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Hey guys here's the next chapter for you, I no it's a crap chapter, and taken ages for me to get it up but my computer broke and had to wait for it to get fixed, and I wanted to get this up for you guys, sorry about the long delay, but please enjoy guys.

Jane had been laying on the couch for about an hour, he had been listening to any noise that was coming from upstairs, but there hadn't been for about 40 minutes, but he could sleep, he never could because whenever he closed his eyes he would picture his wife and child. She he had learnt that he would never get a proper night's sleep. He had been contemplating whether he should go up stairs to see if Lisbon was alright, but there was something that was holding him back but he wasn't sure what it was. So after another 10 minutes, he decided that he couldn't stay here any longer, so getting up from the couch he made his way upstairs. He tried to be as quiet as he could, and when he got to the top he breathed a sigh of relieve that none of them creaked. Looking around the hall, trying to decide which her room was, deciding that the room at the end would be hers, he made his way towards it.

He opened the door slowly, trying to make as little noise as possible. Peeking his head around the door, Jane saw Lisbon sleeping peacefully one side of the bed; she looked so beautiful just laying there that Jane couldn't take his eyes off her, and before he know what he was doing he was walking towards her. He knelt down in front of her, and couldn't help the smile that grazed his face. He brought his right hand to run along her cheek, which wasn't a very smart move as her face scrunched up at the touch and she rolled over to the other side. Sighing softly, he ran his fingers through his hair, and stood, deciding what he should do now that he was in her room, his natural instinct was to look around the room, but knowing that Lisbon would probably shoot him if she ever found out he did that, so he decided against doing that. Not really wanting to go back down stairs and be on his own, he thought about just laying on the floor next to the bed, but then thought better, as it would probably do his back in. looking down at the bed, he made his mind up he was just going to lay on the bed for a awhile, what would it hurt anyway he would just stay awake and get up and go back downstairs before Lisbon woke anyway. Nodding to himself, he slipped slowly into the bed so not to wake her and pulled the covers over himself. He put his arms behind his head and once again stared at the ceiling, and before he know it he was closing his eyes and falling asleep.

Lisbon wasn't sure what time it was when she woke, but as she shifted slightly, she felt something other than the bed below her. Slowly opening her eyes she saw somebody sleeping below her. Lifting her head up to the face of the person she saw Jane sleeping peacefully. Not sure how he had managed to get into her bed, she abruptly sat up knocking Jane awake at the same time, whose blue eyes shoot open at the movement. Lisbon just stared down and at him with questions in her eyes. And Jane obviously knew what she was saying as he started with an explanation.

'I'm sorry Lisbon, but I couldn't sleep downstairs, so I came up here to see if you were ok, and then I couldn't make myself go downstairs on my own again. I didn't think that I would sleep like I did, and that I would be able to move away from the bed before you woke up. I really am sorry, I should just go now.' He moved to get out of the bed before Lisbon reached her hand out and grabbed a hold of his wrist. He stopped and turned towards her again. She had an encouraging smile on her face before replying.

'Hey don't worry about it was just shock that's all. I'm glad you were able to get some sleep for a chance, but please don't leave I think that we should have that conversation now anyway. Get all are feeling out in the open once and for all and see what happens, if that is ok.' She looked Jane in the eyes as she finished and she could tell he was scared of what she was going to say to him, so she grabbed his hand and entwined her fingers with his, and she felt him squeeze her hand. Then she began the dreaded conversation.

'Patrick I know what you said to me last night was hard for you, but you have no idea how happy you made me feel saying all the things you said to. I didn't know that I meant that much to you. When you first joined the team I knew you were just there to get your revenge and I was fine with that, because I was just glad that I could help. But over the past year I began to realize that I didn't want to be a means to an end that I wanted you to realize that there was more to life then revenge, but I also knew that I wasn't going to happen because of what happen, and you saying that because of me you will try to get past the revenge, and I know it will be hard and I'm happy you are trying. I trust you with my life Jane, but I want you to be sure that this is really what you want.' At that Lisbon stop talking and just stared him, trying to convey her feelings through her eyes. Jane lifted his hand to cup her cheek and run his thumb along it, before replying.

'Teresa, all I can give you is that I will try to do the best thing by you, my feelings for you are too strong for me not to try, and I am trying believe me it just hard to let go of the past. So please can we give it a shot.' He was begging her with his eyes, and the sensation of his thumb was sending a shiver down her spine that she couldn't ignore, but she really didn't even want to try and ignore it, so bring her hand up to cover his, she nodded her head and lent forward to brush her lips across his.

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