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Chapter 06
Jane froze in an instant as Maura had said that. She stood flabbergasted, not saying a word, not moving at all. So Maura had recognized her...probably still at the party or else she wouldn't have played the drunk one.
"What game?" Jane then asked her back sweetly, not turning around. Her heart was racing in her chest at this point.
"Oh come on Jane," Maura purred stepping up behind her and softly running fingers up along Jane's perfect back.
"I would know you anywhere...and I have thought of you every day since I was in the hospital. How can you just stand there...play the game of 'I don't remember you,"? She said, looking at the woman as she still had not looked at her.
"You got it wrong, Maura, it's the game of 'I don't wanna remember you'." Jane said bitter. "And why should I want to? Ever since I met you, my life got worse and worse." The brunette only said and stared at the big window in Maura's luxury suite. "While you 'thought of me every day' I tried to forget and move on with my life."
Jane's words caused Maura to pause and she pulled back from the woman. She swallowed and stared at her back.
"I will forever be sorry for what I did to you. There is no way I will ever be able to make any of it up. But, people do change...I am not the same person that you are trying to forget," she said and pulled back from Jane even more.
"I just wanted to tell you that...I am sorry. Sorry for hurting you...sorry for the lose of your father...I just..." she sighed and rubbed the back of her neck. Jane heard the door being unlocked. "Go ahead...I don't have any reason to keep you in here..."
Jane now turned around and faced Maura for the first time again, looking into her eyes. Jane's face had hardly changed over the years. Her dark eyes were glistening with anger.
"Don't you dare saying you are sorry for losing my father. Don't take his name in your mouth." You could tell that this was a very touchy subject for Jane. "I didn't even see your father tonight, where is he?" Jane asked her sweetly; taunting.
Maura just stared at the beautiful woman before her. Her eyes were soo rich and dark...so full of pain and anger. Maura swallowed and squared her jaw, looking off for a moment.
"He had things that needed to be done," she said flatly before looking back into Jane's angry eyes. "And I am sorry for the loss of your father. You may blame me...but I had nothing to do with it...I was in the hospital...I could not change anything that happened to you that night..."
"It was the only thing I asked you for...to tell your father not to kill mine. I told you he was the only one I had left." Jane said and shook her head.
"This wasn't fair. Your father took revenge on my father for what happened to you. It wasn't his fault! He killed the man who did this to you!" Jane yelled at Maura, letting all the built up anger out.
"How could I do anything! God Jane! I told him not to hurt you...I-I told him not to hurt you," she said in even softer words. She lowered her head. She had not saved Jane's father. She had saved Jane. Maura fell silent. She was unsure of what to do or what to say. Then she found it. "Hurt me...just hurt me. Anyway you can. Let it out Jane...take it out on me. I can handle it..."
"I wish your father would have killed me! It wouldn't have been so painful then! As I found out my pops died...a part of me died too." Jane said and pushed the sleeves of her white blouse up, exposing her scars on her wrists, showing them to her.
She grabbed Maura by her robe and pushed her hard against the door, still holding her there. "You are not worth it to hurt you." Jane whispered and looked in her eyes, their faces so close to each other.
Maura's lips parted in shock as she saw the scars on Jane's wrists. Her breathing increased and then she was pushed hard against the door.
She yelped in surprise and then whimpered softly, "No...I am...I want you to do it. I deserve it all. I-I need to be hurt," she whispered and her eyes stared into Jane's and then shifted down her her lips for a moment.
"This just shows that you never knew me well.." Jane whispered and slowly let go of Maura, taking a step back from her. "I've never been the violent type of person...unless someone provokes me." Jane said, hinting at the day where she had beaten up Maura in the van.
Maura winced slightly. "You are a weakling. I have always known that. You never fight back for anything. You just stand there and take it. I took you...and they watched. You just let me do it. You are nothing...but a coward..." Maura snapped at her and stood where Jane left her against the door.
Jane grabbed Maura by the robe again and pushed her against the wooden door yet again.
"Why are you doing that? Why are you saying that?" Jane wanted to know and looked into her eyes. "What did I ever do to you?" She wanted to know.
"Because I hate myself! I hate what I did to you. I hate everything!" She screamed even as she winced again from being pushed against the door. Maura wanted Jane to hurt her...she wanted to feel something real...something that she hadn't done. She breathed deeply, staring into Jane's lovely brown eyes.
