean said taking a sip of his drink.

"It's even wiped a few off the map. Its like its not too bad if one person get a wish, but when the whole town knows... well its chaos. Everyone always getting just what they want." I said putting the water over where my head landed on the road.

"Any way to stop it?" Sam asked looking over the stuff we found.

"One way, we gotta find the first wisher." Dean said stroking my hair. "Who ever dropped the coin in and made the first wish are the only ones who can pull it back out and reverse the wishes." Dean explained.

"We need to find him fast, being human hurts too much." I said from Dean's shoulder. Sam gave me a small smile.

"Why'd you wish to be human anyway?" He said looking at me confused. "I thought you might of wished your family back. Or that you had a normal life." Sam said softly.

"Or that you could see me naked!" Dean said with a wink. I moved closer to his ear and whispered.

"Not for another three months." Softly then I sat up and slapped his shoulder looking at him disgusted.

"I..." I paused and tried to word it right in my head. "I had the normal-ish life when I was growing up. We stayed in the same town, knew the same people. Never had a reason to grow up differently. I mean, yeah I learnt to hunt and about the curse, but all in all it was a normal life. So when the curse kicked in... I... I lost the normality in life. Hell the next thing I knew I was here hunting with you guys. I had a life planned out. I was going to be a human, do normal things go to college, marry a guy have kids..." I trailed off and thought about what my life could have been like with Karl if I was human. "I was going to be normal end of. But... but then this all happened and I found you guys. I know this life sucks, but I don't mind it, I can cope with it most of the time. I just wanted to know what it was like to be human again, it felt like a life time ago to me. I just wanted to remember what it was like..." I said and gave Sam a small smile and stood up and fell down. Dean caught me just in time.

"You ok?" He asked holding me tight.

"Yeah... must be the concussion thing." I said feeling dizzy.

"Maybe you should stay here while we find who ever the first wisher was." Sam said looking concerned. I huffed and sat on the bed.

"Being human sucks." I said folding my arms over my chest.


We started to research the well and the good luck the town had found. It got late and both Dean and I crashed out on the beds. I woke to Sam shouting Dean to get up.

"What I'm up. What I'm up." Dean said jumping up. I laid with my eyes closed and listened to them talk.

"Sleep well?" Sam asked sarcastically.

"Damn rested and ready." Dean replied then took a drink of something. I guessed it was booze. I had noticed Dean kept having nightmares and when he woke up he take a swig of something and be ok. It was worrying me a little but I couldn't say anything. I was having nightmares left right and centre and not really talking about it.

"Dean come on man, you think I can't see it?" Sam said. I knew Sam had noticed, he notices a lot.

"See what?" Dean asked. And he we have Dean trying to avoid the issue and pretend like its all ok.

"The nightmares, the drinking, I'm with you 24-7 I know when some thing's going on." Sam said a little worried.

"Sam please." Dean said throwing some thing onto the bed. I guessed the bottle was thrown.

"Uriel wasn't lying, but you are." Sam said. "You remember Hell don't you?" Sam asked. He asked it, the big question. The big hairy question no one wanted to ask Dean.

"What do you want from me huh?" Dean said sitting on the edge of my bed. He spoke softer but he knew what Sam expected Dean to do. He wanted him to open up. We both wanted him to.

"The truth Dean, I mean I'm your brother, I just wish you'd talk to me." Sam said sounding hurt. I wondered if Sam had over herd any conversation's me and Dean had, had recently... I hope not.

"Careful what you wish for." Dean joked. "Come on, can we stove the couples therapy we're on a job. I wanna work, what have you got?" Dean asked pushing Sam away again.

There was a pause. I guess Sam didn't like being pushed away. "Please?" Dean asked picking up the paper.

"We got teddy bear, lottery guy, invisible pervert guy, they all made a wish in the last two weeks, but who wished first and how we are supposed to know who else wished for what when." Sam said sounding annoyed slightly. I couldn't blame him, Dean was pushing him away.

"Well it helps when they announce it in the paper," Dean said walking over to Sam. I opened my eyes and watched the guys. "Goes back a month." Dean said tapping the paper.

"Wesley Mondale and Ms. Hope Lynn Casey have announced their surprise engagement." Sam said.

"Ah, true love." Dean said sarcastically.

"Who's in love?" I asked sitting up. Dean turned and tapped the paper again.
"We found the first wisher." He said smiling.

"Super." I said walking over and looking at the picture. "Yup, that's a wish marriage." I said stretching.

"Well its the best lead we got." Sam said looking up at both of us.


We decided to check out the lead. Will pulled up to the guy's house and it looked average, nothing special. Sam wasn't talking much, but I guessed it was down to the fact Dean wouldn't open up to him. I acted innocent and talked with Dean on the ride over. We walked up to the door and a very cheery Hope Casey answered the door.

"Hello can I help you?" She asked a little confused.

"Yeah, hi," Dean said smiling at her. "We, um we were wondering..." He trailed off.

