A/N Hey Rushers and Fans of this website. Well my little lovies, I guess if your reading this then you're reading Chapter four of Save Me. Well I know I go on a lot so here's the fourth chapter to save Me. WAIT! I know a lot of you guys voted for it to be selective muteness so I think it'll start out slow then make progress. Tell me what you think ; sorry it's a little late. But I was tired it's like ten lol.

Chapter 4 of Save Me

Kendall had gotten up three other times that night to vomit his guts out and every time Logan offered him saltine crackers or ginger ale, he'd slap it away from him. Now it was morning. It was nine o three to be precise. Kendall hadn't thrown up in two hours. Logan thought that was progress. Kendall now was sitting in their bedroom swaddled in a green blanket with a plate of saltine crackers and ginger ale by his side. He was watching a movie on the television in Logan's room. Logan always preferred the couch when he watched television though but when he was up late at night he didn't feel like it so he watched television there. He was watching Love and Battle (A/N not a real show) and it was quite an intense scene. Kendall scowled when the couple leaned it for their like fiftieth kiss that episode. Logan was sitting beside him trying to feed him saltine crackers which Kendall coldly objected to.

A few bombs were heard on the television screen and then the couple, still in shock they survived kissed again! It was rather an intense kiss on their part. Kendall groaned and hid his face in the crook of Logan's neck. Logan grimaced and changed it. Logan tried yet again to give Kendall some saltine crackers and he wrote Kendall a note saying, you have to. Kendall pouted and shook his head. Logan wrote 'just a little bite.' Kendall read the note and agreed slowly. They both leaned in as Logan guided the cracker to his mouth. Kendall opened his mouth and took a bite, which was decent. Logan smiled at Kendall until Kendall got that look again, the look that meant he was going to throw up. Logan frowned. He hopped off of the bed and quickly brought Kendall into the bathroom. Kendall leaned over the toilet, panting with anticipation. Then he lurched forward quite violently and threw up stomach acid. Logan rushed to his side and rubbed his back. Kendall threw up for like five more minutes or so. He cried, more like sobbed. Logan felt so bad for Kendall; he was beginning to think it was just more than the whip cream.

When Kendall leaned away from the toilet it was Logan's turn to reach his arms out. Kendall was so thin and vomiting didn't make it any better. He lost two pounds already. Maybe he should go to a hospital. Logan thought. Kendall fell on his knees and crawled into Logan's embrace. He cried and panted and gripped onto Logan. His grip was shaky and he honestly was tired of being sick. He put his face into the crook of Logan's neck and sighed deeply. Logan noticed he looked troubled about something. He acted like he would be killed if he told the secret. He whimpered signaling Logan to look at him. He pointed to the bedroom. Logan quickly agreed. He picked Kendall up bridal style and Kendall buried his nose into Logan's neck once again.

Once Logan put Kendall softly on the bed, Kendall reached his arms out but barely. Logan sat on the bed and Kendall buried his face into Logan's lap. Logan ran his fingers through Kendall's hair. He heard soft snoring and decided to get up to take a shower until he heard a faint whisper. It said "Logie." He stopped in the doorway he leaned his head so he was looking in the direction of the whisper. It was Kendall. He hung his head in shame for hiding the fact that he could sort have talk. He was furiously scribbling something into the paper. He held it out for Logan and looked with big eyes of guilt and tears shone in them. He silently begged Logan to read it. It said 'I'm sorry Logie, I'm so sorry I didn't tell you but I couldn't I didn't want you to hurt me like they did. You can kick me out if you want…"

Logan looked at Kendall who had tears silently rolling down his face. He sniffled and impatiently wiped them away when he saw Logan look at him he silently whispered "Sorry." It broke Logan's heart to know that he's been hurt. It also broke his heart to know that Kendall would allow him to kick him out. Logan wrote back 'Kendall, I love you; I would never do that to you. Who hurt you? What did they do?' Logan thought that maybe it was time he figured out what happed to Kendall. Kendall read the note and started to cry. He shook his head and whispered no over and over again. He silently said "I can't Logie, it hurts too much." Logan went over to the bed and wrapped his arms around Kendall. He wrote 'Tell me when you're ready.' Kendall silently nodded.

