Title: Love Lust
Rating:
M
Character(s)/Pairing(s): Bella
Genre:
Hurt/Angst/Romance
Warnings:
This has sexual content and some inappropriate languge, you have been warned.
Story type:
Chapter Story
Author's Notes: So these characters belong to Stephanie Meyer, I've just created my own little world around them.

Chapter Five: Alone

I don't know how much time went by, but it felt like a lifetime. All the feeling in my body was lost, and I couldn't see anything in front of me. I could hear but not too well, it felt like someone was talking through something. I felt so disorientated, and anytime I tried to move I felt sharp pain all over.

"Bella…" I tried saying, but I couldn't tell if I had spoken or if I was just thinking them.

All I could think before darkness over took me was What have I done?

I woke up in the cleanest white room that I had ever seen in my life. I had no memory of how I got there, or how long I had been there. I felt sore, and my throat burnt of thirst. I couldn't speak, but I felt someone holding my hand, and in the distance I heard a voice telling me to take my time.

A lovely stranger put a straw into my mouth and I took the longest drink of my life, but still it didn't feel like it was enough. I wanted more; I wanted to make sure that I was alive.

They sat me up and I was able to see everyone that was there. My parents, Jasper and a blonde doctor, but there was no Bella.

"Where's Bella?" I asked in a voice that didn't sound like mine. I almost had to look around to see if someone else asked the question.

No one said anything for the long time, I thought that maybe they didn't understand me the first time, so I asked them a second time.

The doctor came closer to me, and took a hold of my hand.

"Rosalie, you were hit by a very large jeep three weeks ago. It was a miracle that you survived…" He started saying before I cut him off.

"That's fantastic, I know I'm alive! I didn't ask you about me! I asked you about my friend Isabella Marie Swan!" I expressed angrily.

"Rose..." Jasper whispered coming closer, "Bellz is in a coma, the doctors aren't too sure if she is going to make it."

I looked into in his eyes, and I knew he wasn't lying to me.

How could I be so careless with someone who means so much to me? How would I be able to survive knowing that this was my entire fault? I wondered if Charlie blamed me for what happened to his one and only daughter.

My life would never be the same.

Authors Note: I am completely sorry that it took me soo long to update. My computer broke down, and I was finally able to afford my own laptop! Woot! I know it's not an extremely long chapter but not that I have a computer and I have a few notes on what I want to happen next. The next chapter will not be far. Anyways, Thank ya'll for the favourites and the reviews! I really do appreciation ya'll sticking by me and my lack of updates! I hope you all like this new chapter, and please remember to review. (Sorry about the spelling and everything, I haven't gotten a hold of my beta… L because I really wanted to get this out to ya'll.