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Chapter 4

Nessie's Pov~

As I watched his car drive away, I began to sob of tears. I just wanted him to be my friend for some reason. But I couldn't name a dumb reason. Why did life have to be hard? But I just went inside. I ignored everyone and went straight to bed. Crying me to sleep. The next morning I painted my nails black, put on black strapless shirt and black skinny jeans. I went downstairs and Edward's mouth wide open. "Renesmee Carlie Cullen get a new shirt." Dad hissed

I go back upstairs and put on a black shirt in whit letters saying 'F*ck U' I got it at a concert. I put a zipped on a jacket. I went downstairs. I passed dad and took mom's car again. I got to school early. I saw Embry and Quil with Jacob too. I walk over by them.

"Tell me 10 reasons why you can't be my friend." I demanded to Jacob. He looked at Embry. He looked at me again.

"Because." He says and talks to his friends again.

Edward's Pov~

I wonder what Nessie was thinking. God, Jacob is being a bitch. Oh god!

Nessie's Pov~

"Jake listen to me." I called him Jake. He kept ignoring me. But then I slapped him on the shoulder. He looked at me finally like after a few minutes. "Listen to me." I say timidly.

"I'll answer you at Science. See ya then." The day went slow. Everything was slow. At lunch I sat with Susie. She was sitting but not talking to me.

"Susie, have you ever felt not loved or friendless or anything." I say. "Because Jacob can be a bitch, you know. Boys can be bitchy sometimes." She nods the whole time. "Do you have anything to add?" I asked.

She nodded; she took of bite of her sandwich first. "Don't forget. They can be an asshole." Then we stopped the subject. I called home and told dad I am coming home. Then around 8pm I put on really short fuzzy pj shorts with a pink tank top. Then I heard something knocking on my window. I opened my window. It was Jacob. He came in from the window. "What are you doing here?" I asked him.

"Well since you weren't at school I got worried. I told you I would tell you 10 reasons why I won't be your friend. I don't have much time to say this." He took a breath. "Because I will get killed from your father. I don't want to get mad at you and hurt you when I am in wolf form." He says and walks a step closer. "I don't want to hurt you, 3 reasons. That's all I got." He was so close that are heads were almost touching. "Those are the main reasons. I could tell you that your father would hate me, your mom wouldn't care." He came closer. Our lips were almost touching.

"I could tell you I wouldn't let my dad hurt you." Our lips met. Then the door opened. (damn! good cliffhanger. but I need to make the chapter longer)

It was my dad. Jacob let go of our kiss. My dad did an evil glare at Jacob. "Renesmee Carlie Cullen, why the hell were you kissing this little mutt?" Jacob tried to stay calm. "Jacob, you head down to my living room. Renesmee, you too. Wait, in my bedroom instead of in my living room." He said. Jacob followed me. I bit my lip and sat on my dad's bed while Jacob leaned against the wall.

Jacob's Pov~

Edward comes in. I look at Nessie and she is so hot in...Sorry Edward...but she is a really good kisser...sorry Edward. God! Why the hell does he have to be a damn mind reader? Because then I could say Nessie looks so sexy in those clothes and she is the greatest kisser ever. Oops.

"JACOB! I don't like you talking about my daughter like that!" He yelled. Okay bloodsuc...vampire. I would be calling you that if Nessie wasn't a vampire.

"Don't be in my fucking thoughts then. I never said you had to listen to them, did I?" I asked him. He growled. Then he just looked at me. He told me to go downstairs. I did because I wasn't going to die today, or a least I hoped. I saw Bella. "Hey Bella." I say. Least the whole Cullen family wasn't here.

"Jake!" She gets up and hugs me really tight. I hug her back really tight. I wonder what Edward is saying to Nessie. "God, Edward. Leave her alone." Bella says. I looked at her. "I mean him just telling her what's wrong and right. She already knows. But dating a werewolf couldn't be wrong. Well maybe to him and especially to me. Plus you're the dog I always wanted Jake." She laughed and I laughed too.

"Where you can just eat if we make food." I laughed with her. "I'll be back." She says while I watch the news.

Then I hear yelling and then Nessie coming down. "What's wrong Nessie? Come here." I say. She comes to me and puts her head on my shoulder. She drifts to sleep. I heard Bella and Edward yelling. They could go on for hours. Then Sam was calling me. "Sam, I'll skip school tomorrow." I say and he says okay. Soon I drift to sleep. I wake up in morning. Early. I just leave the house and go to Sam to do whatever

There was another vampire in town, so we had to kill them. Do you guys know where the vampire is? I ask.

East coast last time. The bloodsucker was there last time. Embry says.

Okay vampire is there. I say.

When did you start saying vampire instead of bloodsucker? Embry ask.

When Nessie started talking to me.

Then they leave me alone for the whole day. I go back home at the end of the day and sleep.

TWO WEEKS LATER

I haven't gone to school at all. I been working and working. Then I remember about Nessie. I haven't had a chance to her for 2 weeks because the last time I went over there we kissed and she cried because of her dad. I went to school the next day and Nessie went up to me.

"Are we going to date? Are we going to be friends?" I didn't know the answers.


I haven't been updating because I got grounded for 2 weeks but I got on still. I am still grounded.

A couple of times I get on here. Got grounded for no good reason, I will tell you. I got grounded because I didn't tell my parents that my soon to be 17 year old sister got pregnant. She got grounded for a week.