Chapter 19: I'm missing you.


"Taylor," Nathan pushed her away from him, "Is that the kind of help you want to give me?"

"Nathan I…" Taylor didn't know what to say.

"How do you ever think of that?" Nathan yelled at her.

"Nathan I'm sorry, I didn't mean to."

"You know the only reason why I let you stay here because Haley wanted that, otherwise I never liked you here."

"Listen Nathan, I did care for you."

"I don't need that kind of care, I love Haley, and I love my kids, they've been through a lot and there's no way in hell, I'm going to betray them." Nathan said and began walking towards the main door.

"Nathan, where are you going?"

"I'm going to my wife and my kids and when it's over, I want you out." Nathan said and left.

"Damn it," Taylor wasn't happy.

"You've finally shown that you're a bitch," someone said from behind and Taylor turned; Quinn was standing behind her.

"What the hell do you want?" Taylor asked harshly.

"You really want to know what I want," Quinn came to Taylor and slapped her so hard that she fell on the floor.

"You know you're no different than Dan Scott, our sister is lying there in a hospital, and you're trying to steal her husband? Quinn lashed at her sister, "At this point you're not our sister any more."

"Fine…" Taylor yelled back, "You know both you and Haley have perfect lives and what do I have…nothing."

"So it's our fault…huh," Quinn came close to her, "Everything bad happened in your life is your own fault."

"Get the hell away from me," Taylor tried to push Quinn, but she grabbed her hair from one hand and one arm from other and twisted it to her back."

"LET ME GO!" Taylor yelled feeling the pain.

"You bitch, take your stuff and get the hell out of this town," Quinn was in rage.

"Ok please let go of my arm, you're going to break it," Taylor pleaded.

"Fine…" Quinn let her arm go, "I'm warning you, I want you out of here or else next time not only I'll break your arms but also yours other bones."

"Ok I'll leave, you can all go to hell," Taylor yelled and left the living room.

Quinn sighed, she cared for Taylor; she was her sister after all, but there was no way she could let her do what she wanted.


Julian checked his watch, and it was almost ten. He came to Brook who was holding Shawn.

"So he's sleepy."

"Yes Julian, its past his bed time and it's also getting late."

"I'm just worried about Nathan." Julian was also concerned.

"He's at home; Deb called and told me that," Brook told.

"Trust me Brook, if have seen enough," Julian was feeling bad for everything that happened.

"I know Julian, and I'm so grateful to you that you came and be there for us."

"Listen Brook," Julian sat beside her, "There's something I want to talk to. I always tried to talk about this before but then for some reasons I couldn't."

"I'm listening."

"Listen Brook, only reason why we fell apart because I never let you share my pain, I pushed you away as well as the kids, but when you were all gone from my life, I realized that what a big mistake I've done."

"Listen Julian, we had this conversation before."

"Yes but I never told you what I want to tell you." Julian took a deep breath, "You know

I've always taken things for granted, I even took you for granted, and I'm so sorry for that."

Brook remained silent; all she wanted was to hear.

"Now I know we can't take anything for granted, I've been alone for last four years, and I've learned that."

"So what do you want to ask me?"

"Brook, this whole experience taught me one thing is that life is too short, so I'm just going to say it…I want to be again in your life and I promise that I'll never take you for granted."

"Do you want us to be back together?"

"Yes Brook, I want us to be together again and this time I know we'll work things out."

"Ok Julian there something I also need to tell you, when we got divorced, it also hurt me the most." Brook placed Shawn on the couch, as he was now sleeping. "I still love you, and you already know I have never been with another man, since we divorced."

"And I never have been with another woman." Julian added.

"I also want things as they were before, but I'm afraid that if things don't work out, it will shatter me as well as the kids."

"Yes Brook, I've also thought about that, but if we keep assuming for the worst, then we can never move forward, we have to ourselves another chance."

"Julian right now I might not have the answer, but I promise I'll think about it."

