A/N Hey Guys did you check out my new story? I hope you all loved it and if you don't… I'll be sad but hey! At least you guys like this one. So here is chapter 9 of Save Me. By the way it's summer!

Chapter Nine. Save Me

Logan sighed as he got ready for the beach. But it wasn't an 'I'm stressed sigh, it was more of an I'm nervous sigh. Kendall's never been farther then the supermarket and unfortunately Carlos and James were taking them as their 'treat' for letting them eat Logan's food for the last four thousand months James' mom hooked James up with a cool car and now James thought since he had a new car he would take every one to celebrate, and give Logan a treat. Kendall was so lucky he didn't have to listen to Carlos sing songs in the car. After all it was a two hour trip. Kendall however bounced happily all over the place constantly asking, "Logie, when is Uncle Carlos and Uncle James gonna get here?" Logan laughed. He wrote Kendall a note saying, 'any time now. Sit down before you tire yourself out.' Kendall frowned at the last part but giggled and continued to jump anyways. He hopped on the bed saying every word with each hop. ".Happy."

Logan gave him a stern look and Kendall flopped down on the bed again. "Fine Logie, I'll stop." He lay down on the bed breathing heavily. Logan sighed again and continued to pack for their two hour trip. He packed Kendall's Rainbow Fish book, towels, sandwiches; a cooler full of soda, sunscreen, a sand bucket, geez Logan practically had everything. He even packed another pair of clothes in case they decided to go to a hotel just for the night. Logan sat down and pinched the bridge of his nose. Kendall crawled up to him and kissed his neck. "What's wrong, Logie?" Logan kissed his lips back and shook his head. Kendall smiled and got up to jump on the bed again. Logan didn't even stop him instead he went to answer the doorbell that had just rung.

Logan answered the door that Carlos had burst into. "Hey, Logan, is Kendall as excited for the beach as I am?"

"You can bet your ass on it." Logan said. He's been hopping around the house all day." Carlos ran into the room where Kendall was and Logan could hear Kendall shriek "Uncle Carlos!" He heard Carlos shout "Hey buddy!" He could hear Carlos kiss the top of Kendall's head like he always did and then the room filled with Kendall's laughter and Carlos's shrieks. Logan smiled. James walked in and said "I can't wait for the beach." He smiled at Logan about to ask the same question Carlos did. "Kendall's ecstatic." Logan answered for him. James laughed. "I can tell he and Carlos are having fun." They listened a while longer and heard Kendall shout, "No fair, Uncle Carlos, your holding my hands down!" Logan laughed as James dug in the fridge for a cold drink.

Kendall ran out and hid behind Logan for protection. Logan wrapped an arm around his waist and kissed the top of his head which was sweating because he had been so active. Kendall squealed as Carlos came out. He hid behind James and said "Use your kissy powers to make Uncle Carlos stop!" James stopped Carlos. "Carlos! Leave Kendall alone you're going to tire him out." Carlos stopped. "Fine but when we get there, it's on!" "Come on Logie, let's go now."

Logan grabbed their things and headed out the door. The car was cool and filled up. James got in the driver seat and Logan got into the passenger seat. Carlos took a seat with Kendall in the back. "Okay is every one here?" Logan checked and yup, every one was there considering it was just Kendall and Carlos.

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A half hour into the drive Kendall told Logan he was bored. "Logie, I'm bored." He said resting his head on Carlos's shoulder. "Carlos, give him the rainbow fish book." Logan instructed. Carlos grabbed the book and gave it to Kendall who rejected it lazily. "Never mind, I'll sleep instead. He threw his arm around Carlos's stomach and buried his head into Carlos's neck. Logan sighed. He kinda missed that right now. After all he was bored himself. Carlos whined and shifted. "Logie, he's making me hot!" Carlos said irate.

Logan smiled. "Sorry bud, you know Kendall's a cuddler, now stop shifting before you wake him up!" Carlos stopped instantly and opened his window. "Fine." Carlos mumbled.