"We're here to help plan your wedding, these are the flower arrangers. Wesley Mondale sent us." I said with a big smile. Hope jumped up and down and clapped her hands.

"Oh that's my Wesley, he's so thoughtful, I love him so much!" She said smiling. "Come in, please come in, Wesley will be so happy your here." She said leading us into the house. "Wesley you never told me you called the florist for the wedding." She said walking in putting her hands on her hips. "Your the best!" She said kissing his head. "I'm going to go get my folders!" She said smiling.

"Wesley, how's it going?" Dean asked as we walked up to him.

"It's Wes," He said starting to get up, but sitting back down. "Aren't you the guys from the health department?" He asked.

"Yeah, and florists on the side." Sam said turning to Dean.

"Plus, FBI, and on Thursdays we're Teddy Bear doctors." Dean said smiling at him.

"Huh?" Wes said confused.

"It doesn't matter who we are, what matters is what we know." Dean said staring at Wes.

"So coin collector huh Wes?" Sam said looking at the wall behind Wes which had a picture frames worth of coins in them.

"Oh yeah my..." He looked at us. "Grandfather gave them to me."

"You happen to loose one of those coins lately?" I asked.

"And by loose we mean drop into a wishing well at lucky chin's and make a wish on it." Dean added. Wes shook his head.

"I... I don't know what your talking about." Wes said as Hope walked back into the room with a bunch of folders.

"Ok, now I have a lot of ideas but you know we don't have all the money in the world, Wes is between jobs at the moment, means more time for me. You know what I'm thinking, a Japanese kabana kind of thing." She said looking up from her pictures.

"Sounds lovely." I lied.

"Yes, I can see it." Dean said turning to us.

"So Hope, tell us how you two love birds met?" Sam asked glancing at Wes who looked nervous.

"Oh best day of my life!" Hope said smiling.

"I bet." Dean said faking a smile.

"It's the funniest thing, we both grew up here but I never really noticed Wes before. Not by name anyway. Oh until one day last month, it was like I just....oh...hmm..."She was sighing a lot, and it started to sound wrong if you get my drift. " I just saw him," She said putting her folders down. "For the first time, glowing, just glowing." She said stroking his cheek.

"Um babe, can you get us some coffee?" Wes asked nervously. Hope nodded and started to kiss Wesley's face off. It felt like they were kissing for ever. She smiled at him and went to make coffee. Wes looked guilty.

"Wes we know so tell us the truth." Sam said after biting his bottom lip. Wes sighed and explained everything to us.

"My... my a grandfather found the coin in North Africa, you know world war two, and he um brought it back." Wes said taking the case of coins off of the wall for us to see. "He ah said it was a real wish granting coin, but that no one should ever use it. He was all I had and when he died... I thought you know what? Why not give the coin a shot?"
"Yeah well now wish it back." Sam said plainly as Dean looked around for Hope.

"Oh, oh." Wes said laughing and we stared at him. "OH ha ha guys real funny no I'm not." Wes said sarcastically.

"If you don't something bad's going to happen." Dean said plainly.

"Something bad..." Sam said getting mean. "Like us." Dean pulled his gun out and walked closer to Wes.

"We really wish you'd come with us." He said plainly. Wes looked at the gun confused and scared. It worked though.


We were sat in the car and I was stuck in the back with him. Wesley wasn't the worlds most normal guy and he freaked me out a little.

"I don't get it." Wes whined. "so my wish came true, why does it have to be a bad thing?"

"Because the wishes go South Wes." Sam said. "Your town is going insane."

"I mean come on, you can't tell me that relationship with Hope is functional, that its what you wished for." Dean added.

"I wished that she's love me more than anything." Wes pipped up. I felt like hitting him, but I was guessing Sam and/or Dean would give me the disapproving look.

"Yeah and how is that going? That seem healthy to you Wes?" Sam asked

"Well its a hell of a lot better than when she didn't know I was alive." Wes scoffed.

"Your not suppose to get what you want man, not like this." Dean said as he drove. "No body is. That was the coin does, it takes your heart's desire and twists it back on you."

"The whole be careful what you wish for." I added and Wes sighed. He didn't care and so I sighed. We seem to hit something and the car bumped up and down.

"We just hit something?" Sam asked confused as we all looked around.

"I didn't see anything." Dean said as we drove on.

"Careful what you wish for." Wes said mocking me. I glared at him and he shuffled up to the other end of the car. It was nice to know I still had it. "You know who says that? Good looking jerks like you guys!" Wes added for the safety of his corner. "The one's who have it so easy because you happen to be good looking."

"Easy?" The Winchesters said in unison.

"Yeah. Women women look at you, right? They notice you. I mean looked at the hot chick you got riding in the back of your car!" Wes said pointing his finger at me. I noticed both Sam and Dean stare at me through the rear view mirror. There was something in both their eyes but I couldn't make out what.

"This chick's got a name." I said sitting forward. "And if you point your finger at me again-"

"Be nice!" Dean said with a smile as Wes hid away again. I huffed and sat back.

"Spoil sport!" I whined.

