Chapter five, for you only
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When I appeared in the great hall of the Malfoys manors I could not stop gasping, I looked around at the gigantic building and wondered how this could be the home for three people.
"Hermione?" I turned around and saw Snape, I looked at him first confused then I remembered that he was working undercover for Harry. He was about to say something when Dracos mother appeared, her long blond hair and the familiar look of smelling something bad on her face.
"Come with me" she said nodding at me and then she gave Snape a subspecies look, I followed her and hoped that she would lead me to Bellatrix. We walked in and out of long hallways, the house didn´t seem to have an ending. We walked in to a room where I saw Bellatrix standing looking out a window taller than herself and wider than five of her.
"Thanks sister, you can leave us" she said, I could hear that something was odd about her voice. Dracos mother left us, I stood still I had my arms crossed over my cheats looking at Bellatrix back as I slowly walked up to her. She didn´t turn around and I stood soon behind her, I put my face in her hair and took a deep breath. She started to shake, I was almost sure that she was crying.
"I am sorry" I whispered my face still in her hair, the smell was almost overwhelming as I had felt it on her old clothes and to stand here and feel it so alive- was all I could ever wish for.
"For what?" She said, now I was sure that she was crying, I put my hands around her waist from my place behind her feeling her sadness growing in me.
"For asking you that" I said closing my eyes and pulling her harder in to my grip.
"You should not be sorry, I knew it would come sooner or later" Bellatrix sounded more confident in her voice, she had stopped to crying or at least she was trying not to. She stood still as if she was afraid this would be her last embrace.
"But I am" I said and let her go to walk around her to see her face; she looked down at me and let her hand fall on my face. She pulled me in to a hug and we stood like that for awhile, I just let her hold me, smell my hair and stair in to my eyes.
"I missed you" I whispered breaking the silent; Bellatrix gave away a small chuckle.
"What?" I asked and she let me go and we sat down on the couch. I had just realized that we were probably in a bedroom a big bed similar to the once we had a Hogwarts but much bigger a wardrobe and the couch we were now sitting in, was all in the room.
"That someone would miss me is just a bit hard to believe" She said and smiled, I shook my head.
"Well I did" I said, I noticed that she had put her hand on my lap. She was wearing a long simple black dress; her hair was hanging loose and kept falling in to her face. I put my hand on hers and looked up at her; Bellatrix face was close to mine. She started to lean forward, my mind was telling me to turn away but my body screamed for her touch. And before they could decide what to do, her lips were upon mine. The kiss was perfect, the best I have ever felt. Her hand on my lap was moving up as her other hand pushed me down on the couch; she kept kissing me as her hands was moving up under my shirt. Her cold hand on my belly send shills trough my body, I put my arms around her showing her that I wanted more, now my brain was quiet and my body had taken over. She sat up and pulled me with her over to the big bed, where she slowly pulled off my shirt and pants; then her own dress. She looked at me were we stood only in are underwear, she moved over slowly and pulled me in to a kiss. She took of my bra and pulled me on to the bed, the bed was soft and so nice that I almost forgot about Bellatrix who was now getting the rest of her clothes off. But my mind got back when she kissed my belly and her hands ended up on my breast, I felt her gentle movement over my body as my mind went clouded. I felt her pull off my panties and soon she let her hand move over it. I felt a lighting shooting trough my body, both overjoyed by the feeling and sad that it had come so fast.
We lay in the bed; I looked out the window watching the rain fall and the lightning strike outside. Bella's arm was holding me tight to her as the rain drops created their own little music as it landed on the window. Bella seemed to be asleep, she was breathing heavily and her breath was tickling my neck. I slowly turned around to look at her, she was indeed asleep. Her pretty face in the moon light and I could tell she was dreaming. I let my hand touch her cheek and then I let my fingers play with her hair. She opened her eyes and for a moment she looked chocked over finding me laying there next to her.
"I was sure it was a dream" she said, more to herself then to me.
"Nope, no dream" I said and kissed her, she returned the kiss and I moved closer to her. She pulled me in to a hug and kissed me before she got up and got dressed. First now did I really see her body, it was amazing. I got up and pulled her in to another hug, Bella laughed as she hugged me and kissed me again. I sat down in the bed and watch as she got dressed; she got in to the same black dress as she had worn before.
"I am just going down stairs for a moment, wait here" she said and left me alone in the room, I got dressed as I started to think.
Do I love her? No I can´t, this must had been an accident. But then why did I kiss her just about a minute ago? Why did I like waking up next to her? Maybe this is how it is suppose to be?
