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Sorry its short, hope you understand why =)


We said our goodbyes to Pamela and got back on the hunt for seals. I was sat in the back of the Impala sleeping. I was dreaming about all the people close to me that had died. I was dreaming about my family, Karl and now Pamela.

I was sat talking with Karl it was surreal. He looked nearly the same as when he died, only he had clean clothes on and a smile on his face.

"I'm dreaming right?" I asked sitting next to Karl on the bench.

"Yeah, but your dreaming of me, that's always a good sign." Karl joked with a wink.

"So, your still...dead?" I asked looking out onto the lake.

"Seems that way. But I'm here for a reason..." Karl said smiling at me.

"Let me guess..." I sighed. "Don't blame yourself, it's not your fault everyone died, this path was chosen for you because your strong, God never throws things at you that you can't handle..." I said sarcastically. I herd those words too many times for such a short life. Karl gave out a rich warm laugh and shook his head.

"No," He said laughing. "They were all your fault, hell I'm dead because of you bitch. I'm just here to tell you Dean's next."

I bolted upright and took a deep breath. Sam and Dean were sat in the front. Sam was talking to Dean. My heart was racing. It had to be a demon, just a demon... a frigging demon messing with my head. Get it together, your ok, Dean's ok. I took another deep breath and listen to the conversation.

"Ruby will meet us outside Cheyenne, she's been following some leads." Sam said driving. Dean grunted. "Look I know she isn't exactly on your Christmas list, but if she can help us get to Lilith..."

"Work with Ruby, don't, I don't really give a rats ass." Dean said looking out of the window. I looked at Dean confused.

"What's your problem?" Sam asked.

"Pamela didn't want anything to do with this, and we dragged her back into it Sam." Dean said turning to Sam.

"She knew what was at stake." Sam said looking dead on.

"Oh yeah, saving the world. And we're doing such a damn good job of it." Dean said sarcastically.

"Dean-" Sam said

"I'm tried of burying friends Sam." Dean said looking out into the rain.

"Look, we catch a fresh trail-" Sam started to say.

"We fallow it, I know." Dean said finishing the sentence. The was a tension building between the brothers around people dying, and who could blame them? It was like my crap luck for getting people close to me killed was rubbing off onto them. "I know, like I said, I'm getting tired."

"Well get angry." Sam said. We drove in silence to the motel.


When we got there Sam went to get us a room for the night, while me and Dean grabbed the bags. It was still raining and it felt like your typical bad night starting. Dean opened the trunk and I grabbed my bag. I turned to Dean and gave him a soft smile. He smiled back and then sighed.

"Things will get better," I said rubbing his arm. "Just have... just hold on." I said biting my tongue for even thinking of saying have faith. Dean drop the bag back into the boot and pulled me in a hug. It was really unexpected so I was left just stood there with Dean wrapping his arms around me. He let go and smiled. "You ok?" I asked softly as we walked over to Sam.

"I'm tired of all this... that's all." He said and we walked to the crappy room. "Home crappy home." Dean said as Sam let us in. We all dropped our bags. Sam turned the light on and Castiel and Uriel were stood there.

"Winchester and Winchester." Uriel said looking at the boys.

"Oh come on!" Dean said glaring at the angels.

"You are needed." Uriel said looking at Dean. I glanced to Castiel and he almost looked afraid to look at me. I turned my attention back to Uriel.

"Needed? We just got back from needed!" Dean protested.

"You mind your tone with me." Uriel said glaring at Dean.

"No, you mind your damn tone with us." Dean said marching towards Uriel. Both me and Sam pounced.

"We just got back from Pamela's funeral." Sam said grabbing Dean's shoulder. I stood by the other side of Dean in case he moved closer to Uriel.

"Pamela, you know psychic Pamela." Dean said to Uriel. "You remember her Cass, you brunt out her eyes, remember that? Good times." Dean said sarcastically. Cass turned to Dean and looked upset. "Yeah then she died saving one of your precious seals. So maybe you can stop pushing us around like chess pieces for FIVE FREAKING MINUTES!" Dean shouted.

"We raised you out of hell for our purposes." Uriel said calmly.

"Yeah what was those again? What exactly do you want from me?" Dean asked getting really mad.

"Start with gratitude." Uriel said and I was ready to punch him in the face.

"Oh," Dean said getting ready to burst.

"Dean we know this is difficult to understand." Castiel said from the back of the room.

"And we don't care." Uriel said glancing at Castiel who looked away from us. "Now seven angels have been murder, all from our garrison. The last one was killed tonight." Uriel said glaring at Dean.

"Demons?" Dean asked. Uriel nodded. "How they doing it?"

"We don't know." Uriel answered.

"I'm sorry but what do you want us to do about it? I mean a demon with the juice to ice angels must be out of our league, right?" Sam asked.

"We can handle the demons, thank you very much." Uriel said glaring at Sam.

"Once we find whoever it is." Castiel piped up.

"So you need our help, hunting a demon?" Dean asked looking surprised.

"Not quiet." Cass said walking up to the side of Uriel. "We have Alistair." my whole body automatically tensed up.