A few minutes later Kendall rubbed his eyes and said, "Logie, I gotta go pee." Logan looked over at Kendall who was rubbing his eyes while bouncing his leg. Logan let out a breath and James asked, "Do you want me to go to like a fast food joint?" Logan wearily nodded. James took the fast food exit and pulled into MacDonald's. Kendall jumped out of the car and Logan got out. He held out his hand for Kendall to hold and he led him into the cool restaurant. Kendall quickly read the signs and rushed into the boys' bathroom. Logan walked after him. Kendall was already unzipped and doing his thing. Logan walked over to the paper towels and wet it with cool water. He was so hot. He dabbed his neck and face with it and waited until Kendall finished up. Kendall walked over to the sink and pressed the soap dispenser. Apparently Kendall thought this was great fun and overloaded his hand with the sticky substance. He let it drip out of his hands into the sink and restarted the process. Logan laughed as he remembered his childhood. He led Kendall's hand to the sink and washed his hands for him because Kendall still wanted to play with the soap. Logan washed Kendall's face afterword because he was all sweaty. Kendall sighed in content as they headed back to the car. Carlos was in the front.

"Dude!" Logan yelled.

"What Kendall makes me hot when he sleeps on me." Carlos said bluntly.

Logan made a face at Carlos and got into the car. Kendall instantly lay back down on Logan's shoulder and threw his arm around his waist. Logan groaned as he opened a window. But that just made Kendall get impossibly closer. He muttered "its cold, Logie." Logan draped an arm around Kendall as James drove off again.

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When they pulled up to the beach Logan gently tried to pry Kendall off of him but every time he got him just a little bit off Kendall would latch himself on again. Logan finally got Kendall to wake up and Kendall looked excited as he saw the sand and the water. "Logie, I wanna go in the water!" Kendall said breathlessly. Logan nodded nervously and tried to give Kendall a convincing smile.

When they got to the beach it wasn't that full and Logan thanked the gods in heaven that he wouldn't have to worry about people stepping all over him. Kendall whined and pulled Logan's hand. "Come on, Logie I wanna go to the water!"

Logan got Kendall's swimwear and pointed to a changing shack. Kendall ran happily to the shack and opened the door and impatiently waited as Logan loped to where he was.

Logan got in the shack with Kendall and pulled off his shirt. Kendall giggled uncontrollably. "Logie, stop staring." Kendall said trying to cover his body. Logan softly stopped him and kissed his lips only intensifying a little. Kendall kissed back and that made Logan happy because usually he would just let his lips be raped by Logan. Logan smiled happily with himself after they had broken apart and sat down motioning for Kendall to go. Kendall shook his head making the frown on Logan's face appear. Logan was concerned; Kendall had never acted that way when he was bathing him. Kendall looked down and whispered to two words that made Logan furious with him for the first time; "I'm ugly." Logan tried to stifle his gasp of anger. How could Kendall say that about himself? He was gorgeous! Logan desperately looked for something to write to Kendall but Kendall already beat him to it. He handed Logan the note which read: 'I was thinking about that thing that happened to me and I remember how they called me ugly along with other things. Do you think I'm ugly Logie?' Logan looked up at Kendall who had his head down biting his lip nervously awaiting Logan's answer. Logan didn't answer instead he crashed his lips to Kendall's once again only except it wasn't slow, passionate and filled with love it was fast, hot and filled with…anger. Anger that Kendall thought he was ugly when he was the most beautiful thing in the world.

Once Logan broke off the kiss, he shook his head and Kendall smiled. He reached out for a hug and Logan brought his body closer to Kendall's. Kendall clenched onto the back of Logan's shirt as if he were struggling not to cry. He sniffled a couple of times and released his hot breath on Logan's neck. Logan hugged back until Kendall was ready to let go. Kendall slowly took off his pants and changed into his trunks. He smiled happily and said "Your turn Logie." Logan got flustered. But he did it for Kendall.

When they came out James and Carlos had already set things up. Carlos was trying but failing at setting up a beach umbrella. "James, babe could you at least try to help me?" Carlos whined angry with the umbrella. James came over and tried to help Carlos but the umbrella refused to open. Carlos sudden tripped on the leg of the umbrella and sent him and James toppling to the floor, they left a mess of sand as they got up quickly to recompose themselves.

"James." Carlos whined.

"Carlos." James said in the same voice. "I tried to help."

"Well try harder, babe." Carlos pouted. "Please for me." He stuck out his bottom lip and gave puppy dog face. James wasn't breaking. "Nope." Carlos grinned and walked over to him and whispered something in James' ear making James blush. But he wasn't backing down. "Nope." Carlos took his hand and dragged him to a shack and Logan grimaced. He quickly pulled Kendall along and sat on the towel.

