AUTHORS NOTE: sorry I know you hate them! Yeah thanks to you's two for reviewing ;) Elli and Richard are the same age in this story (L) I'll try and post outfits and Elli's character profile on my bio? If that doesn't work I'll need help.

I was at in Hair and makeup talking to Dionne. She was the only one that knew my feelings for Cel and I was planning on keeping it that way.

"Alright Ells that's you done" Said my stylist Riley.

"Thanks babe!" I thanked her and gave her a hug.

This is her:

Pretty isn't she. All the boy fall for her but she only cares for one.

That's right. Joey Essex. He's perfect for her and she really loves him. Haha when I first heard they were going out I did warn him that if he dare break her heart I'd break his face. Hehe aint I loveable!

Anyway I headed over to wardrobe with Dionne.

Head of department automatically handed me an outfit, telling me to try it on.

I came out of my dressing room wearing:

With these shoes:

My hair was like:

My makeup was like:

"Perfect!" said Dionne and Mary at the same time.

This is Mary:

And her boyfriend:

Yeah. His names Sam and I hate him.

Then the Loudspeaker went off.
"Elli can you come and film your download please?"

On my way there Cel stopped me.

"Looking gorgeous as normal"

"Cel! Your making me blush!"

"Just doing my job" he pecked me on the cheek and walked off.

Confused, I walked on to my set thing.

"Hi! I'm Elli and welcome to gossip download! This week I went back stage with One Direction at their Sheffield tour date. Let's see what happened!"

They rolled the tape and I just stood there as I always do in this situation. The director counted down from three, telling me that the clip was about done.

"Hope you enjoyed that. I sure did! Make sure to tune in next week when I'll be meeting up with the wanted! Gossip download complete!"

"THAT'S A WRAP!" called the Director.

"Woo!" I celebrated. I hardly ever get it done it one take.

"Can Cel come and film his download please?"

He came running in and jumped on the stage bit, falling over in the process. I laughed and helped him up.

"Cel, where's your hoodie that I was wearing earlier?"

"In my dressing room why?"

"Cause imma steal it!"

"Elli!" he said running towards me.

"Catch me if you can!" I yelled and he came running after me.

"I will catch you!" he yelled after me.

"Da thinks so!"

I kept running bumping into Tyger and Aidan on the way
"Sorry guys!"

I finally got to Cel's dressing room and burst the door open. To find a girl sitting waiting.

I backed away, tears sprang in my eyes.

"Elli? What's wrong?" he asked me stopping in his tracks.

"Nothing." I wiped a tear from my cheek.

"Elli…"

"Nothing is wrong!"

I ran off I entered my dressing room and locked the door. I just sat at a dresser and broke down in tears.

I opened a draw and took out a pair of scissors and cut my arm quite deep. I felt good. So I did it again a few times, again deeply. I quickly put the scissors away and pulled a hoodie on as I heard a knock at the door.

"Elli?" it was Dionne.

"Elli? Can you let me in please?" Richard.

I got up and let them both in.

"Elli? What's happened? You look like you've been crying." Richard came and sat beside me. I stayed quiet.

"Elli come on? I'm your brother; you can tell me anything and everything." He assured me, putting his arm around me.

"Fine. I love Cel but just listen before you say anything? I finished filming my download about half an hour ago and Cel was next up. So I asked him where his hoodie was that I was wearing at breakfast. And he said that it was in his dressing room so I went to get it and he chased after me, obviously not wanting me to go in there. Right now I wish I hadn't. I opened the door and saw this girl waiting for him. She was about my height, skinny, Blonde, tanned, and piercing eyes. Then Cel caught up and asked me what was wrong. I was in tears by this point. I told him nothing was wrong and came in here, locked the door and just cried. I felt so angry that I got a pair of scissors and…" I pulled up my sleeve and Richard gasped. I looked down in shame. I heard Dionne crying in the corner.

"You cut yourself?" Richard asked crying himself now.

What's it gonna be?

Are you willingly walking away from this?

What it's gonna take?

Can you really break this love?

Where you gonna go?

Tell me do you know when does your heart admit?

Cause if you leave, baby then leave

Make up your mind before you shut the door

Cause if there's a chance

We might've missed

And if there's a ray of light in this

Baby you should know that this is where my heart takes over,