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I'm glad I didn't scare you away with the last 2 chapters… this is the last weeding chapter. ENJOY!!:) Sorry again for the delay… I had a really crazy weekend shift!:( In compensation you get a quite long chapter!:)
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JJ got in the wedding reception room trying to be unnoticed and went to where Flack was sitting, next to their table.
"Hey." She said squeezing Flack's shoulder lightly.
"Hey." He answered smiling sweetly. He grabbed her hand and made her sit on his lap. Then, he passed his arms around her and hugged her tightly to his chest.
"I'm sorry I snapped at you." JJ said before kissing his cheek.
"It's ok." He said kissing her forehead. "I snapped back." He added grinning. After a few seconds of silence he spoke again. "You want to talk about it?"
"Not here and not now." She answered almost whispering. "I need to talk with Adam before talking to you." She said passing one arm around his neck. He turned her head lightly and looked at her in the eye confused. "I need you to trust me with this, Blue."
"I do. It's just that I don't like to see you that upset and even less crying." He assured her caressing her cheek.
"I know, but I'm gonna be alright. Don't worry." She said smiling sadly.
"So… What do we do now?" Flack asked after they were silent for a few seconds again.
"We go home and have lots of make up sex." She said shrugging.
"What?" He answered laughing.
"Well, we had a fight and I'm very hormonal with the pregnancy and all so I thought that we could do it, "She said talking huskily. "But if you are not up for this kind of things, it's ok. We can stay here and see how everybody gets even drunker and who does something embarrassing first." She explained looking at the dance floor where Sid was dancing alone.
"You are crazy!" He said laughing harder.
"So? What it's gonna be, Mr. Flack?" She asked standing up and winking at him.
"Home. Definitely." He answered standing up too. "But I have a request." He said pulling her towards him.
"I'm listening." She answered passing her arms around his neck.
"Make up lovemaking sessions." He told her and she looked at him confused. "Not just sex. I want to make love to you, I don't want to rush anything. I want to touch you, feel you, explore every inch of your skin and-"
"Stop right there, Blue, or your gonna make me drag you into a bathroom and get something very rushed." She said quite flushed.
"Ok." He said half laughing and pecked her lips but before he could pull away she cupped his face with his hands and deepened the kiss immediately. She pressed herself tightly against him and kept kissing him very passionately. With one last sexy bit to his lower lip she could feel his body react and then she broke the kiss. "Wow." He said breathless.
"Now we are even." She said grabbing his hand and guiding him out of the room.
"Wiseass." He said shaking his head trying to clear his mind that was still foggy because of all the kissing. They got outside the building and the doorman started to look for a cab for them. "Shit. I forgot my jacket." Flack said. "I'll just go back and get it, you wait here, ok?"
"Hurry up." JJ answered winking at him. His eyes went wide and he started running.
"JJ." A voice said from her right side. She turned around to find Adam staring at her. She froze in place. "I... I'm sorry... I-"
"Jess told me you left." JJ said before he could continue. "I wanted to talk to you but you left." She said in the verge of tears again.
"I know... I... I thought you... I just assumed you wouldn't want to see me in a while." Adam answered embarrassed.
"Well, you shouldn't assume things when it comes to me!" JJ answered almost shouting.
"Everything alright?" Flack asked reaching the two of them arguing.
"Yeah." JJ answered harshly.
"I just... I'm going." Adam said already turning around.
"NO!" JJ shouted and Adam stopped dead in his tracks.
"Ok, you two have to sort this out." Flack stated. "Go have a coffee or something and talk about it." Flack added turning around and getting inside the cab that was waiting for them.
"Where are you going?" JJ asked walking to the cab.
"Home. I'll be waiting for you there." Flack answered cupping her face. "I'm not mad, ok? Just come home later and we'll talk or resume the plans we've already made, ok?" He said smiling.
"Ok." She said smiling before kissing him softly. He got in the cab and when it was out of side JJ turned around to look at Adam. "Ross, you are buying me a White Chocolate Mocha!" She said seriously.
"To Starbucks it is." Adam answered a little relieved.
They ordered their coffees and sit in one of the tables. After a few uncomfortable silent seconds JJ spoke.
"We should talk, you know?"
"Yeah. I should start." Adam said and took a deep breath. "I love you." He said again and JJ tensed. "I... I know it wasn't the best time to tell you that."