"Logie!" Kendall whined desperate to get to the water.

"Hold on Kendall!" Logan yanked Kendall's arm impatiently trying to get the sun block on him.

When Logan finished he brought Kendall to the water. Kendall ran happily there laughing like a maniac the whole way.

When he got to the water he went in waist deep and called Logan over.

Once Logan stepped foot in the water he wanted to leave. It was freezing! But it was such a warm day and he couldn't leave Kendall alone so he went in waist deep too.

"Logie I wanna swim." Kendall said.

Logan shook his head. Kendall frowned and went in neck deep. Logan began to panic because every time he went closer to Kendall he would just back up. Logan called Kendall frantically over but Kendall backed up even more. Logan tried to grab Kendall's arm but Kendall harshly yanked it away causing him to fall. He let out a startled shriek before going under.

Logan stood there for a moment in shock and fear. Then he sprung into action and dove under the water. He tried to locate Kendall's body but he couldn't. The waves were crashing against his face and his lungs began to sear with pain. He went for air and dove under again he saw an arm in the distance and tried to reach it but the waves pushed it further. He saw Kendall frantically struggling to get out of the water; his eyes were wide as he sucked in more water. Logan burst forward as a rush of adrenaline hit him. He grabbed Kendall's arm and brought him out of the water. Kendall gasped and choked and coughed. He gasped "Logie" over an over and over again. Logan swam with him back to shore, a few people shocked at the display. Logan ran and got a towel for Kendall and pushed him to the shacks.

Logan glared angrily at Kendall who was still coughing wildly. He gurgled and spit up water and Logan patted his back as he spit out the rest of the water. After he sat down heavily on the shack's bench and breathed heavily. Logan continued to glare. "Logie?" Kendall whimpered in question. Logan was furious. Kendall could've gotten killed! How could he be so careless? Logan loved Kendall with all his heart and Kendall was about to throw it away because he couldn't swim! Kendall asked Logan's name repeatedly. Logan ignored him. He's never been mad at Kendall before. Ever. But now he was just so angry. Emotions flooded his body as he shook. He shook out of rage, sadness, regret but he mostly shook out of love.

Logan sat down willing himself not to cry. Kendall saw this and shrunk into his towel. He didn't mean for this to happen. It just did. He just wanted to scare Logan into letting him swim but he didn't know it

Would end like it did. He wanted to leave Logan but his feet wouldn't move. His mind couldn't function. Kendall bet that Logan wanted him to die. He started to cry. He's never cried so hard before but he did. He rocked back and forth and gripped onto the towel he wanted so desperately to be Logan. His throat hurt from swallowing all that salt water and his arms were numb because he flailed so much. He wanted Logan to wrap his arms around him and hold him like he was never gonna let go. He wanted Logan to kiss him and put his nose in his hair. Kendall wanted to reach his arms out but knew Logan wouldn't take them. He wallowed in his misery and finally he just decided to get up. He was going to find Carlos. He shakily got up and left Logan who was pinching the bridge of his nose. He hoarsely called out Carlos's names and when he found him, like usual he was intensely kissing James. Kendall whimpered and clenched his towel tighter around him burying his eyes into his shoulder. Carlos and James stopped instantly and Carlos slowly made his way to Kendall who had started to shake with sobs again.

Carlos looked at James and back at Kendall. Logan was always with Kendall. Always. But now where was he as Kendall cried. Kendall reached his arms out trying but failing miserably. "Uncle Carlos." He cried. Carlos rushed over to him and wrapped his arms around Kendall. Kendall's head fell against his shoulder as Carlos rubbed his back. To Kendall the arms didn't feel the same. They felt familiar but not the same. He missed the soft good smell Logan always had on him. He missed the place in Logan's neck that his head fit so perfectly into. Now as Carlos held him he could feel the vibrations of Carlos talking. James went to go find Kendall. Carlos sat wit Kendall and held him close. Kendall gripped onto the towel he was holding. Soon his cries died down and it was just incessant whimpers and sniffles.

