Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight. I do, however, own this story line, Melissa and a furball, a.k.a small fluffy dog, that i need to wash!

Ok. So! Most of you, well.. the majority, think that Bella + Emmett is wrong.. even though it would just be a lust induced spell or whatever.

Whats interesting is that almost all of you are ok with Jasper And Bella. Interesting, huh?

I find that a bit odd. Especially since some of you talk about how its incest.. but then suggest Jasper and Bella instead. Q. Whats the difference? Honestly?

Oh! And to the person who wants this story to be Bella/Jasper for the rest of the story.. If you want it to be Bella + Jasper.. why did clink on a story that said Bella + Edward???? (Don't take it offensively, I'm genuinely curious)

Did any of you look up Pon And Zi????? They are the cutest things ever!!

Lol. I should just put the randomest songs ever on the playlist.. but it would probably be quite fucked up and creepy if i did. You wouldn't believe some of the odd songs i have on my Ipod.

AHHH! Ive just read the first 4 'The Vampire Diaries' Books.. and theyre all told in 3rd person!! and now i have to get used to reading/writing in 1st person again!

Anyway.. Yeah.. The chapter. So.. its still the Halloween party.. just so everyone knows. So still October 31st.

Chapter 19 - Too Far.

Bella's Pov.

Emmett's breath was blowing in my face now, he was so close. It seemed as though the room behind us blurred, and the only thing in definition was Emmett, well.. Emmett's lips specifically. His breath tasted like and odd mix of mint with something else that i couldn't quite put my finger on.. probably just animal blood.

I lifted my gaze from Emmett's lips to his eyes. It almost frightened me to see how much lust was in his eyes, if i were him.. would i see the same thing in my eyes? I looked around the room at the swarm of people in the living room, dancing to the loud music Alice had put on, all of them in Costumes. Some were good.. some were horrible, they were everything from people rolled up in toilet paper to look like mummies to people in wolf costumes, trying to be werewolves. I don't know why i found it odd, but nobody seemed to notice that we were in the corner. I don't think any of the Cullens even noticed, which was even more odd.

My eyes drifted around the room again until they were met with Emmett's again. His expression had changed slightly, but only to one of slight impatience. As soon as we were looking into each others eyes, Emmett lowered his mouth to mine, and gently pushed his lips up against mine. The kiss was calm, slow, sweet. This kiss didn't feel anything like kissing Edward. Whenever i kiss Edward, a fire starts in my stomach and suddenly everything in the world disappears and all thats left is Edward and I, and that's all i care about. This was different.

Kissing Emmett was almost the total oppisite. Instead of me forgetting the world around us and not caring about it.. it seemed as if the world suddenly came to focus and that Emmett was the only thing i couldn't see. And it seemed like kissing Emmett was all i cared about, but not in the same way as i did when i kissed Edward. What if Edward walks in and sees this? What will he think? Will he leave me? What will happen if Rose or anyone else walks in and see's Emmett and I kissing? Surely the family will throw me out and possibly try to kill me for disrupting their family.

This has to stop. Now. I can't risk everything i care about just to kiss someone i don't love, just out of pure lust. What's wrong with me?

With the slightest of effort, i placed my hands on Emmett's chest. I think he took it as a sign that i was liking it or something because he leaned into the kiss furthur, but i couldn't do this anymore, it was almost sickening knowing that i was kissing the brother of the love of my existence. How could i do this to Edward? What's he done to deserve this? I pushed on Emmett's chest, not enough to hurt him or stun him, but enough to push him away so that i could walk away quickly if i needed to. Em looked at me with a confused look in his face, but i just shook my head, no.

"We can't, Em. Im sorry" I said to Emmett before i walked around him and went into the other room to get some alcohol. Alcohol didn't really do anything to vampires, but it was the only thing that didn't smell and taste totally repulsive, and i needed to drink something, and i didn't really feel like going out and hunting. After getting a drink, i started looking around for Edward and the other. I hadn't seen any of them all night and that was really odd, especially since Alice was usually jumping all over the place talking to everyone in sight and dragging me around everywhere.

"Hey sexy" Mike Newton said as i was walking, and the slap my ass and squeezed it. Oh, he was going to be sorry now. I turned around and looked at the pathetic excuse for a boy.

"Woah, honey. Settle down" He said. How dare he? I was practically seething now and i was sure i was giving him a death glare.

"Dont. Call. Me. Honey." I growled at him. "And Dont tell me to settle. down."

"Fine. Wanna dance? Shake that sexy ass?" He asked. Was he seriously that stupid?

"No. I would rather chew my arm off." I replied before punching him in the balls. "And stop talking to me. Creep." i said before walking away. Mike was bent over himself now and practically crying while he cupped himself. I can do much worse than that, i thought to myself. I could rip his balls clean off and it was take as much effort as breathing. I walked through the crowd and i still couldn't find any other vampires and it was frustrating me. Maybe they're outside, i thought. I couldn't be bothered using my powers to find anyone, their were way to many people here and it would just be confusing.

I walked out into the backyard and a growl ripped through my chest. Loud and clear.

"Melissa" I snarled at her.

[A/N] Mhm. Melissa. Is she by herself... or with Edward? Who knows???

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Playlist:

Justin Timberlake Feat. 50 Cent.: Ayo Technology.

Panic At The Disco: New Perspective

Panic At The Disco: Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off.

Papa Roach: Hollywood Whore.

Nelly: Here Comes The Boom