"Yes Brook I want you to think about it, but don't take too much time."

"I know Julian, as you said life is too short."


Lucas was standing in the corridor having his arms crossed, Clay came to him.

"Hey, Lucas did you got any word from Nathan?"

"No I didn't talk to him but Deb called Mom, and she told me everything."

"Nathan is a good friend, and we're also a family, I know what it's like to lose someone you love so much."

"Yeah me too."

"Quinn also went to Nathan's house; I'm still waiting for her call."

"Wait a minute…" Lucas spots Nathan coming towards them.

"Nathan, are you alright," Clay asked.

"Yes I'm fine; I just want to be with my wife." Nathan answered and turned to Lucas,

"Lucas I want to talk to you can we go somewhere private."

"Listen Nathan…" Lucas had doubts that Nathan might confront him.

"Relax Lucas it's not what you think, I just want to talk," Nathan knew what Lucas was feeling.

"Ok then come outside," Lucas said and they both left.

Clay was also about to leave the corridor, but he stopped after he had seen Quinn coming towards him.

"Hey Quinn…what's wrong?" He could see that she was holding tears.

"Listen Clay when I went to see Nathan, Taylor was also there, and she tried to seduce Nathan."

"What?" Clay was shocked.

"Well Nathan pushed her away and clearly told her that he loves Haley,"

"So you got into fight with her."

"Yes Clay, I really got the upper hand, but right now I don't know why I feel so bad."

"Simply because she's also your sister and you care about her."

"Yes Clay, but why Taylor can't see that way." Quinn placed her head on Clay's chest and then she let her tears flow.


"Lucas, I know losing Jamie is as harder on you as it's for me, you know when I was paralyzed, and I pushed him away, you were like the father to him all that time."

"Nathan, I've always loved Jamie like a son, what hurts me the most is that both time Dan is the one responsible for the his death.

"Yes Lucas, you see he almost ruined my family, but I'm here to tell you that I don't blame you for anything, I shouldn't have let Jamie meet Dan that night."

"I still feel responsible; I shouldn't have saved Dan from that fire, maybe our lives would have been a lot better."

"Lucas I know the part of the reason why Haley had a breakdown because she let Dan in Jamie's life."

As they were talking, Julian also came close to them.

"So you two are here, Karen wants to see you both, and it's kind of getting late."

"Yeah you're right," Lucas looked at his watch, "We better get inside."


Lily, Peyton and Karen were waiting for Lucas and Nathan to arrive. After few minutes, they saw them coming.

"So you wanted to see me?" Lucas asked his mother.

"Yes Lucas it's getting late and kids are tired, so you must go home and come tomorrow."

"Yes you're right; kids need to be at home right now." Lucas agreed.

"Listen I'm going to stay here." Nathan told everyone.

"Listen Nathan you may stay here but your kids can't, they need to go have a rest."

"Yeah, they really need some rest," Nathan agreed, "Are they still in Sam's room."

"Rebecca, Sawyer, Davis and Ashley are in the cafeteria; Jason and Adam along with

younger kids are in the room."

"Listen I have an idea." Peyton came forward and everyone looked at her, "Why don't we have Nathan's kids stay with us."

"I agree," Karen said, "I think it's good that they spend a night together."

"Hey," Brook also came in front, "Your house is small, and I think it's better that Maggie stays with me, she's also closer to me."

"Ok I agree with you," Nathan knew kids will be worried all alone and spending a night with their cousins will be helpful.

"Then we must talk to the kids." Peyton said looking at the others.

After few minutes kids were all together.

"Dad I also want to stay here with mom and you." Ashley said to her father.

"I know, but only one person can stay here so I'm afraid you have to go."

"Ok dad, I think I'll be ok at Uncle Lucas's," Ashley also knew she can't spend a night alone without her parents.

"Yeah me too," Adam added.

"So it's done Adam and Ashley will stay at Lucas's, and Maggie will stay with us," Brook said and took Maggie.

