I'm lying in my bed letting my mind wander. Probably wondering what happened between me and Miroku? I'll be happy to remember it all for the sake of remembering it. I laugh at what I just thought.
~2days ago~
"I...I love you..." I said feeling my heart face to the point where I thought something bad was going to happen.
Miroku looked at me...almost as if he was in shock...
"I'm sorry. I should have never told you this..." I said stammering back out of his grip. He catches me and tells me not to be sorry.
"Sango, please don't be sorry...because I love you too...And I always will." he said pulling me closer to him which sparked my heart. I can't help but fall into him. But instead of him catching me, we both fell to the floor. Red carpet. I wonder what Dr. Foster was thinking when he added this in here.
"Happy to know." was all I could say. We just stared at each other there on the floor... Is this even legal?
Before I knew it, he'd moved his hand over down my back and slowly brought his face closer to mine. His breath smelled so richly good. I closed my eyes as I awaited for him to kiss me which ofc he did.
The kiss was so right. So good, so magical. He took my breath away...
"Uggh, I love you so much Sango." he said running his fingers through my hair. I shook my head a little and forced myself up. Amazingly I got up but I staggered a little.
"What's wrong?" Miroku asked steadying me once more.
"I don't know how to give your love...I'm a mental patient here! You're a doctor!" I said pulling my arm away from him.
"Not...You're not mental Sango. And I love you." he said hugging me from behind.
"I'm...you do?" I asked.
"I do. And always will."
After that whole "love scene" Miroku and I sat on the couch where I fell asleep at. Peaceful sleep knowing he was there with me. Though, I have no idea what this makes us now...I'm so not use to this.
A knock at the door interrupts my wondering thoughts. But before I can respond to the knock the door opens.
"Oh my...I've crossed paths with the devil yet once again." I thought to myself.
"So Sango, I hear you're doing somewhat better." Sato says walking up to my bed. I don't say anything back. What am I supposed to say!
"I also hear that you and Miroku have a thing going on." she says stepping closer to me. How in God's name does she know this stuff? I swear, this is one freaky mental girl. Deserves to be in here. Better Q: how the hell did she find me? So many in answered Q's that I'm afraid will never be answered. I am now, terrified for my life...
"What do you want?" I ask in a steady voice even though my heart was pounding so hard.
"I just wanted to stop by and say I was sorry." she says sitting on my bed.
No help that I can't really walk on my own very well yet. I get a horrible feeling from this girl. I tell her I'm hungry and that I'm leaving. She stops me before I can get my feet on the floor.
"I'll help you." she says with a smile on her face. I hesitate then get into my chair. She pushes me down the hall and turns left. Odd but this is not the way to the cafeteria...
"What are you doing? This isn't the way to the-."
"No, but I thought maybe we should take a little detour." She says. I'm in no condition to fight if she tries anything sneaky. She opens a door that leads to the outside. My heart feels like it might stop any second now.
"Beautiful day out...I wonder what Dr. Houshi is up to today?" she says. Not really a Q but more of thinking out loud. I tell her I want to go back in but no, she refuses saying it's such a beautiful day out.
Just as Sato is pushing me towards the front or whatever you wish to call it. Kristy barges in skipping over to me.
"Back off Sato. She's mine." she said pushing me back in. I looked back at Kristy asking how she knew where to find me.
"I have my ways." She says smirking to herself. I tell her to just let me walk down. She doesn't protest. Which is why I love this girl to dear death.
"Sango, why are you up walking?" Miroku asks coming around the corner. I give him a look as if to say don't start with me. He takes my arm and steadies me down the hall. Kristy says she will put mu chair back in my room. Miroku holds me close to him as we walk down but suddenly stops when we hear a loud noise and Kristy scream. Miroku turns around first but I can't move myself to turn around. Finally I get the guts to turn around and face the horror. Kristy laying on the floor and Sato over her. Miroku was already by her when I turned around. Sato drops the gun, smiles at me, and walks off. Miroku mumble something under his breath and asks me if I can walk.
"Of course I can." I say. He tells me to stay by Kristy while he goes to get help. I can't help but let my tears take over.
"You're going to be alright." I say sitting next to her.
"No, I won't." She says back. "I'm taking your place Sango."
"No you're not! You won't die! Don't you dare die on me Kristy! I need you."
"You have Dr. Houshi...I love you Sango. You are the one person who makes me feel like I'm not crazy. Your my sister."
It's so hard not to cry now for me. "Your my sister too. Which is why I need you to stay with me!"
"No, just let me go...I'm ready to go home now...I'll always love you though and remember you."
"I'll always love and remember you too." I said taking her hand. She squeezes tight and closes her eyes. Her heart has stopped. She's gone...I lay my head on her hand and let the tears flow...Miroku comes back. He checks her pulse...She's gone. My heart literally hurts right now... I have one thing to say about life...Fuck it.