"I don't think there was ever a good time for you tell me that." JJ answered.
"Probably true. But as you told me, it was eating me, I couldn't keep it to myself for much longer and I already feel better now that is out." He said smiling. She stared at him mad. "Yeah, not very consoling on your end." He made a short pause. "I've been feeling this for a long time but I thought it was just a crush, that it would pass, but it didn't. Then I started seeing Jess and I thought that I could fall in love with her and forget you but it didn't happen and I was just making her unhappy and I felt like I was being somehow unfaithful to you by being with her and that at the same time I was betraying her too! But you are with Flack and you are going to get married and he obviously loves you and you love him too and that's perfect and I'm happy for you but at the same time I wanted you two to broke up so maybe I could have a chance..." He said all that in just one breath.
"Wow... it must have been hell in your head." JJ said softly.
"Yeah. And the worse is that now that is out I've lost you both! Jess and you and I can't do anything about it." Adam said hiding his face in his hands.
"You forgot that Flack would probably want to kill you when I tell him what this was about." JJ added joking. He stared at her panicking. "I was kidding, Adam. I'll take care of Flack, don't worry...and you haven't lost me nor Jess, Adam." JJ said squeezing his arm and he looked at her confused. "It's gonna be awkward for a while but you are my best friend I don't want to lose you."
"I thought Flack was your best friend... or Danny." Adam said sheepishly.
"Nope. You are. Danny is like my brother and Flack is my boyfriend and fiancée. Of course they are my best friends but not in the real essence of the word. You are. You are my guitar hero buddy and the one that can watch with me the 3 Lord of the Rings extended movies without even yawning....C'mon, this has to count for something right?" She said smiling widely at him.
"You have to stop doing that." Adam said sighing.
"Doing what?" JJ asked confused.
"Being so awesome. It just makes me love you even more." Adam said blushing.
"Oh..." JJ said sadly.
"It's not your fault. I... I think that the best way to still be friends is to be apart." Adam explained nervously.
"Oh..." JJ said again even more sadly and about to cry.
"I don't want to be away from you but I think it's the way for me to get over you." He said trying to fix it.
"I understand." JJ said standing up from her sit. "Bye Adam." She added whipping the few tears that had already started to fall and turning around to leave Starbucks in a rush.
Adam run behind her and grab her arm before she was able to get in the subway station. "Where are you going?" He asked confused.
"I'm helping you. I'm going away from you!" She shouted crying again.
"I didn't mean that!" He answered. She stared at him confused. "I meant no more sleepovers at my place because Flack has the night shift, no more guitar Hero couples championships together and no more Lord of the Rings... for a while." Adam answered laughing. "We can still go to have coffee every once in a while and I can come with you to see those horror movies you always say you hate but are your favourites." He explained. "If you want, of course. If you want space I'll give you that."
"Shut up!" She said before pulling him into a tight hug.
"Mmmm...JJ? You are not helping now." He said still hugging her.
"Oops...Sorry." She said blushing. "You'll need to help me with that. You need to tell me when I'm being too much 'awesome'." She said grinning.
"Ok!" He answered laughing.
"I think I should go back." JJ said once they stopped laughing. "Blue is probably worried already."
"Yeah." He said suddenly snapping back to reality. "I'll see you tomorrow at work." He said squeezing her hand lightly and smiling sadly at her.
"Adam, wait." She said when she saw he was very sad. "You... you didn't ask me to choose." She said and Adam looked at her confused. "I mean between you and Flack." She added blushing.
"I'm not that stupid, JJ." Adam said shaking his head. "I was stupid enough to fall in love with you when I knew you were with someone else, but I can see that's always been Flack. Since the moment you guys meet again at that bar the day you got back in New York, I knew it was him and I had nothing to do." He admitted.
"Yeah... you are right. It has always been him... But I thought you were cute when I met you!" She added the last bit smiling.
"Thanks... I guess." Adam answered smiling. "Now go back to your almost husband and convince him to not kill me when you tell everything, ok?"
"I will, don't worry." JJ said smiling back at him. "And, Adam? Talk with Jess. Not everything is lost there." She said winking before disappearing into the subway station leaving a Adam with something more to think about. She couldn't wait to go home and see Blue again. Like Adam said, it had always been him and nobody else. She needed to explain him everything that happened with Adam and then maybe they could start with the making up schedule. Yes, that sounded like a great plan.
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