Hey people of Fanfiction I'm soooooo sorry I haven't updated in ages but it's been hard like my Mums in hospital, I've had GCSE stuff to do a my stupid teacher thinking she knows everything about me when she clearly is up her own bum and loves to see people upset ( She actually said that she said to me " I want to see you upset" and you could only think of some of the things I wanted to say back) I'm going on holiday on Friday so I probs won't get another chapter up for a couple of weeks so i hope you enjoy this chapter Love You soooo much Thanks X

Dedicating this chapter to everyone who is really annoyed with a teacher and hate it when they say "You think this is funny" and you're like well yes it clearly is.

Disclaimer: Blaaaa Blaaa Blaaa Don't own it never will no point in Fanfiction if i couldn't write Yada Yada Yada

Glitter in the air

Have you ever?

"Have you ever been touched so gently you had to cry"

You can't speak because whatever you're going to say doesn't matter, you can't think because whatever your thinking is wrong, you can't breathe because your heart has stop beating and you can't live because the cause of these feeling isn't there anymore.

He left because he wanted someone else who was better for him, he left because your nothing compared to what he wants and he left because deep down you know that he never looked at you they way he should or the way someone else who could love you more does.

You cry because it's the only way you know you're alive when the safest place to you is on the floor, you cry even though you know there is nothing you can do because he chose what he wanted and you cry because you think your never be whole again.

In life everyone will feel these or do these things and they do it because someone hurt them or because someone thought it would be nice to rip your heart out of your chest and throw it somewhere where you won't find it, you feel like a broken instrument it doesn't matter if your fixed or tuned again you will never play right.

But sometimes very lucky people find someone again who picked them up and played them and didn't care how terrible you sound because in their ears you sound beautiful and alive, even though it might take time for you to feel completely fixed, they say they will wait because your worth waiting for and then you know this person wasn't like the person who hurt you because that person never waited and never ever was Chad Dylan Cooper.

6 months she loved him 6 whole months it took for her to realise he was playing her like there was no tomorrow, she may be little spineless girl from Wisconsin but nobody plays with her like that.

She wished she could say that she wished she could march right up to him and confront him again but the tears in her eyes and the hole in her chest pleaded to her and said
"There's a box of tissues on the table and a huge pot of Chocolate ice-cream in the fridge, so why don't you vent your feeling on the couch watching a Mackenzie Falls marathon".

So that's what she did there was no way she could force her limp body to see him and even think about giving him a piece of her mind.

He said he loved her, he said there was nothing that could ever pull them apart but he was also the one who had just said

"Listen I can't do this anymore I've been seeing someone else, I'm sorry"

But the killer thing is that he did it with that face when you know he is really going.

"God why did I ever date you, she is soooo much hotter than you"

Sonny viciously wiped another tear from her eye before it could land in the almost empty ice-cream tub.

She then replaced her eyes back to watching Mackenzie falls it was a huge episode and she remembered last Sunday when Chad called her just to boast about how much publicity this episode was going to get because of the many different celebrity guest stars and "Hot" extra's who where in the episode.

In fact she could imagine calling him up now telling him what happened and him either laughing into the phone or saying "I told you so" or something stupid like that.

She made a bet with him that the relationship would last for a year, she thought he made the bet because he was underestimating her mad boy skills of love or something but really it's because he couldn't see her with anyone else except him.

She hadn't told anyone about her ex cheating on her yet because she wasn't ready to believe it herself but a part of her wanted to tell Chad first to get it over and done with.

So she picked up her new phone and dialled 9 on speed dial, what? Most of the time she was on the phone to him because of their little Fine, Fine, Good, Good arguments.

The phone rang 3 times before someone answered.

"CDC here" Cocky and self-centred and he only said two words.

"Chad you won the bet" Her voice sounding shaky and fighting back tears because of the memories.

"What bet............Oh that one" He whispered the last part mainly because he wanted to scream and shoot the guy who would hurt someone like Sonny.

"Yea that one"

He could hear her voice slip when she said one, he could tell that she was obviously on the verge of tears and there was No way his arrogant head is going to cause that.

"Sonny I'm sorry"

"I KNOW I KNOW YOU TOLD ME SO.... Wait what?"

He wouldn't have expected any less if she would have thought he was going to say something obnoxious.

