hi everyone sori for late update but i start working so i will be very busy but i will try to start chapter 4 soon and yukikyo thanks

Chapter 3

The song that Shuichi left was perfect. The way it sounded, the lyrics,
everything was perfect so that the CD didn't have to be edited.
But they were asking them selves if this was how Shuichi felt before he left.
It wasn't a soft sad song but you could feel the sadness behind the song, the
feeling of being alone even if there were many people around you.

NG Records sold the CD and it became a number one hit. Everyone loved the song
but they were confused because there was no video to accompany the release.
There was just the single song. Many were asking where Shindou Shuichi was
because he wasn't appearing on any music shows and the media haven't been able
to catch him for questions.

Two months after Shuichi left Touma announced the truth, that Shuichi was
missing and he did not have any contract with NG Records. The company tried to
find him so they could set up another contract with him. Yet no one was able
to find him, even Mr. K.

Shuichi's disappearance had a big impact on everyone, especially his friends
and family. But with Yuki it seemed to have the most impact, no matter how
much the blond haired young man tried to not think about his former lover.
Yuki knew he no longer loved Shuichi at least not the same way he did with
Sakura. He loves Sakura, yet when Shuichi left it felt like his heart also
left with Shuichi. He realized that he still loved Shuichi ever since he first
met him. Yuki thinks he was so stupid not to realize that Shuichi was the most
important person in his life. You can only know how important something, or
someone is once you lose it. He took Shuichi for granted thinking the pink
haired boy would always be beside him because Shuichi loved him even if they
weren't lovers.

Yuki felt as if his life broke in a thousand pieces everything became
meaningless, his girlfriend, his family and his novel. All he could think
about was Shuichi. He wanted to see him, his smile, his violet eyes and his
pink hair. Yuki wanted to hug him, kiss him, make love with him and to say the
words that Shuichi wanted to hear, the words Yuki hardly ever said, I LOVE
YOU. He didn't know what to do anymore. The only thing that helped him wake
up every morning was the thought of finding Shuichi.

Sakura kept asking him what was wrong because he no longer paid any attention
to her. She felt hurt and confused as to why he was no longer paying her any
mind. She had been faithful and loved the man with all her heart. Yuki told no
one about his feelings for Shuichi, he just quietly helped with the search. He
was planning on telling Sakura that he no longer loved her which was why he
asked her to go to his house that night. He told her he had something
important to tell her and she agreed because she also had something important
to tell him.

"Eiri-kun I have something very important to tell you." Sakura said, taking a
step closer to her boyfriend.

"I have something very important to tell you as well." Yuki said with a very
serious expression on his face. He wasn't thrilled that he had to break up
with Sakura as he did care for her, but his heart was with Shuichi and it
would have been cruel to continue going out with Sakura even though he didn't
love her anymore.

"But mines more important!" Sakura whined, hating it when she didn't get her
way with Yuki. Sometimes the blond haired man could be so stubborn.

"Fine, what is it?" Yuki asked impatiently, a sigh escaping his lips.

"Well um Eiri-kun I'm pregnant" Sakura said, not able to meet his eyes. Even
though she loved Yuki he could be hard to talk to at times.

"What! Is it mine?" Yuki asked, for a moment not wanting the child to be his,
hoping that she had been sleeping around with other guys so it wouldn't be his
and so that it would be easier to break up with her.

"Of course it's yours, what kind of question is that? We are dating, and you
are the only guy I'm sleeping with. I would never cheat on you, you know
that." Sakura said, tears filling her eyes threatening to spill over.

Yuki couldn't believe that he would be a father; he didn't know what to do.
He couldn't leave Sakura now because he had a responsible to her and to his
baby. He wanted to be with Shuichi but he now couldn't even if he somehow
managed to find him.