Ch 5
"What is it?"
"I'm going to idris"
3rd person POV
"how long?" She asked.
"i don't know"he said. She ran across the room and hugged him
close to her. No words needed to be said to feel the hurt in her. But
she decided one thing. Tomorrow, she promised herself that she would
put a smile on her face and tell him to go. But for now , she needed
to enjoy the moment, the blissful happiness of being safe in his arms.
( insert lemon)
She couldn't believe he was leaving. She took a deep breath
and plastered a forced smile on her face. Then she went to meet Jace
at the end of the stairs to say goodbye.
"I love you"he whispered.
"I love you too"tears were threatening to spill over and it
took all of her concentration to keep them from falling over until he
left. With one last kiss, he stepped through the portal. Her tears
fell helplessly down her cheeks. Isabelle put a hand on her shoulder
meaning to comfort her. Clary put a hand over her mouth and ran to the
bathroom to puke the remnants of her breakfast. On instinct she shut
the bathroom door ignoring isabelle's shouts of worry. Then grabbed
the little box that she had bought hidden from view.
After five minutes she finally opened the door to a worried
looking Isabelle. After a few minutes of studying her, Izzy finally
broke the silence and asked,"what's wrong?"
"I- I think I'm " she couldn't manage to get the whole
sentence out through her sobbing so she just showed Izzy the little
pink plus. Isabelle gasped in surprise.
"what are you going to do?" She asked. Clary shook her head as
if to say I don't know.
Jace looked down at the ground. He missed clary's fiery red
hair, her laugh, and most of all her smile. It made his heart melt. As
he left, he saw the tears that streaked down her cheeks. He regretted
stepping into the portal the moment he went through. He deperately
wanted to go back and wipe away her tears. But he couldn't turn back
no matter how much he wanted it. He wondered what she was doing and if
she was okay. He sighed when alec called his name. Today was the day
they must fight against them. Whoever they were. They had sent the
clave a threatening note and to meet them at a field north of lake
Lyn. He took a deep breath and put on a mask to hide the vulnerable
face hidden underneath. Jace thought of Clary as he walked out of the
room to prepare for the battle, the battle that could end his life.
"Clary! This is huge," Isabelle said. "Ironic too, but are
you going to keep it?"
"Of course, it's just,I don't know what to do and with
Jace gone- I don't even know when he's coming back." clary answered.
"Well we could ask magnus if he could help us mail one of
those note things to him" Isabelle suggested.
"Good idea" clary answered buy saddened " but this is such
a big deal for him, I don't want him to come rushing home. That would
be just selfish".
"This is an emergency- special case, will he let you live
it down if you don't tell him?" Isabelle argued "Either way I think he
should know"
"I guess you have a point" clary agreed with still a
guilty feeling.
With magnus
"Wow" that was all magnus could say after they told him.
He immediately agreed to help them. Clary handed him an envelope with
the letter. He let it lay gently on the palm of his hand, sprnkled it
with blue sparkles and threw it in the fire.
"Now that my job is done, I need to go meet up with Alec" he
announced.
"Uh magnus, sorry to disappoint but.. Alec isn't here"
Isabelle told him.
"I know, you think I'm crazy?" he continued to walk out
the door. We followed him to a room and heard him
talking. Curiously, we peeked and couldn't believe our eyes. Magnus
was talking to a picture of Alec! We stifled our giggles and magnus's
head turned.
"May I ask why you are still here and interrupting my quality
time with Alec?" he asked quizically like nothing was wrong.
"Why are you talking to a picture?" I blurted.
"Ah, that. Well I put a communication spell on Alec. And
talking to the air is crazy so I came up with the clever idea of
talking to the picture. " he explained. We looked at him like he was
crazy.
"ok..." I said and we hurried out
Jace's eyes scanned the battlefield. Although you could
hardly call it a battlefield. It's beauty shone against everyone's
eyes. A breeze blew across his face. It swayed the soft grass
innocently waiting to be splattered with blood and the remains of the
unvictorious shadowhunters. He squinted at the opposite side of the
field, his glare filled with determination. Be tensed and felt a pang
of jealousy for max. He didn't need to worry, didn't need to fight not
knowing if he would come home or not because he was never going to. A
hear ago he wouldn't have cared. Death was simply something you got
used to. A year ago, he didn't have anything to come home to. Now he
had clary.
They charged. (insert fight scene, I'm not so good at
those maybe I'll attempt one sometime) After a while of fighting,gore,
and violence, Jace felt himself drift. Just before his eyes closed, he
saw a trail of green sparkles. He felt the tip of a blade touching the
bare skin just above his heart. He fought the unconciousness that
tugged at him, trying to pull him down. He let his mind wander.
Flashes of the memories he had of Clary went through his mind. One
year, two months, and three days, was how long he will ever know
Clary. One year, two months, and three days ago was the first time he
had been truly happy. He knew it was over, there was no hope, and
hoped that Clary would understand. "Goodbye clary" he thought as he
dissapeared into a long, dark, tunnel of unconciousness.
Jace: you better review to keep me alive
Me: ya, what he said
Wow it's been almost two months since I last updated!
Please don't give up on me. I've been really busy since tests are
coming up. And I lost all my drafts. Luckily, I have them written in
a notebook , which I have to type up. I wrote like chapter 12 already,
so basically I'm just lazy, and I also wrote 2 chapters of a new story
that I will post soon. Keep reading, the twist is coming up! A little
bit dissapointed in the reviews. btw thanks to those who did. I mean
is this story really that bad? (don't answer that) not exactly encouraging.
Those who want another chapter, REVIEW! anyways wow Long
A/N so i'll just shut up now. xoxo 3
