A/N. Zero isn't in this chapter...it's a little different than the actual episode/chapter. So yeah...
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Please...
Oh please make it stop...
I was chanting it in my head.
As if that would help me at all.
I had tried so many things.
Nothing was working.
All I could do was hope.
Hope that Kaname would come and save me.
Save me...
I was calling out to him.
Searching for him.
Willing him to come to me.
I had huddled inside his coat, hoping his smell would comfort me.
Not even that helped.
Was I so lost in this wilderness, that even Kaname couldn't save me?
No.
No that's not true.
Kaname is everlasting.
He...saved me before.
He'll...he'll do it again.
Won't he?
"I'll always love you..."
I buried my head into his coat, trying to imagine he was here.
But of course, like everything else, it failed.
The smell of the blood flooded my senses.
It was all around me.
Choking me.
Corroding me.
I could feel something in my core breaking.
It's not real Yuki...It's not real...
It's not real...
There was a fluttering sound and I glanced up.
The curtains were flying around, barely managing to stay attached to the wall.
Someone had opened the window.
I felt new tears add to the ones I had been shedding.
Is it...is it him?
I watched as he stepped into the room, stepping elegantly onto the blood-stained floor.
"Yuki?" He asked; the overwhelming kindness in his voice made the tears even more real.
"Kaname..." I murmured as I tried to discern whether he was real.
I had seen so many fake Kaname's in this room.
I couldn't trust my senses anymore.
He stepped towards me; instinctively I crawled back a little on the bed.
I was afraid he'd turn into a horrible creature like all the other Kaname's.
"Yuki...it's alright...I'm here now..." He whispered to me and he reached over to me.
He pulled me sharply into his arms.
The warmth enveloped me.
It really was him.
No vision could ever create the happiness I felt in his arms.
"Kaname...I'm...I'm scared..." I cried into his chest.
I was letting the tears fall now.
I didn't care that they were ruining his beautiful dress shirt.
I didn't care.
All I cared about was that he was here.
He was with me.
Really with me.
"Yuki..." I felt him tighten his grip.
"I'm sorry..."
Sorry...?
What for?
Before I could ask him, I felt his hand on my head.
Darkness invaded my vision.
"Ka...name..."
I felt my body slump into his arms.
He pulled me close and placed a kiss on my forehead.
When he removed his lips, the skin felt strangely cold.
He turned and stepped out of my window.
I wondered where we were going.
But I couldn't even move to ask him.
I didn't really want to ask him.
I wanted to lie in his arms for eternity.
Blissful eternity.
I felt my drowsiness lifting and slowly opened my eyes.
I didn't recognise where I was.
But it didn't matter.
It felt high up.
Wherever it was.
I opened my eyes wider and saw, to my disbelief, that it was snowing.
Snow.
Everywhere.
I reached out a weak arm and tried to catch the snow.
I smiled briefly before letting my arm fall back to my side.
"Kaname..." I forced my head to look at him.
He looked sad.
Sadder than usual.
"Kaname?" I asked and raised my hand to touch his cheek.
"Are you alright Yuki?"
I smiled at him.
The smile was small and weak, but I saw the sadness lift from his eyes slightly.
"I was...I was only...I thought I should remember you. Who you were to me...but...but then..."
"Shhh..." He silenced me by placing a smooth finger on my lips.
"I'm sorry Yuki...but I must...to stop your pain..."
I didn't understand what he was saying.
But I let him do whatever he was doing.
He used his hand, which was on the back of my head, to lean me back.
I felt his soft, slightly warm breath on my neck and closed my eyes.
I smiled.
But the smile dropped when I felt a dull pain in my neck.
I had felt this pain before.
But...that was with Zero...that was safe...
But...Kaname...
He wasn't the same as Zero...
Worlds different.
He was a pureblood...
So...that...that meant...
"Ka...name..."
I tried to speak to him, to ask him what he was doing.
I scrambled a little in shock.
I wasn't prepared for this...
But it didn't mean I didn't want it.
I felt his hand cover my mouth to stop me.
I was surprised.
But I wasn't offended.
I knew he didn't mean it badly.
He just...
He knew what he was doing...
I knew he did.
I felt my body becoming weaker and weaker.
I was so weak, that I could barely feel the rest of my body.
I heard a voice.
His voice.
Although it sounded distant and quiet.
I could hear the anguish and fear in it all too well.
"Please...Yuki...Only you..."
Only...
Only me?
Suddenly...A warm liquid entered my mouth, accompanied by warm lips touching my own.
The liquid was...
Delicious?
No...that wasn't the right word...
But whatever it was...
It was...
I couldn't describe it.
I swallowed.
Then it hit me.
It wasn't just any liquid.
This was...Kaname's blood?
I felt strength coursing through me.
An odd strength.
It felt alien to me.
It promised me untold power.
I writhed inside from the strange feeling, but didn't withdraw from it.
I reopened my eyes.
Then I widened them with alarm.
The face before me...it was so familiar.
I knew this face.
Better than I ever thought.
"Yuki...Are you awakened? Do you know who I am?" I heard his voice.
It made me smile.
I knew this voice.
"Kaname..."
He smiled at me and closed his eyes as I softly caressed his face.
"My brother..."
Slightly longer chapter.
I've had a few people comment on the length of my chapters. But I like them the length they are. It's just kind of how I write.
So yeah...
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