A/N Hey Rushers what's poppin lol? Thank you to all the authors who have been reviewing since day one! I've noticed a few of you so I just wanted to tell you that. Also I've been planning to write another story so what do you guys think of that? Give me a few ideas and maybe I'll turn it into a rocking story. Do you think Carlos should continue to be in the chapters? Should I keep James? And who's totally psyched for BIG TIME MOVIE? Answer all of the above if you can in your review! Here's Chapter 5 of Save Me.
Chapter five: Save Me
Kendall's secret was out but that doesn't mean he was a chatter box like Logan. He would murmur little words like Logie and Rubber Ducky and I Love You. Things like that. But he never told Logan what happened to him. Carlos came everyday after work to babysit while Logan went back to work the nightshift. He would always come back to a messy house and Carlos and Kendall snoring in his bed, faces filled with paint or food. 'I should really fire Carlos.' Logan thought while chuckling. He shook Carlos awake and told him it was time to leave. Carlos sleepily swatted his hand away and said he would leave at five in the morning. "Go sleep on the couch," Logan continued, "This is my bed with my Kendall." He nodded his head in Kendall's direction.
"Fine," Carlos said sleepily getting up. He smirked, Logan always hated that smirk. "Just try not to fuck his brains out while he's asleep." Carlos snickered and Logan slapped his head.
"I wouldn't dare." He mused.
After he heard Carlos pad down into the living room and shuffle all about, Logan laughed and got undressed. Kendall was sleeping so he would just take a quick shower and hop into bed.
(Time skip. When Logan gets out of the shower) When Logan got out of the shower he laid out his pajamas and dropped his towel but not before looking back to make sure Kendall was still asleep. So he dropped his towel and started to hastily get into his underwear. "Logie", someone sleepily mumbled, "why are you nakie?" Logan scowled. Just when he thought the coast was clear, Kendall runs into it. Logan made a showering motion with his hands and quickly slipped his sweat pants on. Kendall held his arm out while the other one was balled into a small fist rubbing his eye. Logan walked to the bed and got in, shutting the table lamp beside him. He wrapped Kendall into his arms and settle into a peaceful sleep.
Logan awoke to somebody flailing in his arms trying desperately to get away. Logan tightened his hold instinctively and the person shrieked quite loudly. He released the person, disorientation clouding his thoughts. He saw it was Kendall. He was sweating and his eyes were closed and he writhed in fear. He was panting and whimpering Logie over and over again. When Logan finally was thinking clear again he wrapped his arms around Kendall and rubbed his back. He lightly scratched it like he always did to let Kendall know he was there. After a few minutes Kendall opened his eyes which were tear-streaked. Logan snapped the bed side table lamp on and grabbed the note pad and pen that were in the drawer. He wrote firmly to Kendall, 'You have to tell me now.' Kendall read the note and shook in fear. He knew this moment would finally come. Why did his stupid nightmares always have to disturb somebody? He shakily started to write and after about ten minutes he handed the note pad to Logan.
I was taken when I was little. I was already deaf and they took me. I couldn't scream. I felt like nobody could hear me because I couldn't even hear me. They hurt me Logie. They hurt me bad, they called me names in sign language and always used to tell me how useless I was. But then they started being nice to me. I thought they were starting to change but then they beat me up and locked me in a room. I never got to eat unless somebody was feeling not too mean. Then when I was asleep one of them started to rub me. I thought it was my mom or my dad but when I woke up it was him. He did awful things to me and I will never forget. That's why whenever you wrap your arms around me I get a little scared because I think you'll end up like them the day you found me was the day I escaped, it was still dark when I left. But you were nice since day one, Logie and I love you for that. I'm sorry I've kept all these secrets from you but if I don't keep them from you, you'll think I'm dirty and you'll never want to see me again and I can't lose you Logie, I just can't. Please let me stay.
Logan finished reading and he was in shock that somebody or they would do that to Kendall. But what Logan found even more bewildering was that Kendall thought he would kick him out again.
He wrote' Kendall I love you I would never do that to you. I know you've been hurt, I can see it everyday when I look into your eyes. But in there shines hope of a better future. Never forget that. I love you. Logie.'
When Kendall read the note tears filled his eyes once again and he squeezed Logan and thought he would never let him go. Logan did too.
Logan thought, finally, I got through to him. He knew now that Kendall fully trusted him.
