WARNING! Cross dressing. XD.

Chapter 4
Playful Pretty Pixies

We're playful little pixies
Give us our pixie dust back

December, 26th, 2009
and I know, I know I'll have to watch them pass away

Pixies love.

Pixies smile.

Pixies lie.

And pixies die.

I think my little pixie inside of me dies a long time ago, locked away into my heart, my tiny free spirit, allowing me to pretend that I do have wings but If feel like I don't right now and I know that I don't and as I stare at the horror of this world, I know that I will never have wings again sprout and guide me all the way up to the sky again and I have to get used to this but I don't know how to anymore and I just want to breathe but I am too unable to breathe and I'm too unable to scream and speak and—

"Ted?"

I'm sitting on the bed and I can already feel his eyes staring at me and I know it's odd that I'm dressed into a pixie costume but I don't know why I felt as if this would make me feel even more of a little pixie but I'm unable to feel the pixie dust and feel magical and special throughout this all and Randy sits right next to me, his eyes slowly stripping me and I don't mind. I find it attractive but as long as he doesn't do anything, I don't want to rush this.

I don't know what I want anymore.

He runs his hand down my side and I stare at him as his finger runs over my sensitive side and I lick my lips and now, I think I do want him to rush this because I want him inside of me, right now. The touch, the feel of warmth, it's too much for me and I'm only human and I really am confusing but it's all just part of this game, isn't it?

He kisses at that spot of slightly exposed flesh and I feel the warmth of his lips against me and that almost drives me into insanity as I hold onto his head and I lean down to kiss his lips, feeling the warmth of his lips, and his tongue twist into mine again and my eyes are staring down at his body, knowing exactly what's underneath the clothing and his hand runs over mine as I 'accidentally' slip onto his lap and he runs his hand down my skirt. "You know what pixie costumes do to me."

"I do," I wiggle my eyebrows and lean upwards to kiss him again, and his hand goes to the hem of the silver top and he takes it off as fast as he could, I fall down onto the bed and his face is burying into my neck and he bites me, causing me to let out a slight moan at the action. "Randy…"

"Yes, my little playful pixie, I shall show you our new magical land," he winks at me before taking off his own top and just as I'm ready to kiss him once more, we hear the buzzing of his cell phone and he presses the phone towards his ear, sighing and putting his finger to my lips to cause me from groaning. "What happened? I'll be right there."

He steps out of the bed and looks at me. "I gotta go, Teddy. I'll see you later. Sam collapsed."

He's leaving me to go check on his ex-wife and I know I'm being selfish but I really, really want him right now and I kick down my boots before watching him walk off and I put my elbows to my knees with thoughts running through my head and the selfishness is only worse right now…

His playful little pixie has his heart broken too many times.

His playful little pixie lost his pixie dust.

I can't fly anymore…

Like I said sexual tension.

More to come! Next chappie is also sexual tension in the form of 'Disastrous Dreamer'. Enjoy. ;) Also, these chapters are short on purpose. Don't worry. I'm doing this so I can update every day. :)

X Sam.