"Believe us Wes, we do not have it easy. And Megan, she isn't here because we are handsome or whatever." Sam said plainly.

"We are miserable, we never get what we want. Fact is we got to fight tooth and nail just to keep whatever it is we got." Dean said plainly.

"You know,maybe that's the whole point Wes." Sam said.

"Yeah, people are people because they are miserable bastards and never get what they really want." Dean added. Wes wasn't listening, he didn't want to listen and understand.

"Yeah, right. You get what you want, you get crazy!" Sam said.

"Just take a look at Michael Jackson, hmm? Or Hasselhoff?" Dean said glancing at Sam and Sam nodded.


"You know what, Hope loves me now, completely and it awesome! Be sides look around where's all this insanity you guys were talking about?" Wes asked as we pulled up to a stop sign. A small kid, the kid for earlier was tipping a 4x4 car on its side and it looked like the bullies where in the car.

"Well that should cover it." Dean said as we all started to stare.

The little kid started to shake the car. Dean jumped out and turned to us.

"I'll get Todd, you get Wesley to Lucky Chin's. Go!" Dean said as I jumped out of the car too.

"Dean?" I asked and he shook his head.
"You need to go with Sam it's safer. I can handle the kid." Dean said.

"But I thought I was supposed to protect you." I said as we walked up to the kid.

"Trust me, go to Lucky Chins." Dean said and I nodded and headed over to the restaurant. I turned the corner to see the kid upper cut Dean. Ha! Damn I wish I had that on film. Oh well... I'm sure Dean can handle the kid. But just in case make sure the coins gone. I laughed and ran to Lucky Chins. I saw Wes and Sam talking by the Impala when suddenly a lighting bolt stroke Sam.

"SAM!" I screamed and raced up the street as Wes rushed into Lucky Chins. I skidded onto my knee's as I reached Sam. "Sam! Sam wake up!" I shouted shaking him. I checked his pulse and it had stopped. "Oh crap! Come on Sam don't die on me!" I said rolling Sam onto his back and starting CPR "Dean will kick my arse if you die!" I added as I started the compressions. "Don't make me do mouth to mouth!" I whined as he still didn't have a pulse. I started mouth to mouth. Suddenly Sam woke up. I jumped back and smiled. He took a few breaths and sat up. I punched his arm and he looked at me confused.

"What?" He asked.

"You nearly died!" I whined. "Don't do it again!" I said before diving on him and hugging him tight. We stood up just as Hope walked out of the restaurant looking confused. Wes walked out a few minutes later looking heartbroken. He walked up to us holding out the coin.


We were on the pier reading the news paper as Audrey and her family walked past us. She gave us a small wave. Sam walked up to us looking exhausted.

"Well um coins melt down, shouldn't cause any more problems." He said as we started to walk down the pier.

"Audrey's parents are back from Bali, looks like all the wishes are gone." Dean said "And so are we."

"I never ever want to be human again!" I said with a small sigh. Dean laughed at me. We carried on walking in silence when Sam sighed.

"Hang on a second." Dean said and stopped walking.

"What?" Sam asked.

"I need a minute with Sam." Dean said plainly. I nodded and walked on and rested on a bar looking out at the water. I knew what is was about so I ease dropped.

"You were right." Dean said plainly.

"About what?" Sam asked. There was a pause.

"I shouldn't of lied to you," Dean said. "I do remember everything that happened to me in the pit. Everything." Dean said and my heart froze. I knew he remember hell, but not every little detail, I could still recall parts of what happened with Alistair but that was nothing to Hell. Oh my God... I'm so sorry for you Dean... how... how could you even begin to forget that? I thought to myself.

"Ok so tell me about it." Sam said after a pause.

"No." Dean said plainly. Sam mumbled. "I wont lie any more, but I'm not going to talk about it."

"Dean look you can't just shoulder this thing alone, you gotta let me help." Sam said plainly. Sam just doesn't understand, how could he? What happened, what he saw these are things that they just aren't words for. Hell Cass had to send Dean into my head to make him see what happened to me. Maybe Cass could...No second thoughts hell is one place I could live happy never seeing.

"How?" Dean asked. "You really think a little heart to heart, sharing and caring is going to change anything? Huh? Some how heal me? I'm not talking about a bad day here."

"I know that." Sam said softly.

"The things that I saw, there aren't words. There is no forgetting, there's no making it better. Because it is right here, forever. You wouldn't understand. And I could never make you understand. So I am sorry." Dean said softly. A tear rolled down my cheek I didn't even know I was crying. I wiped my face as I herd Dean get closer to me. I looked and Sam was a few step behind.

"Nice chat?" I asked in a plain voice Dean looked at me. "What?" I asked innocently.

"I know you herd everything. Don't ask me to talk about it." Dean said fighting back so much emotion. I shook my head.

"I... I would never... never." I said plainly.

"Good." Dean said with a nod and walked on. I caught Sam's arm and pulled him into a hug.

"He'll talk when he's ready." I said softly as we hugged.

"I know." Sam replied.


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