A/N Hey Rushers lol OMG! Big Time Movie was awesome. I didn't get some of it though. I feel like some of you are getting bored with my story so I decided that I may end it early. In honor of Big Time Movie, I didn't update yesterday but I'm back today!
Chapter 7: Save Me
Logan dreaded this moment. He was taking Kendall to the doctors. It had to happen sooner or later. He got the insurance a couple of days ago and now he really missed Carlos and his nasty comebacks. Kendall had to get five shots and two blood tests. Logan was pretty sure the doctors would have to sedate him to not scream so loud. Plus he knew Kendall. When Logan went to the doctors to get his flu shots, Kendall cried and begged the doctors to stop poking him, he saw how much pain Logan was in.
When Logan finished the doctor requested to see Kendall as well. He said Kendall would need iron pills since Logan told him how he thought he had low blood. He also needed blood tests and five shots to prevent him from getting sick.
So when Logan told Kendall…he didn't take the news very well. He frowned and he screamed and said how he refused to go. He hid under the table and clung onto the table legs.
Now Kendall sat in the waiting room pouting and crossing his arms. He kicked his legs and made squeaking noises until Logan gently put his hand on his knee telling him to stop. Kendall frowned deeper and started to bite his nails. Now Logan knew he was really nervous.
When the doctor called them they told Logan the procedure and after much pleading the doctor let Logan hold Kendall's hand. There were two nurses who smiled gently at Kendall and softly patted his arm. Two shots at the same time and then the last shot by itself. Then they would take Kendall for his blood test. When the doctors were cleaning Kendall's arm with the alcohol wipe Kendall sighed annoyed. He just wanted to get the shots over with. The doctors counted and then one two three and they quickly jabbed the needle into Kendall's arm. He squeezed his eyes shut and clenched painfully at Logan's hand. When they took it out he had tears in his eyes. "No more, Logie." He pleaded. It broke Logan's heart and he only nodded. Kendall shook his head tears falling out. No more he begged. Logan's heart was snapping in half but the doctors got ready for another shot. Kendall bit his lip so hard he drew blood. Logan ran over and got a tissue and wet it with water. He dabbed at Kendall's lip and kissed him. The doctors luckily, didn't see. Kendall released a loud, shaky breath and unclenched Logan's hand. The final shot wasn't painful because Kendall's arm was so numb he couldn't feel a thing.
When they took Kendall to get the blood tests Logan wasn't sure if he could handle the sight of them penetrate Kendall with that needle again. But he had too.
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Kendall was on the couch resting his head on Logan's shoulder. He was pouting about how much the shots hurt. "My bloods go swirly." Kendall said making loopy motions with his hands. I know Logan said.
Kendall's eyes were filling at the memory. Logan hugged him and kissed the side of his head. Even though Logan knew Kendall couldn't hear, he could always tell him with his heart how sorry he was.
"Its okay, Logie, you didn't leave me." Kendall whispers sleepily. "I never will." Logan says aloud. Kendall kisses Logan; it's soft and gentle and filled with love. Logan wanted more than a kiss. But he would have to wait for that. Kendall sleepily peeled at his band-aids. Logan wrote that he needed a shower. Kendall frowned and said no. Logan nodded. He lifted Kendall up and stripped his clothes. Kendall threw his head back in annoyance and groaned. "Logie, Kendall doesn't want a shower." Logan never let Kendall miss a shower and he wasn't about to either. Logan always bathed, Kendall at five, fed him at five thirty, let Kendall read him a story at six and at seven they would watch an hour of television then go to bed. Logan just made the schedule up last week. He turned on the water for Kendall and let the tub fill.
Kendall stepped in and sat down. He went all the way in the water and blew bubbles. Logan instinctively grabbed him and Kendall grinned. "Bubbles?" He asked. Logan smiled and nodded. He knelt down and began to rub Kendall's back with soap while Kendall did the usual and played with the ducks. Logan got a little sand bucket and poured the water on Kendall's back and turned him around so he could do the front. Kendall giggled when Logan got 'down there'. Logan groaned. Whenever Kendall did that it just made him uncomfortable. When he finished he shampooed and washed Kendall's hair and soaped under his arms. Kendall spit out water and hopped out without a towel leaving watery foot prints on the floor.
When Logan got to him he was sitting on the bed already putting underwear and a t shirt on. His hair was soaked and it was dripping onto his thighs every time he bent his head down. Logan took the towel and ruffled his hair dry leaving Kendall a giggling mess. Logan smiled and helped Kendall into his pajamas and sat him down to eat supper.