Logan was windblown. Why didn't Kendall tell him he could talk? He was choosing not to talk all this time? Logan was just a full blown chatterbox he couldn't keep silent for ten minutes and Kendall has been silent for a week and five days. This revelation made Logan really want to know what happened to Kendall. He looked down at Kendall who was sleeping in his lap and wondered if he was still going to be the cute little teen he found in the alley. His thoughts were interrupted when the phone rang. He grabbed it and said hello.

It was Logan's co worker Carlos Garcia. Logan just couldn't see the words work and Carlos together. He always wanted to have fun.

"Dude, its Carlos what's up? No but first, the fuck have you been for the last two weeks?"

"On my vacation." Logan said, he was a bit annoyed with Carlos's oh-so-warm greeting.

"Logan I know you better than that," Carlos said smugly "What is it tell Uncle Carlos what's bothering you. Is it a girl?"

"No it's a boy, his name is Kendall," Logan hesitated, could he really tell Carlos?

"And….?" Carlos said with impatience sneaking into his voice.

"Nothing…come over at around five." Logan finished.

"Cool." Carlos said and hung up.

It was five thirty and Logan should've known Carlos was notorious for being late. Kendall had woken up and he was on the couch with a bowl of chicken soup in his lap. Logan checked on him every couple of minutes.

The doorbell rung and Kendall didn't even turn his head he kept reading The Rainbow Fish while slowly eating chicken soup. When he saw Logan rushing to the door he got a little frightened and accidently spilt his chicken noodle soup on him. He ate a decent amount but not enough. He cried out in pain just as Logan's hand was on the doorknob. Logan whipped around and rushed to Kendall's side. He brought him to the bedroom and quickly rushed to open the door. Then he ran back to Kendall who was fidgeting uncomfortably in his wet pants and shirt. He heard Carlos's loud rambunctious voice and he stopped when he saw Kendall. It looked pretty awkward since Logan looked like he was trying to have a 'quickie' with Kendall.

"Who's that?" Carlos said pointing to Kendall who was shirtless. Then he smirked "Ooh Logan's getting it in!"

"No Carlos that's not it at all." Said Logan blushing profusely. Kendall hid behind Logan and gripped onto Logan's shirt.

"What's wrong with him?" Carlos asked softly. He softly waved to Kendall who was staring at him with wide eyes.

"He's deaf, Carlos." Logan said softly yet filled with love.

"Oh." Carlos said. "He's so cute!" he shrieked and rambled on like a girl. "How old is he? Look at those eyes they make him so adorable! He's so skinny, do you feed him? God look at those abs…" Carlos murmured looking at Kendall's stomach then going down…

"Carlos!" Logan squeaked in discomfort. "He's about seventeen, I know his eyes make him look super cute, I do feed him and I've seen his stomach many times before." Logan winked at Carlos.

Carlos grinned sheepishly. "Ewe dude."

"Not like that." Logan face palmed.

Kendall smiled at the conversation. He giggled a little and the two boys turned around noticing for the first time Kendall was there. Carlos was about to comment until Logan said it for him "Yes Carlos I know his laugh is cute! You know what I'm going to send Kendall out of the room before you have a cuteness overload."

Kendall pointed to his pants and looked at Logan. Logan threw him a pair of pajama pants and Kendall quickly changed into them. He walked out. He looked back waving at Logan casting a smile towards Carlos. Logan gave him a note on his way out saying 'Go draw Logie a picture.' Kendall smiled and nodded.

Carlos and Logan talked for hours talking about what they missed from each other's lives. Carlos kept talking about how he might hook up with James, his other co worker. Logan chortled you should've been together a long time ago he said.

When Carlos was set to leave it was around eight o clock. Kendall was still on the table coloring furiously. Carlos got his attention and waved goodbye. Kendall smiled cutely and waved goodbye too. Logan noticed he didn't look sick anymore. Could it have all been stress? He smiled when Carlos shut the door and Kendall handed Logan a picture. It was of Logan and him and they were encircled in a messy but cute heart. Logan smiled at Kendall and kissed his forehead.

****************TIME SKIP******** SHOWER TIME! ;)*************************************

Kendall was currently in the tub taking a bath. Logan scrubbed him and lathered his hair with soap. Kendall was focused on the little ducks floating in the water. He laughed while Logan continued to bath him. Kendall refused to take a shower forcing Logan to give him one. But Logan wasn't complaining. Kendall made the duck splash Logan and Logan laughed. He would Kendall all the showers in the world.

A/N Well Kendall's secret is out! I'm getting fewer reviews now which are making me sad review! What do you think about Carlos?