Jane pulled Maura away from the door and pushed her against a cupboard, letting go of her as she did so.
"I don't care how you feel! I don't care if you hate yourself. If you do hate yourself, then find a way to fix it. Don't use me to hurt you. Don't offend me and remind me of my past."
Once Maura was let go, she moved forward a little toward Jane. She stared at her, breathing deeply.
"Fine...I won't...I won't do that anymore..." she said and then moved into Jane quickly. She grabbed the back of her neck and pushed her against the nearest wall. Maura captured Jane's lips in a very soft, but passionately deep kiss. Jane had never been kissed like that since Maura...
Jane gasped as she felt the wall against her back and Maura's lips on hers suddenly. The brunette pulled back after a while of being kissed and the first thing she did was, backhanding Maura on her cheek. Maura wanted to feel pain – now she got it. Jane was breathing heavily and looked in her shocked eyes now, but she made no attempt to push the blonde away.
Maura let out a sharp cry both in surprise and pain. Then she glared at Jane. Her eyes narrowed and she shook her head.
"All I have ever done is wanted you and you simply just push me away. You are perfect...and you don't even know it," she said bitterly and pushed at Jane hard before backing away. She turned and moved back into the center of the room nearest to the bed.
"I am sorry you lost your father...but that was not my fault. I could give you anything you want...but that just does not matter to you..."
"Anything I want..." Jane repeated her words and staid against the wall, crossing her arms in front of her chest. "All you ever wanted was my body...fine." The brunette said and silenced.
Jane looked in Maura's hazel eyes. It had been obvious all the time that Maura wanted her body. She always had and it looked like she always would. Because she remembered what the spoiled blonde had told her once I always get what I want.
„I'll sleep with you, whenever you like." Jane said, breaking the silence. „For cash." She then whispered and her dark brown eyes were boring into hers.
Jane had never slept with anyone for money, but she saw a chance there to earn a little extra cash. She always was short on cash and this was an option to change that, since Maura had always made it clear to the Italian girl, that she had wanted her.
Now Jane was willing to provide Maura with just that, providing Maura to be the escape of reality. Since in reality Maura had to act being straight, even though Jane knew she didn't find men alluring at all.
Jane knew that her miserable life was all her own fault. Not only had she forsworn violence but also his illegal made money. She didn't want anything to do with that money since she knew where it came from, and how many lives had ended just because of that.
The blonde probably thought that this was something Jane did regularly next to her waiting job. Jane's heart was beating fast in her chest while she was awaiting an answer, refusing to think what women that offered something like that were called.
Maura stopped where she stood and turned on Jane. Her lips were parted and she breathed deeply. She looked Jane up and down before looking into her eyes. Her heart pounded in her chest.
She swallowed, "How much do you want," she said, arching an eyebrow. Her body ached to touch the woman in lust and in love. "And if I agree...when I want you...you will come...no matter what you are doing..." she said, still keeping her distance. Her heart was now in her throat.
Jane kept leaning against the wall and gave a small nod to Maura's conditions. The brunette had no idea how much a hooker was earning or how much she'd dare to ask from Maura. She was super rich after all. Jane's eyes never left Maura's.
"$100 an hour...?" It was more of a question than a statement. Jane was unsure, like most time of her life and you could tell.
Maura shook her head, sighing at Jane's offer. She finally took a step toward the beautiful woman and reached up to touch her face. "How little you think of yourself, Jane. You are so lovely...you are worth so much more than that. How about $5000 for the night..." she said, meeting Jane's eyes. Maura's face was soft and very pretty and she stared at her and smiled. She lightly played with Jane's shirt collar.
Jane studied her face as Maura said that. Was that a trick? $5000 for the whole night? This was so much money for the brunette. She calculated in her head how long she would have to work for that at her waiting job...probably 5 months if she got good tips.
"Deal." Jane then said after hesitating for a moment, looking into the blonde's eyes.
Maura nodded and then studied Jane. "Are you wanting to start tonight?" She asked her, folding her arms over her chest. Her heart was still in her throat and there was nothing that she wanted more at the moment than to be in bed with this woman's naked body. She felt her own arousal growing between her legs and she swallowed, or tried to.
Jane shrugged her shoulders. "If that's what you want." The brunette pointed out. "But I've got two questions. First; won't you fiance miss you when you don't come to his suite and to warn you, I am not doing any threesomes with you two... and second; do you even have so much cash to pay me for the night?" The brunette asked and looked into her hazel eyes.
