Grrr My stupid song lyrics won't center properly. -.- *sighs* so please ignore that flaw.

Anyways, chapter 4, enjoy!


A Thing Called Love

Chapter 4

So when you can't sleep at night

You don't feel right

Your heart just hurts

Your stomach's tight

That's what it feels like

That's what it feels like

When you start feeling weak

You're breaking down

Your whole world gets turned upside down

That's what it feels like

It feels like to lose your girl

That's What It Feels Like - Jenna


As if Sonny was covered with honey, bees (or in this case, boys) swarmed around her.

Chad watched as Sonny flirted with each and every single guy that came her way. She herself never knew how flirty she could be.

He hated-hated- the feeling that burned inside him like fire.

Jealousy.

So many guys noticed Sonny. The new Sonny.

How come she couldn't see that they didn't like her for her personality, like he did. Then he thought back, trying to find a time-any time- that he had done something to show Sonny that he liked her for her.

He couldn't think of anything.

God damnit was she doing this on purpose? Cause that's something he would've never expected from Sonny. All of a sudden changing her wardrobe. Revealing her curvy figure. That hourglass shape.

Her perfect, slim legs.

Damnit.

He was so stupid(yes, Chad Dylan freaking Cooper admits that for once in his life) for not stealing Sonny's heart while he had the chance. He saw the guys that flirted up with her and they *COUGH* weren't that bad looking. He hated that.

Sigh.

Alot of guys come to me these days. Sonny thought. Well, it's only been a week. Sigh. I have so many guys to chose from now. How come I still can't shake off the feeling of wanting to talk to him? Chad.

She missed talking...or rather, arguing with him. She missed the whole fine, fine, good, good thing. She was hoping her plan for revenge would work...you know, make Chad jealous and have him coming back to her.

It wasn't really working though.

It's like they didn't even know each other anymore. He ignored her, she ignored him. He didn't show any signs of being jealous or wanting her. That annoyed her cause she was putting herself through so much trouble just to get back at him. And it didn't seem to be working.

GRR.

After much pacing back and forth in her living room, she decided that she couldn't take it anymore. Chad. He was making her go crazy.

Figuratively speaking.

She came to a decision that she would confront Chad about their...er...friendship? Erm..well, she would just talk to Chad about the things going on between them...and how it's bugging her...and... ... and hopefully they can go back to being...how they were before?

Meh. It's a start.

Meanwhile, Chad sat on his bed thinking about, well, Sonny. He wanted things between Sonny and him to go back to the way they used to be, if not more. Tomorrow after shooting he'll go give her some flowers or something. Tell her how he feels.

Maybe she'll understand and he'll get to her before Trevor tries to.

Stupid Trevor.

He sighed. Hopefully he'll get some sleep tonight.

He's been missing his beauty sleep.

Sonny woke up to her alarm beeping. She was exhausted. She spent most of the night trying to figure how to talk to Chad. She figured she was probably going to forget by the time she actually got up the nerve to talk to him. Therefore, being the intelligent person she was, she wrote everything she wanted to say on some cue cards.

She picked out some short white jean shorts and threw on a loose purple off the shoulder top. Slipping into her luckyTridark converse, she headed off to the Studios. Time dragged by slowly that day. Her mind was distracted by her cue cards and the whole upcoming confrontation.

Maybe he wouldn't even be in his dressing room after shooting. A part of her wished for that.

At around 7 pm, SoRandom! was done their shooting for the day. Sonny left immediately, wanting to get it all done and over with.

She didn't even want to think about how much her castmates have been bugging her lately about her strange behaviour.

Sonny slowed down and she neared a door with a star hanging on it.

CHAD DYLAN COOPER

This was it...crunch time. (Who even says "crunch time" anymore? she thought.) Her fingers gripped the cue cards so hard that she could almost feel them cut into her skin. She was nervous.

Out of habit, she nervously fixed her hair and got ready to knock on his door.

She couldn't do it. Well, not within the first 10 minutes at least. She paced around thinking.

Hi Chad! Yep, just...just stopping by. No that sounded stupid, she thought.

Yo, Chad. Whazzup? she scrapped that idea almost as soon as she came up with it.

