I don't know how I got here
Maybe it was his adoring gaze
The looks that made me feel like am the only one he wants
The passion behind his kiss
I just know it's a battle I've lost

Those five minutes of sheer pleasure
Desperately making sure that we're not caught
I'm completely in control of it all but I can't seem to stop
It only makes me want him more

As the clothes go back on the line is reaffirmed
Back to the reality of friendship
Almost like nothing has happened
Like it has always been

I should feel guilty when I think of her
The girl he claims he loves
I'm just his toy that he can toss aside
I feel nothing for her
No sadness, no guilt, nothing!

I realise I've become the thing I despise
I've become the other woman

Rukia let tears fall down her face as her words looked up at her on the page. Knowing that she was the one thing she had never meant to become. She cried as she realised she was never more to Ichigo than something he could toss aside and go back to Orihime like nothing had happened