Ok heres another chapter. Its a long one. Enjoy.
Chapter 13 - Feelings
Santana arrived at Brittany's apartment in a cab at 7pm. She was wearing heels and there was no way she was going to be walking some 10-12 odd blocks in them. To go with her black heels she was wearing a skin tight one shouldered red dress. She had her leather coat on and she had curled her hair. She told the cab to wait at the curb not sure where they were going or if they needed a cab. She went up to the apartment building and rang Brittany's apartment.
"Who is it?" Brittany voice came through the speaker.
"Santana."
"Ok I'm coming down."
Santana waited there outside the building for the blonde to immerge. It didn't take more than a few minute before Brittany appeared. When she did she took Santana's breath away.
Brittany was wearing a royal blue dress that Santana thought made her blue eyes even more beautiful. God she's gorgeous. That dress and those eyes. The perfect color for her. Brittany opened the front door and stepped outside. "Well someone cleans up nice." She teased Santana while dragging her eyes up and down the brunettes body.
"Well I could say the same for you but I already knew you look amazing all dressed up." Santana returned. Taking a step towards Brittany giving her a kiss. "So where is it that we are going? Do we need the taxi?"
"Yeah we will need to take a taxi there. Lets go. Get in."
Santana didn't make a move for the taxi. Instead she took a step back clearing a path for the blonde. "You first." She offered giving Brittany a big smile and gesturing towards the cab with her arm.
"Thank you." Brittany returned and got in the taxi and told the driver where they were headed. Santana followed her and got in the cab. She closed the door and they where off to their destination.
They arrived at a very nice restaurant that Santana had never heard of. "Brittany this is a super nice place." She said in awe of the restaurant as they entered. Brittany had made a reservation and they were immediately seated. "Why are we at such a fancy place Britt?" Santana wondered aloud.
"I wanted to take you out. I told you that. I want tonight to be a special night. So we are gonna have a special dinner. Ok."
"Ok but what's so special about tonight? Why did we have to get all dressed up and come here?"
Brittany sighed and rolled her eyes. "Can't you just enjoy this without questioning everything I try to do?"
Santana lowered her head in shame. "Sorry Britt. I didn't mean it like that. I'm not questioning anything you do. I'm sorry I'm sure I will enjoy tonight. I just wondered why we are doing this it's just so fancy. I'm not use to doing anything like this. That's all." She reached her hand across the top of the table to take Brittany's hand in hers. When Brittany felt Santana hand in hers she looked up to see Santana apologetic eyes knowing that the brunette hadn't meant to question her.
She gave Santana a smile accepting her apology. Then the waiter came up to take their order. After he left Brittany began the conversation and the real reason why she wanted to have a fancy dinner.
"So yesterday you told me how great you think I am. I wanted to tell you how great you are and how much you mean to me. That is why I asked you to come to dinner with me today." She paused collecting all the thoughts that were spinning around in her head. Trying to get all the words out just right.
Santana nodded her head in acknowledgement. "Oh- so that's what this is all about."
Brittany nodded her head in confirmation not wanting to get side tracked from what she was thinking. "Santana you are amazing. I know you don't think you are but you are amazing. You don't give yourself enough credit." She squeezed Santana's hand that she was still holding. "You are funny and you are honest. You are special to me. I've never met anyone like you. You care about me and you don't care that I don't know who the Unabomber is. Or that I get confused by big words. You might not think so but you are nice and sweet and pretty. Actually you're hot. Extremely hot in that tight red dress." She stopped and looked at Santana's chest.
"Eyes up here Britt." Santana said nervously. Why she was nervous she couldn't figure out.
She looked back into Santana's eyes. "Huh?" She said shaking her head trying to remember what she was saying. "Oh yeah- um- Santana you mean a lot to me. I care about you and what's happening in your life. You make me feel good. You give me butterflies. You make me laugh. You make me happy Santan-"
"Brittany stop." Santana started to panic sensing what was coming.
