So tired. Eating my very late dinner/posting this, then bed, as I have work tomorrow because the manager wants me to cover for someone. Nooo day off for me after all .
Thanks to: MissTeak, Blueberry Absinth, Akane Higabana, and Care Bear on Fire. The cookies are on the table to the left.
48. Troubling Thoughts
Three days after Rangiku had made Gin give her a massage, she had another squad member give her a massage. She wanted the sensation of warm hands against her back, shooting sparks through her nerves once more.
It had been just a massage. The massage was excellent, and even longer than Gin's had been. In fact, the man massaging her had not seemed to want to stop. But it was not the same.
For two weeks, Rangiku had avoided her friend. She cancelled lunches for no reason, once she simply did not show up, but then Gin had tracked her down; she had to pretend she was sick.
Seeing him again scared her.
It scared Rangiku what his hands could do to her.
Now, she was afraid of the sound of his voice, seeing him, everything.
Rangiku was not afraid because she did not understand what it meant. Rather, she was beginning to realize exactly what it all meant. She knew Gin turned away like a gentleman, and did not try to sneak a glance at her bared breasts as her squad mate had. The massage had been nice, but Gin's hands never lingered.
Rangiku was afraid because she wanted his hands to linger long and slow. She wanted him to stare, fill his eyes with her bosom. She wanted to feel his skin under her hands, and taste him. She wanted to fill her senses with him until there was nothing else.
So Rangiku was avoiding him until she could get over it. Rangiku would not torture her friend that way. She would not break their friendship for her crush.
I think it's a fluffy time in Gin's and Ran's lives right now.