"I understand...and no he won't miss me. He is out with his friends for the night," she said and trailed her fingers down Jane's neck to the first button of her shirt. She smiled darkly.
"No threesomes...got it," she added and unbuttoned the first button of Jane's shirt. "Yes...I will write you a check..." she said, meeting the woman's gaze again. Jane saw a softness within Maura's eyes now...mixed with desire.
Jane brought her hands to Maura's that were unbuttoning her blouse and placed them on her wrists, stopping her. While holding Maura's wrists Jane started to walk to the bed, causing Maura to walk backwards. As Maura would feel the bed by her legs, Jane would simply push her so she landed on the bed.
The brunette crawled on top of her, grabbing her hands immediately again and pulled them above her head. The Italian girl looked down at her.
"Now I should tell you this... I've never pleased a woman before." Jane said and removed one hand from Maura's wrists, and opened the belt of Maura's robe, exposing her lovely, naked body underneath.
Maura stepped backwards as Jane walked her in that direction. She stared into Jane's eyes as she was pushed down to the bed and then Jane hovered over her. Her heart was pounding and her sex was throbbing with need. She breathed deeply.
"That doesn't matter...It will come naturally to you...your body will know what to do..." she said and her eyes fluttered as Jane pulled the strapped to her robe and opening it to reveal her flesh beneath it. Maura had a sweet figure...with soft flowing curves, fuller round breasts, and a supple stomach.
Jane looked down at the woman a moment longer, before she leaned down and did what Maura probably had craved for over ten years, she started to kiss her neck. The brunette made sure that she still held Maura's hands with one hand, while her other hand made its way down between Maura's legs. As soon as her fingers touched her sweet folds, she could already feel the blonde's wetness.
Maura wanted to close her eyes as the bliss started to overtake her, but she wanted to watch how Jane touched her more. Her stomach turned itself inside out and then her body jerked slightly as she felt the hand between her legs.
"Oh god," she said breathlessly. The ache and the throbbing increased and she could not stop her eyes from finally closing. This was what she had wanted for so long. "It's so good..."
Jane's fingers were stroking along her wet folds, teasing her even more. She moved her head slowly to the other side of Maura's neck, licking, kissing and sucking on her smooth skin there.
Her thumb started to play with Maura's aroused clit that was throbbing for attention. She stroke over it again and again, sometimes just gentle and sometimes with more pressure. Then, she pushed two fingers inside Maura's sex, feeling the warmth and the wetness on her fingers immediately.
Maura's legs widened and then her hips lifted slightly in pleasure as Jane pushed two fingers inside of her. The playing with the clit hard and soft was driving her insane.
"You have never pleased a woman before...but you have pleased yourself...you know what sex feels like...what it feels like to be touched..." she purred and turned her head to the side as Jane licked, nibbled and kissed along her neck. Her nipples were now hard and erect as her chest moved up and down fast.
The brunette didn't answer. She only moved her head down to Maura's breasts, taking an erect nipple between her lips and sucked it. Jane started to thrust her fingers fast inside of Maura's sex, making sure to go as deep as she could with her long fingers. She extended her tongue and teased Maura's nipple now with the tip of her tongue.
Maura's body at this point moved constantly. Her arms tensed at being held above her head, but she did not complain. It forced her back to arched constantly and pushed her breasts out just a bit more. She made a soft low growl within her throat as Jane took a nipple into her mouth and started teasing it.
What was happening between her legs, made her body twist and roll up and down. She gasped several times. Jane would feel Maura's sex start to tighten. "No, I want to last...oh but I can't stop it...oh god...oh god...please..."
Jane felt Maura's sex tightening around her fingers and she knew she was about to cum. Even though as Maura had said, she wanted to last, the brunette curled her fingers inside of Maura, looking for her g-spot and as she found it, she stroke over it with pressure with her fingertips. She moved her head over to the other nipple and did the same with her tongue there.
Maura soft cries increased. They became louder and more constant. Her back arched and her hips twisted in pleasure and need. She felt such an intense pressure between her legs as Jane played with her sweet spot deep inside of her as well as still teasing the clit. She was incredibly close. Several tears fell down from the corners of her eyes. She needed this...and the money meant nothing to her...what mattered was this woman who could please her beyond just physical pleasure.