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When Logan woke up Carlos was gone just like he promised. It was his Logan's day off so Carlos didn't need to baby sit. He left a note to Logan saying' Logan I heard Kendall saying your name all weird…you two better not have been knocking boots because if you were I will knock the shit and boots outta you. Tell Kendall I said hi! With much love…Carlos…I know you love me back Logie!'
Logan sighed irritably. Carlos was such an undercover perv sometimes he must've stayed up all night to make sure him and Kendall didn't "knock boots." But Carlos was right; Logan did love him.
He wrote Kendall a note saying he was going to the Laundromat then they would get a burger. Kendall smiled happily. He always liked going out with Logan. The town was always so much fun to scour. Plus he loved the burgers they sold at BK.
Logan bathed Kendall and took himself a shower too. Then they both dressed up and headed out the door. Winter was coming pretty soon Logan thought. He bought the clothes and headed down the hall of his apartment. They had a Laundromat already in the building. Kendall sat on the floor and watched the washer machines spin the clothes. It was always fascinating to him. Logan however found it a complete waste of time. Sure it was entertaining but you could spend half an hour doing something way more productive.
When the laundry finished Logan quickly bought the clothes back to the apartment and called a cab to take them to Burger King.
When they got there much to Logan's surprise and annoyance they saw Carlos and James. Carlos noisily shouted for them to come to their table. Logan brought Kendall along and waved to James.
"Hey Logan and…" James started.
"Kendall," Logan finished for him. "He can't hear you."
"Oh James nodded in understanding.
Kendall just stood there fidgeting uncomfortably with his thumbs. He could tell Logan and this other person were talking about him but he didn't want to be rude and interrupt. He tapped Logan and pointed to the menu. He pointed to the burger with bacon and to a strawberry shake with fries.
"We'll be right back, we're going to order said Logan happy he could leave that awkward moment. He hoped Carlos wouldn't ask him to sit with him and James. Logan just wanted to be with Kendall.
He ordered their food and the cashier with rather big breasts looked at Kendall and tried to flirt with him and much to her disappointment Logan told her he couldn't hear. "Well ask him if he wants to go out sometime." The girl said impatiently. "Hey, you big breasted whore, just give us our food! Plus he likes somebody else." Logan knew Kendall liked him but he wanted to go slow.
"Fine, man who took a crap in your cereal?" she asked with attitude. "Well if you don't give us our food there'll be crap in your cereal in a minute!" Logan boomed. Kendall was a bit frightened that Logan looked so angry. He tapped him and shook his head. Logan smiled and calmed down. "Fine, sorry Ms. Whatever but I'm in a really bad mood and it would help if you didn't flirt with my kind friend over here." "You've got the hots for him huh?" she asked obviously pissed. "Yeah I do now go get me my damn burgers." Logan snapped. She briskly walked away and Logan went to sit with Kendall. Carlos turned to him.
"Dude what was that about?" he asked grinning.
"This girl kept trying to flirt with Kendall instead of bringing us our food so I cussed her out." Logan admitted.
Carlos looked shocked for a split second then said "That's my Logie." He patted Logan's back and turned around back to James. Logan laughed, I've gotta get new friends he said.
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Logan was ecstatic when he found the rainbow fish on television. He sat Kendall down who grinned and squealed happily. They were both under a blanket and the lights were off. Logan was really bored with the show quickly but Kendall couldn't keep his eyes off of the fish.
When the show went onto commercial, Logan smiled and wrote I love you to Kendall. He grinned and wrote I love you more. They leaned in to seal it with a kiss. Logan deepened the kiss and when they pulled apart they grinned. Kendall wrote; I love kissing you, Logie. Logan wrote I love it more.
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After the show Logan had gotten up and made Kendall dinner. But just then lightning boomed across the sky. The whole house flickered and went into darkness. Logan heard Kendall whimper his name in fear and Logan thought "Oh no."
A/N hahaha cliff hanger! I decided to do one. Lol. So tell me what you think about James. If you want I'll make them reoccurring characters..But only in one or two more chapters. I want this to be Kogan centric. My story that I'm planning to write will be Jarlos. Give me ideas. They feed my imagination! Answer my questions above I need to know and thanks for comforting me about my low reviews but I look forward to it, just like you guys look forward to my chapters . With much love homies.
