Man, I am sooo tired of being tired! I have so much stuff to do lately it's unbelievable, ugh. I'm not sure how I'll get all of it done, haha. Also, I have the WEIRDEST fascination for RukiaxGin fics. I... just... don't even understand me.
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89. Picking up the Pieces
Standing in an inferno was not the most entertaining thing to do. Gin wished he had brought a pack of cards or a puzzle. Anything to give him something to do. All he had to occupy his time was to seek out reiatsus and think. Neither was a good choice; the reiatsus he could seek out the best were those of the people he knew the best, which simply could not end well. As much as he enjoyed fighting and taking the lives of hollows, when it came to the reiatsu of someone he care about blinking out it did not sit well with him at all. He was afraid of dying, and he was afraid of death.
He did not like this battle.
Gin opted to think instead of eaves drop on dying shinigami; in his mind, that was really the only outcome, in the end. There was truly nothing that could oppose someone like Aizen.
There was nothing Gin could do, nothing that would matter. Even if he suddenly joined ranks with the shinigami nothing could change. Aizen would simply kill Gin too, then. At least this way Gin would live.
Even if Gin switched sides, he could not undo the betrayal. He would be put to death, even if they somehow won the battle against Aizen. The shinigami who really matter would still hate him. He remembered how Rangiku's sword trembled when she had held it to his throat. How could he possibly pick up the pieces? Did he even want to? He had spent one hundred years serving Aizen. This was the path he wanted, it had to be.
Have you ever met a friend you made on the internet in person? I still have no ideas for my IchigoxRukia one-shot, yet I love that pairing, ahhhhh! Does anyone here like cereal? What's your favorite kind?