"I know you really liked him, and I don't like it when you're upset"

Ok so they had their moment when he would say something that would make her heart flutter and then he would start to flirt and she would play with her hair, but this, this was different this was a whole new Chad.

"Ohh Thank you, it's really nice to hear a friend's voice" there was a long pause after Sonny

"Do you want me to come over?"

For a reason sonny could not figure she let out a long sigh of relief.

"Yes please"

"I'll be over in 10"

And with that the line went dead.

There was no point in Sonny changing her pj's into something at least presentable but then she would probably just end up crying on it so she simply tied her hair in a loose ponytail and put away the half filled tub of ice-cream, she waited curled up on the sofa letting her aching arms pull her fluffy pillow towards her body as a comfort.

It took him 12 minutes to get there but for her it felt like hours, the door rang 3 times as she dragged her body towards the door, heartbreak is like an illness it can get you just like that and you feel like there is nothing to live for anymore.

"Sonny" A weak whisper sounded through the door as she opened it slowly.

Chad's blue eyes radiated through the room as if his whole presence was a wave of light or maybe she was just happy to see a familiar face, but he longer she looked at him the quicker it took for her to crumble and breakdown in front of him. Tears immediately poured from her eyes.

"Hey, No don't do that" Chad took a step towards her not sure of what to do.

Sonny whimpered as her heart tore apart a little bit more.

But it was at that moment that Chad felt the same heartbreak because just to look at her and realise the pain she had, going from the ball of sunshine to the girl who was just about ready to crawl in the corner and die.

He took another step forward enough to get inside her apartment and push the door close with his foot which he had done a time before when he thought Sonny was in trouble. He pulled her into his arms as she lost balance of her knees.

"Shh don't say anything just cry, it's ok he's never going to hurt you again"

So he waited pulling her on the couch as she cried and cried and cried, he didn't care about his new shirt and he didn't care about the fact he was missing Mackenzie Falls filming he only cared that Sonny was now with someone who could try and make her better.

Sonny laid her head on his chest curling her fingers into his shirt trying to feel through her fingers just to know she was alive.

"Are you ready to talk" Chad whispered tucking her hair behind her ear.

She slowly nodded but didn't move from the position she was in.

"What happened" He asked but with caution in his voice.

"Ash......he sdia taht he wsa seinge soemoen esle, Btu yuo cdoul tlee he wsa liek iev bene chatinge oen yuo, wihch he wsa because three wsa this glir wsa with him" She cried muffled into the sound of his shirt.

"Sorry what"

"He said he was seeing someone else, but I could see it was in his eyes he was cheating on me"

"Ohh God Sonny I'm sorry"

She sighed not shedding other tear she was all out of them.

"His loss"

She didn't mean that she did love him and knew it would take her a while to get over it.

Chad still has his finger pitched by the top of his nose with his eyes held close as if he was controlling anger.

"I thought he loved me" she said.

He looked at her surprise she really thought that monster could love he didn't deserve any part of her or her life, she needed someone who would care and love, listen and trust someone like.....him.

He turned and looked at her ,unglued her fingers from him and held them carefully in his hands. He took one of his finger and took it to her cheek he didn't touch it but just hovered to make sure she wouldn't pull away. He started from the top of her cheek and stroked her face so gently as if a feather had brushed her skin. She was in awe he was so beautiful not his face or his hair or his car but him, the way he was and the way he wasn't, just because he was cocky and confident doesn't mean he's not dead sweet and could she through his like glass.

Another tear fell from her eyes.

"What did I do" he pulled away quickly

"Nothing" she whispered

"Sad tears?" he asked

"No"

"angry tears?"

"No"

"Happy tears?"

"Yea"

Chad pulled her into a tight hug.

"Thank you Chad for coming and thank you for caring" She said bringing a smile to her face.

"Ha, Chad Dylan Cooper doesn't do caring" He said

"Yea but Chad does" She said remained curled up to him on the sofa

And so Sonny finally knew that maybe everything was going to be ok and maybe Chad would wait.


Thanks for reading, I hope you enjoyed it X

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Next Line is

"Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?"

I need help with that one.

Love you

-FriendOfTheFallen-x

P.s Bwt Friend of the fallen is because Fallen is angels and Angel that are around us and like guardian i know fallen is like supposed to be all bad but i think it might be something more and friend because you can't exactly be and angel. I have like a huge belief in Angels and i have no religion Weird ha. I thought i would share because i can.