Starks POV

Denial, disbelief,guilt Not my emotion.

But Zoeys she felt this for me, The one emotion I asked her to feel towards me was not there Love. Love is when your eyes meet and you can't speek,
you get weak in the knees, your heart skips a couple beats, Your souls touch one another, something inside you knows you don't 2nd guess or ask questions You just know down deep, That your in love.

I wanted her to feel love when she thought of me like when I think of her.

There was not enough words in the English language that could express the true rage that I had felt, I felt malevolent humiliated, envy,and all these emotion directed towards her lover.

My leaking salty soul bled out of my swore red eyes,It hurt to see the pain was to great to bare. The death of my second heart had wounded my physical strength to carry on this simple life. The death of my love heart.

Why did I have to feel this way? why did I have to see them like that. Had she not picking up on my feelings for her? I deserved a punishment for letting her consort die, A punishment for letting my ladies soul drift to a world beyond her understanding and bring him back with her. I should of taken this punishment like a man. Not like a prisoner eager to Escape a ten year sentence in jail. Like he had said before I had not reached the age of maturity yet, so Not a man but boy who would jump for any opportunity to escape jail, his punishment. I seek freedom and in this moment of time. giving the situation. My freedom was your hell.

The dark voices were right, she would betray my heart like this, she had my heart in her hand and tort it in two. She was my second heart.

I had watched as they clashed there bodies together waist down. As he didnt spare her the sweet kisses he placed apond her, perfect tan complexion. As they had gracefully swayed into there next position never moving with out any body contact.

Never in my life had I wished so much pain towards any being, no not towards my goddess I felt this for, but the man that had corrupted her, intruded on my life taking from me the first woman, Yes I said it Woman; she did not come to my view as a simple gifted teenager. She had come in to my view as a woman fully matured powerful grace full and intelligent. I had ever loved, my second heart. I would not stand around and watch her with him. Watch their love grow for each other no, and I would cower away in the shadows never to be noticed. Just another shadow I would be in her eyes.

Stark had reached a hard decision, He wanted the remaining of his second heart out of his chest forever, he wanted to move on, maybe he could not grow a new one. But that didnt matter as long as he was ride of his dead one, he was going to break the veins that still remained strong, the ones that were still attached to his body. There was no point in trying to use a dead heart, It wouldn't respond back to him and that cause his pain to start again. The woman was going to help him break the veins.

Unbearable heartbreakand so much hatred and anger. These emotion overpowered Stark there was only one way out of feeling so weak, yes Stark felt weak, To break his heart was a promise to break his physical strength. He stumbled and swayed pathetically like a drunk all over the place. Pathetic he thought of him self as that. He dragged him self out of the building to the cold vast expanse which envelopes the earth like a blanket littered with small dots of fire too far away to be felt but burning nonetheless. The night.

3:00 am he reached his destination He felt the expulsion on his cold skin as he stood in the chamber , he was so bruised the touch of her soft skin sent daggers in to his captivated his arms and forced he to sit, on the chair. She held the goblet to his mouth, the thick smooth intoxicating blood slide down his dry throat. She nursed him back to health within the hour that he had spent with her. He watched the pulsing darkness within her Aura, though fallen she had become more powerful. He hated her dark icy beauty, but it drew him closer to her.

Drawing a line with a dagger from my shoulder blade to my wrist blood sped, from flesh melting into the arm chair beneath me. She breathed all the way up to my blades in to my cut and then with her tongue lick the flesh. And it immediately closed.

I hissed in pain, my arm seemed to tighten. multiply no thousands of lightning bolts struck down on my freshly sealed wound. I watched as the viens through out my whole entire body began to darken and raise out of my skin. The dark poison spread to my lungs engulfing my ability to breath.

I clenched my fist to the only feeling I had left in my body it slowly drifted away from me. my vision began to blur. Darkness began to pull me closer and closer to my fears, then all of my fears were gone away . I feared nothing now I was FEAR.

Rephaim POV

Rephaim had spent his time with the red one and began to learn her ways, Ways he was not used to. She was strange, the way she spoke. Not even a child in his time would speak as she did, she did not act as he did when he was young. But then again alot of the humans and Vampyre do not act as he did.

