None of you Minus Chicken even though I said not to, bugged me so Its only a short update and you weren't going to get this till the weekend and as its Monday here that would have been a while, But I'm in a good Mood (Gotta Love Karma when she strikes on people who deserve it ) Last time on Lotga Tony and Kate Moved home.


You know you're really screwed when the decision you have to make could go either way. One could be letting those you love and care about, go on with their lives. None the wiser to the massive secret that was hanging over their heads every minute of the day, one they had no idea about. The other could be you telling them that everything they ever thought was a lie; that some one had made them think something when infact is was so far from the truth it wasn't funny.

So what do you do? Tell them and get your life back. One that you so desperately want. The one that was taken away so cruelly; by some one who is ment to want nothing but the best for you. Yet in doing this you would be ruining the lives of the people you so desperately wanted to see. Or do you let them live their lives while yours will never be the same. That was the thing with secrets some one always got hurt no matter how small or insignificant, but this secret was in no means small.

For this secret held five years of lies, broken hearts and torn friendships. Ziva David in trying to save her friends lost her friends. They all now thought she was dead, which was so very untrue. It was all thanks to her evil half brother Ari. Ever since she had decided to leave Israel and go to college in America instead of becoming Mossad. He had, had it in for her. The best way to get through to this ex NCIS agent was through her friends. They were her family and they were what mattered to her most. Ari knew this and played on it for years would he? Or wouldn't he; and if he did who would it be? All her friends by now were scattered through out the fifty state of the nation she now called home. She knew he would go after her two closest friends the two people she saw as siblings better then her own. Her childhood best friend Tony DiNozzo and her college room mate and best female friend Caitlin Todd. Now at the time her only problem was she was at NCIS on the major case response team with Tony in Washington DC where Kate was working on the special ops team 3000 miles away in California to be close to her ailing mother.

Although to her Kate seemed the easier target for she was so far away from Ziva. He liked showing up unannounced near her, teasing her and her boss what would he do this time? Would they lose some one from their team? And who would it be? Five years ago she had hatched a daring plan to finally once and for all get rid of Ari. To make her life and the lives of her only true family better. What she had not counted on was her brother screwing with her plans. So even if she did succeed she would never be able to go back to the ones she loved. She hated him for that she wished she had been the one to kill him for she would have taken her time made it rather slow and painful; just as painful as it had been for her when he was playing games. He had almost killed her twice; his third attempt had been successful in a whole different way. She was alive, but for what reason? What reason did she have to stay alive? Now that her friends thought she was dead. That was the question that was on her mind every minute of the day every day of the week every week of the year. It was the million dollar question.