"Mommy…" Anna said, "Can I also stay at Aunt Brook."

"Anna…" Peyton was about to say but Brook came, "Peyton, I think it's a good idea, Shawn is Maggie's friend, but they might feel awkward together, I think Anna should also come."

"Listen she too young and never spend a night outside home." Peyton was having doubts.

"She's spending night with us," Julian came to Peyton.

Peyton looked at Lucas and he nodded.

"Mom Maggie and Anna can sleep in my room," Rebecca said to his mother.

"I'm also thinking the same." Brook answered.

"Ok dad," Ashley hugged and kissed her father on the cheek fallowed by Adam and Maggie.

"Ok kids, I love you and so does your mom, we'll see each other at the morning."

Everyone began leaving and now Nathan was alone there, he came to Haley's room. Her eyes were still closed. He sat beside her and placed his head on the bed, and then slowly drifted to sleep.


In the next morning…

"Wake up," Shawn gently shook both Anna and Maggie.

"What?" Anna said and woke up.

"Don't make any noise," Shawn placed a finger on his lips and looked towards his big sister, who was sleeping on the couch.

"Ok," Anna realized, and Maggie was also up by then.

"Fallow me," Shawn said and Anna along with Maggie slowly fallowed him to his room.

"Ok I have prepared everything, here's the map, my mom made that for me, and with it's help, we can reach the cemetery."

"But we can't go out wearing clothes like these," Anna said looking at her sleeping dress.

"Yeah…" Shawn realized but then his eyes sparked, "I have an idea."

"What, tell me I." Anna was curious.

"Ok its sound stupid, but you two can wear my clothes, we are about same height."

"No…" Anna replied with a bad face, "I'm not going to wear boy clothes."

"Ok I'll wear it; I want to talk to Jamie; if she doesn't want to go, we'll go together." Maggie said as she really wanted to see her brother's grave.

"Ok I'll wear his cloths," Anna surrendered.

After few minutes, both Maggie and Anna were dressed in Shawn's clothes, and he gave them his caps. Now both Anna and Maggie were looking like boys.

"Ok I also have cookies and apples with me; we must leave before anyone wakes up."

All three kids slowly walked towards the main door and left the house.


Deb came out of her room; she hardly slept last night after what happened.

She came to the guest room, and saw Taylor packing.

"So you're leaving…at last."

"Yeah I'm leaving; it was a mistake coming here in the first place."

"Ok before you leave, I want to say something, I know why you came, Taylor the kind of path you're walking on is going to hurt you bad and no one will be there to help you."

"Fine…but I can take care of myself."

"My job was to give you the advice, rest of it is up to you, but I've been on that road before, and I know what's it's like to be alone"

"You don't need to worry about her." Taylor said and left, and the only thing that Deb could do is to shocked her head.

"So she finally left, I'm glad that Nathan didn't do anything stupid." Copper said entering the living room.

"My son loves his wife and his kids,"

"Ok speaking of Nathan I think we must go there."

"Yes, but don't pick up the kids, it's still very early, and I want them to rest properly, I'm going to make some breakfast for Nathan and then we shall leave."


Peyton was up and so was Lucas.

"So you're up early."

"Yes, Anna has never been away from home before, and I'm little worried."

"To be honest with you, I'm also worried, even I know she's at Brook's"

"I know it's early but I think I might go at Brook's and take her back."

"Well I agree that you should go and check on her, but I think she should stay with Maggie…Brook will bring her later."

"Ok I already checked on Ashley and Adam, they're sleeping, and I don't want to wake them up so early."

"Let them sleep."

"Ok I'm going…love you." Peyton gave Lucas a quick kiss and left.


Shawn, Maggie and Anna were at the graveyard, and they were all standing at Jamie's grave. They knew that Jamie's grave was under the big oak tree.

