Hello everyone! I'm so sorry for my long absence the main reason I have to admit was because homework was literally up to my neck (now its down to my knees! :D) and well for some odd reason I couldn't exactly nail what I wanted to put in this chapter. So in other words it was like a mini-writers block.
But compensate for your patient waiting I decided to make this chapter longer than its original.
A/N: I had a review saying that I shouldn't rush with the relationship between the two of them and will apologize if it was (IloveMEandonlyME0721) rushed and to everyone else. I have to admit I did feel a bit pressured to write a quick channy scene, but rest assured I will slow down the pace a bit to accommodate everyone. (in the Japanese drama everything is so rushed that its not even funny!)
Btw, if anyone is interested in watching the drama I have the link below.
Chapter 8 All the Confusion
It was the loneliness.
Pity.
Or, it could have been that it was the feelings of love that created a stir when she saw him. The he was walking, his silhouette seemed to give off this aura that was just unexplainable and she couldn't help but worry for him. Was he okay?
Sonny continued to view the man's back as he continued to talk down the hallway with his shoes echoing through the quiet halls. It was no one other than Hayden who she caught walking around the halls on a small break to go to the bathroom. As luck would have it, she came across Hayden walking so melancholy. She was just about to greet him, when he literally walked passed her without any second thought. His head was lowered down to the floor thinking, and honestly not really caring if he bumped into anyone.
Sonny could tell that the straight pathway he was heading for was the one and only staircase that Hayden and Sonny always go to. It was their haven to all the misery going about the school. Yet, it was quite odd honestly to see him heading there he didn't show up all of last week. It's not like Sonny and Hayden were close enough to you know, hang out but they would have small talks here and there while they were in the staircase. Typically Hayden would leave first, and Sonny would be the one left in there wondering about the man.
Sonny was still frozen in place not sure if it would be a wise thing to follow the man, yet maybe it was his appearance that caused her to feel sympathy for the man. Could it be that he had no one to lean on during his hardships? All the questions Sonny kept on thinking made her even more worried for the man with each passing thought. It's not like Hayden going to jump off and end his life, but just he fact that he looked so soulless is what worried her.
Sonny decided to follow the man out of pure genuine concern. At least, that what she told her mind to believe as she ran down the hallway to approach the staircase door.
"What was that?" A voice down by the end of the hall asked himself just out of the corner of his eyes through his peripheral view he vaguely saw a girl running down the hall. Call him a freak but it was just by her silhouette that had him captured in a familiar web that he was to afraid to ever admit. Could it be...
No... But it never hurts to double-check.
Chad quietly followed the woman down the hall as if with just the sheer possibility of who could be at the other side had his heart beat quickened. Just as he reached the end of the hall and faced with the door he took in a sharp breathe of air before slightly pulling the door open just a small smidge to pear down to the staircase. At first he didn't see anything, but as he turned his head to the left he noticed the walkway in-between the two flights of stair, there she was. (All he could manage to see was her head, but he could see her face. Her profile view.)
It was who she was with that caught him by surprise. Yet, should it really be a surprise? It was no one other than Hayden who had his back to Chad looking to the scene in front of him. Chad, feeling like a small boy caught eavesdropping went into spy mode by keeping the door slightly open to hear their conversation, but kept his body hidden.
...
"H-Hayden?"
"Hm?"
Well he was obviously in no mood to socialize. Maybe it would have been better if she hadn't followed him, but it was all to late for that now. Hayden seemed lost in thought and daze as he continued to watch the evergreen view of the nearby forest that provided a wonderful scenery.
"Here. I've been meaning to give it back to you. And to formally say Thank you." Sonny dug into her pocket to retrieve the item that was despite it being in her pocket kept a somewhat presentable shape. It was the handkerchief he had given her. Sonny kept on coming back to this very spot in hopes of giving it back to him, and today was going to be the day.
"You're still holding on to it?" Hayden couldn't help but laugh at the idea of returning such a simple thing as a handkerchief back. He gladly accepted the cleaned handkerchief that honestly didn't look so bad. "I'm guessing it took you hours to remove the stains, right?"
"Yeah, and you have no idea how much of my paycheck I lost too!" Sonny exclaimed getting energetic and full of smiles that were always contagious. Hayden found himself smiling along with her, just like a child. "I could tell by the smooth material that it wasn't anything typical."