"No let me finish. You make me happier than I've ever been. Santana I love you." She finished smiling brightly at the brunette across from her.
Santana pulled her hand away from Brittany's returning it to her lap. She hung her head low trying to process everything that Brittany had just told her. Trying to process her own feelings that she had for the blonde.
"Santana?" Brittany asked worried about her reaction. "Say something please."
Santana shook her head. "I'm not sure what to say Brittany." Brittany's forehead scrunched up and her eyes knitted together in confusion. "I don't know what to say. What I should say. Honestly I'm freaking out a little bit." She looked up at Brittany.
"Well tell me what you are feeling right now." Brittany offered.
"Um- I don't know. It's hard to say. I feel confused. I don't think anyone has ever told me that they love me."
"What? No one. Really? That's not possible. What about your parents?"
"Well I guess my parents did when I was little but that was a long time ago."
"Hmm. Well I guess I'll just have to change that." Brittany said with a cute smile. "Cuz I love you and I will tell you everyday."
"But I don't love you Brittany." Brittany face fell and tears started to well up in her eyes. Upon seeing this Santana modified what she said. "What I mean is I can't say that I love you because I don't. No- what I mean is that I have feelings for you but I don't know how deep those feelings are yet. I don't what to say I love you until I truly mean it. Do you understand what I'm saying Brittany."
"Yeah I guess. She said her voice cracking. "You just can't say it yet. Right? I guess I can understand that."
"Exactly."
"So you still want to be with me?" The blonde asked.
"Of course I do. I want to be with you." Smiling at Brittany reassuringly.
The waiter came with their meal. "It's about time." Santana barked at the waiter feeling a little stressed from what had just transpired.
"Sorry. Don't listen to her." Brittany said to the waiter. "She's just really hungry." She lied. "There is nothing wrong with the service." She thanked him and he left.
"Lets just enjoy our dinner. This really is a nice place Brittany." She reached across the table with her right hand taking Brittany's left hand. "Thank you for taking me out. And for telling me how you feel. It means a lot to me. Now lets eat." They sat like that holding hands eating their dinner. They finished their dinner and Santana asked Brittany "so what are we gonna do now?" with a wiggle of her eyebrow.
"I didn't have anything else planned so if you went we can just go back to my apartment and chill."
"Sounds perfect."
They got a cab and took it back to Brittany's apartment. They entered the building and hopped in the elevator. "So Halloween is coming up." Brittany started. "Do you dress up?"
"I don't usually. Do you?"
"Yeah I love Halloween."
"What are you dressing up as then?"
"Can't tell you. Surprise." She said bouncing up and down on the balls of her feet.
"Really? I, your girlfriend don't even get a hint."
The elevator doors open to the fourth floor of the building and they walked to Brittany's apartment door.
"Nope I'm serious about this. It's a surprise."
"Ok I guess I'll have to wait." Santana said in a disappointing tone.
When they got to Brittany's door she unlocked it and stepped inside finding the light and turning it on. Santana followed Brittany into the apartment. They took their coats off and hung them up. Brittany walked into the kitchen. "Red or white?" She asked Santana.
"Red please."
Brittany pulled a bottle of red wine off the wine rack and pop the cork off the top pouring two glasses. She handed one to Santana and took the other. They moved to the living room and took a seat on the couch. "As much as I love getting all dress up I think I'm gonna need to change out of this dress soon. I'm really more of a sweats and t-shirt kind of girl."
"Oh yeah? So you get to put sweats on and I'm stuck wearing this dress. How's that fair?"
"It's not. But I don't care you look hot in that dress." The blonde said with a smirk. "I'm gonna go change. I'll be right back."
Brittany went into the bedroom and took the dress off and hung it up. She went to her dresser and pulled out a pair a shorts and a sweatshirt it wear. She pulled the shorts on and preceded to pick up the sweatshirt to put on when she saw a shadow in the doorway. She stopped standing there in her shorts and a bra and looked over to see Santana standing there watching her. "How long have you been standing there?" She asked the Latina.