"Oh...oh god...oh my god...Oh. My. God!" She screamed and closed her eyes. Her hands tensed and her fingers became fists, nails digging into her palms. Her body then stopped moving as the orgasm hit her. After that, everything crumbled. She cried out in raw pleasure as her body convulsed wildly under Jane.
The Italian girl kept rubbing against Maura's g-spot throughout the orgasm. Only as she felt that the orgasm had subsided she pulled her fingers out of the pretty blonde. She also removed her hand from Maura's hands above her head.
Jane looked down at the panting woman and climbed off of her. She got off the bed and walked into the bathroom. She washed her hands and then looked at herself in the mirror and sighed. She closed the two buttons of her shirt that Maura had opened earlier and then returned into the bedroom.
"Pleased with my service?" Jane then only asked.
"Not entirely," Maura said, licking the corner of her mouth, looking over at Jane.
"Undress and lay on your back...on the bed," she said and swallowed hard as her body was still suffering with the after affects of the orgasm. Her heart was wild in her chest. She just laid there, staring at Jane for a moment. "Do it...and you have your money," she added.
Jane stared down at Maura for a while, not saying a word, not moving. You could tell that Jane was thinking about it and was weighing her options in her head.
The Italian girl sighed as she brought her fingers to the buttons of her white shirt and opened them all up. She pulled the ends of her shirt out of her skirt and then pushed the shirt along with the black vest over her shoulders, exposing a black bra beneath it, and Jane's well-toned body. She brought her hands behind herself and opened the black apron and let it fall to the floor. Then she opened the zipper of her skirt and pushed it down over her long legs.
Jane kicked off her shoes and then let out another sigh. Almost hesitatingly she reached behind herself and unclasped her black bra and tossed it to the ground. She reached up to her hair bun and opened it, letting her dark hair fall down, that just went over her breasts, covering them. Then she brought her fingers into the waistband of the matching black underwear and pushed it down.
Now there she was fully naked, like Maura hadn't seen her before. Jane felt so vulnerable in this very moment, feeling Maura's eyes on her naked body. The Italian girl walked around the bed and lied down on the other side.
Maura lost her breath as she watched Jane undress before her. Next to having the woman touch her and bring her to a rich orgasm...this was an even better moment. Jane's body was incredible. Her toned stomach, two perfect breasts, sloping hips and the longest legs she had ever seen.
She was over the woman the moment that she laid down beneath her. She smiled darkly at her and let her body fall into Jane's, straddling one of her fine thighs. Then she kissed her for a long while, taking Jane's lips as her own. Her hands explored Jane's body within the kiss.
"Mmm..." she purred and moved her hips up and down, rubbing her sex against Jane's thigh. Eventually, she wrapped her arms around Jane's perfect body and pulled her up, so that their chests touched. She merged her fingers within the woman's hair and kissed her.
After a while, Maura shifted her body again and held Jane at her hips. She moved her sex right up against Jane's and started thrusting deep and hard, up and down. She kept Jane captive and took her lips again.
Jane's heart was beating fast in her chest and she feared it'd jump out any moment. Maura was taking her breath away as she captured her lips immediately, kissing her for a long time, before she'd pull back.
She felt Maura's still wet sex rub against her thigh and then she let out a small gasp as she felt Maura's pulling her upper body up, pressing it against her own naked one. She felt the soft skin of Maura's breasts press against her own. Jane's breathing increased lightly and her nipples got erected against Maura's skin.
The brunette responded Maura's kisses every now and then and let her head roll back in her neck, while she was being held by the pretty blonde. A moan escaped her lips as she felt Maura's hot, wet sex against her own.
"Move against me," Maura demanded and suckled against Jane's neck. She held her with one arm now, firmly and she reached up to massage one of Jane's breasts within her hands, feeling the hard nipple against her palm.
This was simply amazing, she thought and pushed herself harder against Jane's sex and then up and down, rubbing them together in such a way that Jane's stomach turned itself inside out.
The brunette placed one hand behind herself and placed one on Maura's shoulder before she started to move against the blonde. Jane had never experienced anything like that and the feeling of their hot sexes rubbing against each other was just amazing.
The Italian girl closed her eyes and bit her bottom lip. Her head was starting to spin and she started to forget the world around herself.
Maura grunted softly as Jane started to move against her own conflicting thrusts. It was simply amazing. She threw her head back and gasped, pushing against Jane harder and harder. Her chest heaved with needed oxygen. She felt Jane trembling against her and that was when she knew she had her right where she wanted her.