"Still, it wasn't something you had to work so hard on." Hayden couldn't help but chuckle at her fallen expression. It was strangely loving and simple, he couldn't help but admire the beauty of it. "However, I do appreciate it." Hayden added hoping it would strike back that smile of hers.
"You look less scary when you smile."
"What?"
"You look-"
"No, I mean I heard you, but what are you talking about?"
"Well I saw you in the hallway a couple of minutes ago, and honestly you didn't look so good." Sonny explained as she pointed at the door to signal where she saw him. (Chad at the moment snuck his head back in to avoid being caught.) Sonny looked at the slightly parted door with suspicion but didn't think anything more of it.
"Oh." It was that melancholy tone of his that caught Sonny's attention back at him. Hayden looked back down to the floor and sighed deeply before continuing.
"Selena is leaving. To Paris again." Sonny never seen him look so glum before as if all essence of life and happiness was leaving him. Honestly it was frightening to look at a human being look so depressed, Sonny of course understand that he loves her.
...Pang...
She understood that very well that all her feelings where one-sided.
...Pang...
Yet knowing all that didn't help the pain in her chest at all. The beating of her heart feel so loud yet so painful with each pound it would give it was like spreading venom throughout her whole body that had her paralyzed with such indescribable pain.
"Do you want to see her?" Hayden asked as he turned to look at her with such a distant and strange look on her face. All the confusion thoughts swirling in her mind where drained by that mere question. The fact that she hesitated had Hayden worried whether or not she was ill.
"Me? Really?"
"Well, yes of course you. You guys are friends now, aren't you?"
"Well- I don't know... I would love to be, but how is that she sees me? Oh, I wonder if I left a good impression-I mean you know? It's not like were thought close to you know call friends or anything..." Sonny's rambling continued more than this, and as it continued her voice was getting more and more softer.
Hayden couldn't help but kick a puzzling eyebrow up and laugh at her child-like appearance. It was honestly adorable seeing her fiddle with her fingers, shuffling her feet, and blush lightly.
"What are you talking about? Selena loves you. In fact she has been bugging me about seeing you again. If anything you should be worried about is her shipping you off as well to Paris."
Even though he was smiling, and sonny smiled and laughed along with him, Sonny could see the sadness echoing inside he clear hazel-like eyes that showed her otherwise that he was in pain.
"Really? I would love to see her again then!" Sonny couldn't help but smile and jump up for joy at the idea of reuniting with Selena once again.
It was exactly at that picture moment that he left it at that. Chad has had just about enough of it. Enough of the silliness and laughter. The concerned eyes and smiles. All that which weren't directed at him but at his best friend. The sight almost sickened his stomach to the point of nausea. Yet, it was going to that last moment that he saw that was going to be etched into his mind for the rest of the day.
Sonny laughing so carefree and Hayden smiling in response.
...
...
"You know, Selena's house really amazes me. It's so abstract and it's like one of those houses you expect to see on TV or in Magazines." Sonny spoke out as they both got of the black sports car. Sonny smiled at the wonderful home that didn't leave pleasant memories but it wasn't Selena's fault for any of it. It was her who helped turn her day around.
"Well, it has been on TV and Magazines. In fact this place is highly wanted by many directs just so they can produce movies, music videos, and commercials here. So it's no surprise that Selena would leave here." Hayden bluntly answered as if the impact of the words were small and normal. Sonny's mouth dropped at the fact that she literally partied at one of the most top-wanted celebrity homes.
"Yet, it's quite amazing you didn't make that connection..." Hayden mumbled as he tried to think about that for a second how someone as smart as herself was able to enter into their school with an incredible score, yet could be this slow when it came to such situations.
"hm, what did you say?"
"Oh, nothing."
...
"Selena!" Hayden yelled, and that actually surprised Sonny at how loud he could really be. Hayden repeated her name twice and got a small reply that echoed through the halls as heels clicked the upper level of the building.
"Hayden you're here!" Selena came down the steps wearing black skin-tight jeans with a lovely ruffled white shirt that matched the white inch heeled boots that she wore. "you brought Sonny with you!" Selena came down the stairs even faster at the sight of Sonny and enveloped her into a tight hug.