Kendall felt somebody walk in. it was somebody familiar. He looked up and it was Logan. He had tears in his eyes. "Oh Kendall, baby." Logan said he pulled Kendall up and Kendall let out a weak squeak of surprise. He felt the arms that he had been waiting so long for wrap around him. Carlos and James left. Kendall shivered as the warm sun began to slowly leave. Or that's what he felt like. He felt Logan's arms wrap tighter around him. Logan brought them to the floor so that Kendall's head was against his chest. Kendall shivered again and Logan took James' towel and wrapped it around Kendall. Kendall ceased to shiver and he began to breath evenly again. Logan lightly scratched Kendall's back. Kendall loved that feeling. Logan would always do that whenever he had a nightmare or was upset about something. Kendall closed his eyes and tried to focus on Logan's heartbeat. It was Kendall's constant lullaby.

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Logan felt himself being shaken. He grumbled. "What the fuck, let me sleep."

"Dude, we're leaving now." It was Carlos. His voice was gentle and smooth and just hearing it made Logan want to sleep more. "Talk more your voice is smooth." He told Carlos. Carlos laughed. "Logie, you can confess your undying love for me after." We're going to a hotel, James is too tired to drive back home plus traffic is awful." Logan shifted but felt weight on him. He looked down tiredly and saw Kendall asleep on his chest. Kendall's ear was pressed against Logan's heart. His arm was wrapped around his towel. He shivered every now and then and let out a sigh. Logan gently got up and picked Kendall up with him. Kendall wrapped his arms tighter around Logan's waist. Carlos led them to the car where James was putting their stuff into. He let out a loud yawn. He tossed Logan a blanket. Logan's clothes were still wet and he started to shiver along with Kendall. Once they got into the backseat Logan draped the blanket over him and Kendall and brought Kendall to his chest once again. Kendall still shivered and Logan rubbed his back. Kendall was still in only his trunks Logan observed. He felt Kendall's back in which bones popped out of. Goosebumps rippled across his skin. Logan looked into the night that had darkened. He pulled Kendall impossible closer. Kendall grumbled Logan's name, "Logie, please forgive me?" Logan looked down at Kendall and realized that he was still asleep. He continued to watch Kendall as they sped down the highway.

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When James made a reservation they all piled into a two bed room. Logan looked at James in disbelief. But all James did was wink. Kendall was still rubbing his eyes. "Logie, I'm cold." Logan ruffled Kendall's hair with the towel and took out a loose comfy shirt. He slid it onto Kendall and gave Kendall sweat pants to change into. When Kendall finished he sat on the bed and said "Logie, now I'm hungry." Logan smiled and grabbed a sandwich which neither Kendall nor Logan ate. "Ooh." Carlos said as he dove to Logan's sandwich and took a bite. Logan glared playfully at Carlos. "Dude I love you but not enough to appreciate the fact that you bit off half my sandwich." Carlos smiled. "I have a big mouth." Logan snorted "You can bet your bubbly ass on it." Carlos glared. "James likes my bubbly ass, in fact when we do the deed he's always saying how he would…"

"Please do not finish that sentence." Logan interrupted. "I walked in on you guys once in my guest room; I do not need a memory. When you decide to be horn dogs again let Kendall and I know. I don't need Kendall seeing you rats hump each other into next week." James laughed as Logan bit into his sandwich. "Logie, I'm pretty sure you enjoyed the show." He grabbed Carlos's butt and Carlos squawked in surprise spitting out the piece of sandwich he was chewing. "James, dammit! I was enjoying that!" Carlos picked up the piece and chucked it into the trash. "Sorry Carlitos, I couldn't resist." James said smirking. Logan gave Carlos half of his sandwich, "Here, it's to show my 'undying love' from earlier." Logan said making air quotes. Carlos laughed and took the piece which he shoved into his mouth, "Sorry Logie but I'm taken." Logan faked disappointment, "Boo-hoo now I'm stuck with that cute, funny, adorable, sexy, loving, fun, hot guy over there." Logan said pointing to Kendall. "Did I say hot and adorable?"

Kendall lifted up his head when Logan pointed to him. Logan looked over and once again saw Kendall stuffing his face with a sandwich. His mouth looked virtually pregnant. Logan smiled as he went over to wipe Kendall's face. Kendall enjoyed every bit of it. "I want soda." He said after he finished swallowing. Logan handed him a soda and Kendall drunk it down. He smiled and started to laugh. Logan frowned, confused.