"Hi Jamie," Maggie sat near her brother's grave. She could read his name engraved on the black marble tombstone, "I miss you so much, Adam and Ashley miss you too, I know you are in heavens, and you can talk to God, please ask God to let mommy be ok and please can God let you come back." Maggie was sad, she remembered how much her big brother loved her, and they used to have so much fun together, now she was missing all that.

"Ok I also want to talk to Jamie," Anna came and Maggie stood up to give her space, "Jamie, after you're gone to heaven, daddy is so sad. I want God to bring you here for a little time, so you can talk to dad and tell him that I, Jason and Sawyer love him and miss him."

"Ok I think it's my turn," Shawn came close to Jamie's grave, "Hi Jamie, I miss our times when you come visit us and hold me from one hand and used to swing me in the air, I know my mom and dad are together now, but when it's over dad will leave, I don't want him to leave, please come back and tell mom not let dad go."

All of sudden wind began blowing and leave fell on Jamie's grave and from somewhere a black crow came and sat on the tombstone of Jamie's grave.

"Hey Jamie also told me that if people in heaven hear us, they give us some sign, maybe he heard us." Maggie said looking at fallen leaves and black crow, who was looking at them.

"Ok we must go back; mommy is going to be really mad when she finds out." Shawn reminded

"Ok then go," Maggie said and all three of them began walking.

"Wait first I must take out the map," Shawn took the map from his backpack but wind blew hard. Map got of his hand and flew away.

"Oh no," all three kids ran after it but the map dropped in the lake, and now it was out of their reach.

"What shall we do now?" Anna asked in shacking voice.

"I don't know," Shawn was also worried.

All of sudden a man came closer and began staring at them. Anna, Maggie and Shawn were now really scared.


Brook was up and before she could check on kids, she saw Rebecca coming downstairs, and she was little freaked out.

"Rebecca, what's wrong?"

"Mom, did you have seen Shawn, Anna and Maggie?"

"No, I just woke up," Brook told Rebecca, "What's wrong, tell me."

"I woke up and saw my bed empty, then I went inside Shawn's room, and he wasn't in his room either. I checked everywhere and I can't seem to find them."

Brook just held her forehead, "You were supposed to look after the girls." Brook yelled at her.

"Mom I'm sorry," Rebecca had now tears in her eyes.

At meantime Julian also came out his room and saw the tension on Brook's and Rebecca's face.

"What's going on?" Julian asked.

"Julian…Shawn, Maggie and Anna are not in home, and we don't know where they are."

"What?" Julian could feel the butterflies in his stomach, "Just check outside, they may be there."

"Davis has gone outside to check," Rebecca told them.

All of the sudden door opened and Davis entered the house. He was sweating and his face expression was not pleasant.

"Davis did you found them?" Brook asked.

"Mom, I looked everywhere and asked all the neighbors, they didn't see them."

"Oh m God," Brook held her head and sat on the chair.

"Brook, calm down," Julian came to Brook and gave a look at Rebecca, she was also shaking like a dry leaf.

"Davis, come to your mother," Julian said and Davis did what he was told, Julian came to his daughter and held her, "Rebecca it's not your fault."

"Dad I was supposed to look after Anna and Maggie."

"It's ok we'll find them," Julian knew he could let his daughter take the blame, "Davis take your sister to her room and stay with her."

"Ok dad," Davis took Rebecca to her room.

Julian came back to Brook, "I'll go and look for them."

"What if someone has taken them. Julian, I'll not be able to live without my little boy," Brook began sobbing hard.

"Please Brook don't think like that."

"Please call Jack."

"Ok I will but you have to calm down."

Julian held Brook, but at meantime door bell rang.

"Julian, please check."

"Ok," Julian walked towards the main door, but when he opened the door he was frozen.

"Julian, I don't think I look so scary," it was Peyton.

"Peyton….hi…" Julian struggled to speak to her.

"What's going on?" Now Peyton was little worried, no way Julian could be as much scared of her like that.

"Peyton you're here?" Brook came and she was as scared to face her as Julian was.

