Hey! Finally an update!
This is probably the last chapter of this story (at least for a while, I might write some kind of sequel in the future) so I hope you like it and thanks for reading!
Thank you to Kiriny13 for being a great Beta.
Chapter 6
EPOV
I didn't know what had gotten over me to make me act this way. I was being possessive and domineering but I couldn't completely bring myself to worry about it.
I wanted Bella and she was mine—mine and no one else's. I wouldn't lose her to some random guy. I wouldn't lose her to anyone, at all! I couldn't lose her.
When she stormed into the living room, telling me I didn't own her and she was actually considering the possibility of going out with Newton, I had lost it. There was no way I would let that guy even think about getting near her. And that was why I had attacked her right there, ripping her clothes off and carrying her to the bedroom where I all but threw her on bed.
I wanted to show her just how much I needed her, how much I wanted us to be together. I wanted to show her how she belonged to me and no one else.
And now she was lying in bed, completely naked already – as was I - looking up at me expectantly as I knelt down between her legs.
She looked so absolutely delicious like this... there were more than many things I would like to do with her. And I could just start with kissing her.
As I leaned in to kiss her, Bella immediately wrapped her legs around my waist, pulling me to her and I allowed myself to be surrounded by her embrace while our tongues played with each other.
Soon, Bella started to buck her hips against mine, urging me to give her what she wanted, what we both wanted, as her hands moved up my back to tug on my hair like she knew I liked her to do.
We truly were a perfect match in bed—and out of bed, as well.
I moved my hips in rhythm with hers, allowing both of us to feel enjoy that delicious friction without ever actually entering her, no matter how much I wanted it.
I could feel her wetness coating my cock like this and it made me impossibly and almost painfully hard.
I didn't want to take her like this, though. I knew exactly how I wanted to make her mine right now.
"Bella, turn around for me, baby." She bucked her hips in my direction once more before sighing and then speaking,
"Yes?"
"Yes. I want you on all fours for me." She purred as I tickled the inside of her thigh and then, smiling up at me, did as I asked her, standing on her fours for me and, damn it, she always did look absolutely delectable in this position.
I positioned myself behind her, enjoying how good she looked and allowed one of my hands to move up and down her back, caressing her spine, while the other lightly slapped her cute ass.
She moaned when I did so I couldn't help but to smile, satisfied with the fact that I knew exactly what I needed to do to get her to whimper like this.
Having that in mind, I leaned in to kiss her back a few times before pulling back and moved my hand to between her legs. My fingers felt around for how wet she was as I pressed myself further against her, making my erection slide between her legs.
"Stop teasing, Edward. Please... I want you." I allowed the tip of my erection to brush her entrance again, having the pleasure of hearing her moan once more. "I need you, damn it."
And that was exactly what I wanted to hear.
"Why would I want to do that when it's all part of the fun? And when I know you can get even wetter for me?" I teased her entrance once more while running my fingers up and down her outer thigh."Do you know why I like to see you in this position Bella?"
She shook her head and tried to rub herself against me, but I grabbed her waist before she could.
"Because I love your perky ass. I love to see and feel my balls slamming against your ass. I also love to see your pussy stretch to accommodate me."
I loved every single thing that came with being with her.
"Edward…" I smiled at her whiny tone and leaned in to caress her back. I wouldn't make her wait.
I kissed down her spine before pulling back to look at her. She looked beautiful like this, on all fours and waiting for me to ravish her.
I didn't lose any more time and did just that. I positioned myself behind her and placed the tip of my erection at her entrance, entering her slowly and then exiting her before she could take more than just my tip inside. I slowly teased her like that for several seconds leading her to whimper my name in frustration.
The little sounds she made when we were together in bed were like music to my ears.
Having teased her enough and wanting to experience the full magnitude of being with her once more, I plunged deeply inside of her making both of us moan at the sensation. I forced myself to stay still for a second as her warm and swollen pussy enveloped me, her muscles tightening around me as she got used to having me inside her.
It was simply amazing how wet and tight she always was. There was no better feeling than that of holding her and being completely surrounded by her warmth.
I then, while gripping her waist, started moving in and out of her in a rhythm that was almost painfully slow.