The door opened and in walked Snape, he closed the door behind him. At first he just stared at me as if he tried to understand why I was here.
"What…" he said, I looked at him as he tried to find the words to make his first of I was sure many questions: "Why are you here?"
"I came to see Bellatrix" I said, trying to sound like everything was fine. Witch I guess it was, just the fact that I had stormed out and had no plans to go back to Harry and Ron.
"Why?" he said, short but probably the question I would have asked.
"Because I wanted to see her" I think I was talking short and leaving room for more questions so that I could find my own answers.
"Do you know what Harry is going through, he thinks you left because of him!" This time he screamed and I jumped.
"I did leave because of him" I said Snapes eyes widened; another truth I hated to face.
"Why?" He said, I shook my head moving away from him.
"He didn´t want my help, so I left and now I want you to do the same" I said not looking at him anymore, I wanted Bellatrix to run in and get him out. Save me from his questions that I felt were so stupid, and as if she had understood that I needed her help she walked in.
"What are you doing here Snape, get out of my room!" Snape gave her a simple nod and left the room.
"What did he want?" She asked me, I sat down on the bed I just tell her the truth.
"He wanted to know why I left Harry" I said, she sat down next to me.
"Why did you?" She asked, I looked over at her.
"Because I wanted to be with you" I said, she smiled and seemed not to find any words to respond. We sat like that, in silent and holding hands. Then she got up and said:
"I need to go to a meeting, I want you to stay here" she said, I nodded and she kissed me before she left. I stood alone in the room, when did I get here? An hour ago? Yesterday? A lifetime ago? I didn´t remember, but I knew that I had hurt Harry by leaving; I wanted him to know that I was ok. I looked at the watch, it was eleven a clock. Snape could already had told him I was here, and he could be doing something stupid, like planning a rescuing plan. I lay down in the bed and feel a sleep, I dreamed that I was running away from something, it was dark and I saw Harry standing with his wand at Bellatrix face, I tried to scream but no sound left my lips as the green light hit Bella´s face and she fell down and as Harry looked at me, with Voldermorts red eyes.
"Ah!" I screamed as I woke up, I was morning and I was naked again, Bella lying next to me, she had probably had taken my clothes of when she got back. She moved and looked at me.
"What?" She asked, I shook my head as I sat up with my back against her.
"Nothing" I said trying to stop breathing so fast, "Just a bad dream" I said, and she moved over and sat down next to me.
"About what?" She asked, I decided not to tell her and instead I just said that it was just a stupid dream and started to get dressed.
"What was the meeting about?" I asked just to change the subject.
"About you" Bella said as she also got dressed and I turned to look at her.
"Don´t worry, you can stay" she said, but I didn't stop worrying.
"But I…" I stopped and looked at her, she looked back. "I want to tell Harry that I am ok" I said, she nodded.
"You can do that, just send a note with my owl" she said nodding at the cage with a dark brown owl inside. I walked over to the small table took a blank pargment and wrote.
Harry.
I am sorry for leaving without any word, I am guessing you know where I am. Don´t come for me, I am fine you would just destroy everything. Don´t forget, remorse.
Hermione.
I gave the note to the owl and told it the address and let it out the window. As I watch it fly away I wished for a moment that I could go back, but I looks like I had made my choice and it was Bella.
Later Bella left me alone again to attend to another meeting, I was allowed to walk around the mansion as long as I didn´t leave the grounds. I walked around on the third floor (this house never ends) when I saw a familiar face, Draco Malfoy. At first he seemed – to my surprise, happy to see me, but then he gave me a pure look of hate and walked in to a room and slammed the door shot. I ignored it, I know Draco is a Deatheter and that he probably hates me. So why change that? I decided to walk out in the garden, it was raining so I grabbed an umbrella and walked out. The sweet sound of the rain hitting the fabric as I walked and looked around, I saw a few houselfs walking around cutting the grass with small scissors – I felt a strong bad feeling in my cheats when I saw the small elf's looking completely exhausted.
"Hermione?" I turned around and saw Bella walking out in the rain.
"Over here" I said and started to walk up to her, as she walked under the umbrella and looked down at me.
"I am not suppose to tell you this, but I know you would never forgive me if I don´t" she said, I stood silent.
"Tonight we are going to attack the borrow" her word seem to go in slow motion as I tried to fined something to hold on to.
"I have to do something" I said, more to myself then to Bella.
"Yes, and this is what"