He had begin to like the simple lifestyle of the modern world, there was never to much work to do, every thing was done for him. The was a disadvantage to his liking to this new world, and that was no beauty was left in this world; not like in the old one the ancient times. Times where he didnt have to search in the skies to find end less fields of green dew wet grass, just out side the mystical Misty vast forest. Or the lake that he would wake up to every morning. Beautiful crystals bounced of the distant reflection in the water sparkling under the sun command,The high mountains would hit the clouds in the distance, and the thick dark green firm tree would grow just before they hit the river bank .after his day was done he would fly to the tallest tree, with his close brother Shio and watch as dawn would creep from the heriseson, leaving light brush strokes of purple red and blue in the warm sky. He missed the ancient world and understood now why His father wanted it back so badly.

Rephaim felt a tiny jolt in his heart when Stevie Rea had pulled him back to there chamber, She was hesitant once they were there. He adored the way she bit her bottom lip and twirled her short curls that hung from her silky hair. He knew that she couldn't act in a passionate way with him, Never in his life had he felt the need to curse at the source of where his blood has come from, his father. He had wished at that moment in time to be normal, Normal enough to be able to captivate her, to be passionate with her, to be able to touch her with out a second thought on the act. He didn't want to be the cause of her insecurity, the reason she was restless at night when they slept in the same room. he felt through their bond her feelings. He knew that her feelings were one of good, because if they were bad Rephaim would be able to identify them in his sleep. His feelings was unidentified, he never felt them before. Never.

He had come across anger so many times in his life, there was no way of him being capable of acting on other form state: to move with out the tought of taking a life was impossible, for Rephaim. But she had proved him wrong. Though he did not know what he felt towards her when she had smiled, or when she blushed a dilightful shade of pink when he compliment her apperence, in time with Stevie Reas help he would have a definition for those unidentify feelings.

STARK POV

Brother you have join with us, listen to our mother. your mother and in reward you will archive your darkest wishes.

The dark voices had returned, I had returned from death yet again. I was so familiar with it there ws no need for me to fear it anymore, there was no pain while I was there I did nto even know I was there. It was like being drugged before and operation, not even remembering you feel asleep, no dreams nothing.

"Rise my son"

I snapped my eye wide open, her face was inches from mine.

She smiled down at me her moss green eyes sparkled with a hint of red to them. She sat up and I followed her movement. Her scent smelt amazing the drum like beat of her heart encouraged me inch closer and closer to her.

you would not like the taste of an imortals blood,My love

Did she just call me that, I quickly moved from my spot on the bed to the middle of the room. Falling over on my way there, my strength was not queit there yet.

if you are not ready to move on then say

How was I hearing this, through my head Im going insane. Im a freak mind reading actual that's kind of cool.

The side of my lips tilted upwards smirking at the thought.

she was at my side and in a flash we were in front of the dormitory's of where I had walked out of crying my eyes out.

She pushed me up against the stone cold wall.

"what are you doi-

She pressed her hard lips on mine the realised me from wall behind me.

"don't ever do that again" I barked at her I felt so angry, I had the urge to grab her by the hair and slam her into a wall.

I clutched my hands together holding on to the rage that filled me. Impossible to keep it in I slammed my fist in to the brick wall behind me, my Red vampyre strength knocked the brick out of its place in the wall. She intwined her fingers through mine. I shrugged them off before she held them.

"your unstable now, it is to be expsected givin that you are so young, You must do as I say and implement on the task I give you"

her words were strong but low.

"I do not answer to Neferet" I growled back at her, while turning to face my enemy.

she smirked then chuckled to her self. Then she started to turn sinister thick webs of darkness slided out of the shadows,crawling towards her figrue, they twisted up her thighs like spooky hands. she lifted her head to the sky, drawing deep breaths carming her self again. The threads of darkness retreated back into the shadows.

"you misunderstand who is in control James Stark, You are the first of my children to be born into this day and age. your life is an inch away from immortality now I will take it from you my child, don't not let this be my love. The first is always the best"

"What control? Zoey is the prietess now!" there was no pain when I said her name none at all, My second heart was dead to me now. I still loved her but I felt alot of hatred towards that man.

"High priestess are weak it is an insult to have that title, this world will be mine and mine alone join me. My child my Tsi Sgili, join your Queen your mother and I will share this world with you" Her eyes flashed dangerous red.

"yes my Queen" he murmured before captivating her lips in a lust filled kiss.

Bet you really hate me now Stark lovers, but it gets better I promise you that, hehehe So much drama don't ya think. I anit even half way through. So give me your views on what you think please and Ill keep updating. ;) P.S dnt give up on me yet you may learn to love me later Stark lovers, I isnt over on hiis good side yet.