A/N: ok so here is some quick info…. Dean is 24, Sam and Bella are 22. Also in case you didn't know already chapter 1 is set in Bella's point of view. Songs I was listening to while writing Chapter 1
Taylor Swift- Cold as You
Daughtry- September
Lifehouse- It Is What It Is
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or Supernatural they belong to their talented owners.
Seattle
BPOV (Bella's Point of View)
I made it to Seattle in three days and as much as I wanted to just screw around until Uncle Bobby got here I couldn't. Uncle Bobby said that if I didn't immediately call Sam and Dean when I got to Seattle I was in huge trouble and I know not to cross him. So as soon as I hit the Welcome to Seattle sign I pulled off the highway and stopped at a gas station. After I filled up I grabbed my phone and dialed Sam's number. I could handle talking to Sam, but I wasn't ready to talk to Dean. Besides what he and I needed to talk about it had to be in person and in private. I didn't have to wait long after the first ring I heard an overly excited boyish voice:
"Bella is that you?"
"Yeah Sammy boy it's me. How ya been?"
"Same old, same old. Been taking bets to see if you were actually gonna show up after what happened with you and Dean." he said. Damn it I knew he would find out, but I wanted to tell Sam what happened between and Dean, oh well too late now.
"Yeah about that….." before I could finish he interrupted me.
"Bells don't worry about it, you're not to blame. Especially with Dean's history and what that leech and pup did to you." I laughed as he said leech and pup. Edward and Jake always used those terms for each other. Sam and Dean knew all of what happened to me in Forks.
Sam started talking which pulled me back to reality, "Besides Dean isn't mad he was just worried that he had done something wrong." Oh that was quite the opposite, all he had done was right to me that night 6 months ago. It was what I needed and I never regretted what we did. I just didn't want to end up getting left again.
"Bella?" Sam's voice snapped me back again to reality. Damn I need to quit letting my mind drift to the past it was gonna get me killed one of these days.
"Yeah Sam I'm here and no Dean didn't do anything wrong. I just sort of ran before I could get hurt. I started to feel something for Dean but you know him he likes the ladies and I don't wanna get left again…. But forget what happened where the hell are you boys?"
Sam laughed and said "Well we are at the finest hotel in Seattle," which translated to one of the worst with lumpy, crappy beds.
"Just give me the address you idgit," I said just like Uncle Bobby would.
"Man you are turning more into Bobby every time I talk to you. You don't have a beard yet do you?" he asked. Our little back and forth game made me feel the most relaxed than I had been in 3 days.
"No jerk I don't, now quit with the games and give me the address." I said
Sam gave me the address and I said I would see him in about 30 minutes. After I hung up I started my baby up and headed to the motel. Now I have been in some crappy motels but this one took the cake. It looked like nothing had been done to it since the 1960s and by the look of the curtains I had a good idea that the interior matched the exterior. I parked my car next to Dean's 1967 Chevy impala, just like my mustang is my baby the impala was Dean's. John Winchester, Dean's dad, had given it to Dean when he turned 18 and he took care of it like it was made of glass. I sat in my car for a minute and looked at the impala for a while, man we had some good times in that car and by good times that little tryst we had 6 months ago wasn't the first time we had gotten together, but it was the first time I felt something like I did for Edward which is why I ran. As I stared at that amazing piece of machinery (believe me it is amazing because of all that's it has survived. Crash, after crash and there have been many) I started remembering the first time Dean and I hooked up….
"I'm going for a walk Uncle Bobby I will be back in a little while." I told my uncle.
