Chapter 11: Confession:
Part One: Admitting the Past and Feelings
I starT to get annoyed with Lee making me wish Sasuke was close by.
No, he went to go to the bathroom.
He takes my hand and plays with it.
"Lee let go or else you'll lose the whole arm instead of just your hand."
He doesn't let go at least not until Sasuke comes up behind him and takes his wrist in his hand and squeezed his hardest until Lee let go of me.
"I'm sure the lady said to let go of her hand and leave her alone," Sasuke looks like he's about to rip his arm off.
Lee starts to wince so I touch Sasuke's hand softly and look at him with the look that only shows gratitude.
"Lee you should go now," I take Sasuke's hand in mine, "like I asked and Sasuke I need to talk to you."
they both nod and I point to the other bartender.
"Hey Suki can you take the bar for a while I need to yell at someone."
She nods and looks at me and smiles as I sneak Sasuke into his backroom for staff only.
"What did you mean earlier when you saw me walking away about my braids?"
His take s a deep shaky breathes. Wait an Uchiha feeling nervous over something so trivial?
He sighs and takes a strand of my hair looking me in the face tolling the strands between his fingers, "Because when we were young you would fall asleep in my lap or just sit in my lap and ask him to braid it after a while it became a habit and I would braid your hair whenever I could. I remember how you would tell me that you love them and give me a hug and a kiss on a cheek," I almost didn't hear him mumble, "even though a kiss on the lips from you is what I desired."
I sigh remembering when we were kids falling on him and kissing him on accident we didn't' talk to each other for a while, later I found out it was because at the age of nine and well his brother was fourteen he was picked on him about us being all grown up.
His voice knocks me out of my thoughts, "I'm so sorry Sakura," his voice cracked, "my uncle he doesn't want me to be with you. So him and Karin's father Orichimaru made a deal and I'm to be married to her unless I find someone who is truly in love with me. I don't want her because I want you because…"
I smile he doesn't' finish so I lean close to him , "Because..?"
"Because even though act like a nerdy emo."
I laugh a little, 'you're one to talk about being emo.' "You are very special in my life. You are the one that always has been there not matter what happened. If uncle wasn't so strict and scary," he mumbled scary, "I would have been with you but my uncle took me I he told me to stay away from you. I don't want to be away from you," he takes a step towards me and I take a step back into the wall, "because a life without Sakura isn't worth living. Sakura is my sun for my world and even the light from the moon and stars aren't' there. I feel numb only feeling when I see her smile from the corner of my eye. You are the reason why I'm still sane. Even though I've been a total d-bag you still stayed by my side. You still remember what we were to each other as kids."
"If you remember what did we do on our last tea party date?"
He blushed, "Well I took you to our open area with white flowers and green grass circling around a small table and chairs that looked like we were going to have tea with the queen except that there was cookies still in the merchandise tray. When we were only a little bit into our usual time you started to choke. When I helped you it landed on the plate right in front of you so we started to laugh. We played in the flowers you made us crowns and even tried to teach me. You said, 'As long as flowers bloom we'll be best friends for life.' I had tried to move the crown and placed it on your head smiling like a fool I told you, 'We'll be friends forever and a day.' That was when my brother walked over to us. Sakura do you know what I mean by forever and a day?"
I shake my head and look him in his eyes that seem to be shining.
"Forever and a day is I'll be with you forever even after everything ends. It'll go beyond forever beyond what we have."
He's not lying he does remember Sasuke wouldn't tell anyone he was always to reserve for that kind of thing. Also my parents would flip if they found out I choked. He loved secrets to.
Part Two: I'll be your toy
It gets a little inapporaite at this part so if you don't like heavy make-out and almost father don't read it
I rested my head on his chest after so long of just staring up at his face after he just confessed his love for me he start to stroke my hair.
"Do you really mean forever and a day?"
He takes my chin in his hand and pulls it up enough so he can kiss my forehead, "I do mean forever and a day and not just for our friendship."
I start to forget the world as I look him in the eyes. They are so sad but happy, lonely but loved, ad worried but carefree, odd such different emotions to carry on your shoulders.
When he went to leave to pull him into me placing my lips over his roughly whispering, "Please don't leave me."
"Sasuke there's something I want to say I…"
he cut me short pushing me into the wall more kissing me. He pulled away and loomed over me holding me by my waist.
"Sasuke why do you do this to me?"
I growled at him I wanted more and I hate that feeling. I hate that I love him being so close and the feel of his body close to mine and the feel and taste fo his lips. I hate that I love this.
I'm the one this time to pull him back into a passionate kiss. It started to get more heated he pulled me closer and licks my bottom lip asking for me to open them. I smirk against his lips and play with his chicken assed hair. I pull him closer ignoring the feeling that I shouldn't be doing this.
My phone goes off so I pull it out and answer but he didn't stop with the kisses.
Before I could answer I growl, "Leave visible marks and I'll kill you."
I shouldn't have said that but he would be far away enough no one would hear anything on the phone. He smiles up at me and starts to kiss down my body when he reaches the bottom of my shirt lifting it until it got above my bra.
He smiles and lifts it up leaving love bites all over my torso until he gets to my breast again and he takes on of them in his mouth mumbling, "These are mine."
I try not to moan and look at the phone again and see its Ino who's been waiting me to answer.
"Hello"
"Yes you finally answer me. What are you doing?"
Before I can answer she cuts me off like always, "Anyways I'm at the Krypt."
I sigh and try again not to do anything to give away what we were really doing, "Sorry Ino I had to yell at Sasuke but he couldn't hear me. So I've been yelling at him in the staff room. I'll be out in a second."
"I'm surprised by your control in killing him or jumping his…"
I hang up before she can finish her statement but I know what she was about to say and truth is I probably would of if she didn't call me.
Sasuke had stopped sucking my breast and went to licking my stomach and I moan silently I could barely hear it, "Sasuke I need to get back to work and talk to Ino. Also we don't' people getting the wrong ideas."
He stops and pulls down my shirt and kisses up it until he gets to the pulse point in my neck kissing it lightly, "Even though it would be close enough."
Still he pulls away and gives me the puppy eyes and whispers to me, "Well whenever you need a toy or a cute little puppy like you've always wanted I'll be there just for you babe."
He nibbles at my ear making me shake with pleasure that has been running through me ever since this whole thing started. I
pull away and give him my best evil smile and nip at his neck, "I'll keep that in mind. Problem is you don't know what you are asking for."
I push him into the table and start to yell at him about begin an inconserate jerk who doesn't know his place.
Before leaving when I stopped yelling and he started to yell back I pull him close to me by his collar of his shirt and lick from his collarbone to his ear, "Don't tell a soul or else those pictures of you growing up will get into the wrong hands."
He looks at me with murderous intent when I drag him out of the room I whisper again, "I'm sorry."
Good thing I fixed my shirt and bra with his help of course I take him by his shirt and hold on tight well I open the door and throw him out well hitting him in the stomach. It was hard but only for it would be a small bruise for a day.
He fall on his ass, "I can handle myself I don't need help from hopeless ass whip like yourself. Also don't ever touch me again it would be a bad idea."
He looks shocked for a second then it hits him people will tell Karin and she'll try to kill me in my sleep or have someone do it for her. He cocks his head to the side and smirks a me and when people stop paying a attention he taps his pocket with his phone in it and I know he will want to talk later tonight.
When I looked back at hi later that night he mouths, "You owe me."
The weird thing is I just nodded and kept at work.
