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Thank you so much for your reviews!! Keep reading and reviewing, please!! THANKS! You totally rock, people!!:D I got way less reviews with the last 2 chapters than usually… any problems? Anything wrong? Sorry for not posting this earlier but seems like my muse took a few days of holidays…
This chapter has some sex talk but no sex… I don't think I need to change the rating but just in case…
Unbeta'd….
"I'm home!" Flack shouted getting in their apartment as he left the apartment keys on the table next to the door. He left his gun and badge in the drawer and then continued his way into the apartment. He could hear a strange noise coming from one of the rooms and he followed it curious. When he opened the door he stared at the image in front of him confused. JJ was running on a treadmill while listening to her IPod and James was lying in his crib staring at his mom with the same expression Flack had. "Since when do we have a treadmill?" He asked shouting so she would hear him.
JJ jumped lightly but smiled relieved as she realized that it was her husband. "Hey Blue." She welcomed him as she took off the headphones but continued running.
"I asked, since when do we have a treadmill?" He said grinning.
"I went to the mall this morning with James and it was in sale so I bought it. Two very nice guys that were working there carried it to my car and when I got here I remembered that Adam was coming to have lunch so I asked him to help me carry the treadmill here and he settled it up." She explained still running.
"Why?" He asked this time.
"Baby weight." She answered shrugging. Flack turned off the treadmill, crossed his arms across his chest and stared at her. "Blue, I'm going back to work in a month and my clothes don't fit me anymore, I need to get back in shape."
"We've had this argument a thousand times already, Jamie." Flack said grabbing her hands making her get down of the machine. "You had a baby less than 3 months ago, it is totally normal that you can't fit into some of your old clothes right now. But you've already lost most of the weight and I know that you've been wearing jeans you wore before you got pregnant so could you tell me the truth about why you bought this?"
JJ blushed, bite her lip and looked at the floor. "Myboobsaretoobig" She mumbled making Flack lift one eyebrow.
"What?" He asked laughing.
"My boobs are too big … to fit in my shirts." She repeated more clearly this time but still not looking at him. Flack started laughing even more loudly making James giggle too. "Stop mocking me, Blue. You don't like them now, either."
"What?" He asked again, this time confused and worried. She just blushed again. "Why are you saying that? You know that's not true." He argued back.
"I don't know anymore, Blue." JJ answered sitting on the bed surrendering. Flack kneeled in front of her, placed his hands on her thighs and when she looked at him he smiled at her sweetly asking her to continue. "Geez." She said trying to wipe away the tears that were forming on her eyes. He kissed her hand reassuring her that he was listening. "When you and I are… you know…" She said lifting her eyebrows and pointing with her head to the bed.
"Sleeping?" Flack asked confused.
"No! Having sex!!" JJ shouted annoyed rolling her eyes.
"Well, we don't have sex just in bed." Flack answered grinning trying to lighten the mood. JJ rolled her eyes again. "Sorry, Jamie. Please continue." He said cupping her face.
"You don't touch them anymore when we have sex, Blue. You used to pay them a lot of attention, but not now. I know they are not like they used to be. You act different with me when we are making love. I know you don't lust me anymore." She explained starting to cry.
"What are you talking about? That's not what is happening, Jamie." Flack said shaking his head.
"Then tell me, please, explain me what's going on." JJ almost begged him.
"First I need you to calm down, ok? Because there's nothing wrong going on here. It's just a misunderstanding and a lack of communication, basically from me." He said sadly. "Take a deep breath, ok?" JJ nodded and obliged. When she smiled lightly at him, he took it as a cue to continue. "I lust you, Jamie." He said grinning. "More than ever, actually." He added and standing on his knees he kissed her thoroughly. "I really have to make a big effort not to attack you every time I see you." He said resting his forehead against hers. "I admit that I've been acting a little bit weird while we have sex but it isn't because I don't want you… What I don't want is to hurt you." He explained looking at her in the eyes.
"How do you think you could hurt me?" JJ asked confused.
"By touching your boobs." He answered blushing lightly. "I've seen how you sometimes grimace when you are feeding James and that they are oversensitive so I'm afraid that if I touch them I could cause you some pain. Then I thought that maybe kissing them would be better but I thought that maybe you'd freak out if I did that and some milk got out and…" He made a pause. "As you can see it's my entire fault. I'm sorry I haven't told you that before."
"Oh Blue!" JJ said hugging him tightly. "Them being oversensitive is a good thing. Really good." She said smirking. "I grimace when James decides to bite me with his gums or when they are very full." She explained caressing his face. "Would you freak out because of the milk? Because I won't if you wanted to try it. I have to tell you that it doesn't taste as I imagined it would." She smiled.
"I know how it tastes." Flack told her shrugging. JJ stared at him confused. "We have bottles in the fridge and the other day I put some milk in my coffee and I guess I was very sleepy so you can figure out the rest." He explained.
"Ok. So you still want me and you are not going to act weird with me in bed again?" JJ asked smiling.
"I promise, but you have to tell me if I'm hurting you, even if it's just a little bit, ok?" Flack asked.
"Deal." JJ said before kissing him.
"Why a treadmill when you were worried about your chest?" Flack asked once they pulled apart.
"Oh…" She said blushing. "There was this pic of a girl on the treadmill box. You know one of those before/after pics and, well, with her being skinnier her boobs looked smaller too." She ended hiding her face in his chest in embarrassment.
"That is so…" Flack said laughing.
"Stupid, I know." JJ admitted laughing too. "I'm going to take a shower. Could you move this thing," JJ said pointing to the treadmill. "To the other room?"
"No problem." Flack said smiling. He checked on James sleeping peacefully on his crib and turned around to watch JJ undressing herself. "Why don't I start keeping my promise in the shower with you?" He asked taking off his shirt smirking.
"I like the idea, lover-boy." She answered and grabbing him by his belt she pulled him into the bathroom with her.
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