I forgot to mention that these chapters switch point of views. I hope it's easy enough to tell who's narrating each chapter.


There were so many things I wanted to say to you before I left for Hueco Mundo. I wanted to tell you that deep down I was scared of going there. That despite my determination to rescue Orihime, I wanted to stay here with you.

I wanted to tell you about my life- my sisters, my crazy dad, my friends at school, and what I thought my life would've been like if I had never become a soul reaper. If I had never met Rukia… never met you.

And at this point, I'm afraid of it all vanishing. I'm afraid I'm not going to be able to come back to any of those people… especially you. I'm scared of the fact that this might be my last night on Earth, and instead of spending it with you, I'm sitting here, alone in the dark.