When Bella gripped the sheets beneath her and started to move her hips back in my direction, I knew she wanted more and so did I. I started to move faster and harder in and out of her and in no time, my rhythm was almost manic, but she felt oh so good!
She let out a moan every time I filled her completely and that pleased me immensely. It was an amazing sound and I enjoyed knowing I was the one causing it.
As we moved, I ran my hand up her back and knotted it in her hair, making her stand a little more upward and I could move even deeper inside of her.
My thrusts made both of us moan and groan and if the sounds coming out of Bella's mouth were any sign of how close she was to her release already, I knew it wouldn't take long for her to come. And I would, without a doubt, come with her.
As if confirming my suspicions, Bella moved her hand to between her legs so she could rub her clit but I didn't allow her to do so. I grabbed her hand before she could do anything and placed it back on the bed.
I wanted to be completely in charge of pleasuring her tonight. When she came, it would be because of what I was doing to her.
"You don't get to touch yourself tonight, Bella." I moved my hand from her waist to between her legs and slowly covered her clit with my fingers. "Touching you is my job."
She whimpered in response as I started to rub her clit in rhythm with our deep thrusts. Soon, she was clenching almost violently around me while screaming my name loudly.
Her clenching walls conjured with the way she took me in this position was enough to make me reach my release along with her.
The heat took over my body and my vision blurred as Bella trembled in my arms, both our breathings fast and shallow.
We didn't immediately stop moving, though. Our rhythm decreased and only when we both lost our body strength did we collapse on bed.
Bella really did more than unexplainable things to me.
I wrapped my arm loosely around her as I lay on my back and pulled her to my side, hearing her sigh in what I hoped was contentment.
She was so soft, warm and felt so amazingly good in my arms… In no time, the effect she had on me was noticeable and the little vixen knew it. She knew what she could so easily do to me.
When her hand moved down my stomach to tease me and her lips to my chest there was no doubt in me. I needed her again.
I made her move so she was lying on her back with me between her legs, making her gasp at the suddenness of my actions. She immediately responded to them, though, by wrapping her legs around my waist and pulling me closer to her. I could practically feel the heat emanating from her and knew she was ready for more, as well.
I placed myself at her entrance and smiled crookedly at her before entering her with a long and fast thrust that had us both moaning.
Yes, she was so damn wet again already!
I stayed still for a few seconds simply enjoying the feeling of being completely inside of her until Bella started moving underneath me. I then began to thrust on top of her, slowly at first, but fast and hard then as she moved her hips in rhythm with mine, increasing the pleasure coursing through our bodies.
I nibbled on her neck and jaw as we moved together and lifted one of her legs higher so I could move even deeper inside of her.
Soon, maybe too soon, I was dangerously close to my release and, if the sounds she was making were any indication of it, so was Bella, but I needed her to tell me something first.
"Who do you belong to, Bella?"
"Edward..." She hadn't answered me and I needed her to. I needed to hear her say it.
"Bella, please..." I moved a little so our eyes were locked and I could see exactly what were portrayed in hers.
"You. I belong to you, if you want me..." More than happy with her answer, I simply allowed myself to feel. Feel her warm body in my arms, her lips on my shoulder, her walls clenching around me...
Soon, I was dangerously close to my release as my movements became erratic. Bella kept moving her hips in rhythm with mine, allowing me to keep impaling her.
She moaned my name loudly and I knew this was it.
"Now, Bella. Come for me, baby." My voice seemed to trigger her release and she screamed my name once more while grabbing onto my arms for support as her back arched off the bed, triggering my own release.
I hid my face on her neck, sucking on the skin there and muffling my own groans of pleasure as my body trembled and the heat took over my body with the force of my release. My fingertips dug on her thigh as I tried to pull her impossibly closer to me. She seemed to be trying to do exactly the same.
We lay still after that for several seconds and only when we were both slightly recovered, did we let go of each other. I rolled to the side, not wanting to crush Bella with my weight, but not without kissing her slightly swollen lips.
I took a deep breath and ran my fingers through my hair as Bella came to lie in my arms again.
Tonight had been damn amazing! Well, the moments spent here at Bella's apartment had been anyway.
I wrapped my arms around her body in order to feel her a little closer to me and kissed her forehead, tasting the salt of her still sweaty skin.
"You know, Bella, I don't smoke but if I did, this would surely be the time for a cigarette." She giggled and kissed my neck, moving even closer to me.
