A/N Hey everyone! I'm so happy you liked the last chapter! I don't know about the smut though. I definitely will post something but I'd have to do collaboration with somebody because my smut is fucking awful. But in this chapter Logie will feel a little compelled and…CAN'T TELL READ THE STORY!

Chapter 12: Save Me

Lately Logan has had more desire for Kendall then he should have. But hey it's normal right? The boy has been living with him for six and a half months and he's crazy hot. Of course Logan's hormones would kinda be raging the hell out of him.

And it was weird because the simplest thing Kendall would do would have Logan racing to the bathroom in five seconds leaving a dazed Kendall behind.

On the couch Kendall approached Logan slowly sitting next to him on the couch. Logan usually watched medical shows and forbade Kendall to see them. Logan shut the television off and signed to Kendall "Are you okay?" Kendall nodded then he said "Logie, are you okay because every time you see me you rush to the bathroom." Logan nodded but Kendall didn't buy it. He stood up and threw a leg over Logan's lap and straddled him. Logan squeaked. He could feel that stupid feeling again. Kendall wrapped his arms around Logan's back and rested his head in the crook of Logan's neck. He whimpered "You would trust me enough to tell me wouldn't you Logie?" Logan furiously nodded.

Kendall trailed kisses on his neck and his face and Logan wanted to stop him but…it felt so good. "You can tell me, Logie." Kendall said still trailing kisses on Logan's neck. Logan moaned and kissed Kendall messily and gripped onto Kendall's shirt. Kendall got more intense with the kiss and opened his mouth inviting Logan in and Logan happily slipped his tongue in and when Kendall moaned in pleasure Logan realized he shouldn't do this and though he really didn't want to, he stopped Kendall. He signed "I can't its inappropriate." Kendall huffed and flopped back on the couch. "Logie," he whined "You think everything is inappropriate for me." Logan shook his head. "I let you see kiss scenes now." He signed. Kendall pouted, "That doesn't count!" Logan tried to sign this but he felt like he was doing it wrong. "There are something's I don't want you to know yet. Like sex." Kendall looked curious "What's sex?"

Logan signed "I don't want you to know that yet." Kendall frowned. "Fine I'll just ask Uncle Carlos."

Logan stopped him immediately he frantically signed "Please don't ask him, it'll mess you up forever." Kendall laughed. "Uncle Carlos is funny, why can't he tell me?"

Logan frowned deeply at Kendall making him slightly shrink. He signed warningly, "If you ask Uncle Carlos, I'll make you sleep in the guest room." Kendall had a mortified look on his face. He jumped back on Logan in the same position as before and mumbled against his neck, "Fine I won't ask Uncle Carlos."

Logan kissed Kendall's head. He lifted Kendall's head to sign "Are you hungry? James and Carlos will be coming for lunch." Kendall squealed "Uncle Carlos!" "Uncle James!"

Logan went to go make grilled cheese sandwiches. He got out the bread and put them in the oven since there were a lot of people. He had to make four sandwiches and eight slices of bread. As he was toasting them he wiped Kendall's face to make it more presentable. Kendall squealed as he saw Carlos and James' car. He pointed to the car out of the kitchen window and Carlos looked out and waved.

Two seconds later there was a bang at the door. Logan opened it and Carlos chirped "Hey lo-vers!" "Kendall!" He kissed the top of Kendall's head and Kendall smiled. He hugged Carlos and whined, "Uncle Carlos, Logan is being mean to me." Carlos frowned at Logan. "What did you do to him?" Logan held his hands up. "Calm down, he's just saying that because I won't tell him what sex is." Carlos sniggered. "Sex is when a guy puts his di…"

"CARLOS!" Logan yelled."You know when I walked in on you two that one time?" Carlos nodded. "YOU KEPT GOING EVEN AFTER I WALKED IN!" Carlos laughed. "Calm down, Logan, those are awesome memories."

Carlos was a new beginner in sign language and said most of the things he wanted to sign wrong. "Just take Kendall into the bathroom and wash his hands." Logan said. Carlos grabbed Kendall's hand and left.

Logan looked wearily at James. "Do you see what I had to deal with every day before you came along?" James laughed nodding. "Those two are so cute." Logan nodding smiling "But they annoy the crap out of me sometimes." James laughed again. "You should see Carlos, he's way worse at home then he is here. I would say he's polite." Logan scoffed. "I didn't think Carlos could get any more 'polite' then he already is." Logan snickered. James went to the fridge and took a stem of grapes before popping one into his mouth. Logan instinctively opened his mouth for one. James threw one and it landed with a 'pop!' in Logan's mouth. "Score!" Logan said putting his hands up.

Carlos laughed as he walked in with Kendall. "I totally saw that." Logan put his hands down and opened the oven putting cheese on the bread. Kendall's stomach growled he placed his hands on it. "I'm hungry." He said.

