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I have to admit that I would´ve forgotten it if Maria hadn´t reminded me, (thank you :p)

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Chapter 6: Jealousy
Chris´ POV:

The guys and I had just played a football match and were walking back to the leader buildings. The sun was setting and there was quiet in the air as the kids were inside eating dinner. We walked through the woods. We all stopped when we saw Addie sitting on a terrace outside the girls´ building, playing her beloved guitar. I felt like throwing my fist into the faces of the guys who started discussing how cute and hot and mysterious my sister was! It became too much when started to talk about what they wanted to do to her. Michael was standing beside me. He had been quiet the whole time, and now that they started to say how they wanted to "take" her, he looked just as pained as I did. I knew that he saw her just as hot and cute like the others did, but he also respected her and that was the only reason I was letting him near her. The other guys had ruined their chances already.

We were all suddenly taken aback when Jesse, a guy who I didn´t talk too much with – neither did the others- walked to her from the opposite side and sat down beside Addie. She looked up and smiled at him as she introduced herself. They eventually started talking casually guitars, which he also played. Jesse was exactly Addie´s type of guy. They suddenly both burst out laughing. I smiled to myself at the sight. Then I looked to my side where all other than Michael were gone. He looked at Jesse with Jealousy in his eyes. He obviously misunderstood everything – I was starting to fear that he would give up his chances with her, but knowing Addie, Jesse meant little to her compared to Michael.

The next day we had a huge football match where all us leaders, were playing against the kids. It was fun. Of course the leaders won because we had, had more practise together than the kids had. Michael did the opposite of what I had thought he would. He walked to Addie and held out his hand for her helping her up from the grass where she had been sitting, watching the game. He started to tell her tricks about the game and teach her how to play – only she already knew all of that. She had learned something from her brother over the years. Addie quickly showed him that she already knew how the game worked. Michael was surprised but challenged her for a football match – Michael and a few kids vs. Addie and a few kids. I got a surprise too, when Addie´s team actually won the game which a had previously seen as an impossibility.


Michael´s POV:

I laid my arm around Addie´s shoulder. "Congrats, you won," I told her and smiled. She smiled back and wrapped her arm around my waist. "You sound surprised," she told me and probably wanted it to sound like she was hurt, but her smile kind of ruined it. "I have to admit that I am," I told her and held her tighter to my body. She laughed. "Hey!"I already loved spending time with Addie and really wanted us to be something more. I longed to kiss those lips that she bit nervously. I longed to lay my arms around her shoulder, knowing that she would be mine.

Addie excused herself that she had to use the bathroom and ran off leaving with a quick kiss on my cheek that made my legs turn to jelly under me. I was standing in my own thoughts when Ashley came over. Ashley was a beautiful brown haired girl who a lot of guys had a good eye on. My eyes though were on Addie and it was like she didn´t understand that as she linked arms with me and hung to my side. "You were so good, playing that game," she told me. I felt awkward. "Erm...thanks," I told her and faked a smile at her. "I was wondering-"she started and I was rude enough to cut her off. "Erm...I have to go," I told her, faking a smile once more before following the guys as they were starting the next football lesson with the kids.

After class, we walked back to the leaders buildings. As we walked through the woods and into the sun again on the other side, the first thing I spotted when I looked down to the rocks where I had first met Addie that she was with Jesse again. The feeling of jealousy boiled up in me again. I sighed. I couldn´t help but think to myself that I had no chance now. That he was better for her and therefore she had chosen him and only saw me as a friend. I was just the friend...ugh. I groaned at the thought. Why did Jesse, a nerd who nobody talked to because he was sucked into his books, have to take the most gorgeous girl I had ever seen, away from me?

I still had hope though, I hadn´t heard the words out of Addie´s perfect lips yet, that I should give up and let her live her own life. I hadn´t heard those words that would break my heart. There was one problem, though, I was too scared. I was an 18 year old guy! How could I be afraid to approach some girl? Except, this girl, was different. She was not just any girl. She did something to me that I could not understand.


Addie´s POV:

I was so confused. Why wouldn´t he talk to me? I knew that he had Ashley now, but couldn´t he still tell me to give up, face to face? Why did he have to suddenly change? I thought that he was different from all the other guys. There was still something about him that made me want him.

I took deep breath as I walked to him. Ashley noticed me first. She had changed too. She had become what I would call a Barbie. I thought she had been so nice to me at first but like a snap with the fingers – she changed to this. Ashley hung to his side and when I came closer she kissed his cheek. She first tried to kiss him on the lips but he pulled his face away from her.

I stopped a few meters away from him and looked him in the eyes. He looked surprised at first but got Ashley shaken off him and walked to me. He stopped just inches from my face. "Why?" I asked. I looked directly into his eyes. There was no hesitation in my voice, though I was extremely nervous for his answer. What was he going to answer? "Huh?" he said but still didn´t move his face even an inch. "Why do you have to be like all the others?" I asked. I cleared my throat. I would not let myself go soft. He blinked. "Why won´t you talk to me?" I corrected myself. "Why won´t I talk to you? Ha, get yourself a mirror and ask yourself," he spat at me. I was shocked. Was it just my imagining everything? Was it really me who had ignored him? No. "Yeah, give me the blame, won´t you? Go have fun with Ashley, she´d love to," I told him and turned on my heel. I felt his hand grab my shoulder. "I am giving you the blame? Oh come on, will you?" I was afraid now. I wasn´t afraid that he would hurt me physically, I was more afraid that he would hurt the heart that already beat only for him. I was confused that he couldn´t even see how fast my heart was beating every time he was near.

I couldn´t help the tear that rolled down my cheek. Michael saw it and let go of my arm. I ran from him. I hoped that he wouldn´t follow. I quickly got to the leader buildings and got in relieved that he couldn´t follow me here. The tears were streaming down my face and I sobbed as I ran to my room. Julie was already there and she looked up shocked when I opened the door. "What happened?" she asked as I threw myself down on my bed and sobbed into my pillow. I didn´t know what to say. She didn´t even know that I had feelings for Michael, never mind strong feelings. I continued to sob uncontrollably. I felt a soft hand on my shoulder as Julie hugged me from behind. "Sch..." she said softly trying to comfort me. "It´ll be okay," she told me. If I didn´t count it as rude, I would have groaned. How could she promise something like that? She didn´t even know why I was crying. It had only taken a few days for Michael to fall in love with him and only a few days to make me heartbroken as never before, and in a few days, he would go away and be out of my life forever. I sobbed harder at that thought. I didn´t want to lose him.