It was a repeat, Kendall got way too much food on his face and Logan always had to clean it up. But after that he made Kendall sit on the couch to watch television. Logan always put the captions on for Kendall so that he could read what the people were saying. He finally rested his head on Logan's shoulder and yawned. Logan shut off the television and carried Kendall to their bed. Kendall took his position, head on Logan's chest and arms around his waist.
Logan smiled. I love you, Kendall, he thought before going to sleep.
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When Logan woke up Kendall was gone. He knocked on the bathroom door and got a whimper in response. He opened the door and his eyes widened in shock.
Kendall was sitting on the toilet crying. He had a problem in his nether lands. Logan gasped. Kendall cried and pointed to it. Logan gave him lotion and told him to rub it. Logan left the scene awkwardly. He couldn't believe Kendall got that! Well he was a normal teenage boy but he looked too innocent to get turned on. Unless he saw something on television.
When Kendall came out he said "All better, Logie." Logan blushed and face palmed at the thought, he wrote Kendall a note saying 'did you see anything inappropriate while I was asleep?' Kendall looked down and nodded guiltily. He whispered 'sorry Logie.' Logan knew Kendall saw people doing "the good deed." As Carlos would call it. Logan would definitely have to set parental controls. Kendall suddenly spoke. This girl and a boy kissed and then they started touching so I watched it and it did something down there…I thought I broke it." Kendall said softly. Logan chuckled. He knew that probably ruined a bit of innocence Kendall had left.
It was a dark morning and when Logan looked out the window it was snowing! Logan showed Kendall and he opened his mouth in awe at the snowflakes. He said "I wanna go outside." Logan agreed and he quickly dressed Kendall.
When Kendall stepped outside he shivered. Its cold he mused.
Logan and Kendall danced in the snow, had a snowball fight, made snow angels and finally decided to go inside.
Logan decided this would be the perfect time for hot cocoa. He took some out and gave Kendall a jumbo marshmallow from the pack he had bought last week. Kendall's mouth and face became sticky as he snuck marshmallow after marshmallow. Logan whipped around just as Kendall's hand was finding its way back to the pack. His mouth was full and covered with bits of marshmallow and he snapped his hand back and said something incoherent. Logan gasped. Kendall he practically yelled. Kendall flinched knowing Logan was angry. "Wowwy Wogan." He said with his mouth full. Logan smiled. He said no more. And Kendall nodded. Logan took a wet cloth and wet it and wiped Kendall's face. Gee Kendall he said, you are a handful aren't you he said chuckling.
When the hot cocoa was finished Logan poured Kendall a cup and Kendall sniffed it curiously. "Chocolate!" he said all bubbly. Logan smiled and nodded. Kendall blew the steam away and cautiously took a sip he chirped "Thank you, Logie my mama used to make cocoa just like this!" Kendall frowned when he said the word mama and Logan stopped instantly. "I miss my mama." Kendall said sadly. Tears filled his eyes and he pushed the hot cocoa away standing up.
Logan sighed and stood up. He knew at one point he would have to confront this. He went to their shared bedroom and Kendall was sitting with a pillow under his face. His body racked and jerked as he cried. Logan went to sit down beside Kendall. He soothingly rubbed his back. Logan's mom had passed away a long time ago and he missed her. But Kendall never really got to grow up with his mom. Logan lightly grazed his fingernails down Kendall's back and Kendall looked at him and gave a small smile. He leaned and put his head in Logan's shoulder and played with Logan's fingers. "Do you miss your mama, Logie?" Kendall stopped and looked up at Logan who sadly smiled. He nodded. "A bunch of times, Kendall. I wish she were alive to see you." Kendall nodded in understanding even though he couldn't hear the part Logan had actually spoken. Logan bent down to kiss Kendall's head. He got up and brought
Kendall's hot cocoa to him. He turned on the television and shut the light. The smell of hot cocoa and first snow filled the air. The morning was dark casting a comforting light threw the window. Kendall leaned against Logan sipping his hot cocoa as he pulled the blanket tighter around him. Logan draped a lazy arm around Kendall and bought him closer. They watched a SpongeBob Christmas special and Logan thought, 'Maybe Kendall was my gift this year…looks like Christmas came early.' He smiled as he watched Kendall devour the hot chocolate. Then Kendall leaned his head against Logan's neck and sighed heavily his breath smelling like cocoa. Logan sunk into the bed and let his arm fall around Kendall's waist. Kendall got closer and Logan grinned. "Yup Christmas definitely came early this year." He said. He knew his mom and possibly Kendall's mom brought them together. He kissed Kendall's head as the closing credits flashed on the screen.
A/N YAY! That was it! I hoped you liked it. What did you think of Big Time Movie? Any ideas for that Jarlos story? Much love!
