Ok This chapter is for sacha and hannah cos they rock and hannah helped me with another story.


Why was it you? I don't understand

And nothing shows me why

Maybe someday I'll see you again

And tell you how much I've missed you.

Kate bit her lip while looking at the calendar she couldn't believe two years had past already. It shocked her that her life had gone on so much and she didn't even notice. Two years ago she was living in California, working with her friends, single and loving life. Two years on she now lived in Washington D.C still working with her friends, still loving life but now she was married, happily married to a man she loved with all her heart. If she had known the things she knew now back then. She often wondered if she would change a thing. If just one thing in her past had changed; her life could be completely different. She loved her life now. Her one year old goddaughter was the sweetest little girl and she loved spoiling her, much to her mother's duress.

Things happen and no-one knows why

If I'd raised this moment in time

If I'd have known I would be by your side

If I'd have known I would have said goodbye.

It was funny really when it first happened, she swore she'd never get over it never move on; but she had gotten over it and she had moved on. Although she never forgot what was taken from her, and she wished very day that things were different, she knew that in a way. If things were different she wouldn't have the life she had now.

You were always there

Even though it seems you're far away

I miss you more than words

I'm missin you more everyday.

Where are you in my life?

Where's the song in my heart?

Where's the peace of my mind?

And strength for me to carry on

Tony wrapped his arms around Kate kissing her neck and looking at the date, he rested his chin on her shoulder. In some strange way he was thankful for what happened, if it hadn't he had no idea where he would be now. Sure he'd have two godsons but would he have the gorgeous wife that spoilt their goddaughter to no end. Would he even want kids? he knew now he did, Kate was perfect and all he had to do was look at her with Chelsea to know she was going to be a great mother.

We will all move on

And you will always stay in our heart

And any minute that passes by

We won't let the memory fade away

Time will heal a little everyday

Tony tightened his arms around Kate as a tear rolled down her cheek. Both had lost some one dear to them that day. Although time had passed and they moved on, this day would always and forever be one of the hardest of their lives. Kate turned around and wrapped her arms around her husband as she cried into his shirt. Tony kissed her forehead as he stroked her back, while whispering in her ear that he'd always be there for her that he'd never leave her side.

You were always there

Even though it seems you're far away

I miss you more than words

I'm missin' you more everyday.

It was one of the quietist days that NCIS had; had in a while, as a mark of respect every one had a black band on, even those people like Matt who had joined them after that fateful day. Matt looked around, and saw just how much NCIS had changed, he'd read about what happened. At the time he was nothing but grateful that it hadn't been his sister. Although he hadn't known it was one of her best friends. All he cared about then was the fact that his baby sister was still alive and well.

Where are you in my life?

Where's the song in my heart?

Where's the peace of my mind?A strength for me to ca

Abby sat in her lab, there was no loud music, or wild crazy hairdo's, no laughing or chatting. Just silence as she sat looking at her computer screen. She looked over at the picture beside her screen of her three kids, a small smile crept upon her face at the sight of her boys pushing their sister over even at the age of one they were terrors but she loved them to no end. They were her world, everything she did was for them. looking back at her computer screen she let a tear roll half way down her cheek before wiping it away. she couldn't believe that two years had gone by, that they hadn't stopped living until today when it suddenly had hit them all that, this day would mark two years since that terrible day.

Then the somethin fade to nothin

And the reason's go

Life must go on

Days will pass by

Tears will find happy memories.

They all stood together at the foot of their lost friend's grave, even after all this time, standing here didn't feel right. A cool wind was rushing over them stinging their faces making the tears that rolled down feel like dry ice. Lips where bitten to stop from falling apart, they knew their friend would never want that. long drawn out breaths where done as to compose themselves. Fingers interlaced into hands as the walls they were trying so hard to keep up started tumbling down.

You were always there

Even though it seems you're far away

I miss you more than words

I'm missin you more everyday.

Where are you in my life?

The first to break was Abby her knee's gave way as she fell to the ground Tim caught her. Pulling her up and wrapping her into a hug. Kate had been glaring off into the distance till she saw her friend crumble. She didn't want to cry she didn't want to show just how much she missed her friend. She closed her eyes trying to fix the partly damaged dam wall in side her, but her friends sobbing became too much. Slowly she turned into the arms of her husband as she felt his arms wrap tightly around her she let go, letting tears flood down her face till there was nothing left.

Where's the song in my heart?

Where's the peace of my mind?

And strength for me to carry on

And strength for me to carry on...

Tony sat in the back to the taxi cab that was taking the four of them home Kate's head rested on his shoulder as she dozed. He looked over at the couple beside him, Abby was still crying still sobbing and nothing her new husband did could stop her. Looking away from them he rested his head on Kate's and looked out the window. He knew that in time things would get easier, that they'd treat today with respect but nothing would be as hard as it had been when it happened, last year or today.