Authors note: Sorry it's taken me so long to update but barely anyone has been reviewing and it's just kinda made me too sad to update…I guess this is just for the few of you who still bother to read….I want to at least finish this story for you guys…I hope it meets expectations and again I love you all and really, really hope you review.
(Bella's POV)
I woke up the next morning feeling almost hung-over, in a blurred fog, it was just one of those, 'what the fuck happened last night' moments.
As I eased my way off my bed I could see my half bare body. I fell asleep without getting dressed, great…just another reminder of my ruined date plans. I was still trying to rap my mind around how the best night ever could also be considered one of the worst at the same time.
I decided to take a quick shower to wash off any remnants of last night. As I made my way to the bathroom door the sound of my father's voice stopped me dead in my tracks. "Bella, be ready…it'll be in an hour." He shouted from what sounded like the kitchen…It took me a second to figure out what exactly he was talking about, but then, it hit me….he wanted to talk…oh joy, just exactly how I wanted to spend the rest of this lovely day, sitting down with my father and boyfriend, talking about the relationship that will never be.
(Jacob's POV)
I cringed at the thought of what was to come as I drove my father down to Bella's house. The whole ride down we didn't speak, barely even glanced at one another. When I peered at his face through the corner of my eye I didn't see anger, or astonishment. I saw more of what could only be described as awkward embarrassment and the worried and annoyed look of wishing this could all be over. In fact, I guess his expression was almost at muse to mine.
I wasn't sure why Charlie drove us all into doing this, I mean Billy and I have had this talk already, and I'm pretty sure Bella probably did as well. Doing this was obscene, ridiculous even. It was as if we were little kids, but we weren't. We were practically adults. Bella would be 18 soon and I was less then a year behind her. We couldn't have our parents making crucial decisions for us for the rest of our lives.
(Bella's POV)
While finishing my long, well needed shower I heard the kitchen door opening and Jake and Billy coming in. I figured Jake would need me out there now more then ever so I cut my shower short, got a towel, and proceeded to step outside.
Jake saw me and smiled, then turned away…too afraid of my father to even look at me. I came over and tried sitting in his lap until my father stopped me.
"Get dressed." He ordered, looking at me as if I was being disgraceful.
"Gosh, you act like it's a crime to have a boyfriend." I muttered angrily, walking away.
He ignored my statement as if I wasn't even there and just sat down, shunning me completely.
(Jake's POV)
As I sat at the table with Billy and Charlie I didn't look at anyone, I couldn't. Seeing the way Bella was acting made me feel as though I was disgracing them, like being in love was a form of dishonor.
I respected each of them very much and never wanted to let either of them lose respect for me.
"I'm sorry." I muttered when Bella was finally out of view.
"Sorry for what?" Charlie asked, as if wanting me to say it.
"I'm sorry for…violating your daughter, and losing your respect." I answered, keeping my head to the ground.
He took in a deep breath, and sighed before he answered. "You were just being a teenage boy." He muttered, not looking directly at me either. "It's not your fault and I haven't lost my respect for you." He answered as I looked on in shock.
"You don't hate me?" I asked.
"Jake, I can never hate you. You're a great kid, you bought life back to my daughter, you made her happy again and pulled her out of her depression when no one else could. As long as you keep her happy I'll never hate you."
"Well your going to hate me if…you know…I use one of my many ways of bringing joy into her life." I stated.
All he did was sigh again. "Listen, that may not be my favorite way of you helping with her happiness, but you guys are old enough to make the right decisions, we can no longer stop you."
"I understand."
"Just remember to be safe." He stated handing me a box. Well, this is awkward, I thought as I put it away, never thought id get condoms from Charlie.
"And Jake." He added.
"Yah?" I asked.
"One more thing."
"Anything."
"I'm never going to approve of this, ever." He stated.
"I understand."
"Not in my house, especially if I'm home." He added.
"Um hum."
"And, if I find you doing this, in my house, with my daughter it's not going to be my fault if someone gets one to the head." He stated pointing to the gun.
"Yes sir, understood." Was all I could even think of saying. Great now all I could do was picture myself running down the street naked as Charlie chased me with a gun as I screamed "I'm sorry! I'm so, so sorry!"
"Anything else you'd like to add?" Charlie asked Billy as Bella finally stared to come out of the house.
"Yes actually." Billy smirked, looking at Charlie. "Those are way to small for him, I'm going to have to take him to the drug store later." Billy stated, taking the box.
"But those are…large." Charlie stated, an unsettling expression appearing on his face.
"I know." Billy answered.
"Jake." Charlie said again.
"Yes?" I asked awkwardly.
"One more thing, if you hurt her I'll hurt you." He answered. "And if she chokes to death, you're the one taking her to the hospital."
It took me a few seconds to get what he meant but when I did I was sort of disgusted. "Don't worry, I don't think any of that will be happening any time soon." I answered.
"Any of what?" Bella asked.
"Nothing." I stated as Charlie gestured me to leave.
"It's your turn." I smiled, squeezing her hand.
"Oh god." She sighed, sitting down.
The last thing I heard as I wheeled Billy into the rabbit was "Bella we need to start talking about birth control."
A/N: Well, that was an awkward talk. Anyway's please review, I really want to finish this story and without your reviews it may never happen (=