"What is wrong with you two?" Peyton entered the house, "Ok I want to see Anna."

"Peyton….I," Brook was struggling.

"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG?" this time Peyton yelled, she knew something was wrong, and they were not telling her.

"Peyton I'm so sorry," Brook began crying again, "We don't know. Shawn, Maggie and Anna are missing, and we don't know where they are."

"You don't know?" Peyton's eyes were widened with shock, "I trusted my daughter with you."

"I'm sorry, I'll find them," Julian said he was also feeling little guilty.

"Yes you better find them before my husband knows, he came this close to have another heart attack, and if he founds out Anna is missing, I don't know he'll be able to take it."

Peyton's eyes were red in anger and shock; she couldn't believe that her little girl was missing.


Deb came inside Haley's room and saw her soon sleeping in a chair with his head placed on Haley's bed. Deb looked at her son and tears came out of her eyes. She just wished she can take all his pain and suffering, but she knew that it couldn't happen.

She came closer to Nathan and gently stroked his hair.

"Mom," Nathan woke up, "When did you come?"

"Just now, and I brought you breakfast."

"Mom, trust me, I don't feel like eating."

"No you'll eat," Deb opened the box and brought it to him.

"Ok mom," Nathan took a bite, "That's good mom."

Deb smiled, after so many years they were finally having a mother son moment.


"Ok kids calm down; I'm not going to hurt you." Man came closer to kids.

"Who are you?" Shawn asked.

"I'm Richie Ryan; Jamie was my friend and also came here to visits his grave." He was indeed Richie, and he recognized the children.

"Yes I remember, so you are Richie," Maggie came close to him, now all children were relieved.

"Will you tell me why you came here all alone and why you two are wearing boy's clothes?" Richie asked looking at both Maggie and Anna.

"That's his fault, he made us wear these cloths," Anna gave a look at Shawn and in return Shawn showed her his tongue.

"Please kids behave, and tell me everything."

Soon Richie heard everything and his heart melt with their innocence.

"Ok I'll call your mom." Richie said to the kids.

"What if she is mad at me?" Shawn was little afraid.

"Ok listen to me what you did was wrong, yes they'll be mad, but tell them what you feel, and they'll understand."

"Ok I then call mom, I also want to go home."


Rebecca was in her room, crying hard and Davis was with her.

"Please Rebecca stop crying, dad said he'll find them."

"Did you saw the way mom was crying? I just can't deal with it."

"Shawn will be home," Davis held his sister.

"I have already seen what it did to Uncle Nathan's family when they lost Jamie, we can't loose Shawn, our family can't go through."

"Everything will be alright," Davis held his sister, he said those words only to comfort her, but deep down, he was as much scared.

At meantime Julian was all dressed up. Brook and Peyton were both sitting in the living room.

"Ok I'm going, I'll also talk to Jack, and we'll find them."

"Please Julian, bring them home!" Brook pleaded.

"Wait," Peyton stood up, "I think I must search with you."

"I think it's a better idea." Julian agreed.

All of sudden, Brook's cell began ringing, and she immediately took the call. Both Julian and Peyton stopped.

"Richie…yes I know you, we met at the party…what, you have the kids."

Julian and Peyton came closer; they knew it was about the kids.

"Richie you're an angel! Thank God…stay with the kids we are coming."

"Brook what happened?" Julian asked, "Who is Richie?"

"Listen kids are at the graveyard, they all went to see Jamie's grave, so they can talk to him, I remember I made a map for Shawn for fun, with it's help kids reached there but then Shawn lost it…" Brook took a small pause, "Richie is Jamie's friend, and he came there to pay his respect and he found them."

"Thanks God," Julian released the breath of relief, "I'll go and bring them back."

"Ok I'm also going with you." Peyton said and Julian nodded.

"Brook listen," Julian came close to her, "Go to Rebecca, she's blaming herself."

