The next chapter is here! Hope you read and enjoy. REVIEWS WELCOME PLEASE!
Note: I own nothing of NCISLA. If I did then Deeks would be mine haha
Feel the Rush
Chapter 8
After feeding and walking Monty, Deeks took a beer out of the fridge and slumped heavily into the couch. Feeling down and upset wasn't in his nature usually and it was a feeling he didn't particularly like too much. Everywhere he went Deeks was known as the resident goofball, always wanting to cheer someone up, wanting to make Kensi smile or give as good as he got from Callen and Sam. Deep down he knew, making everyone else feel better was his way of coping with hurt or anger "Deeks get upset or angry? hard to believe" he once heard Sam say, but it wasn't true. He was an emotional guy, the abuse from his father cut deep into his soul, more than anyone of the team probably knew, he was just glad he was a part of them, a part of the team, a part of their family, a family much better than his own.
Monty raced to the front door, wagging his tail and barking at Deeks. "Monty! Stop!" he shouted at the mangy dog. Monty knew who was at the door and kept jumping at the handle. A soft rap at the door – "Deeks, its Kensi, please open up". Deeks got up and shooed Monty from the door.
"Hey" Kensi softly said.
"Hey, what ya doing here?" Deeks asked tersely.
"Hey Monty! I have a present for you. Here a juicy bone, there you go" Kensi said giving the scruffy dog a pat. Monty eagerly took it and raced to his room to munch on it.
"He's gonna love you forever for that" Deeks shook his head.
"I didn't forget you either Deeks, here" Kensi handed him a hot pizza box.
Deeks opened it up, "A half my favourite toppings, half your favourite toppings pizza with an M & M smiley face on it?"
A huge smile appeared on Kensi's face, "Well, we gonna eat it? I'm starving!"
A return smile appeared on Deeks' face too, "Sure, you want a beer?"
"Do you even have to ask?"
A heavy silence hung in the air as Deeks and Kensi ate their way through the pizza and beer. Every so often they would glance at each other, and then quickly look away. Kensi put down her beer and looked directly at her partner.
"Deeks, look at me. None of this is your fault, you know that right?"
"Yeah I know Kens. It's just….I trusted those guys, you know. Locking away my own LAPD guys is not why I joined up".
"I know, but Deeks, you have no control over the choices those guys made. They made those choices by themselves and now they will have to pay a huge price for it. All of them are going to end up in jail".
"It could have been me though Kens. I could just have easily made the wrong choices like they did. I did some silly stuff as a kid, stole a couple of times, but…."
"But nothing Deeks, we've all done silly things as kids, I once put a dead rat in a bully's school bag. The thing is, you made a choice to help people, to be a cop and you are a great cop and a great partner and for that, I'm forever grateful to Hetty for finding you and bringing you into the team".
"I don't know Kensi, maybe it's a sign. Maybe this is a sign that being a cop isn't what I'm supposed to do…maybe I should just give up and go surfing all day".
"If that's the way you feel, maybe you should! You're being an idiot, Deeks"
Kensi picked up her bag and began to make her way to the door.
"Kensi….please stay? I'm sorry"
"Fine" She looked at her partner and thought, "it's now or never Kensi, see if the thing you think might be there between you both is real".
"What would you have said?" she asked, putting her bag on the side table.
"What would I have said when?"
"When we were married undercover and Brett asked you when you knew she was the one. What would you have said?"
"Oh…a few things. The first time she smiled at me. The first time she laughed at my jokes"
"I was being polite, your jokes are bad, Deeks" Kensi interrupted with a smirk.
"The first time she tried to play me", Kensi remembered the time at the house where she was caught by Deeks, snooping at a suspects computer.
"Really? Wow" Kensi looked surprised.
"Well I couldn't have said when it really was"
"Which is?" Kensi was intrigued.
"The first time she pulled out her gun and threatened to shoot someone. Such a turn on", Deeks smirked.
"Your turn Princess. What would you have said?"
"Okay….the first time he made me laugh. The first time he backed me up".
"I've always got your back Kensi, you know that right?" Kensi nodded, she knew.
"So when was the actual time Kens?"
"The first time he rescued me". Kensi and Deeks looked at each other, the images of Kensi trapped in a room full of red lasers ready to detonate at any time, going through their minds.
"Any time you need rescuing Kensi, I'll be right there"
Deeks had turned away for a second, not willing to risk losing control of his feelings of wanting to kiss her.
"Deeks, is this what you mean?" When Deeks turned back around at the sound of Kensi's voice, there she was, right up in front of him, with her gun aimed directly at his groin.
"Ah….no ah Kensi, I meant the shooting the bad guys not me. I kinda need that part of my body…please" Deeks had his hands up in surrender mode.
"Why? Give me a reason" Kensi smirked.
"Well…first I need it to go to the bathroom"
"Okay, anything else?"
"Well….I'd like to use it in a romantic way with a beautiful, smart, kick-ass, ninja girl, who drives me and my feelings crazy every time I see her".
Deeks took the plunge and surprised Kensi with a kiss, he felt her kissing him back but was wary of pushing too far in case his judgement was wrong. They parted and looked at each other.
"You're going to hit me now aren't you? Okay, go on. I can take it"
Deeks scrunched his face in anticipation of a well-placed thump to some part of his body. He was used to Kensi's punches and always dreaded it because even though Kensi was a girl, she could hit harder than any guy!
"Oh you are so going to get it! You ready? Close your eyes"
Instead of punching him though, Kensi returned Deeks' kiss with a passionate one of her own. The intensity of it surged through both of them and wants and urges took over.
"Bedroom, Deeks" Kensi whispered between breaths. Deeks held her tight, she had her legs wrapped around his hips anyway, searching for his room. Falling into bed, Deeks' hands made their way under Kensi's top, while she was tugging at his shirt. She ran her fingers over his chiselled torso, as his fingers found their way to her breasts. They fought each other for being on top, eventually taking it in turns.
Deeks looked at Kensi in his arms and bed. Everything he wanted just came true. Kensi and he had slept together and it was just as good as he thought it would be. The very bad day he just had, well that had just become a whole lot better thanks to Kensi Marie Blye.
So what do you think? One more chapter to go I think.