"Oh, Sonny! missed you so much!" Selena with her heels made her a couple on centimeters taller than sonny at the moment and gave her the advantage to trap Sonny in between her arms.
"Hi S-Selena!" Sonny literally had to choke that out in order for Selena to understand her and release her.
"Hayden get us some drinks, Sonny let's go to my room!"
Selena was already dragging along Sonny behind her when she turned back to see Hayden look lost as ever.
"What are you waiting for? You know where the kitchen's at."
...
"Selena your room is simply amazing!" Sonny exclaimed as she stepped into the familiar room that she had the exclusive pleasure of being in on her last visit. Selena laughed at Sonny's amazed expression.
"After coming over like ten times it'll begin to bore ya."
"Really, that can't be true-" Sonny paused when she noticed on the other side of the fabulous bed were a bunch of boxes taped up and ready to be shipped off. Selena noticed what she was starring at and couldn't help but clear her throat to get Sonny's attention.
"So, Sonny! How are things now?"
"What do you mean?"
"Oh, No need to be shy at all. You know what I mean..."
"No, I don't think I do."
"About you and mister..." Selena purposely didn't say his name. She was waiting for Sonny to say it.
"What? And who?"
"You and Chad Dylan Cooper! Who else!" Selena finally exploded her patience could only go so far.
"What do you mean? Nothing happened afterwards..."
"Oh Really? Nothing... are you sure?"
"Yeah, it's not like we have feelings for each other..." Sonny paused for a moment recalling yesterdays events. "I think..."
"Oh, Something must have sparked in you!"
"You know that was really out of character what he did... I don't understand him." Sonny mumbled obviously to herself while Selena was desperately holding onto to what she was saying trying to make connections.
"What?"
"Anyways, Selena there is a reason why I came here." This time is was Sonny's turn to clear her throat as she turned to face Selena. "I know I might have no right to say this, or to be even thinking of this. But I'm going to speak my mind."
"Okay... Well go ahead..."
Before Selena knew it, Sonny threw herself onto the floor and got down on her knees her face buried into the floor.
"Please don't leave!" Sonny pleaded. "I know you're a superstar and have a thousand of fans all over the world, but it's not my selfish request. It's for him, who cares for you so much, who is too kind and considerate enough to think of your feelings. Never of his own!"
"Sonny, what are you doing?"
"Please, don't leave! You have no idea how much pain he's in right now! I know this is out of my place but please just don't go! For his sake, and... his happiness!" Sonny's voice began to crack a clear obvious sign that she was crying and hiding her face.
"Sonny, Sonny calm down." Selena got down to take a hold of Sonny's shaking shoulders. Selena tried to pick her up to get a good view of her face, Sonny however; being stubborn didn't give in so easily. Sonny would quickly curl back to her bowing position.
"Sonny." Selena's voice became firm yet was gentle enough to sound delightful to the ears. "Are you talking about Hayden?"
Sonny looked at Selena with a tear-stricken face as she nodded quickly. Selena couldn't help but smile and sigh, as she used her hands to cup Sonny's wet face. Selena gently used her thumbs to slowly wipe away the tears on her eyes.
"Sonny, please try to understand me. This is my dream I'm going for, this is something I know I can do. And sure I might have to leave things behind, but that doesn't mean I'll forget them either."
"This dream I have I feel, is barely beginning. I'm not going to stop not while there are people all over the world wishing for me to be there. Not when I can make difference in this world. It's hard for even me to leave my home, yet it's something I have to do. Because I love it. The feeling of connecting with people, sharing the same thoughts, and being together and getting closer because of a song."
"Do you understand?" Selena asked wiping away one single tear that had escaped from her eye. "Please, Let me accomplish this one thing. This one thing that I know I can do by myself. Without Hayden, or my parents' money. I can walk on my own two feet just fine."
Sonny nodded and smiled. Selena picked herself and Sonny up and guided her to sit on the bed.
"I must look like such a fool Selena, I'm sorry."
"No you didn't you spoke like a true concerned friend would. I'm glad that he'll have someone by his side like you to be there for him." Selena smiled tenderly as she petted Sonny's hair maternally.
...
"That... idiot." Hayden whispered. In his hands are two cups of water with a couple of ice cubes inside, he had it all ready five minutes ago yet the conversation they were having was so intimate and honestly painful to hear to even intrude. Hayden heard every single detail that escaped Sonny's mouth and Selena's moving speech.