"Logie, you look silly." Kendall said pointing to Logan who had ketchup smeared on his face. "Let me get it." Kendall said. He stood up and licked the ketchup off and said "You taste good, Logie." Carlos laughed. "I'll bet he does doesn't he?" Carlos laughed and Logan flushed.

Kendall rolled on the bed and did summersaults, jumped on it, kicked his legs, and laughed. Logan thought this was the beginning of a sugar high. "Logie, come join me!" Kendall screamed. He giggled and did another summersault. Logan shrugged his shoulders "What the hell?" He ran over to the bed and bounced on it with Kendall latching onto his hands. Logan laughed along with Kendall and when they finished they plopped on the bed and breathed heavily, still giggling. "Logie, now I'm tired." Kendall said rolling over to Logan's side. Carlos and James changed and got into bed. James shut off the lights. Logan called over, "Try your best not to be horn dogs okay?" Carlos laughed and said "We promise." Logan wrapped his arms around Kendall and Kendall put his head into Logan's neck. "Logie, do you forgive me?" Logan only kissed him in response. Carlos heard the sound of a kiss and shouted "AWWWWWW!"

Logan muttered "Shut up Carlos."

"Make me." Came Carlos's voice across the room.

Logan smiled and motioned for Kendall to follow him. He tiptoed and pounced on the bed along with Kendall and tickled Carlos. Carlos's laugh rang out and James groaned. "Logan!" "I'm getting my revenge." Logan shrieked. The room was dark and Logan saw James attack Kendall. Now it was Kendall's laugh and Carlos's laugh which put together was really, really loud. "Get off of my sweetheart!" Logan pounced on James and that gave Carlos the perfect opportunity to attack Logan. Logan laughed and fell on the bed trying to gently kick Carlos off. When they finished Logan grabbed Kendall and went back to their own bed.

Logan heard faint kisses and muttered "Horn dogs."

Carlos said, "You said to try not to be horn dogs. You didn't say we had too and frankly I love being a horn dog."

Logan muttered something and Carlos said "You're just lucky Kendall can't hear you at night."

Logan's eyes widened. Oh no had he had inappropriate dreams?

"You can bet your ass on it." Carlos said mimicking Logan in a girly voice.

"I don't talk like that." Logan shrieked. But he was so shocked that he actually did sound like that.

"Harder, Kendall, harder." Carlos sniggered as he repeated Logan.

"Carlos!" He shrieked as Kendall hid his face into Logan's chest.

"What!" Carlos asked in the same voice.

"Stop it!" Logan said.

"No." Carlos said he mimicked some other things that Logan had said. "You've been a naughty boy Kendall." Carlos howled with laughter and Logan felt like strangling him in the dark. "What are you going to do spank him?" Carlos said, "you kinky asshole."

Logan heard a smack and Carlos yelped. "James did you just spank me?" Carlos asked in bewilderment.

"Yup because you're being a naughty boy, now leave Logan and his kinky wet dreams alone."

Logan snickered. Until he heard, "I kinda like that." Logan frowned.

"Carlos you're such a fucking horn dog." Logan began to rub Kendall's back because he was getting restless.

"Look who's talking, Mr. Kinky over there." "Are you going to tie me up?" Carlos laughed.

"I think you're a kinky horn dog." James muttered. "Am not." Logan could tell Carlos was blushing all the way from there. "He so is." Logan said.

Shut up Logan."

"Make me, kinky horn dog."

"He can't make you be quiet but I can make him be quiet." James said. Logan could hear the smirk in his voice.

Logan heard Carlos say obscenities as James said something to him.

"Fine," Carlos muttered "I'll shut up."

Logan smirked as he tightened his hold on Kendall. Kendall sighed in response and clenched Logan's shirt. "I love you, Logie." Logan said "I love you too Kendall" and kissed his head. This turned out to be the best beach day ever.

A/N this was eight pages! It took me four hours to write. I hope you guys like it. I'll be updating Tough Love tomorrow. Review because I worked hard today! I tried to make it with drama, fluff, romance…yeah all that good stuff. I will look at my P.M's tomorrow to steal ideas. P.m. me! How did you like it. Review and give me an idea for tomorrow's chapter. First one to review, I'll dedicate the chapter to them and use their idea. Get thinking!