Authors note: Um ok well I kind of don't know where I'm going with this but I sort of have an idea….so this may be the turning point of the story…if you don't like how it turns out tell me…cause it may get random.

(Jacob's POV)

I ran outside but saw Bella no where…I didn't know where she could be, but she had only been away from me for ten minutes…she couldn't have gotten that far.

"Bella!!!!" I yelled…..no answer. "Bella your father's alive, the hospital made a mistake!!!!!! Bella!!!!"

With each scream I felt her getting further and further away….she gave me no answer so I thought on my feet. I had told her to live for her father, she thought her father was dead. If he was the only thing she was living for then she must have been out to kill herself…..where was the closest and fastest way to die from where we were?

Well I guessed there were a couple of ways…I mean you could just walk out into the street and get hit by a car…that was a possibility but then again there were few cars around…if you wanted to get hit you'd go on a busy street…this form of death wouldn't be fast enough. I knew she had no knife on her or the alarm at the hospital would have sounded when we walked in, all forms of metal were out.

As I walked further and further I realized where I was headed….I saw a brown hair figure moving towards the cliffs…..she wouldn't jump…would she?

"Bella!!! Bella stop!!!" I saw her quicken her pace as she heard me get closer…she was going to jump and I didn't know if I'd make it in time.

As I thought of Bella gone I realized something I hadn't quite realized before…..if she died I'd miss her….I'd miss her a lot. I'd been friends with her since we were small children and she was more then just a friend, more then just a best friend, I knew now what I had been trying so desperately to hide before….I loved her…I really, really loved her.

I had to catch up with her, had to make it to the cliff before she did, I couldn't let the girl I loved die. I mean sure she was a little stubborn and crazy but no ones really normal and she couldn't die over something so stupid, something that wasn't even true.

"Bells, the hospital made a mistake!!! Charlie Swam died not Charlie Swan!!!" I yelled…she slowed her pace for a second and turned to me.

"Yeah right, your just saying that so I wont go through with killing myself!!!" She yelled back as she started running again…god, when she wanted to run without falling she really could do it.

I thought for a second and looked over at the cliff again, we were now less then a hundred feet away….I only had a minute to convince her before she made it over to that cliff or it was over.

She wouldn't believe me about Charlie in that little of time so I had to tell her something else…..something she might go with.

"Bella wait, you can't kill yourself." I said.

"Oh yeah…why not, Charlie was the only one I was living for anyway and now he's gone, there's nothing left to live for….no one left."

"Yes there is Bella!!!!" I yelled.

"What? What's left?" She asked.

"Not what…who." I answered.

"Well then who….the love of my life is never coming back and now neither is my father!!" She cried.

"You, you can live for everyone else who cares for you." I stalled.

"Who else cares?" He asked.

"Well what about Renee?"

"She doesn't love me, she had Phil."

"You know that's not true Bella, your mom will always love you."

"Well if she's all I have to live for then I might as well die….she's not even around." She sighed.

"What about me? Live for me Bella I love you!!!" I yelled, I could feel tears fill my eyes…yeah real manly.

"Your just saying that, your life would be way better off without me, I;m just a pain." She lied to herself.

"No your not Bells, I really do love you." I said as I finally caught up to her and grabbed her by the wrists.

"You don't really love me Jake, now just let me go so I can get this over with." She struggled to break free of my grip.

"Oh yeah….well if I can prove to you that I do love you will you stop?" I asked.

"I guess….but I don't see how you could do th-" Before she could finish I pressed my lips to hers and started kissing her.

"Does that prove anything?" I asked.

"That was just a sympathy kiss." She sighed again, edging closer to her death.

Since she didn't believe me I pulled her closer and kissed her again, so long it left her gasping for air.

"If that doesn't prove anything I don't know what does." I smirked as she kissed me this time….guess she did believe me after all.

"I guess I could live." She answered.

"Good, now come on let's get back to the hospital, we can go get that lady fired I said.

"I'd rather just have you punch her in the face."

"And get arrested again, I don't think so." I laughed, I thought nothing could ruin this moment….until Quil came running up to us.

"Who's this?" He asked.

"None of your business, now what do you want?" I asked, hoping he would just go away. "It's about your dad, Sam found a wheelchair in the woods but no Billy, he wants you over there right away." He answered……well there goes my moment….

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