Anger was bottling up inside him.
Because all that she said was true and nothing could change that. He selfishly wanted her to himself, greedily shielding her from the world's harsh critics. What hurt the most is that he wasn't the one to say how he felt.
How could he...
With all the confusion..
Just how could he speak his mind, knowing it would hurt her.
...
...
"Thank you Sonny for coming over, it was really nice to see you."
"Thanks for having me over. Oh, Selena?"
"Yes?"
"I'll be there."
"Thank you that means a lot..."
Sonny bid her final goodbyes of the night and turned around to walk out the elegant home. The beautiful front yard was still amazing as ever, and in fact the night scene gave it a more incredible magical feeling to it.
Right as Sonny reached the front gate and was about to turn around to leave, there was someone outside waiting. The figure was hidden to the darkness of the night all Sonny could see was his silhouette.
"Hayden?" Sonny guessed and judging by the movement of the head she was right. "Where have you been? You never came back-"
"Why?"
"huh?"
"Why the hell did you do that?"
"What are you talkin-"
"I heard you. I heard all of it."
"Hayden, look-"
"Who the hell told you to do that?" Hayden snapped once again his eyes gleaming as if he were holding back tears in his eyes. The look of hatred was immense at that moment.
"I'm sick and tired of looking at you. Leave."
"Hayden let me explain."
"Leave! Now!"
Sonny could tell that Hayden wasn't going to budge at all. This is the first time she had ever seen such side to him. In the span of one day, who knew you could learn the many sides someone could have.
Sonny slowly turned around and began to walk away, biting her lip t quiet down her sobs and to control the tears streaming down her face.
...
She had made a wrong move today. For the first in her life that she could of considered a friend actually hated her. Begging Selena to stay she knew was a bad idea from the beginning however it was just the thought that she would make a difference for Hayden happiness well it was a risk wroth taking. It was all out of good intentions that Hayden twisted around as if they were wrong.
Sonny continued to walk in a slow pace back home, her house was a good hour away by walking yet she wasn't complaining at the distance she was given time to clear her mind off of what just happened. The sound of cars passing by, peoples laughter or conversations here and there provided for a nighttime feel of a Friday night.
Tears where beginning to swell up in her eyes as the dilemma was becoming fresh in her mind again. You know, you would think he would be happy that someone went to the trouble to worry for him, and actually try to achieve his happiness because it was bluntly obvious he wasn't going to try. However Sonny wouldn't remain mad at him, because in all reality she was the source of the dilemma.
"Who do you think you are?"
Sonny turned around to her right and noticed that there was a couple of guys crowding around a blonde man. Man if only she had worn her glasses, or contacts. Sonny could tell from the commotion that nothing good would come to her if she stayed and witness what would happen.
Sonny continued walking and avoided the commotion as much as possible.
...
"You think you're some rich little prince, huh?" a nameless thug grabbed onto the blonde man's collar trying to get his threat through to scare the man. The black sunglasses he wore had his bored eyes covered and honestly he was grateful he didn't have to directly look at the man's ugly face.
"Now, I'll ask you again. Apologize!"
The man stayed quiet.
"You cocky bastard!" The thug shock the blonde man harshly that caused his sunglasses to fall off. The man paused for second to look at the face of the blonde man. It looked so familiar. The blonde man closed his eyes quickly and turned to look at the floor to avoid eye contact.
"Holy shit!" The thug smirked attached with a string of laughter. "Hey guys I think we have just hit jackpot. We right here, have the one and only Chad Dy-"
The thug crumbled down to his knees releasing Chad of his grip. Chad saw the perfect moment to strike the idiot when he left his guard down. Quickly the thugs underlings all came to surround Chad in their battle stances waiting for him to make his first move. And an idiot knows, you never strike first.
"You know what, I'm in a horrible mood. I could use this to cheer me up."
The thugs didn't move on bit. That is until one brave fool of the pack decided to strike first with his fist high up by the man's shoulder flinging it back and bringing it forward to release the impact on Chad's face. Chad of course, remained clam and easily dodged the attack and elbowed the man on his back showing him no mercy.
The group all decided to attack now, but it was all fruitless. Chad was able to block or dodge every single kick or punch thrown at him. Before he knew it, all the group was on the ground gushing out blood from their mouths and groaning.