"Oh not long. Just since you bent over and pulled your shorts on."
"Oh." Brittany said standing there holding her shirt not sure of what to do next. She lifted her sweatshirt to pull over her head. But felt a hand on her wrist stopping her. Brittany lowered her hands and the shirt in the process.
"Don't." Was all Santana said when Brittany looked at her. Brittany dropped the shirt on the floor recognizing the look in her eyes. Santana took a step so that she was directly in front of the blonde. She took her right hand and ran it up the length of Brittany's left arm over her shoulder and stopped at the back of her neck. She scratched at the little hairs there lightly with her fingertips causing a shiver to run through Brittany's body.
"Santana." Brittany spoke in a hushed tone.
"Shh." Santana said placing the index finger of her left hand to Brittany's lips. She swiped her finger lightly over Brittany's bottom lip before removing it and replacing it with her lips. Santana used her hand on the back of the blondes neck to pull her closer. The kiss was gently at first but soon began to grow deeper. Santana placed her left hand on Brittany's chest. Slowly working her way lower to cup her right breast in her hand.
Brittany gasped and threw her head back. Santana moved her lips to the blondes now exposed neck. Kissing her way down the neck to the collarbone pausing then licking the length of the collarbone across to her shoulder. Then dragging her tongue back to Brittany neck stopping at the spot where she could feel her pulse and began sucking on it.
Brittany's hands were running up and down Santana's back. When Santana bit down on her pulse point shook suddenly having weak legs. "Bed." She breathe out.
Santana complied and led them in the direction of the bed her lips never leaving Brittany's neck. Once the backs of Brittany's legs hit the bed she sat down pulling Santana between her legs. She ran her hands over Santana's ass and down the backs of her thighs. "You are smoking' in this dress babe. But I have imagined taking it off all night." Brittany moved her hands back up her thighs past her ass and up her back to the top of the dress where the zipper was. Brittany pinched the zipper between her thumb and forefinger and pulled it down. The dress loosened around the Latina and Brittany reached up with her right hand pulling down the shoulder strap of the dress exposing Santana's bra-clad chest. The dress now bunched up at the brunettes hips.
Santana leaned down to Brittany and kissed her slipping her tongue into the blondes mouth. Brittany moaned into the kiss and placed her hands on Santana's hips squeezed her gently. The kiss grew deeper more hungry and more passionate. Brittany used her hands to push the dress past Santana's hips slipping to the floor. She grabbed Santana's ass and pulled her closer.
Santana in turn climbed on the bed kneeling now straddling Brittany. Brittany pulled her own legs together and pulled Santana down so she was sitting on her lap. So that their chests were pressing against one another. Brittany raked her fingernails up and down Santana's back lightly. When Santana bit down on Brittany's bottom lip the blonde sucked in a sharp breath of air at the shock before sticking her tongue in Santana's mouth running it along the roof of her mouth causing the brunette to shudder. With Santana thoroughly distracted Brittany stilled her hands at the middle the Latinas back and unclasped her bra. Santana leaned back and Brittany pulled the article of clothing off and then removed her own bra before leaning back in and taking Santana's bottom lip with her teeth pulling back.
Santana moaned either from the way Brittany was pulling on her lip or from the way their bare chests where pressed together. Brittany ran hers hands over Santana's round ass down her bent legs she was sitting on all the way to her ankles. Santana was still wearing her heels. Brittany pushed Santana back away from her. "Stand up." She told her. Santana had a look of confusion on her face but stood up. Standing there in her panties and high heels Brittany smiled devilishly up at her. "Now that's super sexy." She said her voice deeper than normal. Brittany repositioned herself on the bed crawling up the bed and laying down. She motioned with her finger for Santana to coming closer. Santana climbed back on the bed and straddled Brittany's hips.