"Great, he should be able to name your trigger man." Dean replied.

"But he wont talk. Alistair's will is very strong, we've arrived at an in-pass." Castiel said looking at Dean. I didn't like how Castiel was looking at Dean.

"Yeah, he's like a black belt in torture I mean you guys are out of your league." Dean explained.

"That's why we've come to his student." Uriel said and I turned to Dean. In a spilt second I saw Dean's true thoughts of fear, one which he quickly washed off his face in one neutral expression. "You happen to be the most qualified interrogator we've got."

"Dean, your are best hope." Castiel said looking at Dean who was now looking at the floor.

"No! NO way. You can't ask me to do this Cass, not this." Dean asked looking into Castiel's eyes. The stared at each other until Uriel walked in the line of sight and got in Dean's face.

"Who said anything, about asking." Uriel said. Dean turned to Sam and in a blink of an eye they had vanished, Uriel, Castiel and Dean. Sam and I were left looking at each other.


"Damn it!" Sam shouted.

"We need a way to find them." I said looking at Sam.

"I'll... I'll call Ruby, see if she can get here faster to help." Sam said getting out his phone.

"Super," I said under my breath. "I'll go call Bobby, see if he has any ideas..." I said walking outside.

I don't know why I walked out side, maybe so I didn't have to listen to Sam talking to that bitch Ruby, maybe because I thought I'd catch a scent trail outside. Honestly I didn't know why but felt like a good idea. I pulled my phone out when lights began to flicker above me. One burst and I had to cover my eyes so I didn't get blinded.

"Hello Megan." A voice said I moved my arms and saw Anna stood there.

"Anna? I thought you'd be kicking back, up in heaven or something." I said with a small smile.

"Things are a little more complicated." Anna replied with a smile.

"Aren't they just..." I sighed putting my phone back into my pocket. "I'm guessing you herd what's happened." I said softly.

"Yes. Uriel wants to use Dean to torture Alistair into tell them who is killing the angels. Only..." Anna paused and walked closer to me.
"Only you don't think it's a demon either." I said softly. She shook her head. "Got any leads?"

"No. Megan I came to you for a reason, I believe you can truly protect Dean from anything, even the angels. I want to teach you the spell to send angels back to heaven." Anna said nervously.

"Are you sure you wanna teach me that? I mean, get me in a room with Uriel and well..." I laughed. Anna smiled.

"I am sure. I believe you will use this knowledge wisely and not abuse it." Anna said smiling. "I don't have much time, so this might hurt slightly." Anna said and tapped my forehead. You'd think by now, with the amount of mileage I've clocked on angel airways I might be used to the searing white heat that burns through your skull and defuses down your spine and into the rest of your body in a wave of sharp stabbing pains. But oh no, not me. I dropped to my knee's and grabbed fist full of dirt. I took a deep breath and looked up.

"Wow you guys really gotta work on that." I said breathlessly.

"I'm sorry," Anna said holding a hand out to help me up. I got to my feet and she looked around. "I need to go. Keep Dean safe." Anna said and disappeared. I stood there catching my breath when I saw flashes of the angel spell come into my mind. I clutched my head and dropped to my knee's again as the pain was nearly as bad as Anna's touch.

"Mother.... fudding... angels...." I said trying not to scream. Suddenly someone was helping me up and back into the motel room.


The visions of the spell went and I blinked a few times to see where I was. Sam was stood over me looking concerned, it became apparent he had been talking to me the last few minutes to see if I was ok. I sighed and looked up.

"Sorry." I said shaking my head as if it would shake the feeling of cotton wool out of my head.

"It's ok, just what happened to you? I saw light flicker and when I got out, you were on the floor muttering something." Sam asked bobbing down so that he was eye level with me.

"I..." I sighed and could perfectly recall the angel spell, I smiled to myself. "I had a little run in with an angel... It's ok. I'm fine." I said smiling and getting to my feet. The world spun a little but I held tight to the chair and the world finally stopped spinning.

"Are you sure your ok? Did you manage to find where the angels took him?" Sam asked looking worried, but not because I was dizzy. I could smell fear, worry a mixture of a few emotions coming from Sam. I cocked an eyebrow in his direction and stood away from the chair.

"Why are you so scared? And before you lie, werewolf. I can smell your fear." I said folding my arms over my chest. Sam sighed and ran a hand through his hair.

"Dean can't do it. He can't torture Alistair." Sam said sitting down on the edge of the bed.

"Well yeah..." I said and walked over to him. Sam looked up at me.

"No, you don't understand. Dean can't torture Alistair, he's just not strong enough." Sam said and a wave of sadness washed over him.

"Sam," I said sitting down next to him. "Dean is strong, he is-"

"No. No he's not. Megan, you didn't know him before. Since he came back from the pit, I don't know, Dean left something there and it's made him weak. He wont be able to kill Alistair in the end..." Sam said explaining himself.

"Well I've kinds already called dib's on him." I said with a small smile.

"Megan-" Sam started to say softly.

