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THEN LOVE ME EMMETT.

Chapter Nineteen.

Emmett's POV.

"EMMETT McCARTY CULLEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Ahh! The voice of an angel. My angel. My severely pissed off angel but my angel none the less.

Sighing I heaved myself up from the couch and walked into the bedroom where Bella stood with both her hands on her hips and was huffing with anger. She looked like and angry kitten and God did I love her. Wait………. what? Did I just say love?

"Yes you douche," I heard Jasper state with my vampire hearing, "you love Bella. You know for a doctor you are quite dense."

Sighing, I looked Bella in the eyes and waited for the screaming to start but it never did. Instead she ran towards me and jumped into my arms and began sobbing uncontrollably. Instantly, I was panicking.

"Bella, Bella, sweetheart, shh…….I've got you baby. I've got you." I soothed as I rubbed soothing circles onto her back.

"You can't leave me." She chocked out.

Wait………….where did she get that notion from?

"Bella," I cooed looking down at her, "where is this coming from?"

"Your will." Was all she said before she started to cry again.

"When did you read that?"

"I found it on the floor. Really Emmett, why would you even bother having that written? It's not like you are going anywhere." She scoffed sounding very un-Bella like.

"Brace yourself, Em." I heard Alice chuckle before Bella turned into a she-beast.

"You know why you don't need it. IT'S BECAUSE YOU COULD AND SHALL NEVER LEAVE ME! OKAY! YOU HEAR ME CULLEN," she shrieked as she pulled me by my shirt so that we were at eye to eye and just centimeters apart in my arms.

"Bella, why are you freaking out? All I did was put you as my beneficiary if anything was to happen to me."

"That right there is what you did wrong." She replied now playing with the top button of my shirt.

"Huh?!?!?!?!?" I was seriously failing to comprehend were this was going.

"Why me Emmett? Why choose me to be your beneficiary? I'm not worth it."

"What?' I asked, my anger rising.

"I am not worth it." She repeated in a whisper as if reminding herself.

"Who told you that?" I asked through clenched teeth.

"Ro…….no- one," she backtracked.

"Rosalie lied Bella. You are worth it. You are beautiful and wonderful. If I were still human Bella you would be the type of person that I would marry and have children with. You would be the woman that I would come home to every night and share my bad with. You would be the woman who would be that mother to my children. You would be that woman who held my heart. You would be worth it all. You are worth it all."

"But I wasn't with you from the beginning. Rosalie had you. She's your soul mate, Emmett. I couldn't even keep mine."

"She left me too Bella." I sighed and lowered us both to the ground of your hotel room.

Silence engulfed us as I kept her crushed to my chest. In the almost two weeks that we were here my need for Bella had grown to the point where it was impossible for me to be away from her. I had never been this way with Rosalie. I had no idea if it was the fact that Bella was human or if it was for just my sanity but I almost always found myself reining in my protective side. I could never see her hurt or in pain. Where ever she went I went and trust me she did torture me. How? Two words- Victoria's Secrets.

I knew our relationship had changed. We were no longer brother and sister. We were friends on the way to lovers but we were both just too afraid to rush anything. Marcus had spoken to me several times when I was reluctantly yanked away from Bella. He made it his duty to tell me every time the depth of our relationship and several times he actually compared this relationship to my previous relationship to Rosalie.

"Emmett," I recalled Marcus speaking to me, "it's only a matter of time now. Be ready for it. She'll tell you when she's ready but she will have to go through a lot of emotions to do it."

Was it this that moment?

Would Bella finally let me in?

I was pulled away from my inner musing when I felt a stream of tears hit my short. Quickly I picked Bella up and walked over to the bed and slipped her in between the covers. Making my way around, I slipped of my shirt and slid in behind her.

This had become a routine for the last two weeks. She freak out then I'll cradle her to my chest and stroke her hair lovingly until she calms down. If I did not know she was a virgin I would have thought she was pregnant and severely hormonal.

Instantly she quieted and cuddled into to me and I relished in the feeling of her warm body pressed against mine. I loved her. There were two ways about that but she was broken; hurt beyond comparison and for my family and I it was always a struggle to get her to see her worth.

Everyday, every hour, in every minute I fought with the demons that held her back. I found myself doing things that I never did for any one not even Rosalie. I was the perfect gentleman: opening door, complementing her at every moment, showering her with gifts- so much so that my bank called and asked if my credit cards were stolen due to a large amount of jewelry and clothes being bought. I knew they weren't much Bella's things but now Bella was a fire starter. Really she was. Three days ago she almost got in a fight with a girl for looking at me with "flirtatious eyes."

"Em," Bella whispered as she placed herself onto my chest so that I was now laying on my back with her on top of me, "I don't know what I would do if you ever left me. I wouldn't survive."

"I have to tell you this Emmett and please just let me say it. I Loved Edward. He was my heart and my soul but then, by his hand, I suffered one of the most heart wrenching betrayals in my life. I hurt Emmett. I fell apart. I wasn't me. I was someone else. I wasn't here. I felt insignificant and worthless that all I wanted to do was die. I knew I was a burden but your family and you stayed with me even though you shouldn't have."

"Then the next thing I remember were your words reaching out to me after Rosalie tried to kill me. You asked me to leave for you, to fight for you and I did. I came back for you. I came back for my brother. But you are not him any more."

Shock coursed through me as Bella's words hit me. What was she saying? Is our relationship over?

From the shocked and sharp intake of breathes, I knew every one was listening and that no one was expecting this.

Suddenly in a fury, she slid of the bed and balled her hands into fist and turned her back to me.

"GOD, do you know how confusing this is?" she asked. At impressive speeds she picked up a crystal vase from a near by coffee table and threw it into the wall. In silence she walked over a picked up a rose from the broken vase and looked at me.

"This was how I was Emmett," she said pointing to the vase that was now in pieces, "broken and unfixable. No one- man, wolf or vampire, would have been able to put me together again but somehow you did. You fixed me Emmett and now everyday since then I have no longer seen you as my brother. You meant more to me then and now there are no words to describe what you mean to me. You asked me why I freaked out when I saw your will. It's because I know that if you leave me, then I'll follow you because I can't be without you."

"Bella what are you saying?" I asked cautiously. I had an idea where this was going but I could not set myself up for a disappointment.

Sighing she walked back to the bed and straddled me and in an instant dropped all her walls. For the first time I truly saw Isabella. I saw the hurt, the pain and the suffering but I also saw the love and the compassion, the depth of which made me speechless and I felt me heart swell with the love that now belonged to her.

Gently, she reached down and pulled my hand up and placed it on her heart.

"You feel that? Each one of its beats holds you there. You always ask me what I want or need. Today, I am going to demand something from you." She said locking eyes with me.

"What do you demand Bella?" I asked, cupped her cheek with my other hand.

"Love me Emmett. I need you to love me."

"What do you mean? Of course I love you." I answered sitting up so we were now face to face.

"Not like my brother. I want you to love me with no restraint. Make me yours Emmett."

"I already am your Bella. You are my friend and the woman who I love dearly. I know it is too soon for anything but Bella know this I will make you mine in time."

"Then love me."

"I couldn't love you more, my love." And with that, I pulled her down to lie with me and basked in the light of our love; the purity of it and the strength.

It was in this moment I did the thing I thought I could never have done. In this moment with Bella cuddled into my side, I said goodbye to my own demon. I said goodbye to Rosalie and the life I had with her.