After a few more minutes, she finally knocked on his dressing room door. Now or never.

No reply.

She knocked again. "Chad? It's Sonny. You in there?"

Still no reply.

A wave of relief washed away her nerves and she sighed. She walked off, turning at a corner. She wasn't sure whether she was happy or unhappy that she couldn't confess to Cha-

"Ooof!" she fell back unto the floor. She moved her dark hair out of her eyes and saw Chad-also on the floor-across from her. They caught each others eyes and were quiet for a minute. Sonny broke the trance by scrambling to get her cue cards- she had a few. Or more...

Chad hurried to help her pick up the cards but bumped his head on hers.

"Ow!" they said. Nervously, she started laughing. Chad raised one of his eyebrows and eyed her. A smile broke across his face and he chuckled too.

It felt good to smile again.

"So what are you doing by my dressing room Munroe?" he asked, "Miss me?"

Sonny glanced at him to assess whether he was mocking her or not. His smile told her that he wasn't trying to offend her.

"No. Pfft. What makes you think that?" she stumbled on her words.

He picked up a cue card.

"Chad, I'm sorry about what happened between us. I'm sick of us ignoring each other and I hate to admit it, but it's getting to me. I miss our fights and our arguments over nothing. Even though that sounds really stupid-" he read on amused and his eyes smiled.

Sonny tried to snatch it out of his hands. He was taller than her.

"-I want us to go back to how we used to be-" he talked louder now, and he read upwards as his hand holding the card was above him, out of Sonny's reach. She snatched it away before he could continue.

"Hey, I was reading that!" Chad smiled. She hadn't seen him smile in a while now that she thought about it.

Sonny's face burned and she felt blood rushing to her face. She was turning as red as the inside of a ripe watermelon! With the cue cards in hand she rushed off without a word.

Chad turned and wound up in front of her blocking her way.

"Get out of my way." she said in monotone. It was obvious that she was extremely humiliated.

Sonny's so cute when she's embarassed. he thought. She tried to push past him.

"Hey, hey. Sonny, don't. The truth is, I'm sorry for saying those things about you. I wanted to explain to you what happened but you ran off and wouldn't listen to me. Sonny, I didn't mean what I said about you...it's just.." Pause. "...it's just that I didn't want Portlyn to find out how I felt about you."

Sonny's eyes met his.

"... W-what do you feel about me?" Sonny asked, curious.

He opened his mouth but hesitated to say anything. Then he told her.

"Sonny you mean so much to me, and I'm sorry I don't show it all the time. I have the Hollywood-bad-boy rep to keep up, you know? But I know I can't worry about what other people think anymore." he sighed and continued. "You make me smile and laugh. And I wish I never hurt you because.." Chad paused, unsure if he should tell her. "... because.. because I really like you," he couldn't bring himself to tell her yet. He mentally slapped himself for that. "and I would never want to hurt you. Really, Sonny. Because I never really had you at all, I didn't think it it would hurt that much to lose you. . You're the first girl I've ever felt this way about, Sonny. Let me make it up to you." he knelt down on his knee and kissed her hand. "Will you go out with me?"

Please say yes. Please say yes. Please say yes. he recited that over and over in his head.

Sonny couldn't describe how she felt at that moment. Happy, blissed, scared, nervous, shocked, light headed...the list went on.

She didn't know what to say. All she could do was nod her head and say Yes.

Score! he thought in bliss. Sonny was finally mine. In your face Trevor! If I'd knew it'd be this easy I would've done this such a long time ago. I really should've done this a long time ago. I guess it just took some competition to get me to realize how...how much she means to me.

He wrapped his arms around her in a warm hug. Hesitantly, Sonny returned the gesture. He felt his head in her hair and smiled. Good thing she shampoo-ed earlier. Her hair probably smelled nice.

God her hair smells so good. Like strawberries. he smiled into her hair and pushed away gently.

"Tomorrow at noon? How about it Monroe? I'll pick you up." he smiled and took one of her hands.

"Sure why not." she grinned.

Things were finally back to normal.

It was nice.


AHH I'm so excited for their date!! LOL my whole story was based on this idea for the date.

The date is next chapter, so enjoy xD

It feels like to lose your girl