Brittany rested her hands on Santana's hips once again. Santana had a hold of Brittany's right breast and was moving in on the other with her mouth. First licking over the nipple a couple times before latching her lips to it and sucking. In response Brittany bucked her hips up into Santana. "Oh someone's eager." Santana teased looking up to Brittany's face with a smile. She brought her mouth back don't to kiss her nipple then moved south leaving a trail of kissing down the blondes muscular stomach. She kissed each one of Brittany's hip bones before looping her index fingers around the top of her underwear and pulled them off.
Brittany lay naked underneath Santana. She moved to be kneeling in between the blondes legs. Santana licked her lips unconsciously before latching her lips to Brittany's neck. She ran the fingertips of her left hand along the inside of the blondes left thigh. Brittany bucked up again begging for my contact.
Brittany suddenly cupped Santana over here panties and slowly started rubbing her middle finger on her clit. Santana gasped at the contact. Brittany was definitely worked up and she wanted Santana to be just as worked up. Brittany pressed down a little more firmly and began rubbing up and down the length of Santana's slit pressing hard at her opening before moving back up to her clit. She could feel just how wet Santana was through her panties.
Santana moved her hand down and placed it on Brittany's hip bone. She started rocking into Brittany's hand trying to get as much friction as possible. She moved her hand from the blondes hip to her center. She took her index and middle fingers and started at the girls opening and slid her fingers up through Brittany folds to her clit. She squeezed it in between her two fingers causing Brittany to moan. "San take off your undies." Brittany groaned. Santana stopped her movements to remove her own panties. She reached down to take her heels off too but Brittany stopped her. "Leave those on." She breathed out watching Santana. Santana raised an eyebrow at the blonde but didn't say anything.
Santana got back to her pervious position in-between Brittany's legs but this time laying down so she was on top of her. Holding herself up with her left hand she brought the other down and rubbed circles around Brittany's clit with her thumb while bringing her middle finger back to Brittany's opening and dipping it inside a little.
Brittany brought her right hand down in between her and Santana's bodies pressing the heel of her hand into the brunettes clit. Santana grinded down into the hand. Wasting no time Brittany slipped two fingers into Santana and started moving them inside her.
Santana began rocking her hips in rhythm with Brittany's movements. She slipped her middle finger into Brittany. The blonde bucked up into her. Santana pulled her finger out of the blonde before adding another finger.
They continued thrusting their fingers in and out of each other. Eventually creating a steady rhythm. Brittany was close and she could feel that Santana was too by the was the Latinas walls began to clench around her fingers. She looked down at Santana. "San." She panted. Santana looked into her eyes. "I'm close- come with me." Santana circled Brittany's clit a couple of time with her thumb before pressing down onto it. Brittany arched up into Santana walls clenching around fingers. Her body shuddered as her orgasm hit her.
The sight of Brittany under her with her fingers still moving expertly inside of her pushed Santana over the edge as well. Santana stopped her movements inside Brittany as she was overcome by her orgasm. "God Britt." She moaned. Her muscle clenching and her whole body shaking. Brittany had slowed her movements bringing Santana down slowly. Santana body went limp and she collapsed on top of Brittany trapping their arms in between their bodies.
They both laid there panting trying to catch their breath. Santana's head was resting just under Brittany's chin. Brittany leaned down and placed a kiss to the top of her head. She pulled her arm out from between them and wrapped both her arms around the brunette holding into her.
When her breathing returned to a somewhat regular pace Santana spoke up. "That was incredible Britt."
"Agreed." Brittany said placing another kiss to the top of her head. "Here let me pull the cover up over us."
"I don't want to move." Santana sighed but let Brittany reach for the covers. They moved around until Brittany could get the covers out from beneath them. She reached down and took Santana's heels off and put them on the floor. She pulled the covers over them as Santana snuggle into her side. With Brittany's arm around her and her head on the blondes chest she began making patterns with her fingers on Brittany's collarbone. The two of them laid comfortably just like that until they fell asleep.