"OH! Jane...can you feel that," she said breathlessly and in desperation she pushed herself harder. She rotated her hips, thrust, and then moved up and down. There was so much heat between them.
She dug her nails of her one hand into the sheets as she felt the hotness rising up to her cheeks, flushing them with heat. The ends of her smooth dark hair were tickling her lower back as she had pulled her head back in her neck. That, and the smell of Maura and her perfume, and the hotness between their bodies, caused Jane to moan.
Tiny pearls of sweat started to built between Jane's breasts. Feeling Maura's hops thrusting and rotating caused Jane's head to spin even more. She could feel a familiar feeling inside of her building.
Maura loved the sounds that Jane was making and that made her work even harder. She arched her back and thrust deeper against Jane's sex. Once they were as closely connected as they could possibly be, she started to rotate her hips again and rise up and down from time to time.
She gasped several times and closed her eyes tight. Her stomach tightened and her sex was so incredibly wet and she felt that Jane's was as well.
"Harder..." she purred in a deep command, pulling Jane even closer to herself. Her hands still played with the breast and then it finally pulled at the erect nipple and twisted it hard.
She cried out a moment as she did that but moved her hips harder against the beautiful blonde. Jane's breathing became more heavy as she felt that tingling inside of her getting more and more intense.
The Italian girl kept pushing against Maura several more times, before it sent Jane over the edge. Jane moaned as the orgasm would wash over her petite body, causing it to shudder against Maura's.
Maura breathed heavily and held Jane now close to her. Jane's orgasm pushed her over the edge. She loved the feeling of it and she moaned loud and deep. She threw her head back and came hard against Jane. Her sex throbbing violently against Jane's. Their flesh so moist it became one as they continued to move against one another.
Their actions would slow after a moment and both would be left gasping and moaning softly. "You've earned it," she said breathlessly..."You've earned your money..."
Jane was lying back in the pillow, with one arm draped over her toned stomach while she tried to catch her breath. Her chest was rising and falling in a quick manner and she let a hand ran through her dark hair. She glanced over to the panting, blonde woman who looked just as exhausted as herself.
Jane closed her eyes for a brief moment and then looked at Maura again. "Don't forget you've agreed to pay for my cab home also." The brunette said out of breath.
"Smart girl," Maura said, licking the corner of her mouth. Her lips were parted as she breathed deep and fast. She finally collapsed next Jane and then took her lips in a kiss a moment later. She moaned softly and then pulled away, slipped from the bed and moved to her pocket book.
She pulled out some cash and then her check book and wrote it for that amount. She walked over to Jane's side of the bed and slowly waved the check before Jane's eyes and held the cash out to her. "There...you don't have to stay anymore," she said.
Jane looked up into Maura's eyes, and while holding eye contact with her, she got up from the bed. She moved over to her clothes on the ground and got dressed in silence. As she closed the last button of her shirt she moved over to the blonde.
"Thanks." Jane just said and held her hand out towards Maura for the check and the cash.
Maura handed it to Jane and then sat herself back down on the torn apart bed and sheets. She pulled part of the sheet up around her body and stared at the woman standing before her.
"You can go," she said and swallowed lightly. She broke eye contact with Jane after a moment and held the sheet to her chest. Maura was unhappy...not with Jane, but what she had to do...what she was being forced to do.
Jane shoved the check and the money in her purse, before she got a pen out of purse. She moved over to Maura and took her hand. She held eye contact with her for a moment and stroke her thumb over her palm, before she wrote down her number in Maura's palm.
204-555-284. The brunette then looked back into Maura's eyes and pushed the pen back in her purse. "Every day except for Tuesday." She told her.
Maura looked at her palm and then back up at Jane as she spoke. Her eyes said everything that Jane needed to know and then she was gone.
Maura wrote the number down on a pad next to her on her nightstand and then fell over onto her side and closed her eyes. She curled in to herself and just listened for any kind of movement. She wanted to be alone now...
Jane sighed quietly and watched the blonde falling to her side. "Bye." Jane whispered, almost inaudible and then left the hotel room, closing the door behind herself. She took the elevator again and then called a cab.
As she arrived at home, she took a long shower and even cried a bit. When she got out and looked at herself in the mirror she let out a deep sigh.
Look what you've become, Jane. Pops would repudiate you! Jane rubbed over her scars on her wrists and then went to her couch and lied down, falling asleep a moment later.
TBC
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