Authors note: I would have gotten this up sooner guys, but I was kind of torn…I had like 4 ideas but im deciding to go with the most dramatic one, I hope you love it.
(Jacobs POV)
As panic set in I began to feel paralyzed, I couldn't think, couldn't move. I decided it'd be best just to sit down next to my car and try to regain feeling.
As I sat, and rocked back and forth, trying to soothe myself I noticed flashing lights and heard sirens from behind. I turned my head to see what all the fuss was about and a cop car froze behind me….shit….
The cop, who I recognized as Charlie's deputy, slowly began to approach me. As he inched close, I could see him feel for his gun…I guess I looked dangerous or something.
"What are you doing laying on the pavement son?" He asked…I wasn't really sure how to explain the situation. I figured it'd be best just to tell him about Billy. Before I could even say a word he opened my car door and began searching. "Are you on drugs?" He asked looking in the glove compartment.
"No!!" I snapped, astonished he'd think such a thing. Snapping at a cop was probably not the best idea…I inwardly prayed I wouldn't end up in jail.
As he leaned over to get into my glove compartment I saw him flinch…I wasn't sure what was wrong.
"Where'd this blood come from?" he asked. Oh shit!!! Why didn't I clean the car? Why did Bella have to bleed on it in the first place? I was so going to jail….
"I didn't kill anyone." I started….wait does that make me sound suspicious? Oh shit it probably did.
(Bella's POV)
Uhhh, I thought as I furiously paced the room. I really didn't want to get into any trouble, but there was nothing else I could possibly do!! The only thing I could think about was how good it would feel to cut myself right now. To just be able to stick the blade threw my wrist and watch the blood drip down my arm, feeling the pain, numbness, and having everything just fade away for awhile.
Stop!! I thought. Couldn't I see how bad that had been? Did I really want anyone else hurt? I needed to stop thinking about dripping blood.
To get my mind off things I figured I'd take a shower. I felt grimy and nasty anyway, I knew I had to have tons of dried sweat and blood all over my body from earlier.
As I undressed, and slowly turned the red and blue knobs, trying to mix hot and cold to make the perfect warm water, the dried blood started to almost melt off of me, and drain into the water's flitter.
As I watched the water turn from a clear blue to an almost pink I felt better. As if I was whipping this away and starting a new beginning.
I got a towel off the rack feeling almost im powered. I could do better, I could do this I thought.
The phone started to go off as I was thinking…I didn't know the number but decided to answer anyway.
"Hello." I answered, almost cheerfully happy with my new life choice.
"Hey Bella…..I'm um…in jail." Someone who sounded like Jacob said…it couldn't be Jacob could it? It just couldn't!!!
"Jacob?" I asked...unable to believe it was him on the other line.
"Yeah…" he sighed, I could here the pain and anger in his voice.
"What? How?" I asked, pressing the phone to my ear, making sure I didn't miss a word of his explanation. I was sooo confused.
"Um…it's a long story…the cops telling me to get off the phone." Was all he said before the line went dead…well good bye good mood.
Authors note: OMG Jakey's in jail!!!!! This is sooo not good!! How will Bella manage to stay sane with all this going on? And if you think that's bad were not even close to what horribleness is going to come…… This is unrelated but don't you find this story kind of a rollercoaster of emotion or is that just me? I mean one minute happy then depressing….
