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It was the smell that awoke Ciel, not the light or the breathing body next to him. It was the smell. That dank smell of cleanliness, he remembered, no he didn't remember. He didn't know where he was, or what had happened, he remembered Sebastian calling his name. Crying out in total panic. He looked over at the sleeping raven, his pale hand a death grip on Ciel's wrist.

"Sebastian."

He went to sit up, pain rocked through hi body like a speeding bullet. He choked, grasping his side fell back against the bleached white sheets. He cried out, what he didn't know, but he did. He felt Sebastian move beside him, a hand yanking him back away from the side of the bed.

"Ciel, what can I do?"

The young man looked up into those ruby eyes, pain twisting his face once again as he screamed.

"Kill me Sebastian, kill me take the pain away."

The raven gulped and placed a sweated palm against Ciel's forehead.

"I won't Ciel. I can't."

"Kill me Sebastian, fuck take it away."

The doctors coming in, shoving Sebastian from the bed. He hit the tiled floor with a crash.

"What the fuck? Let me…"

A doctor shoved him out the door and locked it. So Sebastian was, at the moment contented by banging on it, cursing at every thing in this foul life and this foul world. Strong arms wrapped around his waist and yanked him backwards.

"You'll do him no good by doing this. Let him go for now Sebastian."

"I can't Grell, I"

Ciel screams split the air, he called for death, he called for Sebastian. The raven broke from grell and forced his self through the door, even though it was locked. The doctors were huddled around ciel. The young man crying for Sebastian.

He had the sudden déjà vu moment for a sec. Although he could feel it, a distent memory that was only the night before. He grasped onto Ciel's out stretched hand as the doctors worked on him, Ciel was crying, tears streaming down his pink face, total agony painted across that once beautiful now shattered face.

"Kill me Sebastian, take it away. "

"I can't kill you."

"Please, kill me."

Sebastian looked away, he would have given his lover anything. He really would, but he would not give him his own death. He couldn't' he wouldn't.

Ciel soon fell quit, passing out from, well whatever the hell the doctors had done to him. He couldn't watch it if he had forced himself to. A doctor had pulled him out side, telling him that Ciel might not make it through the night. That of there was anyone that the doctors need him to call.

"No Sir, his family is already here."

The doctor cocked his head.

"They are?"

"Yes, me, Ron, Grell, I think undertaker will be showing up soon. He has no one else. We are his family now."

The doctor nodded, not willing to press the issue not at this late at night. He walked down the hall running a hand through his salt and pepper hair.

Grell came running to him a few moments later, clutching him crying into his back.

"He's not going to die is he?"

Even the raven didn't know. Was he, was this the end of the great racing legend and his lover Ciel Phantomhive.

No.

This was not. He threw off Grell and bolted into the room. Ciel was pale as a corpse, He was staring up at the ceiling, his eyes glazed.

"What is it like to die Sebastian?"

The trainer shuddered.

"I don't know Ciel."

"That name, Ciel, Ciel, Ciel will I take that with me? Will I take that into the afterlife? What will I take? I would at least like to take my name. I mean that it what I am, my legend is my name."

"No it's not. It's who you are, what you are. Your name is just a name, you have been given many names over your life time."

"Than what is my true one?"

"Ciel, Ciel Phantomhive, you will always be Ciel Phantomhive to me. The only man I ever loved."

Finally he looked at Sebastian, both eyes uncovered, the scared one seeming more beautiful to Sebastian than the blue one.

"Stay with me Sebastian, until…"

"No, don't you won't, your not."

Ciel sighed, such a painful sound.

"Stay Sebastian"

"Always Ciel. Till the end."