"Oh my God, I just yelled at her without even realizing how much it's gonna hurt her." Brook had tears.

"Talk to her, she'll be alright, and I'm going to bring Shawn, Anna and Maggie back." Julian said and along with Peyton left the house.


Lucas was sitting in his study room, he looked at his watch.

"Peyton is late." He said to himself.

At meantime his door opened and Sawyer entered the room.

"Dad, where's mom?"

"She went to pick Anna."

"Ok Dad, Adam and Ashley are up, and they want to go to the hospital."

"We'll leave as soon as your mom comes home."


Richie was still with the kids, and he was telling them the stories. Shawn, Maggie and Anna were all hooked on him.

While kids were listing to Richie, Julian and Peyton spots them, and ran towards the kids.

"Mr. Ryan thanks!" Julian held both Shawn and Maggie.

"Just call me Richie, they are cool kids."

"I'm so glad that you found them." Peyton held Anna's hand

"Can I talk to both of you for a moment?"

Julian looked at Peyton and then they came to Richie.

"Listen I know I'm not part of your family, and it's not my place, but I spend a little time with these kids and you know they are as effected by Jamie's death as any one of you. Please let them in, don't ignore them thinking that they're too young."

"No Richie, you are right, thanks."

"One more thing, I was brought in an orphanage, I never had a family, when I met Jamie that's when I realized what family means."

"Richie you're a good person, one day you'll have a great family."

"It can't happen," Richie sighed, "I'm sterile, and I can't have kids."

"Oh I'm sorry," Peyton did feel pain in his voice.

"Its fine, I'm happy with my life, but I do love kids."

"Yeah we already saw that."

"Ok I must leave, you all take care." Richie said and left.

"Yeah he was a good kid," Julian said watching Richie leave.

Peyton came to Jamie's grave and a tear came out of her eye.

"Trust me Peyton; my heart is also aching watching this grave."

"Yes we saw him grew up, and now he's lying in this grave!" Peyton wiped away her tears, "We better leave."

"Ok I'm taking Maggie and Shawn home." Julian picked their hands.

"Fine it's late and I think Anna should come with me."

"Ok," Julian said and left with Shawn and Maggie.

"Ok Anna, come with me," Peyton picked her hand and began walking towards her car.

"Mom, are you mad at me." Anna asked.

"Yes a little bit, sweaty you should have asked us."

"Mom but you and Dad are so sad, you don't talk to me like you and daddy used to be."

Peyton sighed; she knew her daughter was right.


Brook came inside Rebecca's room. She was sitting quietly. Brook was now really feeling guilty yelling at her before.

"Rebecca…" Brook called her name, "I'm sorry I yelled at you."

Rebecca and Davis both came close to their mother, and she held them both.

"Listen all three of you means a world to me, and I can't even imagine living without any of you," Tears were flowing from Brook's eyes.

"Mom, don't cry we'll never leave you," Davis wiped away his mother's tears.

"Mom Dad will find Shawn," Rebecca also assured her mom.

"Shawn has been found, he, Anna and Maggie went to see Jamie's grave."

"So he's coming back?" both Davis and Rebecca said at the same time.

Brook was about to say, but the door opened and Shawn entered the room. Brook at once ran towards him and took him in her arms, "Don't you dare ever do that to your mommy ever again!"

"Mommy sorry, I won't do it again."

"You know how worried I was." Brook held her son.

Julian came inside holding Maggie's hand.

"Ok we'll deal with it later; Maggie wants to see her mom and dad and must leave at once."

"Yes you're right," Brook wiped away her tears and turned to her kids, "All of you get ready, we shall leave as soon as possible."


Peyton along with Anna entered their house.

"I was about to call you, what took you so long?" Lucas asked coming towards them and gave a surprising look at Anna, "Is she wearing Shawn's clothes?"

"Lucas there's something I need to tell you."

"Ok, I'm listening."

"Anna, go to Sawyer, she'll get you ready."

