Chapter 2 : Lost

This couldn't be right. It was completely pitch black a while ago, now I can see everything with great detail. I can see every piece of dust.

I can see the whole room. There is nothing here. Just an empty is this room used for and where is it? I have no idea how I got here or where to go. Who am I? My name is Alice and thats all I know.

What am I?I definately have the body of a human but how old am I?
Why is there a scorching flame in the back of my throat? What does it mean?
I'm scared. All I remember is Darkness and a horrible fire. I can't even remember if I have a family or not. I don't remember where I live or Why I'm here, Wherever this place is. I'm terrified. Where do I go? Will I be ok?
All of a sudden, I was seeing something very different to the room I was in. I knew what this was. I was having a premonition.

*I could see me with 6 other people. Three males, two females and myself. We were all beautiful. Completely white with Golden eyes. From the conversation they were having I could Pick up some information. The females were called Rosalie and Esme. The Males were called Emmett and Carlisle, were all vampires. The burning in my throat meant that I was"thirsty", that I needed blood. Normal vampires drank human blood, but these vampires Drank the blood of animals. They seemed like nice people to be with. Then there was the third male. He stayed by my side and held my hand all through the conversation. He looked at me differently. Like I was an Angel. His name was Jasper.*

I came out of my vision and back to the dark room.

Who is Jasper? Where do These Vampires live? Why does Jasper look at me like that? Why do I decide to go and live with them? There are so many questoins in my head. I'm very curious about Jasper. I tried to look at his future.....

*He was going to be depressed, he was going to stay with two vampires named Peter and Charlotte for a short while but then he was going to look for happiness and he found me. We were in a diner and it was raining outside. He took my hand and we ran out of the diner together.*

Wow. It looked like we were both going to be a couple. He loved me and he didn't even know it yet, and I would soon love him. Already he seemed special. He looked upset when he first came into the diner, but his face was in a daze when he saw me. Like I was all he needed, like I was the solution to all of his problems. Maybe he was the solution to all of mine.

I still had lots of questions in my head, and they weren't going to get answered unless I did something.

I could either ignore the premonition and just 'see how my life goes', or I could go and find Jasper and The Cullens. I think I'll ignore the premonition. I tried to look into the future again....

*I was covered in blood, my clothes were tattered. I was hissing at anything that came my way. I killed humans! people had lost relatives because of me. I was a savage...*

I was sobbing tearless sobs as I came out of my vision. I won't end up like that, I can't. I don't want to be evil.

A new thought came into my head for a moment. Why can I control my 'visions'? Before I could only see disasters and I couldn't control it, they just came to me. I can now look into the future willingly. Wow. I must be special. But why did in my vision was I a savage? I'm not going to end up like that. Not unless this thirst gets out of control.

Oh right. That's what's going to happen if I just 'see how my life goes.' Whereas if I went to find Jasper....

*I was smiling. The Cullens were with me. I could see our huge house in the we were going in the opposite direction. Were chasing deer to drink their blood.'Hunting', the Cullens called it. Jasper ran beside me while we hunted. We could run really fast, we were stronger than humans, we could hear more than them and smell more than they could. In general we had better senses.*

I know how my visions work!!!! If someone changes their mind, the vision changes!!!! So I would be happier and nicer if I went to find Jasper.I would find out more about myself if I went to find Jasper. I would enjoy life if I went to find Jasper.

I suddenly felt a lot happier. My life wasn't lost. I could be happy. I could have a new life with Jasper and the Cullens. I got up to try to and find a way out of the room. I suppose I could just punch the wall if I was stronger than a human. I pulled back my fist, then with all my force I slammed it against the wall.
I smiled as I watched it crumble in front of me. Perfect. Now to find Jasper.

But before I do anything I need to get this thirst under control, or I will be that little savage that was in my vision. I need to hunt....