"Well that was no fun."
Chad sighed as he fixed his hair back to it's normalcy. He walked up to the leader of the gang, who was the first man that annoyed the crap out of him. He picked the man up onto his feet easily and searched inside his pockets. finding the mans wallet he let the man fall down to the floor.
"What? That's all you have. Doesn't matter you owe me for scratching my sunglasses."
Chad just continued walking off leaving the group there on the floor taking off with the man's money not wallet. Why was he outside at this time of night? Well ironically it wasn't to start trouble or follow someone. However he just really needed to relax and being in his stuffy house well it didn't provide any comfort.
He even wore his new sunglasses to hide his identity. Well it actually worked nicely well until the most likely drunken idiots bumped into Chad. Or did he bump into them? Well that didn't matter, the fact is that, that thug-idiot made a big deal out of nothing. I guess the impact of the collision caused the thug's cigarette to fall on the floor and that's how it all happened.
Honestly it didn't matter how it started, all that matters is who insinuates the problem.
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Two days have passed since that incident.
It was now a Friday clear morning where a whole group was gathered at the airport.
"The next flight to Paris is boarding now."
"It was really nice of all you guys to come see me off." Selena smiled at the group of students from Condor High Private School. Most of the students who came to see Selena off where couple of her fans, and of course F4 was there.
Selena looked around for the two people she had high expectations of seeing today, at least one more time.
"Hayden, that idiot. He's probably sleeping..." Nico laughed as he sensed the tension on Selena's shoulders. Selena only smiled and was grateful for her close friends for coming and at least cheering her up a bit.
"Not to worry, I'm sure Hayden was just a little shy to come..." Devon spoke seriously and he placed a hand on Selena's shoulder. Selena nodded and smiled. Selena turned to look at Chad who hardly spoke to her.
"What?"
"I was waiting to hear touching words from you."
"I'm sorry for how I acted last time, at your party..."
"Well that's better than nothing." Selena smiled and gave him a small hug.
"Wait! Selena!"
It was Sonny who came running up her panting like she ran a marathon. The airport was really big and there is always a big crowd of people. However it wasn't to hard to find her terminal. Chad was somewhat taken by surprise by Sonny entrance. Why was she here? Chad kept his eye on the two of them.
"Sonny you made it!" Selena rushed over to give Sonny a bear hug. Sonny this time was already expecting it and had her arms open to hug Selena back.
"I told you, I would be here."
"Oh, Sonny! Thank you!" Selena smiled childishly still holding on tight to Sonny. "Oh, That's right I have to give you something."
Selena broke away to go towards a small box she had left on one of the near by benches. The box was simple show box that wasn't beautiful wrapped or anything. It was simple. Sonny picked up a confused eyebrow.
"It's for you Sonny. Please, take them" Selena slowly removed the upper lid of the box to reveal a pair of familiar shoes. It was the same stunning pair of silver 2-inch heeled dress shoes that she wore the night of Selena's party. With the same white ribbon and everything.
Sonny was speechless.
"Selena but why?" Sonny could already feel her eyes beginning to swell up lightly.
"Remember. Shoes are important, they take us to wonder places, So please allow me to give you this." Selena smiled and pushed the box lightly to Sonny who gladly accepted it. "I'm glad I can count on you for being there."
"Last call to all boarding passengers for the scheduled flight to Paris, France..."
"Well, that's my call."
The bidding goodbye didn't hurt as much as Sonny expected. Sure it was sad to think Selena was leaving; however she had the opportunity to get close to her and even become friends with her.
All of the students, F4, and Sonny stood smiling and waving goodbye to her as she gave the group one last look with hopes to seeing Hayden appear out of nowhere. She knew all to well that only happened in cheesy movies. It was with a smile that she left.
"So she really left?"
Everyone turned back to find the last person they would expect standing with a smile, dressed in grey pants, and a white collar shirt. Hayden stood smiling as if nothing happened. Selena even though she didn't show it was depressed that he didn't show up, yet there he is standing like a child. Hayden took slow steps towards the group in the utmost casual manner.
How dare he.
"What the hell?" Sonny let out as she ran to him with no intentions of apologize but with an attempt to lecture the man. "Just what are you doing?"
