So, Sorry if I ruined Alice in wonderland for anyone! Anyway I got some news this morning that Ian is really upset about the oil spill. He went to the coast and some tide pools that were once full of life are now dead. It's really sad, do what you can to help, PLEASE! Oh, and Please vote on Teen Choice for Paul, Ian, and Nina, and TVD! HERES THE NEXT CHAPTER


BPOV

I walked up the stairs to Damon's room, knowing I'd find him there. I knocked and waited. He opened the door.

"You know you can just come in, Bella." I walked past him and sat on his bed.

"The Cullens want to help." I whispered.

"What was that?" He asked. He was smiling, but it was forced.

"The Cullens want-"

"How do they know?" He asked, cutting me off. Here, we go.

"Well...the night I got the movie I may have stopped by there..."

"For how long?"

"From midnight to eight am." A frown came across his face.

"And who did you spend this time with?" I closed my eyes and looked down.

"Edward." I whispered. Damon came to me and pulled my chin up.

"Open them." He demanded. I opened my eyes and his blue ones that were as clear as mine.

"He's dead." He whispered. "I'm gonna kill him." He stood up and started to look around. "Where are my keys?"

"Da-"

"Screw the keys I'll walk. I warned him to stay away..." He start toward the door and I jump in front of it.

"Stop!" I yelled. I'd never yelled at him before over anything. He looked at me shocked.

"They want to help, Damon. Their are seven of them, and we need them." I whispered. He looked down at me and then turned.

"You. Are. Grounded. For life." He whispered. "I mean it. I don't like this Bella."

"I understand." I whispered. "Now, come on. Football remember."

He grabbed me around my waist and held me for a few minutes.

"Don't grow up, okay?" He whispered.

"What?" I asked.

"Don't grow up. I want you to stay this way, I want you to need me to be here."

"Hey, "I whispered, pulling back to see his eyes. "I'll always need you, Damon. You my big brother, and nothing will change that. I love you."

"I love you, too." He took my hand and we went down stairs. Stefan, Elena and Jeremy were waiting.

"Edward said to meet where the Cullens play Baseball?" I nodded and walked out the door I ran to the clearing and Was met By a bear hug from Emmett.

"Em...Can't...breathe..." I whispered. He sat me down and I smiled at all of them.

"So, These are my brothers, Damon and Stefan. This is Stefan's girlfriend Elena. And This is Elena's brother Jeremy." I said, pointing each one out. Carlisle stepped forward.

"I'm Carlisle, and this is my wife, Esme. You know Edward and Alice, this is Jasper, Emmett and Rosalie."

"Okay." Damon said. "I call captain."

"Me, too." Stefan said. Oh God.

"Remember who taught you the game little boy." Damon said with a smirk. "Bella."

"Edward." Stefan said.

"Emmett." Damon.

"Jeremy."

Jasper."

"Esme."

"Alice."

"Carlisle."

"Rosalie."

"Elena."

We separated and the game started. Damon ended up tackling Elena with smile and whispered something in her that made her roll her eyes. Jeremy tackled me and we lost.

"Good game?" He said, helping me up. I brushed the mud off and smiled.

"Yeah, good game."

"Is that guy your boyfriend?" He asked, quietly. I knew he was talking about Edward.

"No." I said. Well, he wasn't he didn't ask me to be.

"Okay." Jer smileed brightly. It was hard not to love Jer, he was happy-ish. Some of the brightness left when Anna died.

"Hey, how are you?" I asked"Since..."

"I'm better." He said. "Not healed but..."

I hugged him tight. "I'm sorry, Jer." I whispered.

He held me and I felt someone come up behind me. I let Jeremy go and turned.

"Bella Can I talk to you?" Edward asked.

"I'll be back." I told Jeremy and walked with Edward.

"Who is he?" He asked.

"Elena's little brother, Jeremy." I said.

"And...To you?"

"He's a great guy that I can tell anything." I said. "Why?"

"Well you guys seem pretty close..."

"We are." I smiled. Edward didn't. "What?" I asked.

"Well, I thought...you and I."

"Look, I...I'm not looking for anything serious right now, I'm...There's to much going on."

"But last night..."

"Shut-up!" I whispered, looking around. "Last night was a spontaneous thing. I didn't plan it."

"So, we have nothing?" He asked softly.

"No. Not now." I turned and walked toward Damon and Jeremy.

"Wait." He grabbed my arm. "Do you love him?"

I jerked my arm away.

"I don't know." I whispered, tears filling my eyes. "I was only in love once, and that ripped my heart out. I don't remember what love is."

I turned and ran this time. Damon caught me and held me tight and let the tears spill.

"Let's go home." He whispered to Jeremy. And we did.