"Alright Bella, but don't be too long it looks like it's gonna start raining and I don't want you to get soaked." Uncle Bobby said to me. I swear sometimes he is worse than dad. It's been a year since those jackasses left me, why didn't I tell them sooner that I knew everything. Why did I just pretend to be some poor little thing that couldn't defend herself? I could have taken James, now granted I probably would of come out with some bruises and maybe some broken ribs, but why did I just sit there and do nothing. I should of told Carlisle while he was stitching me up after the whole Jasper incident. I was so wrapped up in my should of, would of, could of mode I didn't even realize where I was going or that it had started raining. I realized I was near the park so ran to the park and got under the gazebo as quick as I could. I looked out and knew there was no way this rain was gonna let up and I wasn't in the mood to run home in it so I reached in my pocket to get my cell and have Uncle Bobby come get me, but when I couldn't find it I realized I had left it at the house. "This is just awesome," I said to myself. I sat down on the bench and started to go back to where I was a year ago, only this time my memories were of Jake. Pretty much everyday I was over at Jakes house 3 months after Edward left. I had saved 2 motorcycles from the scrap yard and we were working on them, well he was, I decided to just stand to the side and watch. I knew I could fix them up but I needed this time with Jake he was starting to make feel alive again. Than all of a sudden he got sick and wouldn't return my phone calls, so I decided to drive out to the reservation. As soon as I pulled up to his house I saw him, he had cut his hair and he had a tattoo on his arm. "Jake!" I yelled at him. He turned around and he looked like he was so angry and full of hatred "Why haven't you called me back I have been worried sick about you?" I stared at him and he just looked at me. Finally he spoke, "Stay away Bella. I don't want to see you anymore. I know everything, you've been lying to everyone, but you can't lie to me. Go home Bella and don't come back or you're gonna get hurt." He turned and walked away over to Sam Uley, Jared, Paul, Quil, and Embry. It hit me hard what happened that day; I had been betrayed not once but twice. A voice in the distance pulled me out of my memories, "Bella!" it was Dean. "What the hell are you doing out here? Bobby called and said you had gone for a walk about 2 hours ago and hadn't come back. What is going on?" he looked so upset and worried. "Sorry Dean I started thinking about them and didn't realize I had been gone for so long. Than it started raining and I tried to call Bobby but I left my cell at his house. Sorry I didn't mean to worry ya'll." I said. He pulled me into a hug, "It still hurts you doesn't it? Man I swear if I ever see those sons of bitches I will kill them Bella. What they did to you was seriously screwed up." I had never heard Dean talk like this before. I pulled away and looked at him, "No you won't Dean, and I don't want them dead. What happened happened and that's that." I looked up at him and he gave me that little smile that let me know I had won. "Come on Bella I'm gonna call Bobby, than we are gonna run to the car." I nodded ok and did as he said. We got to the impala and Dean started it up. "Bella do you really want to go back to Bobby's or do you wanna go somewhere for a bit?" it shocked me that Dean asked me that. "Yeah I would rather do that than go home right now." I replied. He looked at me and gave me that smile that has made me melt since I was 15 and called Uncle Bobby. I don't know how long we drove, but we ended up on an old dirt road. It was still raining so we just sat in the car for while until Dean turned to me and said, "Bella are you okay? I mean really and no bullshit." I was surprised and it took me a minute to process what he had asked. Finally in what seemed like forever I looked into those gorgeous green eyes and for once decided to be honest. "You know Dean for a year I have been saying yes to that question, but honestly no I'm not. I hate feeling like it was my fault. That if I had told them sooner they would have stayed. The worst of it is that I pretend I'm ok, but all I feel is emptiness and I don't want to feel that way anymore. I want to feel alive again and I don't know how." He sat there for a while after I finished talking than he finally spoke, "Bella they didn't deserve you as a friend, lover, sister, or daughter. If they were worthy of you they would never had left you like that. You are the most amazing person in the world. You're beautiful, smart and have the voice of an angel." As he said these amazing things his hand had come up to my face and cupped it as though it was the most valuable thing that ever existed. "I will be honest…I'm happy you're here and here you are yourself. You're outgoing and strong. Plus I'm glad you went back to your natural hair color, you looked to old as a brunette. The blonde suits you and the black streaks make you look very sexy." I started to laugh at the sexy part but the look in his eyes told me he was serious. I looked deeply into those eyes and I couldn't tear myself away from the intensity in them. The last time Dean and I had looked at each other like this was when we had dated, but we had never gone all the way. He screwed that up when I caught him, making out with some stupid chick and I had never looked into those eyes like that again, until now. I couldn't help myself and I scooted closer to him and never looking away. It was like magnets being attracted and the next thing I knew, I kissed him. At first he was surprised but than I saw enjoyment in those beautiful eyes and that's when I finally closed mine. I just let my instincts take over and go with the flow because I started to feel something and I didn't want it to stop. He was so gentle with me and took his time. We finally moved into the backseat and I straddled him. He gently took my shirt off and stared at me in awe and I smiled at him. I took his shirt off and gasped I knew he was buff but looking at him was like looking at a Greek god. I saw that cocky smile he got when he knew he had the upper hand and pulled my face to his and kissed me but now that feeling I had, that little spark was starting to turn into a wild fire and I didn't want it to stop. He took his time undressing me and I him but than finally all there was, was skin against skin. I was so distracted by Dean sucking on my collarbone (which turns out to be my turn on spot) that it surprised me when he pushed in. It hurt but not as much as I thought he lifted his head up and our gazes locked. It was like we were burning a hole into each other's souls and there was nothing and no one but us. I felt myself clench and than just release and it was amazing. Dean lowered himself and kissed me for what seemed like an eternity. We probably would have kept kissing and stayed like that if his phone hadn't ringed. It was Uncle Bobby and he told us to get our asses back now. I shyly got dressed and hopped back up front and Dean did the same.
I smiled to myself at that memory. I was the only girl he ever took in the back of that car and it was still true to this day. I sighed and got out of my car and started to head into the office.
A/N: so what do you think? Let me know whether to change anything I want the feedback. Songs I listened to for this chapter are:
Kaskade- Angel on my shoulder
Daughtry- Crashed
Carrie Underwood- Wasted
I DO NOT own these songs they belong to the artists
Thanks and I will be updating soon.
Emeraldphoenix23