"Logan, why did you tell Kendall if he asked me about sex you'd make him sleep in the guest room?" Logan slapped his forehead. He angrily signed to Kendall, "Kendall what did I say about asking Uncle Carlos!" Kendall shrunk, "You told me not to." He whimpered a little. Logan signed "And what did you do?" Kendall shrunk even more, "I asked him." His eyes were big and watery filled with sadness. "Do I have to sleep in the guest room tonight?" he asked. Logan nodded. "That's your punishment." He signed to Kendall. Carlos frowned. "Hold on, Logie don't do that to him." Logan snapped at Carlos "And why the hell not?" Carlos scowled. "It was my fault I didn't know he wasn't supposed to ask."

"But Kendall did." Logan said. "The hardest part for anybody, I especially, is punishing who they love but I have to follow through."

They ate the meal in awkward silence and Carlos and James left quickly barely saying good bye.

Kendall avoided Logan for the rest of the day and Logan almost regret giving Kendall the punishment but he had to follow through didn't he?

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As Logan washed Kendall for bed, Kendall didn't play in the tub. He wearily looked at his duck and pushed it so it swam across the tub. He let his arms go limp as Logan washed the rest of him. Logan signaled Kendall to get out of the tub and Kendall stood up and wrapped the towel around him. He walked out and Logan followed behind. He wanted so bad to take the punishment away but he had to follow through. Kendall disobeyed him and needed to know that even though punishment wasn't a picnic in the park, it structured who he would become later in the future. (A/N my words of wisdom.) Logan helped Kendall into his shirt and Kendall put on his pants and boxers by himself. Logan signed to Kendall "Good night, say your prayers before bed time." He led Kendall into the guest room.

The sheets were washed because of Carlos and James' sex fiasco. Logan tucked Kendall in and kissed his forehead. Kendall whimpered, "Logie." Logan turned around and signed "I have to punish you Kendall."

Kendall turned away from Logan and faced the other wall. Logan winced and shut the light and the door.

In Logan's room he shut the light and the door. When he got into bed he instantly felt something was missing. He already missed Kendall and he couldn't bear to be without him but as he said for the thousandth time that day, he had to follow through. He silently consulted his mother. "I hope I'm doing the right thing, mom."

He focused on trying to go to sleep but it was just so hard without Kendall's warm body pressed against his. Without him, it felt cold, helplessly cold. Logan sighed in annoyance. "You didn't have to punish him but you did!" he said in his mind.

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Logan couldn't believe his stroke of misfortune. Why couldn't he sleep without Kendall? He's done it before! For like fifty years and why was it so damn difficult when he wasn't with him? He decided to get out of bed and get some juice. When he got the fridge, he opened it and got his favorite soda and shut it lightly. Maybe he would just peek in to see how Kendall was doing.

When he got there Kendall was tossing and turning and he had taken his shirt off. His hair was matted against his forehead and his chest and stomach shone with perspiration. He kept saying something inaudible and he found a good position and stayed there. Logan silently watched him sleep to see where this would lead. He watched as Kendall's chest rose and fell. His body was wet from sweat and the open window curtains only made it look ten times hotter. But Logan wasn't here for that. He kept watching

Kendall and he stirred slightly and whimpered something that Logan barely caught but he caught it. "Logie, I'm sorry."Logan kept watching as Kendall tossed and turned for another round. Logan heard a sob and Kendall sat up. He wiped the sweat off of his body frustrated and whimpered again. "I want, Logie." He cried softly and it broke Logan's heart to know that he was the cause of it. He sniffled and leaned against the headboard looking out of the window. "God, if you see Logie, could you please, please tell him I'm sorry or help me sleep because I just can't…" Logan felt his heart break into a million pieces. "I'm so stupid." Kendall said angrily. "Why doesn't Logan just get rid of me?" He didn't turn once where Logan was. Logan now felt like his heart was ripped out of his chest and stomped on. He also noted how Kendall called him "Logan" instead of "Logie." He finally made his way over to the bed and sat on it.

Kendall whipped around and tears filled his eyes. "Logie, I'm so sorry I should've listened to you. I want to sleep with you again because I just can't do it. I've been tossing and turning for five hours now and I'm really tired, I just want to scream." He laid his head on Logan's chest and said "Please. Anything but this." Logan gripped onto Kendall and wiped the sweat off of his body with his discarded shirt. He kissed Kendall's sweaty temple as Kendall began to sag in his embrace. Logan shifted and Kendall grabbed onto his nightshirt turning his knuckles white in the dark. "Don't leave…" his voice faltered as he tried not to give in to sleep. Logan soothed him and Kendall's eyes drooped. He nodded but didn't sleep. "Logie…" Logan signed him, "I'll be right here when you wake up." Kendall hesitantly let sleep take him. He got closer to Logan and Logan looked out the window at the moon glaring above them.

"Thanks mom." He said as sleep took him too.

A/N so there you have it. Who knew that Logan wasn't really gonna follow through? LOL I knew. REVIEW! I'm proud of you guys for so many reviews. What should I do about that smut?