"Sam. Look we will find Dean, and I'll kill Alistair, by myself. Then we'll find who is killing the angels together... ok?" I asked standing up. Sam looked unconvinced. I pushed him slightly. "You got a better plan right now?" I asked.

"No." Sam said getting to his feet. "Ruby should get here in the next half an hour. She should be able to help us locate where the angels have Dean."

"Ruby? Super." I said sarcastically and Sam looked at me with eyebrows high.

"I... I don't trust her. But now is not the time to bring that up... yes I know. Look I just want to state, not happy working with her." I said huffing. Sam stared at me and then smiled.

"Are you sure, that you never met Dean before now?" Sam asked laughing.

"Shut up, I am not like your brother! He is a jackass, and I'm intelligent!" I said laughing. "I'm gonna get some fresh air and call Bobby, it's a long shot, but he might know what's happening." I said smiling.

"Just watch out for angels." Sam said laughing. Here's hoping...


I walked out the motel and down the road, it was late and the place was deserted. I walked until I was out of eye shot of the motel and stopped. "Cass!" I said looking around. "Cass I need to talk to you!" I spun around looking for my helpful little angel and got nothing. "Come on Cass answer me damn it!" I shouted to the sky.

"Impudent impatient half-breed." Uriel's voice came from behind me. I turned glaring at him.

"I want to talk to Castiel." I said plainly.

"Well tough, your talking to me." Uriel said glaring at me. "And what do you want, you half-breed."

"Dean, returned to Sam, in five minutes." I said plainly. Uriel let out a laugh and then walked so close that he was in my face.

"And what makes you think you give the orders around here?!" He snapped. I took a step back and smiled.

"Because, the last time we were alone chica, I remember sending you back home," I let my face become neutral again. "So, Dean, now."

"Don't test me half-breed, you will not like the answers you receive." Uriel growled.

"This is no test Uriel! You know Dean can't torture Alistair, you know it will break him. Now bring him back." I said fighting hard not to loose my temper.

"And say we do, how are we meant to find out who is killing the angels? Alistair will not tell us." Uriel barked.

"I'll get him to talk." I said plainly. "You know I am as strong as Dean. You know I can be stronger." I said in a small growl. Uriel stood there and looked at me, he tilted his head to one side and smiled. I really hated when he smiled at me. I held my ground though, glaring into his eyes. Waiting to send him packing or better yet, rip a new piece out of him. I stood there glaring back when something clicked in my head. "You want Dean there..." I said as the realisation of my thoughts hit me. Uriel looked at me confused. "Yeah, you want Dean there, you want him there so he'll break... You... you ain't on team angel any more are you? Your... you are working with the big D, you want him back up here. And that's why the angels are dying, ones who wont join you... that's why its your garrison. Your killing them." I said tensing up as Uriel began to clap and laugh. He started to walk towards me and I took a step back.

"Very clever half-breed. So what am I going to do with you now?" He asked still walking towards me.

"Leave me be, let Dean go and stop killing angels and we can all pretend this didn't happen?" I asked backing away with a sheepish grin. Uriel disappeared.

"I don't think so." He said reappearing behind me and tapping me on the head.


I woke up in a run down building, being held up by Uriel. My head was spinning and I was half hoping I would throw up on him. He held my arms tight as he talked to Castiel. I blinked a few times and looked around. We were stood outside a smaller room with noise coming from within. I guessed Dean was in there with Alistair.

"New Revelations have been given Castiel." Uriel said holding me up. I felt so out of it I could barley keep my eye's open.

"Uriel are you sure about this?" Castiel asked looking at me.

"Yes. We must move quickly. Recall Dean and have him wait out here." Uriel barked.

"He will not like this." Castiel said and vanished.

"You will not be able to tell any one anything when you are dead half-breed." Uriel said in my ear.

"Bite me." I managed to said in a rather pathetic sounding voice I have to admit. The door to the smaller room opened and Dean and Castiel walked out. Dean looked at me shocked and I struggled to get free of Uriel but it was useless.

"What's going on Cass?" Dean asked looking towards Castiel. I was pulled into the smaller room and the door slammed shut behind me. Dean raced up and smashed on the glass. Alistair began to laugh.

"Brought me a toy to keep my spirits up?" Alistair asked spitting out blood.

"No a new body." Uriel said and suddenly Castiel was in the room. "Hold her while I swap the demon over." Uriel said passing me to Cass. I started to shake my head.

"Don't... don't" Was all I could say. Dean was shouting and smashing on the glass.

"Uriel are you sure this is correct?" Castiel asked holding me up.

"Yes Castiel, Revelations were that the half-breed would be able to injure more torture than a human and would give Dean greater chance at reaching his goal." Uriel said walking over to Alistair and putting his hand on his head. Then Uriel reached his hand out to me.

"No Cass! No!" I started to shout as Cass brought me in reach of Uriel. "NO!" I screamed as Uriel began to chant and I squirmed in Castiel's arms. Suddenly a mass of black smoke raced out of Alistair's body and towards me. "NO!" I screamed and kicked before it all went black....


Hope you understand why I wanted to spilt it now =)

On the Head Of A Pin (part one)