"Ok mommy," Anna said and left.

Peyton told Lucas everything what happened moments ago.

Lucas took a deep breath, "Richie was right."

"I thank God that he was there."

"Maybe it was a lesson to us."

"Yes Lucas it was."

"Ok I must talk to Anna."

Lucas and Peyton walked towards Sawyer's room and knocked the door.

"Ok I'm coming," Sawyer opened the door and Anna clothes were changed.

"Anna I'm sorry that I'm not been a good dad to you lately."

"Daddy I still love you."

Lucas held his daughter, "Ok, do you liked Richie?"

"Dad he is cool, he told me a great story about Duncan MacLeod, you know daddy he fights bad guy with sword and he can't die."

"Wow that's an interesting story!" Sawyer came close to her little sister.

"Ok we'll hear this story later; we have to go to the hospital."" Peyton reminded.


After few minutes, everyone was at the hospital.

Ashley, Adam and Maggie we're together with their father.

"So how was your night away from home?" Nathan asked his kids.

"We were ok, but what about your dad?" Adam asked.

"I was also fine." Nathan answered.

"Daddy I went to see Jamie," Maggie told her dad.

"Yes I know, Aunt Brook told me that, I'm not mad at you this time but next time I will be if you go anywhere without telling anyone."

"Daddy but I wanted to talk to Jamie and asked him to tell God to make mommy wake up."

Nathan looked at his daughter's big blue eyes, he also wanted the same.

All of sudden a Nurse came inside in a rush, "Mr. Scott, please come quickly."

"What's wrong?" Nathan's heart began beating hard.

"Your wife regained consciousness, she will be fine."

Nathan felt like someone just pulled a huge weight from his chest, "Ok we're coming"

They all rushed to Haley's room, but before they could enter, Sam stopped them.

"Listen to me, Haley is alright now and danger of her slipping in a comma has gone, but makes sure she doesn't get any more stress other wise she can have another stroke."

"Don't worry I'll take every care of my wife."


Haley was lying on the bed, she was thinking about the same thing, she should have never trusted her son with a monster like Dan, she was feeling guilty and tears were coming out of her eyes.

Door opened and Nathan entered the room, Haley rolled her face, she couldn't face her husband.

"Hey," Nathan held his wife, "I'm here for you don't turn away."

"Nathan, I can't face you, all this time you were right about Dan, he finally took our son, and it's my entire fault, how can I live with this."

"Haley," Nathan held tight, "It's was never your fault, and I don't blame you, in fact, It was my fault, I was the one who gave Jamie permission to see Dan."

"Dan has finally taken our boy, and he has taken him so far that we will never see him again or hear him again."

Nathan closed his eyes, Haley was right, "Listen we are together in this."

"Please I want to see Ashley, Adam and Maggie."

"They're here." Nathan walked towards the door and opened it.

Adam, Ashley and Maggie came to their mother and Haley held them, all and everyone had tears.

Everyone was watching from outside, and they were all wishing for a miracle... a miracle that can heal them all.


Ok from last chapter I got the review that I have too many characters, and I'm not doing any justice with them. Well, I agree, there are indeed some characters, which shouldn't be in this story like Robert, and I also hardly mention Mouth, Skillz, Millie and even Andre, so I'm guilty on that part. Furthermore, before I got the review I also had the feeling that rest of it is going under, but I'm afraid that it will remain under the sheet, as I lost my interest in other stuff, and my focus is on main plot.

As for Brook and Julian, I've told it before they are supporting characters. I think I have mentioned Brook a lot in my story but yes not Julian too much, as far as their kids go, I may agree I barely mention them, but again the story is not about them, and if you can see I also don't mention Leyton or Haley kids that often either, but I should have done some more with them, but you can see that Brulian had a major part in this chapter.

Originally this chapter was supposed to the second last but an idea came in my mind, which I'll do it. So another chapter is added.

Next chapter may be short one, but I'm really exciting about that one.

R&R.