"Hayden, how long have you been here?" Nico asked with a small smile not really liking the fact that Hayden just showed up.
"Oh, I think about three hours by now." The crowd simultaneously starred at him with confusion.
"What? That means, you could have said bye to Selena.." Trevor tried to place every thing together.
"Oh don't worry I saw her leave-"
"you were here, the whole time.. Yet you didn't see her off properly?" Sonny asked her anger getting the best of her. "Well, aren't you ashamed to be a man? Huh, You should be the man and go after her!"
"Go and tell her how you feel... Don't be such a pathetic child waiting. Go and be a man and win her heart!" Sonny yelled all at once in one gasp for air. Hayden just stood there smiling and nodding.
"I know." Hayden smiled, "That's why I'm going too."
Everyone stood there shocked and unable to digest what he said.
"What?"
"I said, I'm leaving for France as well.." Hayden repeated himself more clearly. "Sonny, it's all thanks to you. I-It was wrong of me to yell at you that night, but because of what you did I was able to think real hard and long about what I want."
"Sonny, Thank you." Hayden gave her a sincere smile that even in his eyes happiness was reflected. Hayden unexpectedly patted her head lightly and brushed her bangs lightly out of the way to clear her forehead. Suddenly without a warning Hayden gave a quick peck on her forehead.
Someone in the crowd cleared his throat awkwardly.
"Hayden, are you joking?" Nico and Devon asked still confused about the whole ordeal.
"Are you really leaving-"
"Hayden!" It was no one other than Chad who spoke out with tears beginning to gleam in his eyes. Chad walked over to Hayden and swiftly grabbed his collar and after a few seconds of silence Chad Spoke up. Nico and Devon looked at each other and quickly left to go get something that they both knew would be vital for the both of them.
"Do you really h-have to go?" Chad asked looking for clarification on all of this. Hayden look at the blonde man with the gorgeous light blue eyes that were watering and tears were threatening to fall down. Sonny who stepped away when Chad approached Hayden could only look at the emotional tension between the two slowly becoming more and more intense.
"Yes, Chad."
"So this isn't some kind of twisted joke?" The look on Chad's face was unexplainable in words. in fact Sonny took a lot of the time looking at his profile view to admire the new sides of him she never would have thought existed.
"No, Don't worry I'll be fine."
"Listen to me Hayden." Chad's grip on his collar loosened up and placed his hand on his shoulder. "If any dumbass gives you trouble, call us right away. I will personally fly over right away and personally kick his ass!" Chad spoke with trouble his voice was close to cracking and crumbling away. Hayden knowing how emotional his friend was getting couldn't help but not feel tears brimming in his eyes.
"Thank you."
Hayden nodded and pushed any tears back with a quick sniff. Chad could only smile and try to do the same thing. Sonny honestly at this point was confused, and felt like an outsider listening into a private conversation. However the scene was so emotionally compelling for her to leave it was like watching a soap opera. Sonny at that point was amazed at the bond between the two.
Hayden began to walk away towards the same terminal that Selena had once walk through.
"Chad, Catch!" Chad turned around to find both Devon and Nico panting for air yet they managed to throw an apple from their distance for Chad to catch. Chad only smiled as he look at the red object in his hands.
"Hayden!" Chad called out for the last time. Hayden turned around confused, and right away he was greeted with a flying red object coming down towards him. Hayden quickly and awkwardly caught the item on his hands. It was a simple red apple. "Give it your best!"
Hayden smiled and nodded holding up the apple.
Sonny was only left looking more like an outsider. All this Confusion was getting to her, badly.
"Hey, you!" Chad called out to one of the near by attendants walking by. "I want to watch this plane take off, from of course from a same distance, would you please take us?" Chad asked the female attendant, who at first was quite puzzled by his request. It wasn't until Devon asked basically rephrasing Chad's sentence but with a little wink. And it was then that the female attendant understood. The three of them plus the attendant began to walk away. It was Chad who stopped and looked back.
"Are you coming?"
Sonny was taken by surprise by the question, and only nodded. Sonny quickly followed them.