"I know exactly what you mean."
I chuckled at her, pulling her even closer to me and breathing her delicious smell in.
We lay just like that for several minutes, maybe even hours, I couldn't exactly tell. Time tended to fly when I was with Bella and even thought I just couldn't be more comfortable right now there was still a question all but burning in my mind. I had to know if she really was considering the idea of going out with Newton. I feverishly hoped she wasn't.
"Are you going out with him?" I didn't have to say anything else because I knew she understood me.
"No, I'm not." Relief washed over me and I couldn't help but to smile. She wasn't going out with that jerk.
"You could have told me that earlier."
"Well, you were pissing me off with the whole you-can't-go-out-with-him conversation."
"I just… I like you, Bella and I feel possessive when it comes to you. I don't want to think about you with any other man. Just the thought of it drives me crazy. I want to be the only one who gets to kiss you, touch you and make love to you." I expected her to say something, anything, that could lead me to openly tell her I was in love with her, but she didn't.
Instead she simply nodded and rested her head on my chest. Instinctively, my hand went to her hair and I slowly started to play with the strands of her hair.
I knew she was thinking my words over and I wanted to say something to make her truly understand my feelings for her – something that would incentive her to tell me what it was she felt towards me – but I was at a loss of words. I didn't know how to convey what I felt because I was still afraid. Even after everything, I was still afraid!
I didn't want to lose her, I couldn't bear even the thought of losing her, of not being able to at least share the same room with her and smile every time she managed to trip on her own feet or blushed. She was too important for me and I couldn't lose her.
I wouldn't lose her. I was determined to make everything as clear as possible.
And then, just as I was about to open my mouth to say something – anything – that would assure me she would be with me, I felt something wet touch my chest. A quick glance let me know it was tears.
Bella was crying but why? Had I hurt her somehow?
I placed my hand under her chin making her look straight at me.
"Bella…" I wiped a tear which was falling down her face away. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing is wrong." She wiped the rest of her tears away and tried to smile at me. She wasn't convincing though.
"Bella, you're crying, so there's definitely something wrong. Did I hurt you or…" She silenced me by placing a light kiss on my lips.
"No, of course you didn't. I just…" She took a deep breath and then looked straight at me again. "What is this we're doing here, Edward?"
I knew exactly what she meant. She finally wanted to know what there was between us.
I pushed a fallen strand of her hair back and shrugged.
"It can be whatever you want, Bella." She bit her lower lip in that damn sexy way she did.
"Really?" I simply nodded. "What if I want more than just the sex?"
I smiled brightly at her. That's what I wanted to hear.
"Then I would say finally!" She seemed confused.
"What do you mean?" I made her move so she was lying more fully on top of me and smiled at her.
This was it. This was the time to finally tell her exactly how I felt. It was about time I stopped hiding.
"I mean that I've been trying to find a way of telling you that I'm not just interested in the sex… that I've been in love with you for the last two years." She didn't say anything just looked blankly at me so I went on. "The sex with you is amazing of course, but that's not why I keep coming back to you or why I haven't been with anyone else since the first time we slept together… I keep coming back because I love you."
She ran her fingers lightly along my face, while clearly lost in her thoughts.
The cat was out of the bag now and all I could do was wait for her response while praying and hoping she felt the same way for me.
"Why haven't you told me before, then?"
"Because I was afraid. I didn't know if you felt the same – I still don't know – and I don't ever want to push you away or lose you. You're too important for me, Bella." Her next words were pronounced in a whisper.
"I do."
"You do what, love?"
"I feel the same way about you. I love you. I just didn't know how to tell you without scaring you." If she had something else to say, I didn't let her.
I pulled her in for a kiss which she quickly responded to.
Did she know how crazy she made me when she kissed me like that while brushing her body against mine?
The way she humming against my mouth made me think that maybe she did. She did it on purpose.
She suddenly and too soon pulled back to look at me.
"How stupid are we? If could have just told each other this before." I shrugged and pulled her in for another kiss.
"It doesn't matter anymore. You know now." She smiled at me and sat down on my lap, straddling me.
I ran my hands up her legs to her stomach and then to her breasts as she winked at me.
Yes, there were still a few things to be said… but everything was finally as it should be.
