Authors note: guys this totally sucks but I have to say it…..I'm kind of failing Spanish so I might not be able to update very often at all anymore, my parents are sooo pissed, im surprised im even being allowed to write this now )=
(Bella's POV)
I woke up in a blur…I wasn't sure what the hell had happened yesterday, and I couldn't really even remember. All I knew was that I had the worst migraine ever….
I slowly peered my head up to look around and see where I was…Jacob's house again? What was I doing here?
I tried to think back to what lead me here, but I couldn't, my mind was in one huge, very painful, fog.
"Jake?" I called, the tone of my own voice was making my head pound more.
"Hey." He yawned, coming into the room with backpack in hand. I looked at the clock….six thirty….damn it was early.
"What happened?" I asked in almost a whisper.
"Bells, why are you talking like that?" He asked back….way too loudly.
"Jacob….please talk quietly…head pounding." I muttered.
"Well that ones your own fault." He laughed in a whisper, as he pulled a few hairs behind my head.
"Huh?" I asked, not seeing what he was getting at.
"You seriously don't remember?" He smiled, sitting beside me. I don't understand why he thought whatever it was, was so funny.
"Bells, you were high and drunk yesterday, I brought you back home and you were acting like a nut job."
"No, I wasn't."
"Yes you were." He answered again.
"Seriously?" I asked…really not believing this.
"Yes, seriously." He sighed, as he looked over at the clock. "Bells I have to leave in like ten minutes."
Ten minutes…where was he going? "Where are you going?" I asked, like a sad little puppy, desperate to stay with her owner.
"School, it's Monday." Was the only answer he gave before he got up, leaving me alone.
"Do you have to go to school?" I asked him, sadly.
"Yes Bella." He answered, picking the backpack up off the floor. "Do you want me to drop you off with your Dad?" He asked.
"At the hospital? I don't think so." I answered.
"Um Bells, your Dad is at home." He answered, not in a happy tone, oh shit!!!! Did he know I was high yesterday too?
With out me even having to ask Jake knew what I wanted to know. He nodded his head to tell me yes, and I sunk into the couch.
"It would probably be a good idea to show him you're ok." He said. "You probably don't want to be alone all day anyway, and neither does he." Jake said as he got the keys to the car.
"Fine" I sighed, as I slowly got up.
(Jake's POV)
"Well, here we are." I muttered, stopping the car for Bella to get out, but she didn't move. "What's wrong?" I asked, after a couple of seconds.
"Jacob do you really love me?" She sighed.
"Well let's see, I took you to the hospital, I helped your father, I stopped you from killing yourself, I took you in when you needed my help, I looked after you, I went to jail for you, and I spent the last of my money to get you pizza yesterday, no I hate you." I laughed.
"Well….yah I guess…but that's just caring….you still wouldn't kiss me." She answered.
"Bells, I wouldn't kiss you yesterday cause you smelled like pot, that doesn't mean I don't love you."
"Not then!!" She yelled, probably hurting her own head more then mine. "What about Saturday, when you said you loved me and then you just left?" She asked.
"That was different, I didn't want to hurt you Bella." I sighed, thinking back to early Saturday morning, Sam, the wolfs, and the filthy blood sucker.
I didn't want to think about any of that stuff though, I just wanted to blur it out of my mind, at least for a while…but I wasn't sure how.
"Well what about now?" Bella asked, un hocking her seatbelt and inching closer to me.
I knew what she wanted, but I didn't want to kill her in the process…..again kissing her would probably be a way to blur all of the other crap out of my head, at least for a couple of minutes.
"Fine." I sighed, pressing my lips to hers as she came on top of me. Her lips were so soft and I loved her so much, even if she was a crazy nut sometimes, that could be changed….well hopefully anyway.
I opened my mouth to let out my tongue as I playfully rubbed it against her bottom lip, begging for entrance.
She accepted, pressing her body closer to mine as our tongues danced, I bet this was something she couldn't do with her filthy blood sucking friend.
Some seconds later it occurred to me that I was going to be late for school, but I didn't really care, there was one thing I could say though, I needed a bigger car.
She broke away from me soon though, gasping for air and I did the same. "Jake…your…gonna….be….late." She said through breaths.
"Yeah…I know." I sighed as she started to get out of the car…I inwardly wondered if Charlie would be suspicious…though it had only been around three minutes….but still, how long does it take someone to get out of a car? Not that long.
Authors note: Again, I'm not really sure how often I'll be able to update anymore, if you want reasons go read the first authors not at the top, tell me what you think, love you all and bye, bye (=