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F4 plus Sonny were taken to a private air dock were usually only workers would relax after loading suitcases and such on the planes. The dock was a good safe distance from the planes yet the sound of it taking off was loud. The same plane that everyone was waiting for began to run its away the lane preparing to take off. The plane stopped and paused obviously waiting for the sing to take off. After a couple of minutes of waiting, the plane started off as a slow pace but it slowly came to a running fast pace. It was only a matter of seconds before it would slowly tilt back and launch for the air.
"Hayden!" Chad screamed loudly and was waving his hands in the air. Nico and Devon laughed sweetly at Chad's childish antics.
"Chad, he won't see you." Nico tried to tell him but Chad didn't hear a word of it. Chad continued to yell and wave his hands on the air with clear hopes that somehow his friend would be looking out his window and see him.
Sonny didn't even realize that she was smiling and admiring the man with such clear emotions like a child. He really wasn't as bad as he appeared to be. He was really someone who anyone could tell valued friendship so dearly, and was a man of many sides. He really is just like a child.
An adorable child.
Sonny couldn't help but smile at him, and to the other two F4 members (Nico and Devon) her staring at the F4 leader with such a beautiful smile. The two couldn't help but nudge each other with smiles on their face.
"Good luck, Hayden!"
I'm very sorry for having you guys wait longer than I had originally expected. Yet I want to thank you all for your patience that never seems to get tired. And if it does, well that's my fault. ^.^
I hope the chapter was good, I tried to really show the emotional ties with Hayden and Selena as well as Hayden and Chad.
Should I should I clarify things? [skip this if you understand...]
So Sonny finally returned the handkerchief to Hayden! They both share an awkward emotional moment right there. Sonny basically how could I say it, she knows how Hayden feels about Selena, but right here she accepts that she's not going to be with him. The 'pang' is the feeling of the tug of her heart.
Sonny goes with Hayden to Selena's house and well Sonny basically begged Selena to stay but as a superstar that wouldn't be possible. This is an emotional part one, where you see that Selena has to choose between Hayden or her dream. It's not like that her dream is more important than Hayden that's not what she values the most. It was hard for her to pick just one, and honestly she doesn't want to leave. The line... "No you didn't you spoke like a true concerned friend would. I'm glad that he'll have someone by his side like you to be there for him."
were Selena realizes that she will probably have to give up on him, in order for him to be happy. [foreshadow!] the line Sonny says, "I'll be there." will be very important for the future. and Selena's response to it, "I'm glad I can count on you for being there."
And well Hayden was obviously listening and got mad at Sonny only because that was all the truth and well it's something he should have said, but didn't. the fact that she had to hear it from someone else angered him.
And yes, Sonny basically saw Chad when she was walking home, but didn't know it was him, and Chad honestly didn't know where she was. And Chad out of anger because of what he saw (Hayden and Sonny) he beat those thugs up! :D he wasn't really going to try because he knew it wasn't worth his time.
So yes, Hayden and Selena left to France. This is where emotional part two takes in. The bond as said before in previous Chapters, is really deep between the two. Hayden is Chad's first friend that he ever was able to count on. (I will probably add how they meet and what happened to them later.) Do not worry Hayden will come back, eventually...
Oh, and before I forget the details on why it was an apple will also be coming up.. I don't know exactly if its going to be in the next chapter or the following one. But stay tune!
The climax is only getting more and more closer!
I think everything else is kind of obvious, but feel free to leave any questions that you guys might have, I will gladly answer them. You know unless they give away a lot of the plot then I probably won't unless your dying to know what I plan to do in the upcoming chapters... But I rather not spoil it.
Well, thank you for all your patience, and reviews!
During the time I was writing this chapter, I found little things that I want to add things to the Japanese plotline that are from the Korean version... just to let some of you guys know that have watched the Japanese drama.
Oh yes there are a couple of people wondering where to watch the drama, well i have the site to where to watch them! (and lot more of them as well!) note that these are live-action! You could also watch the anime version, I however have yet to see it so I don't know what its like. Out of the two version i prefer the Korean version, but I'm following the Japanese version because the Korean version is alot more complex to put in words.
I tried putting the link in here but it refuses to show up, so I'm not sure what to do. If you really want to watch it PM me and I'll give you the link directly because it's just being stubborn right now to appear.
Feel free to leave opinions that you might have, I love adding this to the plotline it makes it all the more fun!
P.S please forgive me, if there is any typos and such I wrote this late at night and early morning.
Thank you for reading!
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